#I normally dont vent on tumblr

[jdropglitchartz]

My dad legit said "id rather have trump then a hooker for president" and "Maybe we won't have any more pronouns or squirrel fuckers" when someone asked who he would vote for and am here who hate politics IN THE CAR AS A NOTE just sitting there like this

When on the inside I feel like this

So yea my dad has two sides of him either homophobic narcissistic asshole who doesn't know what boundaries or supportive sweetheart who tries to comfort you with food and a soft voice and will defend you with there life

And all I gotta say is

[suntails]

⚔️🦈

[variksel]

youtube ads becoming first one 5-second ad then two 5-second ads in a row or one 15-second ad then a million unskippable ads in the middle of videos instagram quietly inserting one ad in-between every 5 or 10 ig stories then 2 in-between 4 ig stories not to mention the new reel- and explore page ads. a quiet tumblr ad banner at the top of your dash then photo ads in-between posts then video ads then video ads in-between every 3 or 5 posts that play audio automatically while youre trying to read a textpost. the most popular, paid subscription, news apps adding ads between their articles, then in articles, then paywalling new articles further with a new "news +" subscription and putting ads in those as well. once every 15 tweets there being an ad, then every 5, then theres also an ad if you scroll to the replies. you cant look at tweets without logging in anymore, theres just no option for anon scrolling. facebook ai mining on instagram, facebook ai profiles hyping up ai generated photos im fucking going insane ai temu ads and gallery app ads and printer app ads and higher subscriptions while still seeing ads and i cant fucking do this anymore!!!!! its fucking shameless and worst of all its silent and nobody talks about how half the things we see anymore are fucking ads and we dont own a single thing we pay for and companies can just randomly raise their prices through the roof and nobody says anything about it

[colacorvus]

not only do i have to fight the frustration of people just not reblogging my art i also have to deal with this site deciding at random to just not show my damn art to the people that follow me how wonderful

[primalshane]

Vent?? Question mark??

[malikselfindulgence]

Sorry for the uptick in system stuff Im lowkey struggling and need to see system positivity posts or I'll explode

[nightfuryblue19]

aaaaaa

[echo-s-land]

It's insane how most of the time I don't get how ppl interact and I also Don't Fucking Care

[chiistarri]

need 2 isolate myself and unfriend everyone #asap

[sliceocheese]

DO NOT HOMESCHOOL YOUR KIDS‼️‼️‼️

THAT SHIT WILL CRIPPLE THEM‼️‼️

[aspecbuddie]

might have to avoid tumblr for at least a few days again cuz every time I open it there's immediately two posts of opposite opinions which is not helping my already shittier than normal mental health

[coiled-dragon]

Toddles around

Really thought once I started bleeding the anxiety would go away but no i get both.. Muting chats to limit checking them, ought to help me feel less like people hate me e_e

Hate being like this i feel so raw and on edge when i get this paranoid... I also can't focus on creating because the paranoia extends to my work where i feel like everyone hates it and cant manage to actually get it out...

[vyrron]

Struggling a lot recently

[rabbittongues]

[mustymausoleum]

moodboard rn uwu screams

[coridallasmultipass]

Vent/transphobia in fandom

I regret looking in the trans //// Dirk tag bc wow... people sure do love to shit on other people's interpretation of canon.

Someone fucking said "people are making him trans to 'soften' him and make him more likeable" like holy shit???? Am I actually reading those words?? Someone being blatantly transphobic in the tD tag, where y'know, trans people wanna read posts about tD.

If you think making a character trans 'softens' him, that's literally the definition of transphobia, and that's something you need to work on. Trans men aren't Men Lite. We're not softer and more likeable than cis men. Shut the fuck up.

I feel so fucking sick after reading that. Fucking asshole piece of shit. I did not need to read that tonight, while I'm literally suffering from a 'trapped in the wrong body' flavour of gender dysphoria and S.I. and just TRYING TO FIND PEOPLE BEING NORMAL ABOUT TRANS ///// DIRK SINCE IT FEELS LIKE I'M THE ONLY PERSON WHO FUCKING CARES RIGHT NOW.

Whatever. I will blaze my own way down the tD path. I'm doing it for ME. Not for anyone else. Fucking rancid-ass take, get the fuck out. No one wants to see your whiny transphobic arguments against tD, IN THE TAG FOR TRANS //// DIRK. Keep your transphobia to yourself, or I am busting out the duct tape. (Duct tape=block button. Yes, I blocked them. Don't need that negativity in my blogging experience.)

((Do not talk to me about anything that happens after Homestuck proper. I do not perceive those things. I do not want to know about those things. They do not exist to me.))

PS. Oh, I absolutely love finding any canon evidence to make toxic male characters into trans men (Handso//me Ja/ck, Joh//nny Sil//verhand, Br/o Str/ider, etc... actually now that I line them up like that, Bro is totally tame and normal lmao, HJ is wayyy worse of a person and there's tons of canon evidence I can argue with...)

Anyway, transing the bad guys... It's my favourite passtime. I could not give a fuck what you think about that. I like my men toxic and trans. I don't give a fuck about having "good" representation, because a trans man is still a trans man when he's a toxic asshole. That's the point. Trans men are the same amount of man as cis men. So you can SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT NEEDING A 'SOFT' BOY FOR TRANS MEN'S REPRESENTATION. DO IT YOUR-FUCKING-SELF AND LEAVE THE TRANS //// DIRK TAG TO THOSE OF US WHO KNOW THE TRUTH.