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#I guess me and Antonio are fhe only ones... Not sure about what we want to do and deppressed lol
mrfoox ยท 3 years
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Idk how I managed to end up in a group of 7 people where all but me and another is basically ambitious and driven with a dream in mind
#miranda talking shit#Hello my boys are becoming dentist surgeons. Doctors and more while im here trying to just eat a meal per day and not sleep too much#Matt's in programming idk his offical title and fabian is not sure on his final decision for a career but already into some high level clas#I guess me and Antonio are fhe only ones... Not sure about what we want to do and deppressed lol#I can see completely why i fell for him like... Yeah theres some type of kinship between people who are struggling mentally#Plus i am 90% sure he and i are the ones from the poorest families in the group. I feel the social difference sometimes when we are on such#Subjects. I mean half of them all do or have lived in their own country's capitals. Dude capital cities are expensive af to live in#Miss 2017-2018 when we were all just silly and playing games together everyone it was so fun#Love and wish the best for all of them but damn they are... Really going places#Its just such an... Alien feeling? I have felt it my entire life but just ... Knowing people are going to places or being...not like you?#Its not anyone's fault and I'd still meet and befriend them again if i could but its like a wall#An invisible wall that only you are so aware of bc you... Know your place and situation vs theirs#Its probably why i find myself drawn to the people who are also unwell and not sure about what they want... You end up somehow knowing them#More because they can understand that part like the others cant....
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