#I need you to be a little more accomedating

[catcatb0y]

Does anyone else hit that point in conversation where it's like. Everything is a wall.

Not because everything actually IS a wall, but because you hit a wall once and that makes you suddenly doubt /everything/ you have to say?

Like, 'well I picked the wrong answer once, and I don't want to do it again-' it's like the equivalent of picking the same answer bubble too many times on a test, but you can't take the answers back and the first time you used that letter it was a guess (and it told you immediately after that you were wrong).

With every minor mistake, that wall just gets higher and higher and you get smaller and smaller...

[this-doesnt-endd]

Sometimes im like yeah get fucked epilepsy i got meds ur powerless here and then i get violently humbled just sitting at my desk

[hyperfixatedoncrimminalminds]

Can I request an Aaron Hotchner x autistic!daughter young adult ideally but any age. Or even she’s on the team and he’s a father figure to her because her own is so ableist. My dad is so ableist and I have so much autistic trauma from him even though my autism is from him too. He thinks that gives him even more rights to say whatever he wants to me and bully me even more. I just need to know what it feels like to have a good dad who cares about my autism. Who cares about me ❤️❤️

Aaron Hotchner x Autistic! Young adult reader

Of course I can, I'm sorry you have to deal with that, my parents have trouble understanding my Autism as well but they are getting better. I will write this for you!

Summary: Y/Ns ableist Dad comes to the BAU and starts being an Ableist arsehole to his daughter, her father figure (Hotch) steps in and saves her.

Third Person pov...

It had been 3 years since Y/N L/N joined the BAU, she was 21 when she joined and instantly became the baby of the team and Hotch became her Dad, Y/N is autistic and has sensory issues.

Ever since she was little her father was ablest and would bully her and verbally abuse her saying how her being Autistic meant something was wrong with her and that she needed fixing, the man caused her to have so many meltdowns and sensory overloads that it made others concerned her teachers as school.

He was later arrested for child abuse and was sent to prison, Y/N was then left with her neighbours who were a nice loving family and always liked her but hated her dad and were glad she got away from him after suffering for years, her Mum was out of the picture.

The young girl had so much trauma from her childhood when she joined the BAU that Hotch became her father figure, their relationship helped mend Y/Ns trauma from her bio dad and she was able to live comfortably knowing he wasnt in her life anymore, she was treated with respect and was always told that her autism wasn't a bad thing.

From being with Penelope and Spencer (who are also Autistic) her relationship with her Autism was mended and she was able to be herself, while with her dad she could stim or doing anything 'autistic' but with her new found family she was free to stim and had all her accomedations, if anyone disrespected her or called her weird they would have to deal with an angry Hotch and the rest of the team.

It was a normal day for the team, they weren’t on a case and for once they all got to relax and fill out paperwork, well aside from Hotch and Spencer no one was doing any paperwork, Derek and Emily were sat giggling loudly like children as they kept throwing rolled up pieces of paper at their second youngest member.

The laughter increased as they kept hitting their mark, Spencers head, the genius was none the wiser as a pile of paper was forming around him at their many failed attempts. From the side JJ and Penelope sit and watch as Spencer doesn't realise, opposite the genius sat Y/N she was busy spinning in her chair with her headphones on and watching the scene play out.

She had the perfect poker face for when a paper ball hit Spencer's head, as the children in the bull pen play the two adults Hotch and Rossi where actually getting work done, , well Hotch was at least the Italian was drinking and watching the kids outside keeping an eye on them as someone responsible needed too.

As Y/N continued to spin around her in chair she didn’t hear the heavy footsteps off someone walking up behind her, the H/C woman was suddenly yanked off her chair and onto the hard floor by a man, in the process of being manhandled her headphones when flying off her head.

“What did I tall ya about doing that Girl!” exclaimed a voice that haunted her nightmares, gasping in terror Y/N stared frozen at her Father who was suppose to be in prison, the large man had a sickening grin on his face as he saw the terror in his daughter eyes.

“Yes its me!” he laughed that horrible laugh that had Y/N holding her hands overs her ears, the 21 year old was still frozen on the floor while the others were staring at the scene before them guns raised, by this time Hotch and Rossi had heard what happened and were out of their offices.

“bu-but your supposed to be in jail!” exclaimed Y/N finally finding her voice stuttering, the man looked down at her crumpled form, he then grabbed the front of her blouse pulling his daughter close. “they let me out for good behaviour, did ya miss me!” he semi whispered as Y/Ns face grew a sickening pale white, she scrambled to get away but the man wouldn’t let go instead he raised his hand and slapped her.

Y/N cried out in pain. “you really didn’t think I could be held for long did ya you retard! You really are still a fucked in the head as you were years ago” yelled the man, Hotch had had enough, he rain down thw ramp arms raised, gun in his hands. “Get your hands on hr now, you do realise you just assaulted a federal agent” growled out Hotch as the man teared his eyes away from the shivering form of his daughter.

He spat at Hotch. “your not her father I am, this waste of space in am Agent HA!”!” he laughed again and kicked Y/N hard in the ribs, Penelope gasps tears in her eyes as she witnesses her friend get beaten. Y/N holds in her cries of pain and raises her head from the floor glaring at the man.

“your not my dad you never have been!” she cried tears rolling down her face, the sadistic man smirked at the tears rolling down his daughters face, the sight reminding off when she was a kid and he would verbally abuse her, he had never hit her before now, it felt good.

Her words made him angry. “I am your father retard, though I hate to admit it you share my blood, your as stupid as I remember crying on the floor like the child you are to stupid to do what I say” he goes on on berating Y/N and saying how stupid she was once again verbally abusing her, as he went on his rant Y/N managed to stand up.

She was then pulled behind Hotch, his finger close to pulling the trigger. “you Bastard, you shut the fuck up now, you have crossed the line now get out of my building and away from my Daughter before I pump your body full of bullets!” yelled Hotch threw clenched teeth, he was so close to pulling the trigger instead he stormed up so he was chest to chest with the man and pulled back his fist.

When he lets go his right hand connected with the nose he was satisfied to feel it shatter, a smirk on his face before gesturing to a couple of agents. “now don’t ever come back or I will kill you” Hotches hand was burning but he felt satisfied when Y/Ns Dad freeze before he tsked and stormed out not before calling Y/N the R slur before he was detained by two agents ans forced into handcuffs.

Hotch crossed his arms before turning around to hug Y/N was had collapsed, the stress from her dad coming in draining her, she was then sat at her desk with Hotch hovering around her looking at her injuries, E/C eyes locked on his brown ones.

“Im your daughter” she whispers hoarsely, this made Hotch smile and run his hand through her hair. “of course, you are sweetie” he smiled softly kissing her forehead still smiling when she smiles back.

The end!!

Hoped you liked this oneshot so sorry for the wait! As usual sorry for the grammar and spelling mistake!

Requests are open!

Word count: 1366

[thatmysticaltuxedocat-rp]

// I've missed this place so much where people are so friendly and are happy when friends are around. I really need good friends and kind people right now. Literally never felt more welcomed than here. 🥺

(Under cut is the reason why I came back so randomly and why I needed a place with friends. It's long and kinda upsetting. But I really need to vent.)

So I wasn't pulled back into the Cats fandom really. I was heavy into another fandom and had a tumblr to mess about there, much like here. A stranger started interacting with my characters in a way that I wasn't comfortable with. It had major bullying vibes, just having a go, invading my threads to have a go. So I set up some boundaries in a post, no names mentioned, absolutely nobody tagged and yet not only did this person PM me demanding I take my post down but accused me of bullying. Going even further to create another account to keep harassing me, constantly saying "my friend" (it was the same individual) and referencing a discord group where they were screenshotting and talking about my blog. Not sure how true that is as they seemed to be behaving as two different people to give the impression several people were going for me.

I want to make it so clear my original post explained if I feel harassed or like my characters are getting bullied, I will not interact. That's all. I explained I can do in character arguments and drama but chiming in and saying hurtful things that are unrelated I'll just stop responding to. In no way did it demand anyone take anything down or change how someone RPs just I have a personal boundary and if you find I'm not reaponding suddenly, that's why. Nobody is forced to RP with me anymore than I am with them. It was carefully written and checked to make sure no individual was referenced.

And when I didn't immediately reply to the PM the individual "went public" because I "refused to reply". I have a life, I have dogs that need attention and I was carefully crafting a reply that explained my point. I didn't want to argue. This led to them posting a post directly aimed at me about how much of a bully I am and I refused to apologise. What I said was in response to their " everyone apologises" was does that too mean they apologise? This is me refusing.

I know it's ridiculous in the gramd scheme of things, it's a barely known silly place for me to mess around with Alex in character as but as someone who really was heavily bullied throughout childhood and teens (all through school basically) this really messed with me. The way they attempted to manipulate me with claims of how "their friend" (them) was now crying and their Sunday was ruined and Alex says gaslight me, accuse me of twisting things against them (even though nobody was mentioned it was a generic post) and starting some kind of public attack because I didn't immediately roll over and do what they wanted.

I also understand the irony of them complaining I was bullying them into what they can post while they were attempting to bully me into dictating what I can post. I also understand this person could be suffering or on the spectrum. I really try to be accomedating and inclusive but I was unable to properly follow threads and felt whatever I put they would have a go and make my experience bad. And finally yeah I know it says more about them that they got so upset about a generic boundary post not directly aimed at them. The point of a generic public post was to protect them and give a little nudge without a direct attack, private or otherwise. I cannot stand confrontation of any kind.

I just got so shaken and upset by it all, it ruined the fandom for a moment for me and I actually felt unwell for the evening. It got to a point where I feel I was in the wrong for putting up a boundary.

(Also I did not take the post down, it's still up.)

[yandere-romanticaa]

Hi I love your stories💜 I was wondering if you could possibly do a yandere Jamil where his darling is pregnant, what would his reaction be. I would really appreciate it. It's okay if you can't.

♡Jamil Viper ♡

This pregnancy was most likely not planned and because of that Jamil is going to panic, albeit on the inside. He already has to take care of s/o, Kalim and now a baby, his baby none the less?

Now that's quite the hassle.

He is aware that having a baby will drain a lot of funds if not prepared properly and his already tight schedule will have to shift to accomedate to the baby's needs. He will stock up on baby products quickly and starts reading parenting books in his free time in hopes of maybe getting a better grasp at the sitation. This entire thing is just so foreign to Jamil since he usually has everything on a tight leash, but this? This was like a punch in the gut.

He sometimes may act cold and even treat the unborn baby as a nusiance but his love and affection will rapidly grow for the little one. Just seeing the way his s/o glows like a perfectly cut diamond is a sight for sore eyes and her ever growing stomach does make Jamil melt. He will often just randomly put his warm hand on s/o's belly, in a vain attempt to maybe understand his baby.

Regardless of that, s/o isn't allowed to do any physical activity, period. Their plate has even more food then regular and Jamil makes sure that his s/o is always comfortable in her own skin. He also begins to see the benifical sides of having a shared child - s/o cannot leave him. She'll be drained from the process of birth alone and Jamil known all to well that s/o could never leave behind her baby. It all turns out pretty okay in the end and the chances of his kid being a yandere are slim since Jamil is a master at hiding his emotions.

[finnstansonly]

was talking to my mom the other day about how obviously autistic I was as a child like FAR more apparent than my little brother who got diagnosed at least a full decade before I did, but she didn’t know anything abt autism yet and she was also taking care of her sick mom with 2 toddlers and a little kid so I just seemed very particular

it’s just like very crazy to me how clearly autistic I was my whole childhood but my brother got in trouble at school for being “disruptive” so he got diagnosed like THAT and got an iep and medicare leniency and I had to wait another ten years only for the neuropsych to look me in the face and say that I barely made the cut when ppl joked in my face abt it since childhood and my family joked abt it at me and I just accepted it but I NEEDED a diagnosis so that I could get accomedations from disability services bc college had gotten so hard for me that I couldn’t push my way through school without asking for help even tho I did that my whole entire life and went through years of therapy to understand that asking for help was okay

And then this man looked me and my parents in the face and was like “it was a little on the fence but I’ve decided to say yes you are autistic” like god that made me so mad like I already KNOW that my parents and my brother and my therapist already know that but thank you for telling me you decided to let me get help I desperately need in order to finish the bachelors degree I’m already in debt pursuing

[bytemycupcakes]

How do you think the crew would comfort each when they’re depressed or in distressed

-The chaos of the hotel stresses Charlie out more than one would expect- She hates to admit it, but you can always tell- She becomes twitchy, and gets prominent bags under her eyes.

-when the hotel really picks up on that, they’re all asking if she’s okay, she claims she is. Vaggie refuses to accept that- she knows Charlie well of course.

-Vaggie essentially has to force Charlie to sit down, she wraps her in a blanket- She’s not allowed to move for the whole day

-Vaggie takes on Charlie’s work for the day,and keeps the other members away from Charlie, or just calm.

-Charlie naps on a couch in the lobby

–

-When Vaggie’s down, she refuses to get out of bed. Yeah, she’s stubborn, but when she’s like this, she hates being around people. Even Charlie could easily piss her off

-Charlie, every time, assures Vaggie that she’s always there if she needs her, and she’ll make sure the other hotel members dont come bother Vaggie

–

-Angel hides. When he’s slapped with depression, he can’t stand to be seen. Every drop of confidence he had is completely gone. He’s even gone as far to lock his door sometimes, just to make sure nobody can see him like this.

-Husk is usually the one to worry about Angel when he hasn’t left his room- It takes a bit, Husk usually assumes Angel is probably sleeping in.

-When Angel still hasn’t left his room near noon, Husk goes and checks on him- Knocks on the door- says its him. Angel, voice broken, tells him to piss off, Husk sighs and checks the handle.

-if the door is locked, Husk sits outside the door, talks about whatever, Angel can barely understand him for the most part- But he appreciates it.

-If its unlocked, Husk enters the room, finds where Angel is hiding, and cuddles him until Angels feeling better. Angel doesn’t try to fight much- any fight is just him mumbling annoyances.

–

-It took Husk and Niffty no time at all to learn that when Alastor is distressed, you leave him alone. They’re very sure to inform the other members of this before it ever even happens.

-Really Alastor can go two routes- Either he’ll grab Niffty or Husk, petting them until he chills out. Or he’s locked in his room trashing whatever isn’t nailed to the ground.

-if the second route, the whole hotel is in a state of suspence- They try to function as normal, but with all the thuds echoing from Als room, everyone’s just a bit worried-

-Luckly these times don’t last to long- Alastor will tire himself out and when Niffty finally checks on him, he’ll be curled up and out cold somewhere slightly cushioned in his new mess.

-Niffty (and sometimes Husk) start cleaning up, Al’s a heavy enough sleeper that they don’t have to worry about waking him.

–

-When Husks upset, he makes sure everyone knows. He’s slumped over his bar like a ragdoll cat on a shoulder, and will complain about anything and everything.

-Its quite easy to comfort him- If you’re the right person and know what you’re doing.

-For awhile Alastor’s the only one who can chill him out- He’s who Husk is closest to, and he knows all the good spots to pet Husk.

-As the hotel gets closer to eachother, Angel’s able to do it too- Alastor, noticing this, even tells Angel the exact spot to scritch behind Husks ear. “It shuts him up immediately, every time- If you don’t count his purring as taling anyway.”

–

-I think I’ve touched on Niffty being upset before- But in a shipping context-

-Even so it isn’t much different

-She’ll hide out in the vents, deep cleaning them to ignore whatevers bothering her.

-Or she’ll bother someone and just.. be held until she feels better. This someone is usually Husk or Alastor, as she’s closest with them. But really anyone will do, Niffty isn’t very picky

–

-Its very hard to tell when Baxter’s upset. He’s locked in his lab so much that the others don’t know him to well-

-And well, when he’s upset, he’s just locked in there even more. He buries himself in his work, and any time someone tries to check on him he’ll snap at them.

-Its best to leave him alone- Once he’s feeling better, he’ll apologize to those he yelled at.

–

-Mimzy, like Husk, makes sure everyone knows she’s upset. She’ll demand attention and once she gets it, she’ll vent about every little thing that could possibly be bugging her

-Once the hotel gets used to this, they accomedate it well enough, Charlie or Vaggie sit her down and ask whats wrong, listen to her problems, and even offer advice when applicable

–

-Crymini does the typical teenager thing, bottling up every little emotion until it all explodes. When it does- She’s a cryer.

-She’s quite good at holding it all in, but when someone asks her how she’s doing, she’ll break-

-Most hotel members can handle this, and will stay with her until she’s gathered herself again- But if it’s Alastor well-

-He kinda panics- usually yelling for the first member to pop in his head “The teenager is crying!! Someone help!!!”

-Surprisingly, even that simple action helps her, she finds it funny, and will usually start laughing inbetween sobs

[jaeyeol-ism]

Speaking more about Yandere Jae kidnapping small Hyung Seok, how to you think he'd react to big Hyung Seok leaving him after finding out what he's done? (I've seen some yandere where the yandere character kills their beloved in this scenario claiming "if I can't have you no one can"). What do you think Jae would do?

Ooh //rubs hands together// I would have left the end open to everyone's interpretation but I'll share my 3 possible endings-1. Jaeyeol doesn't let him leave. But he doesn't kill him either. After all, it'd be a waste, all he's done for the mesmerizing male and this is what he receives? Abandonment? It was almost enough to laugh at. He couldn't have Hyunseok going to authorities to get "justice" for the filth The blond had disposed of. Instead, He resorts to keeping both Seoks in the safety of his home. After having Hyungseok desperately try to convince him to let him go, our yandere gets the revelation of the whole "two bodies" situation. Difficult to believe but after a demonstration...How could his lovely boy have hidden this from him? No matter. The basement would have been remodeled to accomedate to his dearest. Even if Hyungseok had tried to leave him, He still deserved the best. Yeol was sure that the brunet would see it his way soon and open his eyes to the truth. That he belongs here. That the yandere had merely done him a favor. That only Jaeyeol deserved him. Hell, Jae had even gone as far as to bring him everything from his home, let him have the dogs as company! Their little family...Jaeyeol had even promised to take care of Hyungseok's dear mother... give her everything she needs, pull her out of poverty! But only as long as Hyungseok stayed.... ((i know, i know, that's really low, but this is yandere Jaeyeol we're speaking of))2. Jaeyeol is devastated. He began to realize how selfish he had been...How revolting his actions were... He was a monster. How could he have thought that something as malevolent and vile as himself could be next to his angel, Hyungseok? He should have kept his distance. But.... the more he thought about it in his lonliness. He realized his actions weren't wrong. They were pure. They were completely and utterly pure. Everything had been for Hyungseok. He had done everything out of love. He wasn't a monster. And he wasn't going to let an actual monster have Hyungseok. No one could have the man he had been watching over. He would make sure of it. Even if it meant having to put his angel into an eternal slumber.3. He ends himself-

[dinosaursindisarray]

Okay, month was trying to write a post about some crazy shit that happened today but fuck that.

Part of the reason some previously dormant little shit suddenly popped out again like a fucking daisy was because of the care team not doing their goddamn jobs. dude was supposed to show up today, didn’t. again. this isn’t a one time thing, this is a pattern and in the meeting we had they made it seem like it was months fault cause she’d canceled a few times but like suzy said, you can only cancel something if there’s something to cancel, not if it’s just them being like ‘yo im on my way’ and month says ‘it’s not a good time’ or something. if they just randomly call with no schedule to say theyre coming and she has to say no thats not her fucking fault.

but they made it seem like her fault anyway like the shit she was bringing up wasnt important or was just the talk of a crazy person. fuck that and fuck those guys.

that’s not even the problem right now the problem is that every tuesday we’re supposed to have someone come by and spend less than 30 minutes of their life checking on us. that’s the one thing they were supposed to be able to guarentee, the one thing that was actually weekly, you know, nevermind the promise of being seen 3 times a week. honestly i’m so godamn mad, fuck this place. 

guy didn’t show up today OR call or even send a message that said ‘hey i cant make it sorry for wasting your time making you wait from 8am to 1pm’ like how hard is it to send a fucking text message so month is typing up shit that happened today about the dumbass kid coming out and texts the guy who didn’t show up and says weren’t they supposed to meet today? and he says oh there was an emergency. she says, why didnt you let me know you couldnt make it? yknow, like was fucking promised and agreed upon. guy says ‘i was completely consumed in the emergency’ which fine, ok, you cant take 1 minute to type ‘sorry, cant make it, emergency’ and hit send, sure, maybe that happens in the middle of a crisis. i get it, i really do. but he had 12 hours to do that. lemme just do some fucking math here and uh, 12 hours * 60 minutes =720 minutes. so the time it would take to send that message, lemme say 1 and a half minutes because maybe he types slow, idfk, he doesnt even have to wait for a fucking response. that’s 0,2 percent of his day that he needed to spend to let us know that he wasnt gonna come. again.

cause not like this is the first time this has happened!!! no it’s a running theme! it happens more often than he fucking shows up!!

so i’m creeping out to the front by this point and we ask ‘is the emergency still going on?’ and he replies ‘No.’ we say ‘would it be alright if in the future you let me know what happened after the emergency was over?’ he says sure, and then ‘i need to get accustomed to this schedule that was put in place for you’

im sorry bitch, are you trying to say that this is our fault? because we need a schedule because we dont want your incompetent asses dropping by randomly because that’s fucking stupid? it was put in place for us because you are there to help US, to accomedate US. and it’s been the one thing that’s having supposed to have been a thing from the very start, how many months ago??? 4? 5?? it was a thing from the fucking start.

and then, what got me to front. as we’re typing up a time later this week he can reschedule to, since he’s still supposed to fucking meet with us because that’s your fucking job you sack of shit he says ‘have a wonderful night’

with the utmost sincerety, go fuck yourself. you wanna be a passive agressive asshole and try and weasel out of the conversation without even actually rescheduling because what, we extremely politely asked you to acknowledge that you left us ignored and abandoned again? and want to be let known when you’re going to no-show? you have to do that for any other job or you get fired. what, just because you work with mentally ill people, that doesnt matter anymore? fuck you and the horse you rode in on.

anyway today’s been fucking weird and i’m gonna go draw a big ol fuckin bug in month’s new coloring book and then maybe take a walk or something. fuck trump, have a good night everyone

-sinni and maybe maxx at one point idfk