#I really really wannaaaaa !!
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#sigh i know whats coming and its gonna take sooo long to draw dfjvndefjdkfgrjdkf#sonic#sth#shadow the hedgehog#comic#au#sonic au#art#fanart#digital art#already on page 3 i was like. damn i really made this hard on myself with all that rendering n shit sdvfgdbgghtgfhtd#BUT I WANNAAAAA#see. if it doesnt look on paper like it looked in my brain then there is no point. sowwy me#you will have to draw. a lot#also i still didnt write a lot of it this will just end with a void dfvgrfnjyrt#blood#tw blood
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the blorboest of blorbos.....
#i'm struggling with getting the motivation to draw recently even tho i really wannaaaaa 😫#my art#tizel art#digital art#legend of zelda#zelda#loz#link#tears of the kingdom#zelda fanart
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pros: haven’t been in a while, need to use my membership before it runs out, would be good for me, i’ll probably feel bad if i don’t go
cons: don’t feel like it, it’s always really crowded on saturdays, there will be traffic on the way there and back
#i’ve been trying to go for the past like two weeks and haven’t been able to so i really should but i don’t wannaaaaa#ughhhhhh#jude.txt
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household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight
#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here#it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening#and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time#we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please#idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest#but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work#sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon#ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for#my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell#happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and#when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends#and i don't wannaaaaa#i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but#it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being#the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it#we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line#i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know#and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot#but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class#even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig#i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me#and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh#i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like#The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed#but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me#and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it#and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh
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Tragic: i'm stressed peopel will think I'm stupid because I didn't clarify enough in my stupid joke post
#I wannaaaaa drown#and I can't correct them that'd be insane#hi I saw your tags in my post and I just wanted to clarify that I didn't think gameplay was unimportant I just meant I really only care#about how it works in service to the larger narrative! the way gameplay serves the narrative is interesting it makes games one of the best#mediums for storytelling imo!#i wasn't actually saying gameplay doesn't matter at all I just meant like idc about gameplay if there's no other story#because I was annoyed that people always complain about cutscenes#please don't think I'm stupid I know how this works I'm not stupid I promise#that'd be insane
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it's 6pm. at what point is it acceptable for me to put away my notes and stop studying for the day?
#cookie speaks#please i want to draw#but i haven't studied nearly enough for tomorrows exams#i really should keep going#but i dont wannaaaaa#sigh#ill at least finish notes on this chapter#maybe skim the material for my first exam#since i havent even looked at it#i have 3 classes and ive only studied for 1#i haven't read a single chapter all semester for my last exam of the day#rip me
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ive been in 12600 follower limbo for like 2 years turns out all i needed to do was join living and or new fandoms
#dont let the number decieve you tho most of those 12600 are dead quiet accounts bc they followed in 2021 and forgot HAHA#welcome to my 2000 new followers (omg?) idk where u came from but im glad ur here#also sorry again to the saw fans who followed for saw and open their dash to a bunch of dbda each day#hyperfixation was strong for a couple weeks there but im back on my normal fandom hopping bullshit#ALSO i love everyone whos been here for years as well mwah kisses luv u#rip to haikyuu phase you might be missed but probably not bc i cringe whenever i see someone like one of my old posts#i really need to redo my pinned post but i just dont wannaaaaa
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learning how to swiss darn has made me insufferable to myself, but i stay having fun with it
#so theoretically anything you can do to your knitting you could conceivably also do to your swiss darning right?#so i really wanna learn self-reinforcing knitting stitches (like heel stitch or eye of partridge stitch) so i can use them for darning#but tbh i should probably practice the base stitch more first#i have only done... two projects with it. and i'm still not confident in it enough that i could do it while playing ttrpgs with my friends#(which is really the important metric of handcraft competency in my life)#but i don't wannaaaaa slowly improve my skills so i have a good foundation before i branch out. i wanna do something NEW#in other news i have been making progress on seeking effective adhd treatment lately#but insofar as a ''there'' will ever exist in this arena we certainly are not there yet
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getting jumpscared by voice actors is so funny i was just trying to watch old dgrayman scene compiles and suddenly iAN SINCLAIR?????
#ok i didnt stick w the eng dub for super long before alskjf#i mostly watched it in jp ! but i did try eng dub for a bit#i didnt get to when they switched travis willingham for ian sinclair though for yuu and that made me go :O#like tHIS close to picking up the anime but Q _ Q i dont wannaaaaa but also....i wonder if the eng dub is good#i dont like allens va#LIKE hes fine!!! as a va !!! but i just dont like him as ALLEN i think idk#LIKE i cant remember peoples performances well enough to recall whod be good#but like. someone who can manage that perfect balance of sounding gentle and grounded HRM#i will say though whatever they did for lavi's va good job cuz like. while it wasnt exactly the voice i expected it was Amazing from the#clip i saw LOL#this isnt me reading dgm but ill tag it anyways as so#snow reads dgm#i cant tell if i like or dislike lenalee's voice in eng.... i would need more i think...#BUT ian sinclair??? bro i would love to see him do the eps w yuu and alma...#i stopped midway through alma's arc when i was first reading trhough it so i dont know their full story but ; - ;#one of these days. ill make some fancast...#OH YKNOW WHAT i can see like. whoever id pick for jack's voice actor. id give to allen too.... idk if that says anything about me.#i wouldnt even say that jacks like gentle/grounded (hes not) but THATS THE FALSE CHARM HE GOT !!!! SO I THINK ITD WORK#i say gentle but what i really mean is like gentle-borderline-empty sounding#anyways. enough me blabbing sorry sorry lol
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It should be illegal to make someone takes finals when their tummy hurts
#ra speaks#personal#bleghh#tummy hurty :(#but I have part of my stats final due today. and I should really practice for my presentation tomorrow. I don’t wannaaaaa
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Last Sentence Tag Game
Rules: Write the latest line from your wip (or post where you last left off in your art) and tag as many people as there are words in the line. Make a new post, don’t reblog.
hi hi thank you @squirrelwriter for the tag :3 best of luck to finn, sounds like they need it
i'm gonna add a few extra lines for context hehe
He’s not sure how long he sits there in that alley, limbs going numb, mere feet away from corpses that would’ve happily seen him turned into one too.
It had been fear, he thinks. Jason’s face had had so, so much fear.
“Fuck,” Dick echoes.
3 words in the last line, sooo @awake-atnight @simpshou @good-beanswrites and whoever else wants to!
#i doubt i'll ever manage to actually publish this fic but hey now i have this snippet out there in the world#i finally finished writing this ONE scene#and i'm happy with it#also i am spiritually @ing sho#manifesting you in my dms#no pressure obvs to anyone only if you wannaaaaa#also i think it's really funny that i'm doing this right after my queue posted a 'sorry for not responding to tag games' thing ldkfgjlkdfjgl#death mention#tag games#jay writes
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#blood test tomorrow:// really dont wannaaaaa#its been awhile too bc i needed an ultrasohnd too so i was like. ill get the blood test done at around ths same time#bc the us waitinf time js so long i have in the past been asked by the doc to get a new one bc he wants the results together#so liks. the ultrasohnd i had fo wait. like. umm five months. then a procrastinated askinf for a blood test appointment until after that#so it has been like three weeks or somethng#ughhhhhh j dknt wannaaaaa#i used to like the guy wjo you had to give your papers to and labeled the tubes etc but he doesnf work there anymore:/#he had swan lake as his ringtone and woukd talk aloud what he was typing into the computer he typed really fast but also bery rhythmically#friendly too. it sucks that he isnt there anymore always made me feel kind of at ease#also nowadays you get the results online. and going back for your results handing the guy behind the window the bar code sticker and then#getting the results in like. matrix print or whatever you call that. yeah that was the part i was okay with. i like looking at numbers hehe#but now for understandable reasons thats not a thing anymore. or it might be but its encouraged to use the online platform yknow#ughhhh im rambling im anxious#medical cw
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I really wanna make faux stained glass art !! ৻( •̀ ᗜ •́ ৻)
#I really really wannaaaaa !!#I might go get the supplies on payday :D#wanna make art wanna make art !#honey’s thoughts ᥫ᭡.💭
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i hate my autism sometimes, like im 26 WHY am i seripusly contemplating not going on the yearly family reunion camping trip just so i can draw pnf fanart on my computer
#but in my defense: its gonna be rainy and thundery and really humid#like. all weekend#plus my dad hasn't been up to the campground much so he hasn't set a lot of stuff up so i'm gonna have to sleep on the couch all weekend#and since its gonna be rainy im gonna be stuck in like a 40ft x 15ft room with other people#i won't even have room to pace#*throws myself to the floor and starts kicking and pounding my fists* I DON'T WANNAAAAA#toon.txt
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literally why has nobody offered me a job yet this is just mean
#i really need to send a followup to the one lady who said i'd hear back either way bc we are two weeks past her estimate#and the other one should tell me by thr end of the month but i'm not hopeful#amd i dropped my resume off at the conference for a third one#yknow i can apply for more if needed but i don't wannaaaaa#.txt
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Pjs uobsoubupdb I’m so fucking pissed cause it’s -23 windchill and I walked to the bus to go to work and it turns out they aren’t fucking running
#this is a post i made#I’d be perfectly fine if they had just told us the buses weren’t running but they didn’t and now I wanna do something drastic but not really#and now my parents are making me get Uber but I don’t trust that app I don’t wannaaaaa
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