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haunted. haunted. haunted.
stuck.
he could never move on.
no matter what he did.
no matter what he tried.
the past is always there.
he is always there.
every moment he thinks he’s free.
he shows his face again
he’s stuck. being dragged down.
being held back
being forced to stay who he used to be.
why can’t i change
why can’t i grow.
i can’t do these things around you
you make it impossible
you’re stuck in my life I have no choice
what do i do to escape you
#cool have whatever this is#this is part based on a character part based on my real life#isn’t that fun#I love feeling stuck and trapped#I love being forced to exist with someone I can’t fucking stand#I hate her and she’s stuck in my life and i can’t get her our#out#she’s stuck in my group and everyone else looooooves hef#her#even tho she’s a fucking bitch but no one ever sees that side of her unless you make her mad#and she’d never show That side off to them#whatever#ramblings of a henry#I just hate that I can’t move on#because I want to#but I’m constantly reminded of her existence and I just. do not want to be#bleh
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"I shouldn't even be here" 💥✨
#Finished my 3rd rewatch of this season. Rust... My guy....#This line makes me wanna SCREAM. Man's was for sure gonna Commit after this was done. And then he gets his chance and comes back.#He is trapped in this never ending cycle of trauma and violence. Stuck in a loop. Repetition in narratives GETS ME#I love rust cuz he doesn't feel like he should be a part of the world. He's passing through.#True detective#Rust cohle#rustin cohle#true detective s1#True detective season 1#matthew mcconaughey#fan art#art#sketch#character art#Blood
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But not green.
You know the song Mr. Jones? Yeah.
#Something something self perception#they love the image of the hero#But he doesn’t feel like a hero#With all the death he feels he’s caused#Can he be loved? Is he even worthy of it?#he feels trapped and disconnected and stuck and he doesn’t feel REAL#Amsjdjjsjsjsjsjjaajaj#Ferally running around my brain help#the line from the song#we all want something beautiful… man I wish I was beautiful#is another I wanted to add to the comic bc it also fits warriors.. maybe I’ll draw it sometime idk#Lu warriors#linked universe#Linked universe warriors#warriors linked universe#linkeduniverse#hryule warriors#Hyrule warriors link#bc this could be taken that way too#THANK MARGIN FOR THIS HER HYRULE WARRIORS LINK FUNDAMENTALLY CHANGED MY PERCEPTION OF THIS GUY#my art#linked universe fanart#Comic#A rare sighting of MY HANDS XD#Bc I used them as a reference lol#Also I know I’ve been posting art every day for like the last 2 weeks or smth#I have no patience#when I finish something I want to show the world XDDD#Tw blood#cw blood
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this line made me so emotional out of nowhere,,,,,,Jon and Martin trapped together in the computer
#I know it would be 20 years for them not 50 but shhh#whether they're aware of each other or not#hell whether they're still in love or not#they're stuck! they're trapped! together one way or another just like they wanted! and nothing they can do about it!#they have no agency no control outside the computer it makes me Feel Things#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol
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i keep getting rejected from job applications and i have no idea what im doing wrong. i wish they would just tell you WHY you're getting rejected and ways to improve. its a guessing game that ends up making me feel even more worthless than i felt before
#like i have been nonstop applying for jobs for the past YEAR and ive gotten TWO INTERVIEWS#one of them i got kicked out of near immediately bc you werent allowed to be late to the job and i mentioned i take the bus (mistake i know)#and the other one i had to turn down bc they wanted to pay me $11/hr despite me already having the experience they needed#and i just reapplied to an old job i had a couple years ago that pays well but i got an instant rejection#not to mention all the other jobs ive been applying to that dont even TRY to contact me before rejecting me#and then my current job where ive been pretty much explicitly told i'm never ever going to get promoted and i keep getting my hours cut#for reasons beyond my comprehension like i dont know what im even doing wrong bc no one will TELL ME#JUST TELL ME WHAT IM DOING WRONG#WHY AM I BEING BAD AT LIFE. CAN YOU THROW ME A BONE PLEASE.#IM TIRED OF SURVIVING I WANT TO THRIVE#IVE BEEN SURVIVING MY WHOLE LIFE IM JUST EXHAUSTED I WANT TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT SOMETHING I DID FOR ONCE PLEASE#Sorry for venting im trying to hold back a breakdown and i have to leave for work in an hour and i just need to shout into the void about it#even applying for like medical based jobs hasnt worked out. you wont even let me be a RECEPTIONIST?#i feel trapped at my current job. even my coworkers have been telling me that ive had my position for wayyyy too long and im gonna be stuck#like tell me something i dont know!!!!!!!!!! tell me how to get a better job!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc im struggling in every aspect of my life!!!!!!#whoever cursed me its working i hope youre happy. the haters love to see it
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#moth-flowers comic#comics#autobio comics#Feelin' a bit stuck lads. trapped even.#Hopefully getting a flipphone this month tho 💪 thank god. i had one for a bit during highschool and it was great honestly#This was nice to make. feels good to be Creating again. havent done anything of real substance for a while tbh#ALSO IM KINDA RLLY PROUD OF THE LAST PANEL it turned out good. im happy with it#Also check out pukicho's soundcoud holy shit. he's got really good music. i love listening to his stuff when i do art.#Also lil shoutout to @dog-teeth for the inspiration on the eyes in this one#He drew eyes like that one time i remember and it rlly stuck with me. like yeah thats what glazed/''out of it'' eyes feels like 2 me#my art
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Daymare Town 4
#daymare town#pastel games#mateusz skutnik#flash#this break was brought to you by. uhm. me playing daymare town 4. haha.#i remembered i kept getting stuck in this one so i was reluctant to play lol#and then guess what i really did keep getting stuck. i had to look up stuff at the end sigh.#anywayyy this is the end#the artstyle is so good here!! i love how at one point you visit a room from dt3 and you can see the difference so clearly#also interesting how in dt3 you could help out most people you met while here you really can't#and at one point you're explicitly told you're not a hero and some people don't want your help.#in general despite no longer being trapped this game feels more hopeless and desolate in some ways#there are more strange devices that work in weird ways. more people who are alone and scared. the places you visit seem more isolated.#but also this is the part where you actually get a chance of leaving for good and getting somewhere new
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Men are absolutely losing it because women are seeing through their bullshit and I'm here to watch their collective narcissistic meltdown
#I understand anti feminists because feminism is a CIA funded plant that dug its own grave in regards to the trans stuff#I understand anti fems until they start saying we need to feel compassion for incels lol#I can tell these anti feminist women have never got stuck with a narcissist / borderline personality man before#The only way you can deal with a Cluster B is shut them down like the animal they are.#No sympathy no compassion... Their entire pathology is about exploiting your compassion to get you to enable their evil.#They are demonically possessed individuals#Even if you don't believe in that stuff... If you've dealt with one before and processed it... you know there's no fixing them#You can't love incels out of hating women#They have a deep-seated womb envy that transcends feminism or anything to do with the modern times#Coddling them literally makes it worse#See if the population understood enneagram things would be much easier lol#4s (incels) need to get they ass whooped by some harsh eugenic 1-ness#You cannot love them out of being hateful#And 2s (gender conforming women) need to grow some self awareness and understand that they keep themselves trapped in the “feminine role”#It's not muh social conditioning muh patriarchy keeping women sympathizing with gross men#It is our own 2-ish hubris#I need to write a book about gender dynamics inspired by enneagram 2 cuz this understanding is so so lacking in our culture#When you try to “fix” a broken man you are trying to impose your will on him and establish power over him.#It's absolutely not about you being a poor little innocent victim of patriarchy even though that's what you become when it backfires on you#Speaking as a 2-ish woman who has learned the hard way you can't fix broken hateful men
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#having a creative rut feeling#gonna rant#im basically a giant baby and i don't handle angst very well#and i constantly worry that im just. idk mentally weak or a deeply uninteresting person bc of it.#every big fantasy artist i see is usually very into making sad or angsty pieces and like i wish i was like that#like i fall into this mental hole very very often that im just holding myself back with how many subjects i dont write or draw#but also like when i DO write dark subjects it doesn't make me feel any better??#i dont like feeling sad or angry bc once i am its extremely hard to get back out of it.#and thats scary for me.#but also i want to make art that means something instead of my nonestop slew of smut and feelgood content.#i genuinely feel so trapped by my own emotions and its sp frustrating.#i keep getting told how good for you it is to get the negative feelings out but it never helps when i do it#i just feel. worse? i dont feel good.#i kinda wanna delete the one cloud post bc it just doesn't feel good.#ugh#idk i want to have good intelligent things to say and thoughtful art to make#and everything i make feels soft and cheesey and lame.#not that i find those things lame#but just that it feels like im stuck in baby brain.#when i was a teen i would write horror stories!!! i still love horror!!!#but if i make someone suffer in fic now it feels me with this awful awful overwhelming sense of dread and guilt and i end up so upset#im frustrated at me bc this is such a fucking weird sensitivity to have. im tried of telling myself its okay#bc i WANT to feel mentally free enough to create shit that isnt just uwu soft.#i don't think im making sense but like.#you know#I've literally been bullied out of fandom spaces for only making soft content#multiple times.#so idk maybe this is a learned sense of shame#but i feel like a big over sensitive baby and like I'd be able to do so much more if i wasn't#vent ish
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its a lose on losing dogs kind of night tonight, huh?
#i cannot explain the feelings running through me rn#again its this struggle of being an adult but being placed in the role of the child#and then being forced to be both at once without ripping out your mothers heart and your own at the same time#and being scared and nauseous becuase now things that felt fine feel scary and unsure#because am i making a mistake? am i making you mad? i don't want you to be mad at me#because im the child#right?#thats how you treat me so that is who i must be#but then you snap and tell me to grow up and i don't know again#i dont know what to do#and im afraid im going to be stuck like this forever#forever trapped the child of two homes and two lives and two different loves to appease#stuck trying to make peace forever and never being able to just speak up because when i do i let you down#even if its over the silliest of things#how am i supposed to navigate this field by myself if you've only ever held my hand through it before?#how am i supposed to walk with my head up high if you keep telling me to look down?#mj.chatter
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I did not think reading about jade wanting a family would hurt me this bad but god. it hurts. it hurts sosososo much
#dude :( dudeeeee#picture perfect wizardry#upd8#i sobbed unironically at the panels with her and baby yiffy#and just. reading jade’s thoughts on how the actual situation went down#how she felt so trapped within earth c and how dating was so hard#how no body there even sees her as a person but only as her title#how she wanted so badly to live and be free and not stuck where she was. how yiffy was what made her world better#THE PANELS OF HER HOLDING YIFFY. i cried. i sobbed#my wifeee :(((( she deserves to feel loved and to have something that makes her feel like she actually has a future#it’s kinda messed up the way she and rose went about it yes definitely#but. god. i feel for her#she’s lived nearly her whole life all alone or feeling out of place. she shouldn’t have to feel like that for forever#she was treated so bad in the epilogues man i am so happy to see her decisions get actual development and attention#she loves her daughter so much and you can just tell and. wagh. head in hands#anyway. yiffy !!!!!! so happy to see her#a little sad how small of time we got with her but obviously we’ll probably get more in the future#also meenah next update ?? maybe hopefully possibly…….#i’m being normal about this series. lying. big lie#delete later
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Whoopsy doodle, I realized why Angel is a comfort character.
#tw: trauma#I’ve never known the pain and struggle of SA#but I DO understand what it’s like to feel trapped under someone’s authority as a grown ass adult#to not feel respected or like you’re able to have the voice to ask for what you need#because every time I try to tell people how they’ve hurt me#it somehow comes back to bite me in the ass#I ALSO know what it feels like to be physically distanced from the source of your trauma#but still be intrinsically tied to them#so no matter where you go#they still hold power over you#so you feel stuck#and turn to coping mechanism like fandom escapism and good#to try to block out how utterly powerless you feel#and more than anything#you wish you could find just ONE person out there#who will always be in your corner#and help you heal#not because you need to be saved#but because you just need unconditional love#I haven’t been in love - truly in love - for a long time#and at this point I don’t know if I ever WILL have a special someone#so for now I’ll just lose myself in Huskerdust#because if they can make it#maybe there’s hope for me too#if you read this far dang sorry#you must be a glutton for punishment#much love to anyone who cares ❤️
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Suvi staying put while Ame and Eursulon go running off after the spirit world; the more things change the more they stay the same huh?
#Universe Ends Posts#worlds beyond number#this is the sound of the wizard the witch and the wild one#i just think. parallels make me Happy.#baby Suvi sitting in the library reading while Ame tries to bring Eursulon back home#Adult Suvi cleaning up while Ame chases Eursulon trying to set a spirit free#the fact that the first time around Eurson was unknowingly and unwillingly already trapped in this world#and Ame had to bring him back with her#and the second time around Eursulon does succeed in going where Ame cannot follow! she is turned away!#and he walks straight into a trap willingly of his own accord and risks being stuck here#so that no other spirit has to feel what he has felt#and Suvi just. staying. they have their adventures but that's not for her#i just. love this show
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one thing about me is that I'm never not gonna be obsessed with soulmates as a horror concept
#like. there's just so much there#not even in a 'state mandated partner' way but in a 'i need to be close to you on a deep gut level that i have no control over even if i#don't like you or we make each other unhappy'#like the idea of having someone who's 'made' for you or you being 'made' for someone else and how horrifying that would be when you really#get down to it is just so compelling to me on a thematic and narrative level. you can't be happy with them but you also can't be happy#without them and they feel the exact same way so you're just trapped in each other's orbit unable to move closer or farther away#because even if you do love them and like them...do you really? is it you or is it the compulsion? is it them as they are or them as they#exist for you in this position?#your autonomy is so deeply compromised that yes AND no are both on some level meaningless#or maybe they die before you meet them so then you're stuck with an ingrained need for someone you've never met and never will. you can't#really grieve them because you don't know them but you also can't just let them go because it's wired into you to care so there's#literally nothing you can do to process this and you're just stuck#idk man it's just so miserable i can't get over it
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fascinated by my own concepts. the only thing that io thinks ties them to 'human' is their emotions. their fears, their love, their trauma, their guilt, their joys. pleasure and sorrow. the highs and lows. beyond that... nothing? that's it. io really does consider themself something other. and to some extent they've always felt not entirely like a witch compared to other witches, either. and tie that in with sometimes having such difficulties with how that human 'guise' looks? io, I think, can have some very, very disorienting moments in their life. also, honestly, viewing io as something 'other' is not a terrible assumption to make. they don't age. they're permanently stuck at one appearance, barring scarring, for the rest of their days. and they exude something that can prickle the hair on anyone's neck especially when their magic is fully in play and not just lurking around like a trouble-making cat.
#⌜❝ 𝙾𝙾𝙲. until next song. i will live until you die. ❞ ⌟#that's why I still think that io letting someone feel their magic as they do is intimate beyond intimate#because /that/ is io#that is what io is and what they think of themself as a being#to be stuck in a human form. even if you were born into it isn't /you/#and to feel that is to experience something beyond human senses#because to io their magic is their second heart. its a doubling of nerves. it's sensitivity that a human doesn't feel like they do#and it's very much like being lit of fire from the inside out#and io /relishes/ in that feeling. they love it. it's them. completely and wholly. and it's not a little spark#it's a barely contained inferno#pokes at this#it's a gender thing it's also a magic thing it's also a divine thing#infinite being in a finite body#always feeling just a little off. a little trapped
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Why am I suddenly thinking about a butler!SE Saeran/princess Natasha au.......
#mia babbles#god this might be my next fic after i finish my current one for a different fandom#i have..... thoughts......#natasha treating him as an equal and a friend despite her status#saeran knowing things about her that nobody knows because he is always by her side#and yet they are miles apart#her feeling so trapped in her life with people who never accepted the real her#feeling like she will never be accepted or loved for who she truly is - forever stuck upholding the status forced upon her#like there is something inherently wrong with her#and saeran who has given up on his life and is just going with the flow apathetically#he knows his place in life and he doesn't care anymore to be angry or upset about it#he just does his job#he is assigned to her since he is good at what he does - he is expected to keep her in check#but they end up relating to each other in a way neither of them expected#the fleeting touches... the hidden glances... OUGH#thinking of him doing her hair and tying her corset around her waist#his fingertips ghosting over her skin in a way that probably no one but him has done#a forbidden thought that they both stiffle as soon as it appears#GOD I AM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH
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