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jellytamalies · 27 days ago
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you know what would be a cool au
so there’s the idea Arthur is like merlins’s other half magically, like he has his own sort of magic as a result of being born from magic
but what if it was the opposite. What if Arthur destroyed and stopped all magic around him.
If Merlin is the source of magic/magic incarnate then Arthur is a magic void. Enchantments don’t work around him, spells fail, magic creatures die
which could be heartrenching seeing as Merlin kinda is a creature of magic
Okay imagine: Uther just started the purge. He’s been exterminating all magic around him. Then he’s summed by the Disir. Maybe he fears them, or maybe the cause a couple plages to force him, but Uther goes to revive judgement. They question him on the purge and Uther claims that “magic has harmed his family enough. So he will protect his son by exterminating it all from the land” (this is kinda bs but whatever) so the disir and like: okay man, you want magic away from your son. Then let it be so
So Uther goes home. And Arthur is fine. life continues, eventually Arthur gets sick or hurt or something, and Uther, being a big fat hipocrite, tries to get a sorcerer to help him. But it doesn’t really work. at first it’s very small things, enchantments and potions don’t really affect Arthur. But as he grows older it gets worse.
anyway he meets Merlin. Yada yada gay shit- whatever.
Merlin’s job is a little easier. Arthur can’t be enchanted or assasinated directly with sorcery, but there’s still regular ass people who want to kill him. A knife to the face will kill you regardless of whether or not it’s magic.
Arthur legalizes magic. Yay. But as it seems the golden age is near, things start going wrong. People who try to show Arthur sorcery, good or bad, just can’t. Magical creatures flee. Enchanted forests wither.
Merlin is able to overcome with curse with sheer power at first, but eventually it grows too strong even for him, and worse it starts making him sick whenever he’s too close to Arthur. They look into it and find out the real curse:
Uther , by rejecting the natural order by creating Arthur, has cost him dearly. Arthur has been stripped of his destiny. He cannot futill it without his other half, magic. So they have been forced to separate.
Arthur rejects it at first. He doesn’t need a destiny to be a king. He brings peace and creates a good kingdom. But as the curse spreads, its range of influence does as well. It comes to the point that Arthur and magic cannot co-exist is Camelot.
the ending after this is up to you I guess. Either the curse does some shit like kill Merlin or whatever. And Arthur goes crazy or he just runs away from Camelot which falls into ruin. 0 destiny fulfilled
or Arthur trains an heir, abdicates the throne, and goes to live in his farm in the middle of nowhere and Merlin bothers him via letter, while Gwen and the knights visit him
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michelleleewise · 2 years ago
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Long Live The King
Pairing: King Jotun Loki x Asgardian female reader
Warnings: mentions of past abuse, forced imprisonment, spells, mind control, minor mention of frostbite, mentions of injuries (not graphic), minor swearing, laufey's bad parenting, abandonment, crying.
Summary: Things take a turn for the worse.....will Alrik's plan work before its too late......
A/n- sorry this took a minute.....life lol a special thank you goes out to @mochie85 and @vbecker10!!!! Thank you guys so much for helping me with your amazing ideas and support!! Your amazing!!!! 💚💚
Part Six--Part Seven-
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You laid on your side looking up at window, based on the small amount of light coming in you knew you had been here atleast two days and your body felt it. You pulled your knees up sighing when you heard the door behind you click, the wood groaning as it slid open "y/n, are you awake?" You heard Alrik's voice making you close your eyes "yes, I am." You said sitting up, the cold making your bones hurt "here, I brought what I could but the king isn't allowing anyone to assist you." He said walking over he unclipped the furs from around his shoulders as he knelt down in front of you. "I..is h..he...g...going to l...let me o...out?" You stuttered, your teeth chattering. "I'm afraid not." He sighed sitting down next to you. "He hasn't spoken to me much since the night he had me bring you here." He said fidgeting with his hands. "Well, I dont..." you started when there was a loud noise in the hall "stay here, I will return." He said standing, peeking out before leaving closing the door behind him.
You heard muffled voices, Alrik's and another male voice before he came back in shutting the door hard behind him "w...who was t...that?" You asked gripping the fur around you "that...was the one of the other guards. There is to be a feast tonight and I am to bring you to the throne room." He sighed shaking his head "o...oh, ok." You said slipping the fur from around you you tried to stand, hissing at the pin and needle feeling in your legs. "Here, allow me." Alrik said looping one arm under your legs you grabbed his shoulder as he lifted you up like you were a small child. "I will need to speak to the king, your beginning to develop frostbite." He said looking down at your bare feet. "H...he doesn't c...care." you gritted, clenching your jaw as he walked to the door.
You closed your eyes, the sway of his walk almost lulling you to sleep when you heard the loud voices coming from the throne room. You opened your eyes, looking around the familiar room when your eyes met his. Sat atop the dais, his horned helm proudly adorning his brow he looked every bit the king he is. His chest bare except for the wolf's fur draped across his left shoulder, the black and gold leather tunic barely reaching his knees, stretched to its limits as his legs spread wide, the princess splayed across his lap. Alrik came to a stop at the bottom of the dais, gently setting you down you hissed with the pain when Loki banged his sceptor on the floor "I am sure you are all curious as to why I have called you here." Loki's voice bellowed through the hall, the chatter quickly dying as he spoke.
You watched as the princess stood, an evil smile spreading across her face as she stepped aside allowing Loki to rise. "First...kneel asgardian." He growled pointing the sceptor at you, looking into his eyes you saw nothing of the Loki you had come to know. You closed your eyes, slowly bending down when you felt Alrik's hand on your arm "you will not assist her!" Loki yelled "but my king, she has developed frost bite and..." he was cut off my Loki banging the sceptor again "do not question me or you will be next!" Loki yelled when you felt Alrik's hand leave you. You slowly got down on your knees, breathing through the pain as you looked up at Loki. "My first announcement, is that I am to wed the princess Ostara." He bellowed, jumping as everyone clapped and hollered you looked up as he grabbed her by the waist pulling her to him pressing his lips to hers making you look to the floor.
"My second announcement." He called out, slowly making his way down the dais coming to stand in front of you "is that we are to have an execution!" He yelled holding his arms out as the room erupted in applause, your eyes shooting to his seeing him smile. "My king, I do not understand." You heard Alrik say next to you "you do not need to understand....guard." loki growled stepping up to him "was not your agreement she tells you what she knows and she goes free?" Alrik argued pointing down to you. "What is death if not freedom?" Loki sneered walking back to the dais, the long fur dragging the floor behind him "my king I must protest, you gave your word! She has told you want you want to know, let her go!" Alrik yelled following behind him when Loki snapped back around "just because we were once friends does not mean you have the right to question my ruling! Do not forget your place!" Loki yelled as Alrik backed away.
"Which brings me to my next order of business, Alrik you are being reassigned." Loki bellowed "you will no longer be guarding your precious asgardian, instead I am sending you to the outlands, beyond the walls of Utgard to watch for enemy invasions and assigning a new guard to our...prisoner." He smiled as he walked back up the dais. "The execution will be held in two days time at dawn in the main courtyard." Loki said holding his arms out "followed by our marriage ceremony that afternoon." He said sitting down pulling the princess into his lap. "Alrik, report to the head guard for your new assignment." Loki ordered as Alrik put his head down "but first, chain that...animal to the floor." He sneered looking to the princess. You felt Alrik grip the chain, tugging gently on the collar as he grabbed your arm helping you stand "I will get you out of here." He whispered quietly in your ear "no, do not sacrifice yourself for me." You whispered back as you stood, gripping his arm. "She has him under a spell, I saw it...when she kissed him..." you whispered, jumping as the sceptor banged again "I do not have all day." Loki called out as Alrik walked you up the dias.
Helping you sit he hooked the chain to the ring. "I will get to the bottom of this, you have my word." He whispered quickly standing you looked up at him, tears welling in your eyes as he gave you a small smile before turning walking back down the dais stopping at the bottom "my king." He bowed slightly before turning and walking through the hall, taking all of what hope you had with him. "Ahh, familiar, is it not asgardian?" Loki asked next to you making you look up at him, tears streaming down your cheeks "y...yes." you stuttered, seeing his expression change, his eyes softening as he began reaching a hand out to you when he suddenly made his hand into a fist, closing his eyes he shook his head before retracting his hand, his eyes opening revealing the blank stare he had before as he sneered at you before turning his attention back to the princess. You pulled your legs up to your knees, realization hitting you.....the spell wasn't permanent.
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Alrik made it back to his chambers, slamming the door behind him he closed his eyes, his hands clenching into fists as he stormed to his bed chamber "Dammit Loki..." he growled, pulling a large leather bag out from under his bed. The head guard told him he would be traveling well beyond the city and to make sure he was ready to leave tonight. Grabbing a few extra furs he put them in the bag, as well as some flints to help start a fire before grabbing his pillow shoving it in. "What else..." he said to himself looking around the room when his eyes landed on his fur boots. Walking over he snatched them, as well as some extra rope adding them to the bag. Tying it closed he slung it over his shoulder walking back to the door...there was one thing he needed to take care of before he left.
He quickly made his way down the abandoned hallways, checking behind him he slipped through the doors to the dungeons, his heart racing the futher he went. Navigating the dark tunnels was the easy part, having spent most of his childhood here with Loki hiding from Laufey and his iron fist. He walked past a small hole in the stone, it had been repaired years ago but was still visable. Running his fingers along the stone he remembered one particular night...a night that changed their friendship.
Alrik had been sound asleep when a soft knock on his door woke him, opening it to see his friend bruised and bleeding, his face damp with tears "h...he said I am too weak...t...that pain will strengthen me." Loki whispered as Alrik pulled him inside. "He cannot treat you this way Loki, you are his son!" Alrik yelled making Loki jump "I am sorry, I didn't meant to..." Alrik trailed off watching Loki wrap his arms around himself "c..can we go?" He asked, his eyes meeting Alrik's "yes, of course." He said grabbing a small bag he tossed in a few pieces of bread and a few books before gently grabbing Loki's wrist "remember, we must be quiet." Alrik said seeing Loki nod. They made their way through the maze of tunnels until they came upon the hole in the ancient stone. "Go on." Akrik whispered, looking around as Loki climbed inside, passing the bag to him before he climbed in after.
They sat in silence in the small dark space, there were so many things Alrik wanted to say but he knew none would change anything. "I'll never be good enough." Loki said breaking the silence "yes you are Loki, it takes more to rule then cruelty." Alrik said as Loki's eyes met his "he said...my mother..." he trailed off looking down "that my abandoned me after taking one look at me." Loki said, his voice shaking as he wiped his cheeks "well that certainly isn't true, I'm sure that's not..." he was cut off by Loki's lips pressing to his making him freeze as Loki pulled back. "I...I don't know what came over me, I...I am sorry." Loki whispered running a hand through his hair. "It's alright Loki, i...I did not mind." Alrik admitted as Loki's eyes met his "truly?" He asked, his eyes lighting "truly Loki." Alrik smiled. "May i..." loki trailed off leaning closer "yes Loki." Alrik said leaning into the kiss this time.
Alrik closed his eyes, shaking the memory away. They were so young...so naive. "What has happened to you Loki?" Alrik whispered, pulling his hand away he continued towards the cells seeing another guard posted at your door. "Ah Alrik, how are you?" He asked pushing off the wall. "I am well Leinriek, I had a favor I wish to ask." Alrik said looking at your door "anything brother, what is it?" Leinriek asked. "The asgardian, I wish to bid her farewell one last time before I leave." Alrik said looking back to him. "Alrik, the king has ordered no one to go in or out." Leinriek explained "I know, but I must admit she has grown on me, like a small pet. Please, I just wish to tell her goodbye." Alrik said seeing him close his eyes "it will be my head if anyone finds out." Leinriek said crossing his arms. "Then we must make sure no one finds out." Akrik said winking hearing him laugh "you are lucky we are blood Brothers Alrik." He said unlocking the door "be quick, I will give you a few minutes." Leinriek said walking to the end of the hall.
Alrik glaced over, seeing Leinriek's back to him as he slipped inside the dark cell, seeing you curled up in the corner, the fur visibly shaking on top of you. "Y/n, you must wake we don't have much time." Alrik said closing the door as he rushed over to you "a..alrik...is that you?" You asked slowly sitting up "yes, it is I and we must hurry." He said tossing the bag down. "Here, I know these will be too large but put them on." He said handing her the boots "alrik, he'll kill you." She whispered "I do not care, I must get you out of here." He said pulling the pillow from the bag he tossed it in the corner pulling the fur over it. He watched her slide the boots on, laughing as they went up to her mid thighs "ok, hold still." He said pulling the rope from the bag he looped it around the boot on her left leg, cutting it at the end before tying it and doing the same with the other "ok, here wrap these around you." He said pulling several furs from the bag.
He sat back, watching her layer as many on her as she could when her hand hit the chain "what about..." she trailed off holding it up "we don't have time now, I will work on getting it off when we get to our destination." He said shifting things around in the bag "ok, are you ready?" He asked, seeing her nod he gently lifted her up placing her inside the bag. "Ok, keep ahold of the chain, do not let it clink together." He said seeing her nod again before closing the bag, tying it before pulling it over his head, looping his arm through he carefully stood "try not to move, and take short breaths. We will be out soon." He said, feeling you nudge his back he walked to the door, glancing back seeing the fur in the corner he nodded, hoping they wouldn't miss you until well into tomorrow he walked out closing the door behind him.
"Thank you Leinriek, and Farwell until I return." Alrik said holding his hand out "how long will you be gone?" Leinriek asked gripping Alrik's forearm "I am not sure." He said "something doesn't feel right about all of this, I do not trust that princess." Leinriek whispered releasing Alrik's arm "you are not the only one brother, I have never seen our king like this before." Alrik said looking around "mind your tongue, the walls have ears brother." Leinriek snapped glancing down the hall "they do indeed." Alrik said looking around "good luck brother." Leinriek said returning to his post at your door as Alrik made his way back up to the main hall. He gripped the leather strap across his chest, holding the bag close to his back as to not jostle you too much when the main entrance came into view "almost there." He whispered, speeding up when a familiar voice behind him made him freeze....
"Alrik, stay where you are!".....
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a-strange-inkling · 2 years ago
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Trimmings (P1)
(Hellcheer Short set in the Old Haunts Universe)
A/N: A little humor to break up all my angst-heavy writing lol
A Metalhead’s hair is sacred, but fire is fire.
Chicago, Illinois 1988
“I blame you entirely.” Eddie seethes, shuffling lower in his seat, the God awful smell of burnt follicles still oppressing his nostrils. He’s spent the better part of the car ride scowling in silence, trying to think of a way to undo this, some solution, some trick.
“No, nuh-uh, nope, absolutely not,” Gareth chimes from the driver’s seat loudly. “I’m not taking the fall for this one… How the hell is it my fault?”
“You gave Jimmy the go ahead!”
“Bullshit! I’ve been second in command for twelve fucking years, I said it would be awesome, but you had the final say.”
“Because you made it sound like he knew his shit!”
“Oh, please, you nearly creamed your pants when you heard the word pyrotechnics.” he snaps. “You were just as onboard as the rest of us.”
“Yeah well …” he scoffs. “You recruited Jimmy in the first place.”
“Because we needed a new lead singer and some eye candy for the girls… not because he‘s a smart guy, Eddie.”
He groans miserably, palming his eyes. It really doesn’t matter whose fault it is—not his—because it doesn’t change anything.
The damage is done.
“…Want me to call Chrissy?” Gareth asks after a couple of minutes of awkward silence.
“Yeah, yeah,” he barks sarcastically in a manic, high pitch voice as he snaps back up. “That’s a great idea, Gareth, let’s call my anxiety ridden wife while she’s at class and tell her that I caught on fire at rehearsal with our four month old daughter in the vicinity!”
“Hey, hey, I’m just trying to help, nobody got hurt…”
Eddie gawks at him.
“Like legitimately hurt, dude… You don’t have any bad burns or anything. It could have been way worse.”
“Man, I’ve been growing this out since I was fifteen.”
“It’s not…” Gareth brakes at a red light, frowning as he takes him in. “…that bad.”
Olivia fusses a little in her car seat. Eddie glances back, pulling half his body through the console to check on her. “I know, bug, I know, your Uncle Gareth is a liar.” he says, reaching to rub her tiny tummy till she calms back down, shooting his drummer a death glare all the while.
Gareth rolls his eyes. “Just calm down, I told you, Amber’s got this, she’s the best.”
“Yeah, yeah everyone’s the best, so long as they’re screwing you.” he hisses as they pull into the salon.
“No man, I mean it, she’s a legit miracle worker, she does my hair and Ned’s too…”
“Oh, well now I’m convinced.” Eddie sings with mock enthusiasm as he slams his door shut, opening the back door to get Olivia out. She’s wide awake now, staring up at him with her big brown eyes. “Hey there princess, come here.”
She makes little coo sounds, kicking her legs excitedly at the sight of him and, goddamn it, he falls in love with her all over again. “I know, I know, it’s been so crazy today, but you’re being so good, such a good girl.” he gushes. “Just a little longer and then we can go home, okay?”
He pulls her out, gently cradling her against him, careful not to get any cinders on her. Gareth slips on the front pack, readjusting it to his size. “Have to hang with Uncle Gareth for a little bit, okay?” he tells her, kissing her soft, peach fuzz cheeks a few times before strapping her to Gareth’s chest. He gives him an up and down stare. “Now, this may be hard for you, but please don’t set my baby on fire.”
Gareth rolls his eyes. “I’ll do my best.” he replies snidely, noticing some side looks from a few women passing by as they exit the building. “…We look like an alternative gay couple with our love child.”
“Yeah right,” Eddie finishes clipping Olivia in, slinging the baby bag over his shoulder. “There’s no way our love child could be this cute with half of your genetics.”
Gareth gasps. “I’m adorable, what the fuck?”
“Hey,” Eddie turns back around and scuffs him. “She’s awake now, watch the language.”
They step inside and make their way to the front desk where a platinum blonde is stereotypically reading a Cosmo magazine and chewing loudly on Hubba Bubba bubble gum. She glances up. “Hello—AHK! Holy—” she exclaims, just short of cursing as she straightens in her seat. “…smokes.”
She winces. That wasn’t really the right thing to say either.
Eddie comically scrunches his whole face right back at her. Smooth.
“Hey, Bev.” Gareth greets. “As you can see we kind of have a bit of an emergency on our hands; is Amber in?”
“Uh, yeah, yeah Gare… let me just go get her, hold on...” she replies, visibly cringing, teeth clenched as she backs away into the next room. “You can uh… take a seat.”
They plop down in the small waiting area, the smell of hairspray and perm lotion making Eddie somewhat nauseous with the mixed scent of his burnt hair.
“You better be right about this.” he mutters to Gareth, giving Olivia her binky to suck on preemptively, knowing she’s not going to like it when he leaves the room. She’s a perfect little angel, but she’ll get fussy and usually cry if he and Chrissy aren’t around. It seems she’s inherited their shared separation anxiety.
“Look, dude, she’ll fix it the best she can, but you’ve got to accept here and now that it’s going to be… shorter.” the drummer replies, giving Oilvia a habitual kiss on the head, bouncing a little in his seat to amuse her. “I mean a lot—some—some—of it is already… you know… gone.” he gestures up to the one section that’s singed all the way up to his earlobe on the left side. A few more crispy strands fall like snowflakes to the floor at the movement. Eddie shoots him the stink eye.
“Gare Bear!! I didn’t know you were coming to see me today!” A pretty brunette with an impressively large perm steps through a beaded curtain wearing a mini skirt and a red cropped tank top. “My rockstar!”
“Hey Ambie Bambi, how are you, baby?” he hops up to his feet as she bounds up and kisses him, poor little Olivia sandwiched between their lovers’ embrace.
Eddie feels his eyes almost roll right out of his head.
The four month old makes a small whine in protest, her round eyes meeting Eddie from under them as if in a silent plea for help, sucking more frantically on her pacifier.
“Alright, break it up, you’re squishing my child.” he stands, clapping his hands at them as if to shoo a flock of birds.
Amber pulls away with a pop, looking down and folding her hands beneath her chin. “Oh, what a little sweetie pie, what’s your name, cutie?”
“This is Olivia.” Gareth tells her proudly as if he produced her himself, lifting his chest a little to grant her better access. “Her friends call her Livvy.”
“Awww she is scrumptious! Goochie goochie goo!” she tickles Olivia’s chin, and the poor baby looks confused and horrified, the situation having somehow gotten worse. “You look so cute with a baby, Gare Bear!”
“You think?”
“Mmhmm.” she hums, tickling his chin next.
“Yeah, well you know me, babe.” he giggles a little at her ministrations. “I’ve always been great with kids.”
Eddie deadpans, fairly sure Gareth has never even held a baby before Olivia. He coughs obnoxiously loud into his fist, making the couple finally turn to acknowledge him.
“Ambie, this is my bandmate, Eddie, he um… needs a little help, as you can see.”
“Yikes! Bev wasn’t kidding,” she reaches out to lift up a corner of his hair, assessing the damage. “Have a little trouble with the stove top, honey?”
“Flame projector, actually.” Eddie corrects, glowering.
“Jesus! You rocker boys, never a dull moment!” she exclaims with a laugh. “Let’s get you in a chair, I think you’re still smoking a little.”
Olivia immediately starts to fuss, her binky falling to the floor, as he follows after Amber. Eddie stops and turns back.
“Aw, Livvy, it's okay.” Gareth comforts. “He’s not going far.”
“You two can come too, if you don’t mind it being a little cramped,” Amber tells them.
“That’d be great, she might start crying if she doesn’t know where I am.” Eddie replies.
“Aw, how cute, a little daddy’s girl!” Amber places a hand over her heart as she pulls back the beaded curtain for them. “She’s your clone, by the way.”
“That’s what my wife says.” he replies as he sits down in the chair in front of the large mirror, grimacing at his reflection. It’s so bad.
“Okay, honey, I think the best course of action is to trim off the burnt edges, then we’ll wash it down and see where you want to go from there.” she tells him, wrapping a gown around his neck, clipping the back.
“Okay…” he tries not to cry, sniffing loudly. He’s a grown ass man. “Can you please keep it as long as you possibly can?”
“Absolutely.” she replies, but he notices her exchange a long glance with Gareth as she picks up her scissors.
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bbyquokka · 2 years ago
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I’m sorry, I love you
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💔 pairing: Lee Know & f!reader
💔 genre: angst (break up)
💔 synopsis: lee know adopted a new lifestyle, leaving you exhausted and causing you to leave him. Months later, you rekindle. 
💔 warnings: explicit language, drunk, slight mentions of sex, feelings of heartbreak, upset, reader struggling to do every day stuff.
💔 words: 2.7k
💔 a/n: idk what to say tbh. i wanted to write a little bit of angst so tada! i have a few ideas in my notes on my phone for each of the members that i will come to soon tm. this fic is the only one thats angst rn so i wanted to get that out off the way, lol. ive come to the conclusion that i suck at writing endings and dialog 😶 I have one more fic that i will be posting in a few days. its someone birthday coming up so theres a big hint of who is next.🤐  also, thank you all for the love on Stormy Night! i wasnt expecting such a positive response so ty all for the likes, reblogs and hello to my new followers. I hope you will all continue to like my content. Feedback is welcome, If ive missed anything in the warnings, lmk!!  ty all so so much and enjoy! 🥰
💔: master list
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since you was little, you always dreamed of having a perfect relationship. You saw them all the time, on tv, in magazines, in books. the male would make the female swoon with various actives and words. watching the perfect couples meet and rekindle their love for one another made you want something like that.
entering your teen years, you dated various people, some from the opposite sex, some of the same, it didn't matter to you, you was curious and on the hunt for that fairy-tale dream of yours. to your disappointment, neither of them filled that desire buried deep within. you was close to giving up, entering early adulthood, before one trip to your local café changed your life forever.
you finally met 'the one'. he made you feel like you was a princess, his everything. he did everything that you saw and read. you went on spontaneous dates, he'd surprise you with gifts, pamper you and tell you many sweet things that made your heart flutter and fill your stomach with butterflies. over time, you fell madly and deeply in love with him. After all this time, you finally thought you met the one, you could end this endless search for Mr. Perfect and live happily ever after, just like in the movies. However, this fairy-tale was destined to be doomed.
Wednesday morning, 1:20am. you was wide awake, sitting at the dining table, picking and shuffling your food around with your fork. Your shared apartment was dimly lite with a few lamps and candles that rested in their holders on the dining table. A bottle of half empty red wine stood next to it, with two wine glasses, one half full whilst you was on your third or fourth glass. the table was decorated with fake rose petals, both plates of food untouched and stone cold. You was dressed in your best dress, hair done up and face decorated with make up. You sighed, putting your fork down and lifting the glass to your lips, sipping your wine, the rim of the glass stained with your lipstick. looking over at the clock, you bit your lip, anger slowly pooling and working its way up.
your apartment door opened, laughter filling the not-so-silent apartment. you clenched your jaw, putting down your glass as your lover made his way to the living room.
"(Y/N)!! Where are youuuuu." He sang and laughed more, making his way to the dining room. "Ah! there you are!" much to your displeasure, you looked up at him, rolling your eyes. unfortunately, this scene wasn't new to you, in fact, it started to happen on a daily basis since he got introduced to some new friends.
"You're drunk. again." you replied coldly, face showing no emotions as you looked at him.
"Uh, yeahh. just a bit." he giggled, childishly. he looked around, noticing the dining table and the food. "What's the special occasion?"
You scoffed, standing up from your seat. "you seriously don't know what the date was? what we planned on doing?" Minho scratched his head, pretending to think before saying it was Wednesday and that yesterday was Tuesday. you clenched your jaw once again, tongue in cheek.
"You're such an idiot, Minho. you seriously don't remember what we planned, what the date was. what YOU promised to me?" Minho looked at you blankly, blinking several times before shrugging. you ran your fingers through your hair, you could feel your body getting hot with anger.
"Anniversary Minho. it was our fucking anniversary and you promised me that we would do something together!" he continued to blink, giving you the indication that he didn't care.
"okay. and?" you looked at him in disbelief.
"and?! is that all you have to say to me? not even a sorry or even a fucking excuse? you could act like you cared!" Minho sighed in annoyance, becoming sober pretty quickly once he realised that you two was going to have yet another argument.
"Look. its just another day. no big deal. we will do something tomorrow if that'll make you happy. damn, you never let me do anything anymore. you're so suffocating sometimes, (Y/N)" he tutted. you felt hot tear welling up in your eyes. blinking furiously to stop them from falling, you felt your heart shatter into a million and one pieces.
"I don't let you do anything?! you're delusional and thick, Minho! the past months, I've let you get away with bullshit like this. Numerous plans we made together, forgotten because of this frat boy lifestyle you suddenly have! You'd rather be with them than with me?"
Minho shrugged and nodded. "Yeah, because they're fun and i have a swell time with them. you - you just suck the life and energy out off me with your constant nagging. you only come to me for my dick anyways"
you laughed, walking up to him, suddenly feeling a wave of confidence flow through you. you looked him dead in the eyes.
"Please Hun. Your dick isn't that great. i get more pleasure with a plastic toy than with that -" you gestured towards his dick before continuing "thing." Minho erupted into fits of giggles.
"Good joke, (Y/N). but we both know who's name you're crying out when i fuck you raw. anyways, you would never leave me."
"Wouldn't i? and why is that?" you raised your brow.
"A, you love my cock too much, no matter how many times you deny it. you'll keep running back to me just for me to fuck that pussy of yours. and B, you don't have the balls to leave me." he crossed his arms across his chest, thinking he won and got the upper hand.
you, on the other hand, scoffed, before turning on your heal towards your bedroom. you picked your already packed bag and made your way to the door. Minho was watching you and as soon as he saw your bag, his face fell.
"wait, where are you going??" he rushed to you, panicked, as you was putting on your shoes and a jacket. you looked at him, your energy drained and heart broken. but you didn't allow him to see that, instead you carried on your tough demine and swallowed your tears down.
"I'm leaving you." you replied bluntly, shrugging. you looked at his shocked face, indicating that he didn't anticipate for this day to come, neither of you did. "Still don't think i have the balls to do it? well, here i am, leaving your drunken ass. I hope your frat boy lifestyle was worth it, because you just lost the best thing that's ever happened to you."
with that, you grabbed your things, walking out off the apartment, leaving a stunned and broken Minho behind.
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it had been a few months since that day. neither of you contacted one another. you wanted to, looking at his contact, finger hovering over the call icon before coming to the conclusion that he should make the first move. you was constantly making the first move in the relationship, after every argument you was always the first one to talk it out, apologise and suggest ways in how to fix it. this time, you wanted him to prove that he loved you like he claimed he did and contact you first. He never did. Probably too caught up in that ridiculous lifestyle to even give you a second thought.
you took a sip of your coffee, deep in thought. you was at your local café, sitting in your usual spot by the window, sipping and eating your usual beverage and snack. you was so deep in thought that you didn't realise someone had walked up to your table until they cleared their throat. you looked up, eyes going wide, heart hammering in your chest, emotions flooding back to you as you looked at him.
"Minho.." you swallowed as he gave you a small smile. he pointed to the seat asking if it was taken. he sat facing you when you said it was free.
"Hey. long time, no see." he placed his hands on his lap, nervous.
"Yeah, 2 and a half months to be exact." he nodded, aware that you had been keeping track. your voice laced with upset and bitterness. You took this time to check him out. Nothing much had changed, he still looked handsome as ever with the only noticeable change he had was his hair. "Nice hair, purples a good colour on you. suits you well."
he smiled at your compliment, hand automatically reaching to his hair, running his fingers through it.
"Ah, this is nothing. fancied a change. but you look well too." he smiled at you as you scoffed.
"Please. todays the first day since the break up i’ve had energy to get dressed and go out. Amazing what heart break does to you. thought i was going to become one with my bed at some point." you let out a forced laugh as Minho looked down at his lap.
"Where are you staying?"
"My mothers." Minho cringed a little as you hummed at the mutual reaction. "Yeahh. i called my friend first, she said she had enough of me bitching and whining about you. told me to figure it out on my own. so it was either sleep on the streets or go to my mothers. lets just say she was overjoyed to learn that we broke up."
You mother never liked Minho, called him bad news and a heartbreaker. She didn't support your relationship, but you being the stubborn person you are, stuck with it, claiming you could make it work which just infuriated your mother more. So the day she learned that you two broke up, she was audibly overjoyed, talking bad about him to you, her friends, anyone who would care to listen. It hurt your ego to know that your mother was always right. She wasn't the best help in helping you heal either. Soon, you didn't see the point and spent the majority of your time in your bedroom, rotting away.
The air was thick with awkwardness between you and Minho. You looked down at your coffee, heart still hammering in your chest. Thoughts swimming around in your head, questions you wanted to ask but was scared to.
"Im sorry." you blinked, looking up. His eyes were glossy with tears, his bunny teeth chewing away at his bottom lip as he picked the skin around his nails. He was nervous, you could see that, but he was sincere. You felt a lump in your throat, tears also filling up you eyes. You smiled sadly at him
"Thank you." you looked down again.
"Are you -" Minho audibly swallowed before continuing "are you not going to shout at me, be mad at me? i hurt you in the worse way possible. and just to clarify, i don't do that shit no more. i haven't since you left. i cut all contact with them and well, focused on myself to become a better person. A better person for you, (Y/N)" He went to take your hand in his which caused you to move your hand away. Minho nodded, acknowledge that it was too soon for you. After a few minutes of thinking what to respond with, you breathed out softly before speaking.
"I've spent months being mad at you. During the relationship and after. I've spent days, rotting in my bed, crying until my eyes are sore and i have nothing left in me. You was the best and worse thing to ever happen to me, Minho. You're a blessing and a curse at the same time. During the relationship, i always wondered if it was me. If i was the problem. if i was doing something that caused you to hate me so much. but as time went on, i realised it wasn't me, it was you." Minho nodded, listening carefully.
"I'm sorry i made you feel like that. it was never my intention, i was stupid and selfish to realise what i was doing and when i realised, it was too late. the damage was already done.."
"The funny thing is, it was like i was grieving for you. I mean, i guess i was. I lost my best friend, my second half. I was grieving for a relationship that we could've had. But you wanna know what the worse thing is?" You pressed your lips together in a thin line, allowing your tears to fall freely as you looked at Minho, eyes also filling up
"I thought i was getting over you. i thought i was healing, but its like my brain tricked me somehow. Because here you are, in the flesh and everytime i look at your handsome, stupid face, i fall in love with you all over again and i hate myself for that. I hate how, i cant get over you. How i cant hate you because i still love you so much!" You grabbed a napkin, wiping away your eyes and nose. Heartbreak was evident in your voice as you spilled out your emotions and thoughts to the man in front of you. You sobbed at how after all this time of what you thought was healing, you was back at square one, wondering if you was ever going to be able to get over him
Minho had tears falling down his cheeks, quickly wiping them away as he listened to his ex and the woman he still loves, express her feelings. His heart was breaking, shattering. He wanted to hold you close to him, comfort you and tell you that its different this time, but he knew that you wouldn't allow that. 2 and a half months was visibly not enough time for you. You took a deep breath, calming your breathing before continuing.
"I tried, i tried so hard to get over you and, like i said, i thought i was. but looking back, maybe i was just tricking myself this whole time. No matter how many times i opened up my photo album on my phone to delete the pictures of us together, i just couldn't because they hold special memories to me. God! i hate this so much. I still love you, Minho and it fucking sucks!" You laughed sadly as Minho did the same.
"Im so so so sorry (Y/N) if i could go back and change, i would! i know its hard to believe when the person who claims they love you, hurts you but i really, truly loved you and i still do!" You smiled softly at him, acknowledging that he was genuine and was evident that he had changed. he had become the man you fell in love with all them months ago.
Pressing his lips together, he fumbled with his jacket before asking "Should we try again..?" You bit your lip, thinking carefully about it.
"I would love to Minho. But-" He looked up at you, hopeful "But not right now. If we get back together, we have to start over again, start fresh, get to know one another again because right now, it feels like we are strangers. I need to see that you have changed, i need you to prove it because i really cannot be bothered to go through all this again."
Minho nodded, a smile creeping up on his face. "Okay, i can do that! Then, lets start again, start fresh."
you smiled softly, a genuine smile since you two rekindled. Standing up from your seat, you walked over to his side.
"I have to go. errands to run, y'know. But uh, text me, yeah?"
"I will. i'll text and call you. im determined to make this work, for us." He looked up at you, taking your hand into his. this time you allowed it to happen, feeling his soft and warm hands against yours. Your stomach doing front and back flip, heart beating hard against your ribcage, skin burning up from his touch.
"I'll speak to you later then." you bent down, kissing his cheek softly before standing up, cheeks pink. "I love you."
You turned on your heel, making way for the exit. as you opened the door, you heard Minho's "I love you too" making you feel warm and fuzzy inside.
Maybe you could have your fairy-tale love story after all.
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sunghoonssl4t · 2 years ago
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1:39am on adelaide rd. - show me | p.sh.
mdni !!
genre : smut , established relationship.
pairing : park sunghoon x black female character
hii , so this is my first post lol. um this was written months ago & i didn’t proof read , so if there’s mistakes , sorry 😣. yeah so , i hope y’all like it :)
sunghoon & i both had the weekend off from work , so we had planned to stay up late to binge-watch the marvel movies in order. we were in the middle of an iron-man movie movie , when we , or should i say he , had realize how late it’d truly been.
“ y/n wtf look at the time , it’s 1:39 in the morning .. how the hell did we let time fly like that. ” he said with a chuckle , eyes wide with shock.
the truth was i had been letting time slip from my mind , but not because of the movies .. my mind had been combing through a conversation since earlier today between my best friend & i.
“ wait so he’s never given you head ? girl why ?? ”
“ yeah he hasn’t .. i’m not sure actually. i mean we’ve had sex but we’ve never done oral on one another. we just kinda go straight into it. i mean we obviously let things build up , you know .. foreplay & whatnot , but as far as oral , we’ve never indulged. ”
“ well have you asked why ? or tried to go down on him ? do you think he might not like the thought of doing that ? because that’s all i could think of as to why he hasn’t given you head & vise versa. y’all have been together for like 8 months y/n , that’s crazy .. ”
“ i have once , but he pulled me up real fast & said “ this isn’t about me , it’s for you “ or something along the lines. i mean , he’s fingered me .. but i think that’s about it. but I’ve also never brought it up to him , or even asked about it. ”
“ hmm , i would suggest trying to ask him about it & see where things go. ”
“ yeah you’re right. i might do it tonight & update you on what happens. but we’re about to have a movie night in a bit , so i’ll call you in the morning. ”
“…. princess , hello ? you okay ? ” i finally got out of my head & saw him looking over at me , slightly shaking me with a small concerned look spread across his face.
i had to think fast. “ yeah i’m okay , sorry those movie kinda fried my brain a bit. ” i quickly , but only partially lied.
“ yeah , i agree , i’m kinda worn out as well. let’s head to the room so you can get some rest. ” as he finished his sentence , he held out his hand to pull me up from the couch. we turned everything off in the living room & headed towards the bedroom. we weren’t too tired , but we needed to stretch & get off of the couch considering we had been there almost the entire day.
this’ll be the perfect opportunity to ask him ..
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it had been about 20 minutes since we had got in bed & were comfortable , but we were both still mostly awake.
“ uh hoon .. can i ask you something ? ” my heart is literally beating out of my chest & i have no idea why .. he’s my boyfriend , nothing to be so worried about. right ?
he clicked his phone off & set it down to give me all of his attention. “ what’s up babe ? everything alright ? ”
“ yeah i’m fine , i just wanted to talk about something. ” i go to lie on my side , propping my head up on my hand with my elbow supporting me , almost mimicking his position.
“ soo i’ve been doing some thinking & wanted to kind of get this out of my head & off my chest almost. ” i took a breath .. i was unbelievably nervous for no known reason. “ we’ve been together for some time now hoon & i’ve noticed that we’ve never went down on each other .. & when i did try a few weeks ago , you just kinda pulled me back up & we like never talked about it again. so i wanted to know if you were uncomfortable with the idea of me giving you head ? or .. ”
he was just staring .. with an almost unnoticeable grin on his face. “ no , it doesn’t make me uncomfortable babe. ”
that’s it ?
“ okay good .. so um , does the thought of you giving me head make you uncomfortable ? ” i quietly asked .. i didn’t want to push him too much on the issue since the tension in the room was already very thick. not bad .. just , well felt , noticeable tension.
“ not at all princess. ” was all that escaped his lips with a straight face.
um okay .. weird. but i’ll just leave it alone for now.
“ oh okay .. well that was all i wanted to talk about. sorry if i made it weird. “ i looked in his eyes for any source of discomfort & saw none. i just received a low chuckle from him as he got back on his phone.
he’s laughing at this ? wow.
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i just came back from the bathroom & noticed sunghoon sitting straight up , back against the headboard. hmm .. okay. i didn’t think much of it & got back into bed. as i’m getting comfortable , he sparks a question out of the blue.
“ y/n what’s this ? ” he says catching my attention & i notice in his hand is …… my vibrator. how the fuck did he find it , where did i last put it .. shit shit shit. what do i do ??!
i was truly at a loss for words , i could only manage a nervous laugh & a few “ uhhm’s. ”
“ there’s nothing to be nervous about , i just want to hear you tell me what it is baby. “ he says lowly , inching closer towards me while still holding this excruciating eye contact.
i finally take a deep breathe & let the two words leave my lips. “ my vibrator .. ” i said trying to sound confident about it , but the words coming out weak.
“hmm …. you use it a lot ? “ WHAT ? why would he ask me this.
“ uh i mean , only every now & then. not too much recently. ” my words coming out more steady than last. still holding this eye contact , he waits a few seconds before his next move.
“ show me. “ was all that came from him.
if he wasn’t my boyfriend , i’d probably be shaking in terror. but i’m shaking in my boots right about now.
“ .. sunghoon , what ? ” i whisper shouted toward him , my eyes probably almost bulging out of their sockets from the shock spread all across my face.
he then started smirking while handing me the vibrator looking me dead in my eyes , “ princess please don’t make me repeat myself. ” he said sternly , wrapping my fingers into a fist over the toy. “ do whatever you would do when you’re alone , pretend i’m not here & show me how you use it. ”
oh .. my .. goodness.
me & him have done some crazy things as far as sex , but this was on different level of new & crazy. i just kinda sat there looking forward , shock most likely still apparent all over.
“ well , you don’t have to if you’re uncomfortable y/n. i by all means didn’t want to make you uncomfortable or make- ” he start rambling , hugging me trying to make sure i’m okay. i quickly cut him off , putting his anxious feelings to rest.
“ no . no no no babe it’s okay. i promise , i was just a little shocked that’s all. ” i let out a breathy laugh looking him in the eyes , taking his hand in between the both of mine letting him know that everything is okay. “ this is a safe space. it’s our safe space , don’t ever be afraid of wanting to try something new , okay ? ” taking a deep breathe still holding eye contact with him making sure he knew i was 100% sincere & okay with this.
his body instantly relaxed , his facial expression softened while giving me a small warm smile. in a split second , it seemed like a different sunghoon came back because his whole demeanor changed. he lifted an eyebrow , lifting his chin toward the toy i had sent down in between us.
even though i wasn’t uncomfortable , i was still super nervous about all this. but , here goes nothing i guess.
“ pretend i’m not here & show me how you use it. ” his words continued to linger throughout my brain. but i mustered up the courage to play along & i did have to admit , the consent he was making sure i was getting & giving , the “ switch ” flipping in his head , really really turned me on.
so i continued to get comfortable in bed , laying down on my back about to do what i was asked. he was watching me diligently , taking note of every move i made. as i was taking my sweats off , being left in my sweatshirt & my underwear , i started to get back under the covers. he quickly stops me from getting all the way under , “ no pretty , on top of the cover. i told you i want you to show me , i need to see you. ” he stated with a stern , but not too harsh look on his face. “ now go on. ”
for some reason that turned me on even more , his being demanding of what he wants but not too dominating. i love it .. one of the many bedroom things i love about sunghoon , he also does this a lot outside of the bedroom too but those are stories for a different time.
i got on top of the cover , grabbing my phone in my left hand & the vibrator in my right. laying back down on my back , going into my private browser i sat there tapping my thumbs on the sides of my phone screen contemplating on what to look up.
i do always look up lesbian porn , i wonder what he’ll say if he sees it. oh well , fuck it we ball.
i search for some lesbian porn videos & start watching. still feeling nervous with sunghoon’s eyes glued to my frame. i don’t turn the vibrator on just yet , i let myself get warmed up first , letting the urge come over me slowly. it doesn’t take long for me to want the contact between my clit & vibrator since i was already so aroused.
“ lesbians .. nice. ” he says with a chuckle while smirking slightly. if i wasn’t so in my own cloud of lust right now , i would’ve had a smart remark for him immediately. the realization of sunghoon next to me quickly left my mind , as i was too focused on my own world of pleasure , chasing my orgasm at this point. while still watching the video , vision slightly out of focus, i turned the vibrator up one more speed sending me in almost a frenzy. making my body buck up & down , back arching , needing to cum as soon as possible.
i was painfully close , setting the phone down & turning the vibrator up once more , my body starting to shake with pleasure & need. in a few more seconds , i would’ve reached my high if it wasn’t for sunghoon taking the toy out of my possession , leaving me upset & confused. in my dazed state , i managed to open my eyes , wanting to see what he was doing. before i knew it , he was down in between my legs , taking place of where the vibrator was just seconds ago.
“.. what are you doing baby ? ” i spoke while looking down at him , extremely out of breathe from trying to reach my high for the past 10 minutes.
he kissed me where i’d wanted him the most , sending me over the edge. he looked up with the most innocent smile i’d ever seen from him. “ granting your wish y/n. you want to cum right ? ” not even a millisecond after he finished speaking , he began licking & sucking all over my pussy as if it were routine. i was in such a state of awe , i was a moaning mess. words not making any sense , just inaudible noises were all that was escaping from my lips.
he stopped , looking up at me again. “ i’m going to add a finger , is that okay ? ” i couldn’t even speak , so i began to nod. he then gave me a stern look before continuing , i quickly understood what he wanted from me. he loved to hear me when we were sexual , but my mind was everywhere i couldn’t even form any coherent words at the moment.
“ say it y/n. i need to hear you please. ” he said in the most beautiful , whiny tone. begging me , while reaching up to grab my face to make eye contact with him so i knew he was serious. god , you’re so perfect. he was the epitome of beauty , i could melt right here in this exact moment.
“ yes hoon , i want two please. please , right now. ” i was beginning to breathe heavy , i couldn’t take it anymore. i needed him touching me again. after granting his wish , he granted mine. starting with his middle finger , he slowly inserting the long digit in my pussy. i instantly fell apart right there , moaning like crazy , eyes quickly shutting , clenching myself around his finger while he pumped inside me quickly.
“ look at me so i can add another baby. ” i heard him , but didn’t really pay attention at first , he was driving me insane. i opened my eyes to the most picture perfect sight. his eyebrows furrowed together making the most exhausted , lust driven face ever. it was too much , i closed my eyes & covered my mouth to keep myself from almost screaming at this point. he spoke again , “ come on y/n. i love your pretty muffled noises , but i wanna hear your beautiful voice now. please tell me how you feel. ”he said in that amazing begging voice he always did when he was very aroused. it distracted me from my thoughts & i opened my eyes to see his beautiful smile. as he held the eye contact , i tried to let out any words i could.
“ fuck hoon please .. ” i managed to get out , extremely out of breathe. “ please please , i want to cum so bad. i need to. “ another deep breath , “ it feels so fucking good. ” i began to beg , clenching around his finger again needing the other. as he promised , he entered another. watching him insert his other finger made my face scrunch as my back arched & my moans became louder. it was perfect , it was all i wanted from him. he pumped in & out of me with what felt like all of his strength , taking me to the edge. i was clenching around him like crazy , helping myself reach my high , moaning & squirming around.
he was still looking at me , i could feel it. my eyes were closed from the overwhelming pleasure i was feeling. “ i know baby , i know. let go for me , yeah ? show me how good you feel. ” that was it for me , i felt myself practically collapse right there. he quickly took his other hand & placed a finger on my clit , rubbing what felt like endless circles all over.
my body contorted , continuously bucking & shaking from the pleasure he’d provided me with. my moans were even louder , if that were even possible as i finally reached my high. he quickly took his fingers out & soon after replaced them with his mouth , sucking every drop of cum i had to give , out of me. hands tangled in his hair while he watched me fall apart , all with a smile on his face. three simple words then escaped his mouth.
“ you’re so beautiful. ”
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cow-smells · 4 years ago
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You’re Mine [Eli Hawk Moskowitz x Reader]
Requests: 1. there’s a new girl on miyagi-do, she’s classmates with sam, hawk, miguel, tory, robby, demetri, etc... for some reason, she and hawk didn’t like each other (he can be on cobra kai or eagle fangs, that’s your choice), and one day they make a bet, which this girl wins. hawk has to be her slave for a whole week. BONUS IDEA: a stolen kiss during a fight. maybe admitting feelings for each other? i’d love that! ( @berriewrites​ ) 2. love the hawk smut but i’d also love some fluffy hawk about him secretly liking the reader who’s in miyagido but he tries to act all tough and hide it (anon) 3. AHHH CAN WE GET SOME HAWK FLUFF!? I love the idea where you swear that you don’t like him and you guys make eye contact from a distance when he’s standing with his friend group and you’re standing with yours and you get flustered and he can tell and he smirks and just ahh (anon)
A/N: this took so longggg this came out longer than expected (and honestly i could go on, but i wanted to get this out already) + real life has come hitting all at once and its been overwhelming lol. thanks for being patient and sticking around <3 i enjoyed writing some fluff (amidst a flurry of smut reuests loool :)
Words: 2981
Warnings: none
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Summary: You don't like Hawk. He's a bad person, that much you know for sure. You're ready to make his life miserable when he loses a bet with you, but then you actually have to spend time with him...
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   You didn't like this.
Forgiveness seemed to be a virtue that evaded you. Eagle-fang and Miagi-Do were uniting and everyone seemed to be all for the union – except for you.
Some things were simply unforgivable. For you, Hawk breaking Demetri's arm was one of them.
You and Demetri became nearly inseparable friends when you both joined Miagi-Do. He had told you all about his former friend Eli and how he'd abandoned him in the favor of bullying him in any way he could come up with; that bullying taking a turn to the extreme when Hawk took to breaking bones.
    Demetri had since forgiven him, but you hadn't.
Demetri had a softer heart than he let on, and he missed Eli terribly, so when the latter suggested they work together he gladly accepted.
But you were more objective about the situation, as you weren't a part of it, and forgiving such cruelty was beyond you.
    The one good thing about the dojos coming together was the intense dedication that grew on everyone. Now that you had a common enemy, many participants would hang around in Miyagi-Do's dojo long after training sessions, training until you could hardly move your limbs.
     The sun had ago long fallen when you and the remaining students took places around a mat, ready for the sparring session to begin.
With Daniel and Sensei Lawrence gone, you had taken to writing down names and pulling them out of a bowl to decide on sparring partners.
    All the negative emotions you felt channeled in to great excitement when Miguel called your name – followed by Hawk's.
You could have sworn you saw a look of something you couldn't read – concern, perhaps, or fear? Before he seemed to share your excitement as he stepped on to the mat with a grin that was almost predatory.
    Two could play at that game.
    “You're as good as dead,” you said, your voice dripping venom. Hawk's smirk just grew.
    “Is that so, princess? I'd like to see you score as much as a point.”
A light bulb lit in your mind.
    “Yeah?” you taunted. “What if I get three?”
Hawk laughed. “You got a lot of confidence, don't you? I'll tell you what. If you can score three points on me and win, I'll...” He bit his lip as he thought. “I'll let you boss me around for a week. Whatever you want.”
The blood rushed through your veins, ready more than ever to fight. You were grateful for the lack of your sensei, knowing this nonsense wouldn't stand if he were here.
    “Deal.”
    “Are you guys done?” Miguel huffed, standing between you two, ready to referee. “Good. Bow.”
    You bowed without intent and got straight to attacking. Hawk didn't expect it; he came from the dojo that prides itself on strike first and yours cared mainly about defense. You earned your first point within seconds.
    That only served to throw Hawk off his game further. He dived in right away for the attack and was caught unprepared when you fell, sweeping his leg.
    You earned your second point.
By that point, Hawk might as well have been fuming out the ears. His brows furrowed in anger as he looked at you like you were the most vile thing he had ever seen; that satisfied something within you.
    The flurry of hits and misses was so rapid you were caught unprepared when you managed to land a punch on Hawk, Miguel's voice rising as he named you victor.
    Hawk huffed, clearly exerted. You smiled. “You're mine.”
You were fully intending to use this bet to its full potential.
The next day was Saturday, and Hawk, true to his word, showed up at your doorstep at 9 p.m sharp, just as you had ordered.
You paid him no kindness when you opened the door, not exchanging a word with him before demanding: “Helmet?”
Hawk handed you a helmet, not looking particularly pleased about the situation but not being able to stop himself from taking in an eyeful of you anyway.
You needed a ride to tonight's party – that's where Hawk came in, beginning his work for you as a personal valet. Accordingly for the event, you were dressed meticulously, showing off your best features – and if you were to judge by Hawks reaction, you were on your way to turn heads.
You climbed on the motorcycle after him, circling your arms around him loosely; but when he kicked off and started the ride, you couldn't help but tighten your hold.
    The party was overcrowded with people from the moment you got there; Yasmine's parties tended to get a bit... excessive.
You ditched Hawk the moment you got sight of your friends, ditching the helmet on his bike to run over to Sam, Moon and Yasmine.
Yasmine didn't hide the dirty look she sent at Hawk. “Ew. Who's the freak?”
You grinned proudly. “My valet. Ignore him. Actually...”
You looked over to the drinks table; someone had tapped a keg and it was being swarmed with people.
    “Hey, Hawk!”
Hawk turned to you, the slightest furrow in his brow as he had already joined his own friends. You pointed at the drinks table. “Vodka soda!” you ordered.
He rolled his eyes, but did it anyway. Your friends watched wide-eyed as he obeyed you wordlessly, bringing over the drink. “Anything else, princess?”
    “Yes,” you gave him a judging once-over. “Don't drink tonight. I want to get home in one piece.”
He bit his cheeks and glared at you before growling “Fine” and returning to his friends.
At some point you didn't even want a drink any more, it was just fun ordering Hawk to go fetch you another one; and so, you found yourself unintentionally drunk, laughing mindlessly at anything said and swaying on your feet.
You didn't even know how late it had gotten when Hawk came in the living room looking for you, ready to go home as most the others already had.
You had earlier made him promise to take you home as well, and – something you were quickly learning was, Hawk was definitely a man of his word. He spotted you half-sprawled on the couch, laughing with Yasmine at something you didn't fully register. Your cup was askew in your hand, contents about to spill over when Hawk grabbed it out of your hand, placing it on a table nearby.
    “Come on, Y/n. It's time to go.”
    “Not yet!” you grinned gleefully, taking hold of his wrist and shaking it dumbly as you spoke. “Later! We're having fun!”
Hawk placed his free hand on yours that held him. “It's four AM, Y/n, time to call it a night.”
    You didn't reply, instead resorting to pouting like a child.
His eyes softened (the puppy eyes never failed to work) – but his jaw clenched. “If you don't come now I'm leaving you here.”
    “Fine!” you hurriedly rose to your feet, using Hawk for balance. “Bye,” you pouted at Yasmine childishly as Hawk pulled you away from her and out of the house.
The sudden quiet of the outside was nearly overwhelming, Hawk's voice sounding too loud for you. “How am I supposed to get you home when you're this drunk?”
    “I'm not drunk,” you answered instinctively, knowing that you very well were.
    “If you can make it to the bike in a straight line, I'll believe you.” You look at his bike, ten feet ahead. You decide to keep holding on to him. “That's what I thought. Listen. You gotta stay awake, okay? I can't have you falling off in the middle of the road, or making me sway, because then we're both dead. Got it?”
    “Dead. Got it.”
Hawk didn't look convinced, but placed a helmet on you and buckled it anyway.
It was about ten minutes in to the ride when Hawk pulled over. He turned to you, his voice as serious as he could make it; you simply smiled, somewhat dazed. “This isn't going to work.”
    “Hm?”
    “Y/n!” Hawk called, trying to wake you up a little. “Don't fall asleep!”
    “Yes, sensei.” you slurred. Had you been any more awake, you might have noticed the way Hawk's eyes widened at that.
Hawk had to refocus himself to go on. “I'm serious. Look... My house is closer than yours. You can sleep it off at mine, and I'll take you wherever tomorrow. Okay?”
    “Okay,” you shrugged, your mind not caring about much other than regaining the warmth of Hawk's body pressed against yours.
Minutes later you pulled up at an unfamiliar house. Hawk unbuckled your helmet and set it aside, helping you off the bike and guiding you inside, motioning Shhh as he led you through the corridor of his darkened house until you reached his room.
The most natural thing for you to do the moment you saw a bed was to collapse on it. In the seconds Hawk turned his back on you to find you Pj's to wear, you had fallen asleep.
    Looking at you on his bed, Hawk exhaled heavily. He was very aware of your hatred of him; what he couldn't understand was, if everyone else forgave him, why not you?
It certainly didn't help that you looked the way you do, that you were talented, and that everyone loved you.
So Hawk undid your shoes and pulled them off, laying a blanket on you before leaving you to sleep.
    You woke up groggy, somewhat hungover and in a strangers room; an interesting start to the day.
You didn't really want to leave the comfort of your lonesome in the room but it was clear you would have to face the music at some point, so you womaned up and left the room.
Following the smell of food cooking, you walk down a hallway to find a red-haired man in the kitchen, his tattooed back to you, muscles flexing as he flipped a pancake.
With his hair down, it took you a moment to register who you're seeing; who's bed you spent the night in.
    Hawk.
Your first instinct was to groan, to cower in to yourself in regret; but then you remember how tenderly he treated you the night prior, making sure you got safely to a bed, letting you have his bed.
You swallowed your pride and stepped in to the kitchen. “Morning.”
Hawk's shoulders jumped in fright as you startled him; you couldn't help but giggle. He quickly rightened himself, straightening his back and flexing his abs as he turned to you.
    He was good looking and he knew it. You hated him.
However, you felt your power returning to you as he couldn't help but look you up and down, your disheveled clothes revealing a bit more than they had the night before. Hawk inhaled sharply, reminding himself of who he was, how he was supposed to act: unfazed.
    “Bout time you got up.”
You frowned, looking at the kitchen clock. “What do you mean about time? It isn't even noon yet.”
    “Yeah, well,” Hawk flipped a pancake on to a nearby plate. “You wanted me to take you to the mall today, right? I have practice later, so it's gotta be now.” The Eagle-fangs were holding weekend practices of their own, something you weren't a fan of.
    “Jeez, fine,” you sneered, allowing yourself to sit at the kitchen table. Amidst the chaos that was waking up in Hawks bed, you had totally forgot you previously asked him to take you out today. Yasmine's parents were making her take tutoring lessons, Moon was doing some spiritual healing thing and Sam was with Miguel, so you were left all alone – but you certainly didn't intend on spending Sunday at home, doing nothing.
    Hawk finally shut off the burner and joined you at the table with a stack of pancakes and two plates in tow. “Eat away your hangover. I'm not gonna hold your hair up if you hurl.”
Breakfast with Hawk ended up being a surprisingly civil affair; so was shopping. There was something exciting about dragging him along after you, shop after shop, having him carry your bags and modeling clothes for him. And honestly, you were loving the effect you had on him. You knew he was trying to hide it, but you could see the way he grew antsy when you tried on bikinis. You loved teasing him, knowing he couldn't have you.
    What also didn't hurt was the way you two turned heads walking down streets together. You were undeniably gorgeous, and he... While at first you thought it was the bright red mohawk that grabbed peoples eyes, after a close inspection you couldn't deny he had fair features, too. You had to look away whenever he tensed his jaw, accentuating his jawline, or if God forbid he smiled, you had to deny the way his smile made your stomach knot up.
    As though to top off the experience of him, by the time you finished shopping, Hawk would have been late if he was to take you home, so you suggested he take you to practice with him and just take you home once he was finished. And oh my... You did not need to see him fighting. Having a whole hour to see his biceps flexing as the threw punches was doing you no favors; when you were both practicing you were too busy with yourself to notice him, but right then you had a whole hour to do nothing but stare.
At the end of the practice you rose when Hawk approached you, ready to go. When his sensei understood you were waiting there for him, he asked Hawk, “Yours?”
Hawk didn't answer; he merely smirked that Hawk smirk of his. His sensei nodded proudly. “Nice.” Creep.
You had a couple more days to squeeze the most you could out of your bet, and by all means were you planning on using them.
Hawk was taking you to school and home every day on the back of his bike – to Miyagi-do, too. It became a regular thing to see you two together, and if anyone was expecting you, they expected Hawk, too.
Just as the previous mornings, you and Hawk walked in to school together. Seeing your friends, you bid him goodbye and went to join them, your eyes lingering on him a bit too long as he said hello to Miguel.
Yasmine's jaw dropped as she looked at you, her expression scandalized. “What?” you asked.
    “You're totally in to the freak!”
    “What? No,” you denied – but even as the words left your mouth, you could hear your lack of conviction. “No.”
You looked back to where Hawk and Miguel stood; this time, he caught your eye. Then, with total audacity, he winked at you.
You felt heat rush through your body.
The smirk that grew on him suggested he knew exactly what he was doing to you.
    You hated it.
Deciding to put an end to this madness, you wordlessly leave your friends and march up to Hawk, a new rage running though you.
He stopped talking with Miguel when you reached him; Miguel visibly tensed at what he felt was a dangerous situation for him to be in.
    “Sidebar,” you ordered. Hawk smirked.
    “After you, princess.”
You hoped no one would notice when you lured him in to an empty classroom, but in all honesty, it was you and Hawk. There were always eyes on you two.
You turned to him once you were engulfed in the silence of the room. “Listen. I don't know what you're playing at, but cut it out. I own you, got it? Don't go winking at me in the hallway like I'm your girlfriend or something.”
You expected to see him cower, blush, show any sign of intimidation – but there was no such emotion. The smirk he wore only grew in confidence. “You sure about that?” he asked cheekily. “Because it seems to me like you'll find any excuse to be around me.”
You couldn't believe the audacity of this boy. You were stunted for words; he went on. “Be honest with yourself. Once the week is up, you'll still find reasons to talk to me.”
You bit your cheeks; you hated how he was right, how he read you so easily. “And look, I'm done playing this game too.”
Your stomach dropped. Was he about to reject you, without you even confessing? “I'm not playing with you,” you tried to say intimidatingly, but your voice came out too small for comfort.
    “Me neither. So...” Hawk looked down at you; you could have drowned in his ocean eyes. You averted your gaze to the side, crossing your arms.
    “Fine. We can call it off early.”
Hawk chuckled. You wanted to punch him. “You still don't get it, do you?”
You returned your eyes to Hawk, ready to chew him out when he placed his hands on your cheeks, pulling you to him for a kiss.
You could feel yourself melting in to the kiss, feeling a rush of adrenaline run through you as you finally got to experience what you didn't want to admit to yourself that you craved so deeply.
When he finally pulled away, he kept his hands on you, your noses nearly touching. “I've wanted to do that for a long time,” Hawk admitted.
You half-smiled. “It's only been a week.”
Hawk had burst in laughter, his thumbs caressing your cheeks. “You still don't get it.” Before you could protest his words, his lips met your once more.
    Maybe you could find it in you to forgive him, after all.
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sunshineseung · 4 years ago
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Gag Gift // Seungmin
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🍄 | genre: smut ☁️ | pairing: Kim Seungmin x female!reader 🌿 | wc: 2.5k 🌸 | includes: dom!seungmin, sub!reader, established relationship, use of toys (ball gag), teasing, sadistic seungmo, PIV, unprotected sex, mild size kink, Seungmin is huge :), mentions of distention (stomach bulging), slight degradation and overstimulation, creampie, aftercare, soft ending 
☀️ | synopsis: Merry Christmas! Seungmin gets you the gag gift of being gagged.
🌊 | This is for the Stray Kids Smutmas collaboration hosted by @clandestine-lixie​ ! Here is a link to the full masterlist with all of the other amazing writers that participated! I’m well over a week late on when I was planning to release this because I’ve literally rewritten this five times :D I hope it’s good now though lol. Here’s a very late Merry Christmas and a slightly late Happy New Year!
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You were drifting in and out of consciousness, trying desperately to stay awake until your boyfriend got home. It was very late, but since you couldn’t spend Christmas together, you wanted to see him, even if it was just to cuddle to sleep. 
There’s a faint jingling from the front door, and you spring up in excitement. The tiredness that just overwhelmed you was now nearly gone, replaced by the eagerness to greet your boyfriend. His key twists and he pushes the door open. By the time he was able to take his shoes off, you were already standing in front of him, ready to give him the biggest hug of his life.
“Minnie!” You wrapped your arms around him, taking a quick whiff of his cologne. He chuckled and hugged you back, pulling you close. You two just stood in each other’s arms in silence, appreciating this small moment, because you don’t get moments like these often. “I’ve missed you.”
“I’ve missed you too, baby.” You could feel Seungmin’s wide smile on the back of your neck. By the way he’s squeezing you, he has missed you a lot more than you’ve missed him. “How’s my girl been while I was away?” 
“I’ve been good, I promise!” There was no need for you to tag on the last part because Seungmin trusts you more than you know, but it still brings a smile to his face to see you so jumpy and happy. He knew you’d be good. You’re always good for Seungmin. You both pull away from the hug, finally just looking at each other after what felt like ages being apart. 
“Ah, you’re so cute.” He cups your cheek and pecks your lips, making you squeal and butterflies erupt in your stomach. “I got my baby a gift. Let me get comfortable before you open it.”
He passes you a box out of his bag. It’s slightly jingling, and you have no idea what Seungmin got you. You move out of his way, allowing Seungmin to go to your shared bedroom to get changed out of his outside clothes. He comes back to the living room in baggy sweatpants and a loose tee-shirt, but no matter what he wore, he looked good. 
“I’m sorry I couldn’t be here for Christmas, so I thought I’d get you something special.”
Seungmin spent Christmas with Stray Kids while you spent Christmas with your family, and it was going to be your first Christmas together before business arose and Seungmin had to stay in Seoul. Although you were both disappointed, you had your own mini-Christmas before you left for the holiday. You didn’t expect Seungmin to get you another gift, but any gift is always welcomed. 
You tear open the wrapping, tossing it in the general direction of the trashcan, and slide open the box. What you’re holding in your hands almost makes you jump back, but your mind’s too busy thinking of how to use it to react. Your hands grip the leather straps, and the large silicone ball rests in the middle. Your eyes go wide as you look up to Seungmin. His eyes are glued to you, waiting for any sort of response. 
“Is this too much?” His voice cracked, and he was clearly concerned by your reaction. You had similar kinks to each other, but he thought he finally found something that scared you, and that made his heartache. He was supposed to protect you, be the best dominant ever, but he felt like he took it too far. “I’m sorry, I can-”
“Please use it.” You cut him off mid-sentence, hoping to wash his worries away. If your wavering voice wasn’t enough, your puppy eyes surely sold the point home. “I want you to use this on me.”
“Baby,” Seungmin takes the gag from your hands and fiddles with the latch, calculating what to do next, “are you sure?”
“Yes, I’m totally sure.” You take his hands in yours, him dropping the ball gag on the couch along with the gift box. “I want this.”
“Aright, sweetheart.” He pecks your lips again, this time slightly longer and needier than before. You knew he wanted to go farther in that moment, but he wanted to keep you wanting more. “Go to the bedroom. I’ll clean this off before we use it.”
🍓🍰🐤🍀💐🍯
You patiently waited for Seungmin, spreading yourself on the bed half naked, only wearing your sheer, dark red panties that he loves to tear off of you. The few days away from each other quickly caught up to your libido and you felt a powerful sense of neediness take over every part of your body, like you were in a trance to only think about Seungmin and what he could do to your body. When he walked into the bedroom, your eyes were shut and your hand played with your cunt over your underwear.
“Ah, couldn’t wait, huh?” Seungmin leans down to kiss you, not removing your hand from your pussy or even mentioning that you should. He let you get yourself off in the slightest way for a moment before getting on top of you, pulling your wrists over your head and finally matching your gaze with his. “Before I put this in, I want to feel your pretty lips on mine.” 
Although he mentioned your lips, your make out quickly turned into a tongue-on-tongue mess, spit slowly coating your lips and drool seeping out the side of your mouth. Seungmin’s hands felt your sides, caressing your waist and chest. His fingers gently circled your nipples before twisting and pulling lightly, making you groan lightly into the kiss. He knew all your sweet spots like the back of his hand, and he intended on proving this to you over the course of the night. 
Seungmin finally pulled away from your mouth, looking down at you as you pouted from the loss. The smirk that formed on his face was devilish, but knowing he was turned on from just a short make out session was enough to make your cunt soak through your panties. 
“Open wide, princess.” His pet names always made you melt, and before your brain could comprehend what he was trying to do, your jaw had pliantly gone slack for him to wrap the leather straps around your head and settle the ball between your lips. Once the gag was fastened, he sat back and looked at the beautiful view under him: you. He was almost swooning before his dick twitched in his pants, reminding him on the task at hand. “You’re gonna stay nice and quiet for me, right?”
Without thinking, you try to squeak out a yes only to be muffled by the silicon ball which is quickly becoming covered in your spit from your resting tongue. Nothing this, you nod urgently, slightly lifting your hips for him to take your soaked panties off.
“Oh, and you wore my favorite pair. How thoughtful.” Seungmin’s left hand holds down your hips while his right hand swipes over your panties, applying pressure to your aching cunt. He can feel how wet you are, but he still wants to play with you before giving you what you so desperately desire. He presses his impressive bulge into your cunt, making you writhe from the stimulation that just isn’t enough for you to feel satisfied. To make matters worse (or better), you couldn’t even tell Seungmin how much of a tease he was being. All you could do was lay back and pray that he’d stuff his cock into you eventually.
You move your hands from above your head to your legs, helping spread them for your boyfriend to get a better angle at your cunt, but he swiftly slaps you away and moves your hands back over your head. Seungmin tsks, unsure whether or not he should get the rope out to keep your arms bound above your head. 
“Good girls keep their hands to themselves, right?” Again, you nod like your life depended on it. “Then keep your hands there, unless my baby wants to be punished?”
You shook your head left to right, hopefully displaying just how much you didn’t want to get punished. As much of a masochist as you were, at this moment in time, you just wanted to cum as many times as Seungmin would allow you to. 
“Mmm, good girl.” He grinds into you again, rolling his hips against your clothed pussy, making sure your fully saturated panties leave a wet mark on his sweatpants. He hisses, cock painfully pressing against the fabric of his pants. Luckily, he didn’t bother wearing boxers. He knew how happy you would be to see him, after all. “You want my cock, baby?” 
High-pitched moans left your throat, and while they were being muffled, they were well loud enough for Seungmin to get the idea. Once more, you lift your hips, and this time Seungmin pulls your panties down by the center and throws them to the side, quickly followed by his shirt. You get an incredible view of his sculpted abs, and you felt like the luckiest girl in the world knowing you were the only one who got to see them. 
“If you want my cock so bad, you’re gonna have to beg for it.” Your eyes go wide as he laughs sadistically, fully realizing what he just said before he even said it. You jerk your hips up and down, pressing against his raging boner that was still concealed under his pants. Even though he was covered, the imprint from his cock made you want him more, as if that was possible. You could perfectly see the outline of his cock, and the darkened area around his tip pinpointed just how big his cock was. 
He shimmies his sweatpants down just enough to reveal his V line. Just before you can see where his happy trail ends, he stops. The whines coming from you can’t be silenced by the gag, and your pathetic noises are music to his ears. 
“I’m gonna fuck you raw.” His eyes squint at you, taking careful note of every expression you make. Your eyes threaten to roll back in your head at just the thought, but you still attempt to show some semblance of control. “You like being filled with my cum, huh? You like when I make you leak my cum like the little whore you are?” 
You moan in response to every question, but your eyes stay focused on his hands resting on the waistband of his pants. When he runs out of ways to tease you with his words, he kicks his sweatpants off, his long cock hitting his abs and falling back into Seungmin’s hand. He strokes himself a few times, groaning from his own touch. He looked like a Greek god, and you ate up every bit of it. 
“Is my little girl ready?” No matter what, Seungmin always liked to remind you of how small you looked compared to him. He loved to ruin your little body, even gloating to his friends that you’re so tiny compared to him. It wasn’t even just his height, it was also how his cock made you feel like you were being split in half. As painful as it could be, you loved every minute of it. “I’m not gonna hold back, baby.”
Seungmin pushes into you, going balls deep within seconds. He holds himself deep inside you, watching your face contort from the indescribable mix of pain and pleasure. His hands hold your hips before moving up to squeeze your waist and rub your stomach over the evident indent of his cock rearranging your organs. 
“Fuck, s-so tight.” He felt like he was about to snap, pressing lightly down onto your stomach to feel your walls enclose on him even more. When he started to thrust, things only got more difficult. You rolled your hips in sync with his, the sounds and scent of sex filling your stuffy bedroom on the cold winter night. Seungmin’s moans were always so pretty, and tonight was no exception. If anything, they sounded even nicer than before, but that also might have just been the added feeling of having him violate your pussy like he owned your body. The drag of his cock against your walls made you throw your head back with the pleasure becoming overwhelming in an instant. With your neck exposed, Seungmin took the opportunity to gently wrap his hand around your throat, pressing into the sides to make you choke just enough for you to tighten around him. 
You felt a familiar knot tighten in your core, and you knew you were close. If you could beg for Seungmin, you would, but given the circumstances, all you could do was sloppily moan and hope he understood, which by the convulsions of your pussy around him, he did understand. His eyes went from your bulging stomach to your face. There were tear stains running down your cheeks, and you looked so pitiful and desperate. The sight alone made him stop his thrusts so he didn’t cum, but he soon got back in the rhythm of punching your cervix with his tip. 
“Cum on my cock, pretty girl.” His hand that wasn’t on your neck went to play with your clit, his fingers circling the bud in the same rhythm as his hips thrusting into you. Your eyes were begging to him, wordlessly displaying all of your neediness with only a glance. “Show me how much you missed me.”
Nearly on cue, the knot in your stomach snapped, sending you over the edge with an intense orgasm. Your cunt clenched and convulsed around Seungmin’s twitching cock. His pace never let up: mercilessly fucking you through your orgasm. Every nerve was on end, and you felt like you were on cloud nine before crashing back down to Earth with the feeling of painful overstimulation that you loved so much. It didn’t last long, though. Seungmin shot his cum while he was bottomed out inside you, coating your walls in his milky white seed. He huffed and cursed as he held your body to his, stilling inside you onto to fuck his cum inside you once he was finished unloading. When he pulled out, his spurts of cum leaked down onto the bed from your fucked-out hole, and it looked so hot, Seungmin almost got hard again. 
“Lean up, princess.” You raised your head off the bed for Seungmin to release you from the gag, placing the toy on your bedside table. “Let me clean you up.” 
Seungmin disappears into the bathroom and returns with a dampened wash rag to wipe the sweat from your forehead and clean the mixture of cum from your cunt. All you could do was lay there and accept the gracious care from your loving boyfriend.
He tossed the rag on the floor and collapsed next to you, pulling you close and nuzzling into you. The smell of his cologne was now mixed with sweat and musk, but you didn’t mind. He held you like he never wanted to let you go, like you were his forever, and in his mind, you were. 
“Merry Christmas, Y/n.” He kisses your forehead and pets the hair away from your face, revealing your glimmering eyes. Despite what just happened minutes prior, you felt like the most loved woman on the planet. 
“Merry Christmas, Seungmin.”
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diphthongsfordays · 3 years ago
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Word Find Game
Tagged by @sleepyowlwrites, thanks Sleepy! Our tag-back-but-not-quite-tag-back routine continues, lol. I cannot be stopped.
Tired (Deathdancer - Ailin POV)
Two small knives were hidden in her belt, two more at her ankles, a final two on her forearms. She tapped them silently, warm metal on her fingertips, tired of blood.
Not tonight, she promised, with no solid idea how to keep her word.
She couldn’t fail. If she failed, the backup was murder.
Dream (Firetide Rising 4)
“So strip it all away," said Kina. "Everything people see as greatness when they look at me. Diver, Dreamer, Dragon. Get rid of it. What’s left?”
The barest trace of a smile flitted over Nali’s face, through her tears.
“Just you,” she whispered.
“And if we pull it all away from you,” Kina continued. “Princess of Kelri, mage, scholar, teacher, revolutionary. What’s left?”
“That’s different.”
“No, it’s not.”
They stared at each other for a long moment. The sun was low now, painting the clouds in streaks of brilliant red and gold, the sunset reflecting in the waves like rippling paint.
“What’s left, Nali?” Kina prompted, gently.
“Just me,” whispered Nali, her voice mixing with the waves and the soft sea breeze.
“That’s all that’s ever mattered,” said Kina. “Just you, that’s all I ever wanted.”
Nali sank to her knees in the waves. Kina went with her, cool water bubbling over her bare feet.
Appetite Hungry (Deathdancer - Ailin POV)
Ailin stood in the dust. Knives heavy in her hands, she flexed her toes as the crowd cheered.
Across the fighting pit, the pale man saluted her with a glittering longsword, his face distorted by a hungry smile. Someone had called him Korchi.
Several old bloodstains showed through the sand between them, highlighted by the pounding heat from the desert sun.
Effort (Deathdancer - Zaul POV)
“You’ve got more nerves than you realize,” Ailin warned him gently, tapping a finger against his clenched fist. “Try to settle. Take a deep breath. Let it out.”
Zaul tried it. The breath ached, lungs pressing into his ribs, and he bit down a cough.
“Maybe not that deep,” Ailin suggested, patting his hand. “But good effort.”
BONUS
Considerate Consider (Deathdancer - Ailin POV)
Ailin considered him. He was still staring at her, almost unblinking, dark eyes reflecting lines of dim light seeping around the curtain.
He was pushing her. Manipulating. Ailin frowned at him, trying to work through his reasoning.
It didn’t take long.
“You want me to find them,” she guessed. “The person, and the answers.”
“I think you want to find them,” Dymas shrugged.
“Don’t play games with me, I’m not stupid.”
She winced again. What had come over her? She knew better.
But somehow, Dymas didn’t seem to mind. He sat back, eyes wide for a moment, clearly reconsidering her.
“No,” he agreed, eventually. “No, I suppose you’re not.”
Blessing (Deathdancer - Ailin POV)
“Now we wait?” asked Zaul.
Ailin just nodded, settling her chin onto her folded arms.
“I’m not good at waiting,” he muttered, picking at his hair.
“That sounds like a personal problem.”
Ailin winced at her brazenness, but Zaul just chuckled.
“Give it half and hour and you’ll wish it was just my personal problem,” he warned, shooting her a grin that didn’t reach his eyes. “I was blessed with the ability to speak and trust me that is everyones problem. You’ll be ready to murder me yourself.”
“Do people often tell you they want to murder you?”
“Only when I don’t shut up,” he shrugged, shoulders far stiffer than the forced ease in his voice.
“That sounds lonely.”
“It was,” he sighed, turning back to the street, grin fading. “Maybe it still is, I don’t really know. I got used to it.”
I tag (no pressure!!): @akindofmagictoo, @winterandwords, @hyba, @afoolandathief, @papercutsunset and open tag for anyone who wants it!!
Your words are: Awake, Nightmare, Full, Easy, Reluctant
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hollanderfangirl · 4 years ago
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Let me give you a massage? |Sam Holland|
A/N: so this is pretty much how I was feeling yesterday. This was originally an idea for Harry but I’m in a Sam mood lol. And this just reminded me of that video where Sam was massaging a chicken???? 
Warnings: none
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You kept tossing and turning, unable to sleep. The room seemed so cold and your whole body was aching, you felt so cold, you held on tightly on the blanket, but it did no good, you were shivering. You didn’t want to wake Sam up as you knew he was tired, he needed the rest.  You just wanted to sleep, that was all you wanted. You were so tired and sleepy but you were just not able to. You stayed awake the whole night. Just jumping from thought to thought. From memory to memory. You had thought about everything in your life tonight, good or bad, your thoughts were so rapid, but sleep wasn’t coming to you. You were still wide awake at 3 am in the morning, your feet and hands ice cold and your forehead burning up. You were gasping for breath, but there wasn’t any air to breathe.  
“Babe?” Sam says groggily, he was still half asleep but he sensed something was wrong.
“Nothing go back to sleep”
“Wh- what happened?” he yawned and pulled you closer. “Wait why are you burning up?” he moves his hand up to your forehead immediately. “You have a fever, y/n”
“No I’m fine, go back to sleep,” you did not want to bother him, he was already so caring and was always there for you when you needed him. But at this moment you were just feeling so miserable, and you wanted to handle it by yourself. Well how long can my body go on without sleep? I have to fall asleep at one point.
“No you have a fever, why didn’t you wake me up?” he got up and sat down on the bed, turning the lights on.
“I- I’m just so tired,” you were tearing up now, you had been in pain all night and you knew that all you needed was some rest, just some sleep. “And it’s so cold, why the hell is it so cold?”
“Hey, come here,” he pulls you into a hug and brushes off the few tears from your eyes.
“And….my back hurts so much, I couldn’t sleep the whole night, it’s 3 in the fucking morning. And I managed to stay awake for who knows how many hours,” you were full on crying now, pooling his t-shirt, but he held you closer and tighter than ever, slowly running his hands through your hair.  
“Let me give you a massage?” you look up and him, with blurry eyes and you could see him smiling down at you. “And I’ll get you my hoodie and turn the room heater on, okay? And then in the morning I’ll make you some soup, you’ll be better in no time, you just need some rest now, love”
“Yeah” he detaches himself from you and leaves the room for a few minutes.
He comes back with his black hoodie, which you adored. It takes all of your strength to get up and he puts the hoodie on you. He takes a little massage oil into his hands and rubs it in between his palms to get it warm. He takes you into his arms again and slowly slips his hands underneath the hoodie, and under your shirt. He uses a little pressure with his thumbs drawing small circles along the dimples of your back. He had a gentle grip on your hips, while his calloused fingers moved slowly but with the required strength, up and down the curve of your back.
You felt a little better, you were warmer now, and your body was relaxed. You could feel his warm breath on your skin and his smell from the hoodie seemed to calm you down. He gave you a few kisses on your forehead while he whispered “it’s alright, it’s alright, everything will be fine, baby”
You didn’t know when you fell asleep, but the last thing you heard was him saying goodnight to you. You couldn’t hear it but you knew he did.
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Honor and Blood (Ivar the Boneless)
Beginnings and endings
Synopsis: The naming ceremony and Silas’s punishment
Warnings: Murder, angst, fluff, gore
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Vanya sat in the Great Hall next to Ivar in a new white dress, her hair loose around her shoulders. She observed the marks on the table, trailing her fingers over them. Everyone around her talked, too, focused on their plans of Silas's punishment to even notice her despair.
The man from her dreams, Hoenir, sat on her right, while Ivar sat on her left. Brynja and Margrethe run around their table, serving their meal. It has been two days since Vanya returned home. She got some deserved rest, but her mind was plagued with her worries.
They wouldn't let her see her son; sometimes, when everything grew quiet, she could hear him cry. It tore at her heart, but according to the healers, she was in no state to be near a newborn. During her time on the run, she caught a cold, her fever was high, and she felt like throwing up after every meal.
Listening to the Ragnarsson, Aslaug, Floki, and Helga argue about what to do with Silas wasn't what she yearned to do. "Are you alright, Vanya?" Brynja questioned her a soft hand on her shoulder, steadying the swaying princess. Vanya nodded tiredly and leaned against Ivar's shoulder.
The Viking entwined their hands together and kissed her damp temple.
He asked her to stay in bed, but Vanya knew she had to be there, no matter how much she hated it. She sentenced Silas to death; it's her duty to help choose the way he will die. "Let's burn him alive," Hvitserk suggested once again, causing his brothers to roll their eyes.
"Slit his throat, that's what he wanted to happen to Vanya." Sigurd countered, but the others disagreed again.
"Too kind, it must be more painful and drawn out." Ivar reminded them, his left hand in a tight fist while his right one squeezed Vanya's hand tighter, to remember that she is here.
Floki raised his cup and giggled in the mad way he always does. "Skin him alive." He offered but was shot down as well. Everyone kept suggesting different methods of execution, all rejected one by one. It was getting tiring for Vanya, draining her of the last bits of strength she regained.
"Maybe you should lay down, Vanya. You don't look so good." Ubbe softly told her, looking at her with tender eyes. She looked broken, her left hand wrapped in bandages to cover her cut. There was also a bandage on the cauterized wound on her shoulder. It would scar, which she didn't care about. Ivar was right; it was a sign of survival, a proof of her strength.
She shook her head and straightened in her seat to look healthier than she felt. "I can't sleep or rest anymore. I need to be here so Silas can be dealt with. He needs to die a painful death, I promised him that, and that's what will happen. No arrows or drowning or hanging. My brother needs to suffer as I suffered; at least I am sparing him the pain of not knowing if you will survive." She spat angrily, slumping back in her chair, exhausted. How pathetic was she? She couldn't even talk without getting tired.
She sighed and moved to stand up, Hoenir rising as well. The silent stranger followed her around like a shadow. He sat in front of her hut with his sword drawn, only letting family and Brynja in. The servant found his mysteriousness and silence charming, Vanya found it eerie. She yearned for human contact, not a silent wall lurking around. Ivar spent every waking moment by her side as well, always checking on her and touching her in some way. More for his sanity than her's.
He didn't check on their son either, too afraid to leave her alone. Vanya was thankful for his protectiveness; she missed it. But she yearned for her son as well, what if he was sick as well?
Vanya made her way towards their chambers and laid down to sleep with Ivar by her side, wrapped around her like a vice, but still somehow comforting. She could feel his chest fall and rise against her back, but sleep wouldn't take her. Her eyes were wide open, and her heartbeat frantically, on guard despite being safe. Nightmares plagued her rest nearly every night, dreams of drowning, freezing, or waking up to her son's corpse in her arms.
Everyone treated her like a broken toy, too scarred by what happened to her to be whole again. In the end, Silas had won. Nine months ago, he sent her here to wither and die. And now she looks half dead and feels hollow. With a shuttering breath, Vanya slowly crawled out of Ivar's arms and into the street, walking past Hoenir, who slept by the door. She shook him awake and made him follow her to the hut where Silas is held.
"Are you sure you want to see him?" The Silent wandered questioned her, but the ginger only nodded and ordered the guards to let her in.
The hut was lit with candles and smelled of wine and piss. Two aromas that Silas always despised, how fitting that it would be the last things he would know. "She lives." A voice rasped from a corner startling her.
With some difficulty and grunts, Silas rose from his hiding place behind the bed. He looked just as bad as her. Two days in a cell, and he was filthy, drunk, and pathetic. It suited him, pain, and despair. "You look terrible."
He chuckled and collapsed back into a chair, the furniture nearly topping over from the force. "I always imagined myself immortal. Forever alive and in people's minds. And here I am. Covered in piss, looking like some kitchen rat." He spat on the ground glaring at everything around him.
Vanya took his sorry state in, tucking it into the back of her mind to remember him by. Not the cruel King with a crown on his head, but as nothing better than a beggar with one foot in the grave. "You are human, just like everyone else. Everyone dies, Silas. Even Kings."
Silas scoffs and hurls his cup towards her, the guards and Hoenir barge in but stand back when Vanya raises a hand, palm facing Silas. "It's alright. Please leave." The three men leave brother and sister alone to talk. One last conversation before Silas pays for his crimes.
Her brother watches the display of power that Vanya possesses and reached towards the last piece of bread he had left. He tore at it like a savage, disgusting even himself. All his grace and power stripped away by his sister, how the tables have turned. "You mean Father, don't you?"
Vanya looked at him, puzzled, unaware of what he meant by the comment. But Silas didn't wait for her to question him, he pointed the finger at her and chuckled. "You always talked of that bastard. Alive or dead, you worshipped him, even though there was nothing special about him. You have no idea what kind of inconsiderate prick he was."
"Father was a good person, far better than you or me." Vanya insisted, not letting him insult their late father.
Silas sneered and threw a piece of bread at her, that she batted away before it hit her face. She frowned at his ridiculous behavior, fed up with his dramatics. "Of course, you would think that you were his favorite. You were the obedient child with big sad doe eyes. Do you know what I was? I was the embarrassment, the reject. I was three, and he called me a monster. All because I didn't follow his rules."
The ginger shook her head and walked closer to Silas. "Father loved you, but you were always so quick to start a fight. He tried to make you a good king, but you rejected him, and now here we are."
"Ah, yes, here we are. The Monster and the Gifted one." Silas swallowed the last piece of bread and spread his arms wide in a mocking gesture. He didn't love me, or you or anyone else. Osmond used people, you stupid wench! He married a girl half his age, filled her with seed, and when the child didn't meet his expectations, he threw them both away and fucked everything pretty. And then you were born, perfect little Vanya - the Gracious gift of God. You nodded along to everything and did as he said. Other than me, who had his own opinions."
Vanya scoffed and licked her dry lips to hold back the foul words on the tip of her tongue. "Father was a good King and a better parent than Mother. You spat, beat, and laughed at other children. You were always rotten, Silas. And Father knew it, so did Mother."
"I did it to get attention; no one would pay attention to the reject! Before you were born, I was the perfect firstborn. But not to him! To Father, I was the little monstrosity that refused to keep quiet about his affair. I was three and saw him fucking another woman. I told Mother, and he grew angry with me, by the time you were born, I was a bastard in their eyes. The one that destroyed their marriage, as if I was the one getting his dick wet behind my wife's back."
The princess stared at Silas in shock, Osmond always said that his son was born cruel. To think all of the cruelty, hate, and violence came from their parent's treatment. Siflaed was a neglectful mother, and it turns out Osmond was no better. Vanya always saw him as a smart man with good intentions, when in truth, he was nothing like that.
"He was a good King, true. But a terrible Father, husband, and person. Just like me." Silas smirked at his small victory, while Vanya frowned at him. "He treated you better because you were naive and gullible. All the talk of duty, putting the kingdom first and God. You were born to be a bargaining chip, just like Mother, married off to the highest bidder. Face it; there is no kindness in our blood."
"I am not you or them!" Vanya insisted, causing Silas to laugh.
"If that's what you like to believe."
Vanya slammed her hands against the table, startling Silas. She huffed and got in his face, her eyes as cold as ice. "You did horrible things to me and everyone around you. I am nothing like you."
"If you want to blame anyone, then blame Stithulf."
"Stithulf didn't order men to murder three people!" Vanya spat at him, remembering the blonde man who talked to her about Silas as a King. How charming he seemed, the two-faced bastard.
"He reminded me what a threat you and your child pose to my reign. He told me the only way to ensure my glory and throne was to kill anyone who wants to take it away. First you and your child, then Mother's brother Æthelric. He said I was meant to rule, that the world would remember me. And they will. These heathens of yours will kill me, probably torture as well. And the church will name me a martyr for my faith, and history will remember me as Silas the Great." Silas boasted, throwing his arms around and nearly falling out of his chair in the process.
Vanya shook her head and looked at the cross on his desk, the one he gifted her, their father's cross. "Only those who lived a righteous life can be names martyrs. You executed, hurt, and humiliated people. You are no saint, Silas, and the church won't care for your death. Terrible people don't go to heaven."
The older Saxon rose from the chair and leaned against the table, looking into his wine cup. "Then, I shall see you in Hell. That's where you heathen scum will all go. And we can burn side by side as we did in our cribs." He raised his cup and downed it in one go before letting it slip through his fingers and hit the ground. "Farewell, Sister."
He stumbled towards his bed and collapsed on it face first, his white shirt falling lower, exposing his shoulder blades. Vanya watched his naked back, she then turned on her heel and left the hut to return to her own. She made a decision. Yesterday Ivar explained to her all the ways Vikings executed people, and one seemed perfect to Vanya now.
Her husband sat up in their bed, looking at Vanya with tired eyes. "Where did you go? Are you hurt?"
"Blood eagle," Vanya answered, confusing Ivar further.
"What?"
She sighed and sat down next to him, looking into his eyes. "The way we should kill Silas. You should Blood Eagle him after the naming ceremony." She explained as Ivar nodded, still confused about the sudden decision.
Vanya closed her eyes and took a deep breath, feeling her shoulders get lighter. As if the weight on them dropped, making breathing easier than before. She opened her icy eyes again and stared into her husband's stormy hues. "What is it, Min elskede (My beloved)?"
She chuckled at the tender tone, having missed the endearment more than she thought was possible. "I was terrified out there, Ivar. I thought I would never see you or Kattegat ever again." Tears gathered in her eyes, her lips shaking from the oncoming sobs.
Ivar cupped her cheek and wiped her tear away with his thumb. "You are here now. And nobody will ever take you away from me. I will never let anyone harm you or our son again."
Vanya sobbed and flung herself into his arms, breathing in his scent and hugging him tightly, as if it was all a dream that would disappear if she let go. "From now on, you never have to be afraid, Vanya. I will protect you both. No one, not even death, will ever lay a hand on you again!"
Ivar kissed her temple before she pulled back and stared into his eyes, looking for any sign of lies or uncertainty. But she found none, all she saw was honesty and rage. Anger that he let anyone harm them. "You have to swear it, Ivar! Promise me." She begged desperately, afraid to ever have to fight for her life again.
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"I promise and swear on my life and the Gods. I will never, ever let anyone harm you or our son. No matter what it might take to keep you both safe, I will do everything and more to protect you. From now on, you'll both be safe and sound. I oath not to enter Vallhalla if I brake this promise. I swear on my arm ring."
Vanya leaned against his chest and sighed in satisfaction, with one less problem on her mind, she slept easier. Her son's absence still plagued her mind, but the sooner everything was done, the sooner she could have him in her arms again. 
The next morning, five days since their son's birth, they all stood gathered in the Great Hall once again, revealing the plan to Blood Eagle Silas. "And who will do it? Ivar can't stand." Sigurd pointed out, making his brother snarl at him.
"It doesn't matter. We can give him a chair, or let someone else do it." Vanya jumped in before a fight broke out. She was in no mood to watch them argue; the most important thing right now is that Silas dies; it doesn't matter by whose hand. 
Everyone nodded, looking at the wedded couple glued to each other's hip. Vanya still looked sick and weak, but the more she clung to Ivar, the straighter her back got, and the higher she held her head. She was gaining back the confidence she gathered during her nine months of marriage to their brother. There were still bits of fear and edginess visible, but with Ivar and Hoenir shadowing her, she breathed easier. 
"You are on edge." Sigurd pointed out, voicing what everyone was thinking. Vanya locked gaze with him and smiled to reassure them.
"I..." A cry interrupted her sentence; a child was crying somewhere. "I miss my son, that's all. They still won't let me see him." 
Aslaug frowned at the information and looked at her youngest son for confirmation. Ivar nodded and took Vanya's hand in his, trying to comfort his sad wife. The Queen rose from her seat and left the Ragnarssons, Vanya, Torvi, and Hoenir. 
When she returned, it was with the sound of a crying infant. She opened the door with a babe in her arms, cradling it softly, trying to calm it down. "Mother?" Questioned Ubbe, confused, carrying his nephew towards Vanya.
The ginger looked at Aslaug bewildered, as the older woman laid the child into her arms. "You went through hours of horrendous labor and near death for this child. If anyone deserves to hold him, it is you." Aslaug smiled at Vanya, who hugged her son closer to her, the boy calming down the moment he smelled her scent. 
The child reached out with his little hand and grasped a fiery lock, playing with it while staring up at her, sniffling slightly. Vanya smiled at his teary gaze and wiped his tears, stroking his smooth chubby cheek. "Looks like he just missed his mother. What a surprise from Ivar's child." 
Aslaug and Vanya frowned at Sigurd's comment but ignored it as Ivar was too engrossed at looking at the little version of himself in his wife's arms. "That is the safest child in Kattegat." Hvitserk pointed out, looking at the calm baby slobbering over Vanya's hair.
Bjorn snorted and patted Vanya and Ivar on the shoulder. "With a mother ready to burn kingdoms down and a father into ritual sacrifice? It only fits with a grandson of Ragnar Lothbrok." 
The others nodded along while Vanya looked at Ivar with a raised eyebrow. At Ivar's confused stare, she smiled down at the babe. "Hold your hands out, Ivar. You should hold him too." 
Ivar looked at the frail newborn and shook his head. "I will drop him, Vanya." 
The redhead rolled her eyes and passed the child towards him despite his protests. "You are holding him with your arms, not your legs. Bond with him, he didn't see that much of you." She spoke softly, not meaning it in a mean way. 
With tender eyes, Ivar looked at his son, noting the wiggling legs under the fur. He would walk one day, run around just like Ivar's brothers could. At least in something, the gods were merciful; they listened to his prayers and made his son strong and healthy. Just like his mother prophesied, and his son would be like his grandmother. He would have visions, Hoenir, and Aslaug were sure of it. 
"Did you think of a name?" Ubbe asked, watching his serene nephew. 
"Yes. But it's a surprise." Vanya revealed giggling at Torvi and Hvitserk, cooing at the babe who frowned at them in return. 
In the heathen culture, nine days after a babe is born, the naming ceremony is held. Vatni ausinn is a ritual where the father acknowledges the child and names it. Ivar sat in a chair with their son on his knee, sprinkling the babe with water. 
"My son, Aros!" He announced to the room while his babe everyone cheered in delight. Ubbe nudged Vanya, who stood next to him, clapping. The redhead looked up at him with a questioning look at the older males smug look.
"From the river's mouth? Really?" He asked about the name meaning while Vanya shrugged.
"It fits, does it not?"
"I guess it does." He looked back towards his little brother, cradling his firstborn lovingly. "Aros Ivarsson."
After the ceremony, Ivar and Vanya returned to their hut, with Hoenir following behind them. Her husband was about to order some thralls to fill their tub with water when Brynja ran towards them. "Wait, My Prince. Let me do it. I would like to spend some time with Vanya anyway. If you were to permit it."
Ivar looked at Vanya in question, but the ginger smiled at him reassuringly. "Go. I could use a distraction before tomorrow. And Hoenir will be outside; we will be fine. Have fun with your brothers." She reassured him, kissing his forehead and sending him off.
The Prince and wanderer left the hut, the girls cold Hoenir sitting outside on the bench, but ignored his presence. Vanya turned on her heel to look at Brynja, who smiled at her softly, her eyes glassy. 
"What's wrong? Are you unwell?" Vanya frantically ran to the other redhead's side, pulling her towards the bed to sit down. Brynja laughed at the worried mother and shook her head, her curls bouncing around her.
"I am just happy to see you again. My life would be very boring without you, My Princess." She confessed, hugging Vanya, careful of the sleepy babe in her arms. Vanya embraced the older ginger with her left arm, enjoying the affection Brynja gave her.
Truth is Brynja is her only true friend here, that she befriended outside of marriage. Of course, Ubbe, Torvi, Hvitserk, and Bjorn are her friends as well. But if it weren't for her marriage to Ivar, she would have never talked to them. Vanya liked to believe her, and Brynja would be friends even if it weren't for Ivar. If she ever were to get divorced, Brynja would still be her friend. 
The curly-haired ginger had a pure heart, contagious smile, and shared Vanya's love for children. She gave the best advice and listened to her complaining without any remarks. For every complaint Vanya told her, Brynja gave two. Servant or not, she was a good girl and an even better friend.
"I bought you a gift!" Brynja cheered, letting Vanya put Aros into his crib. Floki made it for the babe from the boat meant to serve as their coffin if they were found dead. It was quite morbid, but Vanya didn't mind it that much, and Aros seemed comfortable. 
The Viking girl showed her a present wrapped in a cloth. She laid it on Vanya's lap and mentioned for her to open it. Brynja was giddy, and in turn, Vanya became giddy as well, she unwrapped the gift and looked inside to see the neckline of a dress. The fabric was blue with white lacings. 
"You bought me a dress?" Vanya asked, confused, looking up at the sheepish ginger.
"Made actually. It's not as pretty as the ones you make or the ones you buy. I don't know how to make dresses like that, so it's plainer." Brynja apologized, frowning down at the dress, no longer as excited as before.
Vanya shook her head and walked towards the mirror with the gift in hand. Watching herself in the mirror, Vanya marveled at the simple dress. It wasn't as lavish as the dresses Vanya was used to having, but she liked its look. "It's beautiful. I bet it's comfortable as well." She reassured the other female twirling around with the dress to see it flow in the air.
"I made it for your name day, but I didn't get to give it to you." With a  bashful smile, Brynja watched the Princess gush over the dress. It took her a long time to make the dress, but the smile was worth all her frustration with the fabric. And all the times her father laughed at her pricking her finger. 
Vanya turned on her heel and looked at Brynja, shocked. "You wasted money on me!" She cried out mortified, the fact that the poor girl bought fabric to create the dress. But Brynja shook her head and shrugged the issue off. 
The young mother carefully set the dress down on the bed and skipped to her wardrobe to look inside. "You must choose one of mine, even if you sell it. I can't just accept a gift like that and give you nothing in return!"
Brynja shook her head at the frantic Princess and observed her rummaging through all the dresses she owned. "That's what gifts are for, Vanya. You give them out of love, not expecting anything back."
"Nonsense!" Vanya fussed and turned towards the other ginger. Brynja's smile was tired, and her eyes pleading. She didn't want anything in return, but that didn't sit with Vanya. "Choose whatever dress you want. If not for yourself, then for me. You gave me a gift out of love. So chose yours."
Brynja smiled at that and walked to the closet to find a dress for herself. In the end, she chose a purple one with long dark sleeves. "Purple. Like your favorite flowers."
"You remember?" Brynja blinked at Vanya in astonishment while Vanya mockingly rolled her eyes, smirking.
She circled the older female in front of the mirror and stopped behind her, propping her chin on her shoulder. "Of course, I remember. I always remember small things like that. But don't ask me anything important. I do forget these things very easily." Brynja chuckled and felt the soft fabric with her fingers, liking the feel of it. It was obviously expensive, but the servant wouldn't complain to Vanya. "How is your father, anyway? Is he better?"
Brynja hummed and laid the dress on the bed, neatly folding it and wrapping it in the cloth from Vanya's gift. "Stronger every day, which he keeps showing off. I think he fell in love with the neighbor's widow. He keeps running around shirtless and lifting heavy things."
Vanya laughed at the image of Brynja's father only in his breeches, smiling every time he sees the widow. "Maybe he is taking the lack of children in his own hands. Trying to create some little ones on his own."
"Oh, gods! I hope not; he is too old." Brynja gagged and smirked at Vanya, crowding closer and whispering into her ear. "I would rather make some of my own. But there are no men good enough."
The Princess sighed and sat down on her bed, looking up at the cheeky ginger. "And why are you whispering? Are you afraid that the man outside might hear?"
"I saw his face once, quite handsome. A bath would do him wonders. And new clothes." Brynja confessed, gushing over Hoenir. The seventeen-year-old mother shook her head, and teasingly smiled at Brynja.
"My, my, is someone in love?"
"Hush, Vanya! Or I will regret missing you at all!" Brynja joked back, fake glaring at the taller girl, while she laughed it off. It was good to be back and joke around, forgetting what is going to happen tomorrow.
The two girls walked to the door after the bath was prepared, saying goodbye for the night. Vanya watched her go with a small smile, thankful for her visit. She then turned on her heel and sat down next to Hoenir, who looked at her in confusion. 
At least she suspected it to be confusion; it's hard to tell in the dark when he has his hood on. "I wanted to thank you for the advice you gave me in my dreams."
"No need to do that. You would have survived anyway; I had a vision of our meeting. It couldn't happen if you died before we met. My job now is to make certain you don't die from here on." His voice was smooth, yet a little bit rusty and monotone like always. She wondered if he felt any emotions or just his them pretty well.
"Then I thank you for that instead. But I wish for you to find a hut, not just a bench or a piece of fur outside of ours."
Hoenir shook his head and looked down at her cold frame. "I need to be near if somebody were to attack you."
"Ivar will be with me."
"Doesn't mean you will be safe."
Vanya sighed and looked out towards the sleepy streets of Kattegat, smiling softly. "I am safe. I am home, surrounded by friends and family. I have nothing to fear."
Hoenir scoffed and leaned back, ignoring the persistent ginger by his side. Vanya looked at him, expecting an explanation of his behavior, but he gave her none. "Say what you want to, Hoenir. If we are to spend a lot of time together, you should be able to say what you want to."
"You are very annoying."
"I know. Get used to it." She smiled at him cheekily, causing him to shake his head and stand up. Vanya looked at him in confusion, till he pointed at a crawling shape in the dark. 
"Your husband's coming. And I have a hut to find. I don't want to hear anything I shouldn't." Vanya nodded, satisfied until the meaning behind the words hit her.
"We wouldn't if you were outside! That's so improper!" She scolded him, blushing madly. Did Hoenir really think that she and Ivar would sleep together if he were right outside their door? 
He shrugged his broad shoulders and pulled his cloak tighter around his body. "You never know. I believe I have to take a bath, as well."
Vanya looked at him, shocked, and blushed even harder. "You heard?"
"Some of it. I am a better listener than a talker. So get used to it as well, Princess."
"Call me, Vanya. Please."
"As you wish, Vanya. Goodnight, Sleep well. Both of you." With that, Hoenir sidestepped Ivar on the porch and stalked off towards a random hut, entering it and closing the door behind him.
"Whose hut it that?" She questioned her husband, who watched the wanderer walk off as well. 
"His. Mother gave it to him." He shrugged, crawling inside with Vanya behind him bewildered. The wretched man had a home all along and stayed in front of their hut instead. She didn't know if to be moved by his dedication or annoyed by his stubbornness. "Did you take your bath yet?"
"Not yet." She had her back turned to him while he sat by the tub. She put the dress away and slowly unbraided her hair. "Did you make a decision on who will kill Silas?"
"I will do it. Torvi went into labor. He will be with her, and I will Blood Eagle the little Monster." Ivar boasted pridefully, making her sigh. 
She brushed through her hair and put the tie that kept it together safely away to find it in the morning. "Let's hope the Gods are with Torvi, and the child will be born soon."
"If it's born sooner, Bjorn can kill your brother in my steed. It should be me killing him! I thought I lost two of the most important people in my life. He didn't worry about you two as I did!" Ivar complained as he dragged himself towards the fire chairs by the fire and poured himself a cup of ale.
"Ivar." Vanya scolded, untying the laces of her dress. "Torvi shouldn't suffer so that Silas can die by your hand. She deserves better."
"I think so too, but she is the one who married Bjorn." 
Vanya spun on her heel, annoyed by his words. She froze with her mouth open, looking at him sitting there sipping on his cup. He raised his eyebrow at her sudden silence and waited for her mind to start working again.
"Put a shirt on, Ivar! I am trying to scold you!" Ivar smirked at her flustered state and leaned back in the chair, showing off his naked chest.
"Why? Do you not like the view." He asked cheekily, making her pout and skip over to him. Kissing his lips, to wipe the smug look off his face, Vanya pulled back, raising an eyebrow at his satisfied face.
"You are a pain, husband. You are lucky I love you."
Ivar grinned at her teasing words and kissed her knuckles, gazing into her steel-blue eyes. "Good. I would be hurt if you didn't." Vanya chuckled softly and connected their lips again, enjoying being in Ivar's arms once again. "What would I be without my Freyja."
Vanya groaned at his question and slapped his shoulder pouting. The Ragnarsson frowned at her reaction, hurt by her dismissal. "I used to think you were the cleverest man alive. And here you are calling me a goddess like the rest of them. I am not Freyja or Frigg!"
Vanya stood up from his lap, dropped her dress, and stepped into the wooden bathtub. Ivar shook his head and put his cup down, looking at her seriously. "You are perfect, full of light and love. You love me despite everything I am and didn't blame me once for your suffering. Vanya, you are my wife, a survivor, and the mother of my child, far more powerful than you believe yourself to be. Min elskede (My beloved), you are either a gift from the Gods or a Goddess yourself, I have no doubts about that."
Vanya smiled at his loving words, tears gathering at the corners of her eyes. "Do you really think I'm powerful?"
He chuckled at her question and pointed at himself. "I, for one, find you terrifying." She grinned at the answer and bashfully looked down into the water, trying to hide her blush behind a curtain of red locks. "Who else sees you as a goddess anyway?"
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"The people do. And Sigurd as well."
Ivar frowned at the last part and sourly drank the rest of his ale, while Vanya silently laughed at his jealousy. "He believes me to be a goddess because I endure you. But it's not such a hard task as everyone makes it out to be. I enjoy your presence quite a bit." She smirked secretly; her head turned to pick up a cloth to clean herself with. When she turned around, Ivar's face was close to hers, startling her.
The rag would have hit the floor if it wasn't for him catching it. The corner of his perfect lips lifted at Vanya's wide-eyed stare. He seemed like a predator, watching his prey, enjoying every second of the hunt.  "I enjoy your presence, as well, obviously."
"Obviously." Vanya echoed, hypnotized by his hungry stare, his eyes like a raging storm, pulling her in deeper. She leaned in to connect their lips, but Ivar pulled away and crawled towards the beds to look at their child instead. She scoffed at his teasing and cleaned herself, pouting the whole time.
She expected Ivar to leave her alone after his stunt, but luckily for her, he had other plans. The moment she sat down on their bed, he kissed her and laid her down on the furs, making love to her carefully, in case she was still in pain after giving birth not that long ago.
The next morning, they were woken up by their son, whining in his bed, hungry and rested. They both groaned, exhausted from last night's lovemaking. Ivar sat up in bed, lifted Aros, and handed him to Vanya so she could nurse their little treasure.
"Silas will be bought to the Hall after our meal," Ivar informed her, watching her for any sign of hesitancy. But there was none. She decided he deserved to die even before Aros was born, and the fact that he threatened her son's life was the last nail in his coffin. Silas would die a painful death and burn in Hell for all eternity.
"Then let's go. The sooner we eat, the sooner this will all be over. And I can gust over Bjorn's and Torvi's baby." Vanya spoke, burping Aros while Ivar got dressed. After he was done, he took the babe from her and allowed her to clothe herself as well.
When she laced up her white dress and braided her hair, she walked towards Ivar and took the babe from his embrace, smoothing down the little hairs on Aros's head. Ivar picked up his axe and put it on his belt, so he wouldn't have to return for it later. When Vanya saw this, she frowned. "Wait."
Ivar looked at her, confused, waiting for her to continue. She laid Aros down on their bed, ensuring he was secure and walked over to her husband again. She took his axe and trailed her finger the edge, testing the sharpness. The sharp bite of the blade and the bead of blood that flowed down her finger reassured her that it was indeed ready to be used.
The execution would be smoother this way, which meant the whole ordeal wouldn't take too long. No matter her hate for Silas, she would hate for him to suffer under a dull blade. He always said he deserved the best, Vanya thought that should include the weapon that would kill him too.
Ivar gazed up at her, not sure to question her behavior or not. She seemed like she was in a trance, too deep in her mind to remember that she wasn't alone. He softly pried the weapon from her soft fingers and laid it on his lap, taking her hand into his and sucking on the fingertip to stop the bleeding.
Vanya kneeled in front of him and kissed the steel of his weapon, looking up at him pleadingly. "Make him pay. For everything."
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"I will."
After breakfast, everyone gathered as Floki set up the posts where Silas would kneel. Ubbe walked to her side and tried to pull her back, but she wrenched her arm free and glared up at him.
"You don't have to be here, Vanya." Sigurd reminded her from her left, also looking at her with soft eyes like she would brake. As if she was weak, but he was wrong. They were all wrong. Vanya was a survivor like Ivar said.
The ginger shook her head and mentioned for Brynja to join her. She handed the babe to her and ordered Hoenir to take them to Ivar's and her hut. "I must be here. I have to see him die. If I don't, I will never be sure if it's over or not."
Ubbe watched her determined face and nodded, Sigurd on the other hand, scoffed and walked off, obviously displeased. "What is his problem?" Vanya asked, seeing the Ragnarsson stalk off, muttering under his breath.
Ubbe gave her a wry smile and shook his head. "He believes you to be tainted by Ivar. Sigurd thinks that he is forcing you into this. That he was the one who chose to Blood eagle Silas and not you."
Vanya scoffed at the explanation and glared at the retreating figure of the snake-eyed Viking. "If anybody deserves to see Silas die, then it's me. I was the one who spent three days in the middle of nowhere, freezing, bleeding, and starving. Silas made my life a living hell from the moment I can remember. I want him to suffer."
"I understand that. But Sigurd still sees you as that timid Princess who was forced to marry Ivar. Many of us do, but you have changed. You are stronger than before, more confident as well. But you don't have to force yourself. You did nearly faint at the mention of blood only nine months ago. No one would blame you if you needed to get some air."
Vanya smiled up at the worried Ragnarsson and linked her arms with his. "Then would you be so kind as to stand with me and catch me if I do faint? After all, you are my only friend left in the room."
Ubbe chuckled at that and led her towards a place near the door to have a good view and an escape route. Silas was dragged in by his arms, spitting insults at the men in English, not caring if they understood him or not. He was pulled on top of the podium and chained to the wooden posts, while a chair was positioned behind for Ivar to sit on. The Ragnarsson dragged himself up and sat down, looking for his wife, relieved to see her with Ubbe.
After a nod from her, he raised the axe and cut into Silas's flesh, a scream echoing around the hall. Vanya watched the display emotionlessly, taking in Silas's screams. They disgusted her; she wanted to cry but had no tears to shed. It was as if her heart and mind were two different entities, disagreeing with each other about what reaction to give. She hated the sight of blood, hated his screams and pain. But found relief in it.
He was dying in front of her eyes, and she was horrified by the display. But not enough to look away. Ubbe squeezed her hand in a silent question if she was ok. She shrank back but kept looking, cringing from time to time at the violence. This is the last time she would see death; she couldn't handle so much gore ever again.
"Vanya!" Silas screamed out between his cries for mercy, catching her eye in the crowd. Vanya locked gazes with his pleading one, her eyes cold and empty, a coverup of the turmoil in her core. "Please!"
She shook her head, keeping her head held high, not showing any sign of hesitance or weakness. She wanted Silas to see what he caused in her eyes before he died.
Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are they who mourn,
for they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
for they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are they who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they shall be satisfied.
Blessed are the merciful,
for they shall obtain mercy.
Blessed are the pure of heart,
for they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they shall be called children of God.
Blessed are they who are persecuted for the sake of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Vanya repeated in her mind, remembering how their mother drilled the words into their minds as children. If Silas is truly a martyr, then he will be reunited with God, which she doubts, but maybe it will give comfort to Silas. The blond King kept screaming as Ivar drew the lungs from his body, putting it on his shoulders, his time on earth coming short. "Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth." She whispered underneath her breath, seeing the life fade from Silas's eyes and his head fall.
He was dead.
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Where, When and How - hyung line
Pairing: hyung line member x reader
Wordcount: 1k words each, circa
Genre: (hinted/mild) smut, fluff, lowkey angst
Rating: suggested 18+
Hello lovelies! Since quarantine is separating many lovers all around the world I thought about how the boys would handle being away from their girlfriend. It’s obviously smutty. Every piece is about 1000 words each.
Trigger warning: smut, hinted and sometimes pretty descriptive, really it depends. LOADS OF SEX TOYS (it was supposed to be a sex-toy themed thingy because yay!self-love and yes, you can use them together with your significant other too), some mild bdsm here and there, praise kink (you know where it comes from), swearing and alcohol (nothing extreme, just tipsy), masturbation and that should be pretty much everything. Should I put a disclaimer for a slightly subby Jin and sugar daddy Hobi? (Lol, help)
You can find the maknae line here
Psst--- here is my masterlist 
Namjoon
"There's a package for you, sir."
"I don't think I've ordered anything. Is there a name on it?"
"It says it's from miss ___."
"Oh, she didn't mention it but I guess I can call her. Just a second please."
He wasn't sure you were going to be awake but at least he would try. Luckily you picked up.
"Hi baby" you mumbled.
"Hello princess. Have you sent me something? Like a package?"
"Oh, it's already there? Yeah, I didn't tell you because it was supposed to arrive tomorrow."
"So it's mine? You sent it? For me?"
"Yeah, but can you wait to open it until next call? I really wanna see how you're going to react!" You said sweetly.
"So I'm just supposed to wait?"
"Yes, Joonie. Wait, how's your schedule tonight?"
"Maybe grabbing a bite with the guys, I don't know. But I could tell them I'm busy and have dinner with you."
"You get dinner and I get lunch..." You murmured thinking about the time difference.
"Right, yeah. Or I could join you later, have a quick bite with the boys and then come to you."
"As you wish."
"'kay babe, see you later."
"See you."
Namjoon got his package and retired to his room quickly. The boys had been in Los Angeles for three weeks now, working on their latest album and you had been missing Namjoon like crazy. After a video call where every single one of his smallest moves felt like a tease, you decided it was time to act. And that's what the package was meant for.
It was almost one pm in Seoul, you were sitting in front of your laptop, spread out on the bed munching cherries and waiting for your boyfriend to call you. Meanwhile your boyfriend was someplace in LA, it was nine pm and Hoseok was trying to drag the whole crew to some relatively private club nearby to chill and have fun after dinner.
"Please, my girlfriend is waiting on me, Hoseok."
"Come on, just a drink!"
He couldn't say no to some group time.
That's how he found himself definitely tipsy at three am dragging himself from the minivan towards the hall of the villa the boys had rented. When he saw the package laying on top of the table he went completely still for a couple seconds. He quickly picked up his phone and called you right away, squinting at the light and hesitating a little before pressing. Again you picked up. He thought you must be an angel for actually picking up.
"Hello Joon."
"I'm so sorry." He spit out. You could immediately recognise his tipsy voice.
"You were out with the boys, I knew it would never be a "grab a quick bite then I'm all yours" kind of thing."
"Good god baby, you're so good to me."
"Put me on videocall you buffoon, I wanna see your pretty face." You whined on the phone.
"Your voice is strange, were you sleeping?”
“I fell asleep waiting on you. I didn’t sleep well last night.”
“Why, baby?”
“Hate sleeping without you. I only crash when I’m too tired. I’ve been thinking I should put a futon or something in my home studio so I can sleep there when you’re not around. Our bed is so wrong when you’re not here.”
“I’m so sorry, love.”
“It’s okay. Oh, there he is!” You squealed when the camera turned on. “God, if I were there I’d leave so many bites on those collarbones.”
“You’re turning steamy, love. What’s up?”
“Nothing. I might have drank some wine while waiting and I didn’t properly have lunch.”
“Why not? Not hungry? And how much wine?”
“Maybe a little more than half a bottle of that Cabernet Sauvignon that I got for our last night before the trip.”
“Can’t blame you, it was delicious. Are you naked?”
“Have you checked the weather? It’s been over 30 degrees in Seoul for the last three days, even my nails are sweating.”
“Not complaining. Bless me, do I miss those thighs…”
“Don’t you wanna open your gift Joonie?” You teased, covering yourself a bit in your white sheets.
“Yeah, right”. He sort of wanted to open other things. Still, he fumbled a bit with the package and the box, mostly trying to unwrap the box one-handed. Then he propped the phone on the table, not without making it drop screen-down on the table a couple times, and then, finally two-handed, he managed to unwrap the tape.
“Is it…?”
“Yeah, go on.” You bit your lip and he noticed.
“God, you’re evil. Such a tease.” He opened the case and noticed the artsy design fleshlight you had so shamelessly selected and bought for him. “You’re unreal. My clever little vixen. Can’t wait to get home and fucking wreck you.”
“I know it’s not me, but it’s the best alternative.” You smiled and batted your lashes, now letting some of your body show on the screen, still he could only guess where your spare hand had slipped to.
“You’re a fucking blessing. I’m so thankful, love. You’re the best. Damn, that brain of yours. I love how open and smart and confident you are. One hell of a woman playing the babygirl. So sexy.”
You were literally melting at all the praises he was being so prodigal with. “What do you think? Would you like to lay down, relax a little and try whether you like your new toy or not?”
“That’s it. I love you, you cute little brat.” As he got into bed you let him see your naked chest, almost making him trip on his pants and fall.
“Be careful daddy, it would be a shame if you hurt yourself.”
“You’re soooo getting spanked when I get back home.”
“I hope that’s a promise.”
The experience was… satisfactory.
Jin
His girlfriend was a delicate, delicate flower. She was cute and classy and shy. Funny, kind, timid and clumsy. But most importantly pure and innocent. She didn’t look like the type...
So why did he find a very wide choice of sex toys in her bedside table? Some of those things were so complicated he didn’t quite understand how they worked. Like that purple little… or the other, the small cup thing with that sort of screw on top. There was something for any and every taste and kink, at least he thought so. Something like fifteen pieces or so, some of them causing a blush to creep up his neck and ears. He thought his ears were actually on fire.
Most importantly, it’s not like he was looking for this. Especially since you were abroad, and thinking of you using these… after two weeks apart he was ready to catch a damn plane just to watch you use them. He didn’t even need to be the one actually using them on you. Or just using you. He just needed… something. He just needed to survive one more week. Come on, Kim Seokjin, a week is not that long. But that’s what he was thinking in the afternoon while standing in front of your wonder collection. Now it was almost two a.m. and he couldn’t help but keep thinking things that made him shake his head and puff heavy breaths and twist and turn in the sheets. He was tangled up.
“What can I do?” He asked Yoongi the following day after a couple drinks.
“Well, I know what I would do.” Jin turned to him, giving him full attention. “If it were my girl, I’d find something for her, something unique, something that’s gonna become her favourite thing beside myself, and have it sent like straight away.”
“But we never talked about this before.”
“Don’t you know what she likes? What makes her crazy out of her mind?”
“I don’t know man, it’s like a huge plot twist to me. Completely out of the blue.”
“Still you both enjoy your intimate life, I guess.”
“I don’t know, I’m confused!”
“Damn, do you like fucking her?”
“Hell yes. But don’t ever mention my girlfriend and fucking in the same sentence again.”
Yoongi posed the following question more carefully: “And does she enjoy what you two do together?”
“I hope so.”
“Fuck, are you dumb or something? Does she orgasm?”
“I guess?”
“You guess? What the actual fuck, Kim Seokjin! Do you even communicate?”
“I thought she was too innocent to actually have toys. Go figure openly talking about … that.”
“Do you mean sex?”
“Yeah…”
“Are you sure she’s the innocent one? And you’re not just shy? Maybe a bit of a traditionalist?”
“It’s not like I talk about sex that much.”
“Get yourself a bottle of soju and go have that conversation. You can thank me later. And please, before making me your couple therapist, try actually talk with your girlfriend. I don’t know how I’ll erase the idea of you analysing furred buttplugs and nipple suction cups.”
“God, you’re dirty.”
“And my girl is very thankful for that. Because we actually had the kink conversation. And we update it monthly.”
After a grunt and a couple more drinks, Jin reached his apartment. Immediately he texted you. “You up?”
You replied immediately. “I was going to bed. Want me to call you?”
“Do you mind?”
“No. Wanna hear you. Wanna see you.”
He immediately softened. Man, he was a goner for you. He called you instantly.
“Hi sweetheart. How are you?”
“I’m well, a bit sleepy. I miss cuddles.”
Longing hit him as soon as he saw you. “Me too. I think we need to talk about something though.”
“Oh god, you found that white shirt I messed up in the laundry, I swear I’m super sorry about that, I know you don’t want me to do the laundry because you always do that—”
“It’s not that. It’s okay by the way, I already knew and it’s not important. Pink is nice, pink is good. I like it. It’s about ehm… I guess I’ll just show you.” He headed for the bedroom, stumbling a little.
“Darling, did you drink?”
“Night with Yoongi.”
“Okay” you replied warmly.
Turning on the lights, and flipping the camera, you were shockingly faced with your collection of, ahem, toys. “You found… that.”
“You mean those. As in many. As in a lot.” He replied.
You were suddenly very quiet.
“Do you think our sex life is unsatisfactory?”Jin’s voice was low. And very sad.
“No. It's not… Those were before you. Actually I only use them when I can’t have you. When you’re busy or abroad or staying at the dorms and too tired to come home. I like what we do. Me and you. But sometimes I’d want to use them with you. I want to share but you always made me think you were repulsed by the idea—”
“How could I possibly be repulsed by the idea of my girlfriend having an orgasm? Tonight Yoongi asked me if you like our intimate life and I didn’t fucking know.”
“Great, Yoongi knows about this… Well — also, of course I enjoy it. I love you and I love the way you make love to me, and I've never faked pleasure. Because I feel safe enough that I can tell you ‘I’m not done yet, please’ and half a second later you’d be knuckles deep inside me while I’m seeing stars. Pleasure is not an issue, but I wish we had the intimacy to talk about this stuff together. But you always seem so off.”
“Do you have anything with you?” He asked without thinking.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean if you keep all this stuff at home I think you must have brought some piece of your collection with you.” He said, curiosity in his voice, without judgement.
You were confused, surprised by the turn of events. “Lemme.” You rummaged in your bedside table, coming up with a small mascara-shaped object.
“Is that a vibrator?” He asked. You nodded. He sat on the bed and started exploring your collection, asking you questions about some of the objects, why you liked them, what was their specific purpose, what sensation did they give you. It didn’t take long for him to grow confident and desperate enough to ask you to use your own travel toy while he explored your collection.
Jin’s mouth hanging agape, two nipple suction cups and a tickler running along his inner thighs were a vision you weren’t going to forget for a while, especially as he was touching himself and having the time of his life.
Yoongi
He was a mess. A mess and he couldn’t wait to get a shower. Though when he entered his apartment he saw the package on the table and he immediately felt a wave of relief as he noticed you hadn’t opened it and he had a couple hours before you got home.
He opened the package carefully and immediately went for the instructions, which he read thoroughly and carefully. All he needed to do was relax and let himself get carried away. So he moved to the bedroom, splayed a thick towel and got everything ready. He scrolled through his phone gallery, finding an absolutely anonymous picture (anonymous to anyone but you and him). One of your pretty hands was wrapped around his wrist as he pushed your chin up, the other was at the base of his dick, the tip laying softly between your lips. No details of the picture could ever reconduct it back to the two of you, still, you both knew. Stroking himself, Yoongi started thinking of all the things that he would do to you before he left for the tour and after he got back. All the things you would do for him when he would come back. It didn’t take long before the tingling started. That’s when he stopped.
Putting on the ring had him clenching his teeth and releasing one very strained breath. Then he got the cylinder ready. Pouring the gel was a difficult — and sensitive — matter. A work of accurate self control. But he was determined and absolutely meticulous in the process. After five minutes he slipped out of the gel mould and finally removed the cockring. Thinking for a second, he put it aside. Could come in handy later.
After making sure that the mould was perfectly dried, he poured the medical silicone in it and let it dry, making sure that the bullet vibrator imprinted the perfect slot for insertion. When the timer rang, he attentively removed the silicone part from the gel mould, surprised by the quality of the result. He immediately knew you would adore it. Especially since you could decide to use as a plain, regular dildo or a vibrating one.
But it wasn't meant to be used yet. So he waited for it to be ready and then he moved it into a classy silken pouch, and with a small smirk he put it into a gift box with a nice little bow on it. He proceeded to hide it somewhere you would never look, inside the highest cabinet in the kitchen. It was empty and unused, so he thought it would be safe enough.
A few weeks later he thought it was time for you to receive your grand prize. You had been exceptionally well-behaved, always respecting his schedule, negotiating peacefully over time zones and daily routines. You had been awfully stressed over the new position you had applied for and when your boss finally confirmed your promotion, you immediately texted Yoongi, knowing that his phone was probably silent or in night mode. When he read the text he knew it was time to celebrate.
"I have a free afternoon, wanna skype?" He texted.
“Gimme five minutes, I’m getting out of the bathtub”
God, his knees were already weak.
“Did you celebrate?”
“A very solitary celebration. Ordered takeout, made myself a cup of tea and took a bath.”
“Lemme see~~~”
You opened the videocall, covered in a fluffy white towel, you hair bundled up.
“Hello____” He said, showing you that warm smile of his that made you miss him even more. “Congratulations.”
“Hello stranger! How’s it going? Free afternoon?”
“Yeah. Namjoon is out cycling with Jungkook, Tae is visiting a gallery. Hoseok and Jimin are having a spa day. I think Jin is either sleeping or eating.”
“And you’re staying in?”
“I thought I could have a nice time with my girlfriend...” He pouted and looked away, a hand nestled at his nape.
“Mh, define nice time.”
“I’m not sure but there’s something in the highest cabinet in the kitchen that might help you understand.” He licked his lower lip in that telltale way of his.
“Is it a surprise? A gift for me?” You headed for the kitchen with a small bounce in your step. As you climbed for the cabinet Yoongi tried to steal a glance of your naked body under the towel. He was borderline embarrassed with himself because of how he was salivating.
You squealed when you found your package and quickly jumped off.
“What is it?”
“Open it, kitten.” He had a dark and fond look in his eyes. It was the gaze that made you feel desired and loved. It was the way he told you he loves you immensely.
You smirked and undid the velvet bow quickly. The silken pouch made you even more curious. You pulled the strings and found a lovely, sober white dildo. The dimensions were to your liking, the lenght and girth feeling familiar on your palm. Yoongi looked at you with intent, waiting for you to realise.
"It looks beautiful, Yoongi."
"Look at the base."
"Oh my god, is that a vibrator?" You exclaimed, surprise and wonder in your eyes. "Dammit, I love you."
"I know, kitten. Do you think you wanna try it, princess?"
Only when you were halfway to your orgasm did you notice the extent of that familiarity, Yoongi's heavy breaths coming from the phone as you both got each other off. "It feels almost like you. The shape and the length and the girth. It's sooo good."
"I made a copy for you. Don't want anything but me inside you." With that you grew even more frantic and let yourself come apart for him.
Hoseok
Looking at you coming apart on the other side of the screen was bliss and torture. Hoseok hated everything about the trip to LA. Hated the fact that it had been unannounced and pretty much unscheduled. Hated the fact that you would be coming back to Seoul after a visit to your parents and he would be gone. Hated the fact that he hadn't had a taste of you in three weeks. He just wanted to feel your mouth on his. He felt like he had a million fantasies and almost no way to make them real.
He had sworn he would never, ever voice his concerns since it would only stress you more, and considered your current state you already had to be pretty coiled. You were at your fourth climax (usually you took a deep breath and stopped after the second) and as you let your back lay down on the bed, you murmured "I miss all of you. God, I miss your hands inside me. I need your tongue everywhere. Promise me we're gonna have one full week of oral when you come back. I miss your weight on my tongue." At this point you were simply crazed out with hormones and sleepiness. "It feels so cold. I feel like crying when you're not here to cuddle me after I cum. It's so lonely." His heart was breaking slowly.
"I miss you too, dear." He needed to do something. "Do you want me to send for you?"
"No, we both have to work. It's okay, I'll make it work. Maybe I could stay with my friends, hang out, spend some time together." 
"You know you can take my clothes if wearing them helps."
"I don't know, it's sort of bittersweet."
"Just ten days and I'll be there. And then we can hide for a week and I'm gonna fucking feast on you."
You moaned and grunted like a baby, tiredness getting the best of you.
In the meanwhile, Hoseok had already started planning. It took him quite a lot of courage to start browsing. After some comment reading, and tutorials and recommendations he finally decided over the most fitting solution. Out of curiosity he explored further, his head cocked to the side and his brow furrowing over some more complicated and way less obvious objects.
He checked the shipping time and he wasn’t even bothered by the shipping fees for a one-day delivery. He checked out and tried to fall asleep. Obviously it was almost impossible.
Little did he know that, though your post-orgasmic slumber, you had just taken a very similar decision with a cute, satisfied smile on your lips.
The following day Hoseok with a puzzled expression collected his mail. Similarly happened to you, surprised to find a package at your residence reception.
With your lips puckered you picked up the package and checked the sender. As you saw Hoseok’s code name you thanked the lobby man and headed for the lift, taking a selfie in the mirror and sending it to Hobi.
“Flowerboy’s been thinking about me. Man, I must have put on quite the show the other night.”
Half a minute later, your phone blipped. “Princess’s been good and nice. But I must have been a good boy too... Maybe we could both improve our little number tonight. Do not open the box until I tell you.”
“Yes, sir. But you must promise me that you won’t open yours either.”
“Love it when you say that. Your wish is my command, princess.”
After dinner you were both itching to call, but you were afraid Hobi had a schedule or a night with the boys.
“Waiting for you, baby” he texted. That’s all you needed to start the call. You were on the sofa in front of your laptop, box on your lap.
“Hello ____.”
“Hello Hobi! How was your day?” You tried to make some small talk not to seem too eager. He was equally brief.
“Come on, aren’t you curious about your mail?”
“What about yours?”
“Come on, let’s do it together.” You both tore at the tape and counted to three before opening the lid. Your box was noticeably bigger while Hoseok’s was more discreet, since he had to travel and usually he didn’t leave much extra space in his personal luggage.
You blinked a couple times before starting to explore. “You said you missed my mouth on you. I found this thing that basically does it the way you like, it mimics oral outside and still teases you in the inside with a vibe.” He explained matter-of-factly. “And then I got toy cleaner and lube because safety first. Also, I got some stuff for when I come back. Like that ahem- set.” He meant the lingerie. You were speechless. He looked down as he addressed one of the topics that had repeatedly attracted his attention the previous night as he browsed. “I was tempted to get something else, too, but we’ve never discussed that, so I think we could talk about it first. I might want to try some mild restraints and I was thinking maybe I would start with something like an hairband, the tie from a robe or a plain simple tie for men. A ribbon. If you’re interested.” He was very serious and mature about this, stating his proposition and giving you enough space to step back, always the caring and responsible partner.
Still, Hoseok had repeatedly proved being an absolute freak behind closed doors and you could barely contain yourself at the mention of mild bondage. If it were for you, you would already be lying down with your wrists cuffed to the bedpost. Still-
“I think I wanna give it a try.”
“Yeah, and if we like it we can turn it up a notch and get something a bit bolder.”
“Of course.” You tried to process the content of your package. It wasn’t bad. Quite the contrary. But you were actually thinking about Hoseok buying this stuff, your sunshine boy Hobi browsing through sex toys websites and choosing based on what you liked and what he wanted to see you doing. “What about your gift?”
“Oh these! God I almost thought of buying them! Baby, you read my mind!” His smile was radiant and you felt appreciation flow through him towards you.
“It’s a set of six pockets, they have different textures, patterns and levels of softness. I thought you needed something small for when you travel, that you can use under the shower and that helps you relieve your stress.”
“That’s my baby, so considerate.”
“Also, toy cleanser and strawberry lube because I know your tastes.”
“You know me so well. Maybe we should just get them washed and get the party started?”
“With pleasure.”
Indeed.
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staywritten · 4 years ago
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A Love That Lasts│Bedtime
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A Love That Lasts │Bedtime
Synopsis: You come home to find your husband putting your daughter to bed.
Genre: Parent!Au, Dad!Bang Chan, Fluff, Nonidol!Au, Oneshot, domestic fluff
Word Count: 1268
If you would like to read the entire (completed) Single parent! Bang Chan series A Love That Lasts Masterlist it’s here and on AO3
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You yawned walking into your house in the middle of the night. You just finished up another 24hr shift at the hospital. You hated staying there overnight, but sometimes it couldn’t be helped. Your patient was recovering well after the surgery and that was all that mattered. You stretched your arms above your head, feeling your stiff back crack. You were so eager to sleep, you took a shower at work, and changed into your pajamas there. So all you had to do when you got home was make it to your bed. 
Toeing your shoes off in the foyer you made your way into the living room. Setting your overnight bag down on the coffee table you gently shook Felix awake. “Hey, thanks for watching Minseo.”
He yawned sleepily, sitting up on the couch. “Mm Hey” he rubbed the sleep from his eyes. “Channie-Hyung got home a little while ago too”
“He got back from his trip early?” You gave Felix a pat on his back. “Go sleep in the guest room, it’s late”
“You don’t gotta ask me twice” he stood up, rubbing the crook in his neck from falling asleep on the couch. “G’night” he waved before disappearing into your downstairs guest room. 
Absently you cleaned up the snacks and toys, evident of Felix and Minseo’s long night of playing. Once the living room was reorganized you padded upstairs, stopping by Minseo’s room first. 
A soft smile graced your face seeing your husband, cuddled in Minseo’s bed, his arm wrapped around her tiny frame as he read her another story sleepily. You could tell he was exhausted, but even in that state, he read the stories so animatedly. Using his different voices and grand gestures. Leaning against the door frame, you couldn’t help but watch them fondly. As he finished the book he looked down at his daughter, the little pout still on her lips, despite loving the story. 
“You want another story?” he asked, ruffling her hair. “You’re pouting, how are you feeling?”
“I’m sad” Her pout deepened looking up at him. “When’s mom coming home?”
He smiled, kissing the top of her curly hair. “I’m sorry Baby, you know she has to work. Any time she’s not here she’s saving lives. It’s very important.”
Minseo crossed her arms over her chest. “I know… But I still miss her”
“You sleep better when she’s here don’t you?”
She nodded “I don’t like when you guys aren’t home...Uncle Felix is fun too, but...I like knowing you’re here…” she huffed. “What if I have a nightmare and you’re not home?”
“Aww… Baby” Chan pulled her into his chest, hugging her tight. “I’m sorry...I’ll try to make sure at least one of us is home next time.” Working late nights was pretty normal for him, but occasionally he had to go on weekend trips, and it just so happened that this one overlapped with one of your overnight shifts. “I can’t promise that it’ll never happen again, but we’re gonna try”
“Ok… pinky promise?” she held out her pink, letting him wrap his around it and pressing their thumbs together. “I understand...I just miss Mom..”
“I miss her too…” he whispered softly. 
Watching them always warmed your heart. You loved everything about your daughter, but when you especially loved was how she was able to communicate when she was unhappy. And You know it’s because Chan always valued communication. “I’m home” you finally chimed, from the doorway. You almost broke out into a laugh at how Chan and Minseo looked at you. Their heads in perfect sync as they looked at the door. 
“You’re home!” Minseo gave you the brightest smile, her cheek dimpling. 
“I am” you grinned pressing a kiss to her forehead. “Can anyone tell me why my whole family is awake in the middle of the night?”
“I couldn’t sleep until you got home” Minseo patted the tiny bit of space in her bed. “Sit”
You laughed squeezing into a twin bed with her, it was a tight and cozy fit but the three of you managed. Was her princess styled bedframe digging into your side? Quite possibly but it worked. Minseo practically on your lap as you cuddled at her and let Chan pick another storybook. He leaned over giving you a little peck on the lips, his gaze lingering a little too long; Making you feel shy. “Welcome home” he whispered before pulling away to display the book. 
As he read the fourth storybook of the night he had to hold back his laugh when he finally looked back at the two of you seeing you both sound asleep. He quietly got out of bed and adjusted the two of you into the middle of the bed, trying not to disturb you. 
He smiled seeing Minseo hug her stuffed Kangaroo toy his parent’s bought for her. Her face buried into the plushie, while you had your arms securely around Minseo. He snapped a photo, knowing this was going to be his new background image on everything. 
Chan took a quick shower before throwing on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt. He was working on some lyrics for a client when he looked up and saw you make your way into your shared bedroom. 
You padded into the bedroom. “I woke up and you weren’t there” 
He laughed, opening the blanket, letting you crawl into bed with him. “Ah, is that where Minseo gets it from?” 
“Maybe” you mumbled sleepily. Wrapping your arms around his waist, you placed your chin on his chest. “I missed you”
“I missed you too” he pulled you in for a much deeper kiss this time. His tongue, flicking against the top of your mouth, enticing a little whimper.
Pulling away, you gazed at him with the dreamiest look on your face. “How come you didn’t tell me you got back from your trip early?”
“It just sorta happened. As soon as I could I just made it straight home and then I got wrapped up with Minseo. I was gonna text as soon as I put her to bed.” he chuckled “As you saw, It took longer than I planned”
“You’re so good to her, seriously you’re incredible” your fingers absently played with the collar of his shirt. 
“I try, I’m still learning” he grabbed your hand, placing a kiss on it. Being that this was the first time that he’s really touched you for two days. “I’d like to think I’m good to both my girls” he grabbed your chin, making you look up at him. “Aren’t I?”
“Well I’m wide awake right now, how are you gonna put me to bed?” you giggled. “You want me to grab you a storybook?” 
“I have a few other ideas” he laughed, rolling you onto your back and pinning you to the bed with his hips. The tiniest of growls, echoed from his throat as he nipped at your lower lip. That playful glint in his eyes turning into something much more mischievous. “You’re gonna have to be very quiet for me Baby…” he whispered huskily, his strong hand caressing your cheek before spanning gently over your neck. He winked before disappearing under the blanket. 
End. 
Thank you all for being so patient with me, I’ve had like the opposite of writer’s block lately and I’ve had a ton of ideas. But because of that, I’ve been writing a bunch of stories and not finishing any of them lol so I’m super happy I was able to pump out this fluffy, domestic chapter..
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jamielea81 · 5 years ago
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Conversations
Chapter 7
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Description: You accompany your friends on a day trip to Animal Kingdom Theme Park where you meet Scott Evans by chance. This one afternoon leads to a year long friendship with both Chris and Scott over text messages and phone calls.
Pairing: Chris Evans x Reader
Warning: Cursing, drinking, fluff!
Word Count: 8,000
A/N: I know nothing about the lives of the Evans family and mean no harm. This is purely fiction and for fun. Reblogs and comments are much appreciated! The tag list is now closed. Each chapter tends to get reblogged from me a few times, so if you’re following me, you can’t miss it.
*Italics are internal thoughts
Catch up with chapter 6
“I swear I’ve never seen it,” you said.
“How can that possibly be true? That makes zero sense. You did go to elementary school, right? I’m pretty sure I watched that a few times when we had a substitute in fifth and sixth grade,” Chris exclaimed.
“Har-har. Yes, I went to elementary school, but you are a few years older than me Mr. Evans. Must not have been as popular by the time I was in fifth or sixth grade.”
“Whatever,” he scoffed. “M’not that much older than you. You were born in the eighties and the Princess Bride is an essential piece of classic cinema.”
“The numbers still count,” you chided.
“We’re watching it. And you’re going to like it,” Chris sternly said.
“Well you better visit. Otherwise you won’t be able to enforce that...what are we calling this? A punishment?” you offered.
The two of you had been back on your daily phone calls for the last few weeks. It felt as though you had never stopped. A part of you did worry that he would revert back to the acquaintance like relationship the two of you had the last four months if he started dating someone again. The two of you really need to have that conversation to completely clear the air. You and Chris talked about everything, just not about Courtney and Ethan. It was as though the last four months didn’t exist. You hated the idea of bringing in any negative energy to your friendship, but avoiding it felt worse.
“Punishment? Sweetheart, you’re hurting my heart,” he sighed. “And I’m working on that. Almost done filming.”
You perked up instantly. Chris visiting sounded like a dream. In a friendship way, of course. Maybe both Evans brothers liked dance parties. You’d just have to wait and see.
“Ahuh. I’ll believe it when I see it,” you replied.
“I don’t see you coming to Boston,” he retorted.
“It’s not Fall, babe. I have specific instructions on when to visit this national treasure.”
“We’ll see.”
 Screaming. That’s all you could hear and make yourself do. Sea World Orlando was hosting a media day to preview their new coaster Barracuda. This was not a fun family coaster like the Disney parks had, minus Everest of course. But this coaster was on a completely different playing field than Everest. It had a chest harness for goodness sake. A chest harness!
This is how I die.
You rarely covered actual ride openings, with the exception of Rise of the Resistance back in December. Okay, really you covered all ride openings at Disney. But in general, when it came to all other theme parks it was new lands, restaurants, hotels, that kind of thing. You especially didn’t cover coasters. This sort of thing was often saved for the local morning news channels. Sea World invited you out personally, and since you didn’t want to stop getting invites to their various food and music festivals, you accepted.
The ride started by being catapulted forward, then into a barrel roll, a loop, and to make master worse, the coaster rotated and it ended in a drop going backward.
You were given a card that allowed you two purchase five food and beverage offerings, but after riding Barracuda, you were feeling a bit green. Using one of your punches for a bottle of water, you quickly found some shade and sat down. You may have dry heaved. Thank goodness the spot you found was a little secluded.
Grabbing another chair, you put your feet up and tried to relax as best you could in a theme park nearing the end of May. Many schools were already on summer break, so the parks were definitely picking up on visitors. Fishing your phone out of your crossbody, you saw that you had a text from Brooks. He had officially left the Sentinel three months ago, but made it a game to text you random work-related questions almost daily.
Brooks: Can you run down to the first floor and grab that package their holding for me? I’m swamped.
Y/N: I’m on assignment smartass. How’s working from home?
Brooks: Glorious. I showered this morning and put my sweats back on.
Y/N: I’m sure that gets Jana’s engine roaring.
Brooks: I don’t believe you’ve seen me in sweats. I look damn fine.
Y/N: Gross
Brooks: 😈
Brooks: Lunch on Wednesday?
Y/N: Yes, but wear actual pants
Brooks: Maybe
 During your lunch date with Brooks, which you somehow got suckered into buying, Brooks told you that he and Scott were kind of friends and had been texting since he left Orlando almost a month ago. The two of them had exchanged numbers when you and Jana were in the bathroom. Per Brooks, one of their favorite things to talk about was you. Of course. You’d have to think of some way to get them back.
 It was suddenly Monday again, funny how that happens, and you were busy editing your latest article when your phone buzzed with a call on your desk. Seeing Chris’ name, you swiped to answer it.
“Hey babe.”
“Hi sweetheart. How was your weekend? Sorry I didn’t call,” he replied.
“I’m good. And no biggie. I had other boys to entertain me,” you said.
There were no boys. But he didn’t have to know that. You had to give it to him when you could.
“Boys, huh? Well, it’s a good thing you got a man right here.”
I walked right into that one.
If you could audibly swoon, you would have done it.
You let out a nervous chuckle. “Hmm. Okay.”
“Listen, last minute trip this weekend. My mom is taking my niece and nephews to Disney World. Could you meet up with me?”
“Um…”
“I wasn’t even going to go, but I figured my ma could use the help and thought maybe we could hangout. If you wanted to, I mean,” he quickly added.
Of course, you wanted to see Chris. You’d be crazy not to. All this time talking on the phone, even when you weren’t talking, all you thought about was seeing him face to face. But goodness, do you feel queasy all of a sudden.
“Like, Friday or Saturday?” you asked.
“We get in Friday morning and leave Monday morning,” he said.
“Wouldn’t I just get in the way of your family time? I don’t want to intrude.”
“No way. I want to see you. Besides, I need a ride buddy. We have an uneven number,” Chris said.
You could just see him beaming, perfect grin and all.
“I could meet you Saturday, I need to be in the office on Friday for a meeting.”
He didn’t say anything for a moment and you worried he had a change of heart.
“Ye-yeah, that works. I was hoping to see you sooner, but I’ll take what I can get,” he said.
“Geez, Evans. Really turning up the flirting, huh?”
Oh, shit. Did I really just say that?
Chris was flirty. Even Scott said he was. The two of you were nothing more than friends. Sometimes even great friends.              
It was his turn to let out a nervous chuckle. “Maybe,” he replied simply enough.
“Where am I meeting you?” you asked.
“Let me check with my ma, and I’ll text you the details when it gets closer to Saturday.”
“Sounds like a plan,” you replied.
“Now, tell me about these boys that were entertaining you,” he teased.
“You wouldn’t know them,” you teased right back.
 As the days inched closer to Saturday, you became more and more nervous. Like, palms sweating nervous. To your dismay, Scott was not joining his family on this trip, so you wouldn’t have him as your go to in case you spazzed out or said something stupid. Was this just friends meeting up or was this possibly something more? That’s what you couldn’t reason through. You didn’t dare ask Scott. That family shared way too much with each other for you to say anything about Chris. It would no doubt get back to him making Saturday more awkward than it was already was. Your logical side said this was just you hanging out with your buddy Chris. That’s all this was. Chris split his time between L.A. and Boston. You were all the way in Orlando. While you had vacation funds, you didn’t have funds to fly out once or twice a month to meet up with someone. This couldn’t possibly be anything more. But the romantic side of you fantasized about this being something more. Even for just a day.
 Chris sent you a text Friday morning when you were still in bed. It was seven in the morning and he apparently was wide awake.  
Chris: It's Friday, Friday Gotta get down on Friday Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend, weekend
Holy geez.
You should have silenced your phone before going to bed. That wasn’t worth waking up to, even if it was from Chris.
Y/N: How do you even know that song?
Chris: Everyone knows that song.
Chris: I’m at the airport getting ready to board.
Y/N: Have a safe flight. I’m going back to bed.
Chris: Sassy…be more excited!
Y/N: Goodnight. Love you.
“What the fuck did I just type?!” you shouted, sitting straight up in your bed.
Even though you were tired, you never imagined being stupid enough to type that. Sure, you said that Jana, Brooks, even Scott, but that felt different. This was completely different. It came out so easily and you and Chris just never said that to each other. You couldn’t think of a way to back track that sentence. Seconds ticked by and you still had no clue.
The phone dinging with a new message catching your attention.
Chris: LOL love you too
LOL? How do I take that? At least he didn’t freak out about your response.
Well, now you couldn’t fall back to sleep. Instead you laid in bed contemplating the simple text you received. It was going to be a long day.
 Chris had sent you a few texts throughout the day. He and his family were at Magic Kingdom and were apparently hitting every ride. It sounded both fun and exhausting. He sent you a reminder text just as you were getting out of work to meet at Epcot at ten tomorrow. Epcot was your favorite park, but mainly for the drinking in various “countries” aspect. You imagined it would be quite a different day with kids in tow. Besides, you weren’t planning on drinking a drop of alcohol while out with the Evans clan. You didn’t want his mom to think you were a partier because you totally weren’t. Having a glass of wine after a tough day or out with friends once a month didn’t mean you drank a lot by any means.
You gave Scott a call when you got home. It was much earlier than your normal call time, but your nerves were shot and he was usually pretty good about grounding you.
“What’s wrong? he asked.
“What makes you think anything’s wrong?” you replied, chewing on the inside of your cheek.
“Being that you’re calling me five hours earlier than you usually do, I’m pretty sure something’s up.”
You let out a breath. Damn him being so preceptive.
“I’m meeting up with your brother tomorrow.”
“Yeah, I know. We’ve already talked about that.” Scott said.
“It’s just…I’m just so nervous about it. I really wish you were going to be here,” you whined.
“It’s Chris! You guys are friends. What are you even nervous about Sassy? You and I hung out all weekend alone. I didn’t pick up on any nervous energy from you then,” he said.
“You’re right. It’s dumb. Never mind.”
“The two of you are dumb. Now, tell me what’s really going on,” he demanded.
“Ugh, you’re so annoying,” you groaned.
“You’re so annoying,” he mimicked.
“Chris and I were barely friends for what, like almost four months? Yeah, we texted, but weren’t close, barely spoke on the phone. And now we’re close again and it’s great, because if I’m being honest, I really missed him. But I’m just worried that seeing him will change things. I know that sounds stupid, but what if he meets me and decides I’m boring. Or I’m nothing special and he’s wasted all this time getting to know me. You and I never had a break, so it didn’t feel awkward to spend time with you. Plus, your mom, niece and nephews will be there. It’s just added pressure,” you spit out all at once.
“You done now?” Scott asked.
“Jerk,” you replied.
“Finally,” he said, choosing to ignore you. “First off, you are not boring. If he isn’t bored already, he’s not going to be. I didn’t tell you this because your head is big enough, but you are pretty terrific. I promise I’m not coming on to you, but you need to know I had a such a great time with you. I was there to cheer you up, instead, you gave me a fabulous weekend. We were already close, but that weekend brought us closer. And don’t even worry about my family, my mom is going to love you. This weekend is only going to cement you and Chris’ friendship. Trust me.”
Scott is amazing and you are damn lucky to have him. Not only were you feeling better, you were kind of bummed you didn’t try to hang out with Chris tonight. It was fine though. Work was a little stressful and your hair was doing that weird thing it sometimes does. That’s not a first, no, second impression you wanted to make.
 After parking your car in the parking lot at Epcot, you took a few moments to calm your breathing. Fixing a couple smudges from your mascara in the rearview mirror, you took one final deep breath before getting out of the car.
It was nine forty five in the morning and it was already eighty degrees out. Temps were set to rise to close to ninety. Why the Evans clan didn’t take trips in the winter was beyond you. The crowds were generally lighter in early January and the weather was a lot more comfortable, but who were you to judge? You lived here year-round. Jana suggested wearing a cute sundress, but knowing it was going to be hot and you’d be running around with a few kids, dressing up didn’t seem sensible. You opted for jean shorts, a light gray tee with Mickey on the front, and a pair of slip on sneakers. The outfit was cute, but it didn’t make it seem like you were trying too hard.
Y/N: I’m here!
You made your way through bag check, skipping the line by stuffing your keys, license, and credit card in your front pockets.
Making your way to Spaceship Earth, you stopped in your tracks when your phone buzzed in your hand.
Chris: Just grabbing a couple of those spray mister fans for the kids. They’re already hot.
Chris: Where are you?
Y/N: In front of Spaceship Earth.
Minutes ticked by without a response from Chris. With one hand holding your phone, the other anxiously kept touching your hair. The humidity was already in high gear so you kept touching it, making sure it wasn’t being temperamental.
Clicking on the camera app, you switched the camera to selfie mode and used it like a mirror to check your hair and overall appearance. And then you saw him. He was attempting to sneak up behind you but failing as you could see him just slightly in frame of your camera. You didn’t mean to, but you had memorized that smile. You snapped a quick picture before turning around and startling him.
“Boo!” you shouted.
“Jesus! How’d you know I was here?”
You turned your phone to face him, showing him the selfie you captured with him in the background.
“Our first picture together,” you teased.
He grabs your phone out of your hand, throwing an arm around your shoulder. He snaps a picture, his megawatt smile on full display. In the one you captured, he was unprepared, and this one was no different, you were unprepared. So now you have two selfies on your phone with neither turning out just right.
You pull away slightly, grabbing your phone back.
“Can you warn a girl? I’d like to be prepared to take a picture. You know, maybe slap a smile on my face,” you scolded, smile peeking out even though you were trying to come across as serious.
He shakes his head at you.
“It’s nice to see you too, Sassy.”
You offer him a smile and take a step forward to hug him. The two of you don’t quite have the coordination down. Arms and shoulders bumping each other while you switch the position of your hands and finally get it right. He pulls you in tight, the brim of his ballcap hitting your forehead. The two of you chuckle at the exchange before pulling away.
He’s dressed casual in black basketball shorts, navy blue tee, sneakers, black ballcap low on his face. Even dressed so casually, he’s very easy on the eyes. Your tummy does a summersault as he takes you in.
Chris almost reaches for your hand, but then remembers that your surrounded by hundreds of onlookers who may have not noticed who he is yet, but could at any moment.
“Shall we?” he asks.
You nod your head and follow beside him, the two of you weaving in and out of the morning crowd. He stops next to a cart selling bottle water and misting fans. A woman you assume is his mother is next to three kids, all playing with their own misting fans.
“Ma,” he said, causing the woman to look up. “This is my friend Y/N. Y/N, this is my mother Lisa.”
You extend your hand for her to shake. She reaches out and does the same, offering you a smile, but it seems hesitant.
“Nice to meet you,” you offered.
“You as well,” Lisa replied.
“And these munchkins are Stella, Ethan, and Miles.” Chris said, pointing to each as he said their names. “This is my friend Y/N.”
“Hi guys!” you greet, waving at them with your hand.
The three of them all offer you a wave back.
“Should we go finding something fun to do?” Chris asked, mainly to the kids but he does glance at you and his mother.
A chorus of yeahs are said along with a fist bump or two. Chris grabs Stella and Miles’ hands and starts to walk, Ethan and Lisa walk along side of them while you trail a couple of steps behind.
The six of you make your way to Test Track where a cast member is waiting for your party. He introduces himself as Michael before leading your party through a side door you had never paid attention to before. There’s a whole design your own virtual car experience that you end up skipping since you are skipping the ride queue. Michael leads you to the side of the platform that the ride exits from. You wait one cycle before you’re allowed to load into the car. There are three seats in the front and three in the back. Chris gets into the front sliding all the way over, Stella gets into the middle seat and you next to Stella. Lisa, Miles, and Ethan slide into the backseat. Once everyone’s seatbelt is in place, the car advances forward.
As the car goes through twists, turns, and sudden stops, Stella giggles next to you while you hear Lisa say “oh no!” a few times from the back. You look at Chris who is grinning like a fool. He throws his hands in the air when the car flies through doors that open last second, leading you to a track that runs the outside perimeter of the building. The car reaches a peak speed of sixty-five miles per hour which isn’t necessarily fast on the open road, but in a convertible without a wheel or brakes, it’s pretty intense and fun. Your hair of course is shot. The wind having taken it in all sorts of directions.
The next attraction you hit is Mission: Space. Lisa opts to sit this one out with Stella, leaving you, Chris, Miles, and Ethan to ride the orange side. The orange side spins an extraordinary amount as it makes its way to Mars, while the green side is a lot tamer. The boys all wanted the orange side, so who are you to complain.
As the four of you file out the exit with Michael leading you, Miles complains that his tummy hurts. Chris picks him up and carries him the rest of the way to meet Lisa and Stella.
“I think we need to take a break. Miles isn’t feeling too well,” Chris said.
Lisa places, her hand on Miles’ head. “Are you not feeling well, sweetheart?” she asked.
He shakes his head no.
“There’s a shady spot with some tables over there,” you said, pointing to your left.
“Yeah, let’s do that,” Chris said.
“I’ll grab some waters and meet you all over there,” Michael said before dashing off.
Chris pushes a couple of the small tables together while you grab an extra chair. Michael is back before you know it, carrying a bag filled with water bottles. He takes them out of the bag one by one setting them between the two tables.
“Chris, why don’t you and your friend go on without us,” Lisa offers.
“No, Ma. I’m sure it was just the spinning. He’ll be fine in a few. Besides, I don’t think he’s letting me go anytime soon.”
Miles clings to Chris as he sits on his lap. It’s the sweetest scene, seeing Chris hold onto Miles, while gently touching his forehead, brushing his har to the side. But you can’t help feeling like you’re intruding. While Lisa has been nice, she hasn’t given you the most welcoming vibes and you can’t miss the way her body is angled, essentially leaving you out of the conversation.
Only a few minutes have passed when you start to notice that a woman at a table a few away from your group is taking pictures with her phone. She isn’t being sneaky by any means. You’re really wishing you would have worn a ballcap today to hide your face. You don’t particularly care if your face ends up in a photo with Chris, but you don’t want to have him deal with that. October wasn’t that long ago, so you in another picture with Chris at Disney will only lead to more rumors. You turn slightly in your seat so that you’re facing away from him.
“Something wrong, Y/N?” he asked.
“Someone’s taking pictures.”
“Of course. Fuck,” he mutters before quickly closing his mouth, forgetting that Miles is right there.
He stands up, still carrying Miles.
“Michael, can we find another spot?” Chris asked.
Lisa gets the other two kids to grab their bottles of water and out of their seats.
“Yes, Mr. Evans. Follow me please,” Michael answered.
He leads your group through a maze of turns, eventually entering into a door labeled “Cast Members Only”.
“Well just hang out here for a few minutes. I’m sure Miles needs the air conditioning,” Chris said.
The six of you plus Michael stand in a wide hallway just past the door. There’s a row of lockers on the wall with various open doors you can see in the distance. It’s a bit uncomfortable standing there and with no one speaking it’s downright awkward for you.
After a few minutes, Miles starts to perk up. Chris sets him down on his feet and Lisa asks if anyone is hungry.
The kids all agree that they are suddenly starving.
“Michael, is there any reservations available at Coral Reef or Garden Grill?” Lisa asked.
“I’m sure I can find something,” Michael said, pulling out his phone. “For six?”
“Just five,” she replied.
“Ma! Y/N is joining us.” Chris said.
“Oh, I didn’t know if she was spending all day with us or just the morning,” Lisa replied.
Well, now you know that uncomfortableness was with reason.
“It’s okay. I’m actually going to take off,” you said, patting your pocket to make sure you had your keys.
“Sweetheart, no. Stay with us.” He takes your arm and pulls you down the hallway a bit. “Have lunch with us. You’re welcome to. I want you to.”
You look back to his mom who quickly looks away. It’s a family trip so while she’s been a bit cold, you understand that she doesn’t know you and is probably protective of her family.
“That’s alright. This is your family trip and I’m a bit tired. I didn’t sleep so well last night,” you lied. “You guys go have a nice lunch. Call me before going to bed tonight.”
You pull Chris into a hug before he can protest. He places a kiss on your forehead before you pull away. He has a sad smile on his face that you try your best not to match.
As you walk past the group, heading to the door, you stop in front of Lisa.
“It was nice to meet you.”
“You too dear,” she replied.
“Have fun guys!” you said to three kids before pushing open the door, the sun slightly blinding you for a moment.
 Sitting at home and sulking was doing nothing to brighten your mood. Frankly, you felt like shit. You felt bad for leaving the park without spending nearly enough time with Chris. And you felt bad for not just pushing through the uncomfortable vibes Lisa was putting out. What if you would have stayed and she had gotten to know you? You were friends with both Scott and Chris, there may come a time where you would see her again and now it’s going to be just as weird.
Scott texted you around dinner time.
Scott: How’d today go? Did you and Chris get matching ears?
Y/N: It went fine.
There. That was a reasonable answer. It was fine. Sure, you only saw Chris for like two or so hours, and they were mostly fine.
Your phone buzzed in your hand. Of course, it was Scott.
“Look at you calling me so early,” you answered.
“What do you mean fine? That’s it? All this build up to fine.”
“It was just weird and I made it weirder by leaving early,” you sighed out.
“Why’d you leave early?” Scott asked.
“It just seemed like your mom didn’t want me there. And I don’t blame her. It’s a family trip and who the hell am I really?” you quickly spit out.
“Hey! I’m sure that’s not how she felt. You’re one of my best friends, she knows that. I’m sure somehow this is Chris’ fault. I’ll call you back.”
“No, Scott. You don’t have to do that,” you said.
But he didn’t reply back. The little shit hung up on you.
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Scott hit the contact button for Chris, the ring sounding too many times for Scott’s patience.
“Hey, Scott,” Chris answered.
“Hey, jerk,” Scott replied.
“Why am I a jerk? Jerk!”
“I just talked to Sassy. Doesn’t sound like it went well. What happened?”
Chris sighed. “Yeah, it could have been better. Miles didn’t feel well and it kind of just went downhill from there.”
Scott groaned. “That’s too bad. She mentioned something about Ma not wanting her there.”
“I don’t think that’s true. I mean, she wasn’t acting like they were best friends. They just didn’t get a lot of time to get to know each other. Sassy’s just overthinking it,” Chris said.
“Yeah…You’re probably right. It’s just too bad you didn’t get a lot of time together.”
“Me too,” Chris said softly.
“Have a good day tomorrow.”
“Thanks, bud. Bye,” Chris said.
“Bye,” Scott said, ending the call.
“What’s going on with Sassy?” Lisa asked, startling Chris.
“Geez Ma! Ya scared me,” Chris hissed.
Lisa chuckled at her son’s response, putting her hands up. “Sorry.”
“She’s just disappointed with how today went,” Chris replied, running a hand through his hair.
“I didn’t even know you knew Sassy,” Lisa said.
“What are you talking about?” Chris asked, suddenly really confused.
“Well, Scott talks about Sassy all the time. I don’t think I’ve ever heard you mention her.”
“Ma, you’re giving me a headache. I introduced you to Sassy today. What are you going on about?” Chris asked.
“Christopher, are you telling me that Y/N is Sassy?”
“Yes!” Chris half chuckled, half groaned out.
“Oh no.” she mumbled. “I didn’t know they were one in the same! Christopher, I thought she was just some girl you met. I didn’t know she was Scott’s good friend Sassy!” Lisa exclaimed.
“Well, geez Ma. Thinkin’ so highly of me that I’d bring around just some girl on a family trip.” Chris said, running his hand through his hair once again.
“You boys don’t tell me these things. Now I feel so bad. Please apologize to her for me. Actually, you should apologize as well,” Lisa said.
“Me? What did I do?” Chris shouted.
“You didn’t make her stay,” she said matter-of-factly. “Take her out tomorrow. Go spend time with your friend. I can handle the kids just fine.”
Lisa left the room, calling out to the kids who were suddenly too quiet in one of the bedrooms.
Chris hung his head low. His mother was right. This was his first time he’s seen you since your quick meeting last fall. He didn’t want to go home leaving today as your only impression.
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Scott had sent you a simple text that made you smile a short while later.
Scott: My brother’s a bone head
Y/N: Not disagreeing
 The last Hallmark Christmas movie you saved to your DVR was playing on the TV. Something about a singer who was trying to catch his big break and ends up skipping Christmas. By now they storylines were all starting to blur together. Your phone buzzed with a message, dragging your eyes away from the TV.
Chris: You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here
What’s he going on about?
Y/N: Radiohead?
Your phone rang about a half a second later.
“So, you’re a creep huh?” you answered.
“Feeling like one,” Chris sighed out. “I’m sorry sweetheart. I wanted our day to be better.”
“Babe, it’s fine. It wasn’t bad. I’m sure you’ll be in town again,” you replied.
“My mother says sorry by the way. She didn’t realize you were THE Sassy. Apparently, Scott goes on and on about you.”
You chuckled at that. “That’s not embarrassing at all.”
“My mother doesn’t think to highly of me as she thought you were just someone I met and asked to hangout with us,” he groaned.
“I didn’t think my Mickey tee gave off that vibe,” you chuckled out. “Tell her it’s fine and it was still nice to meet her.”
“You are such a sweetheart,” Chris said.
There goes your stomach again. You really wished that hug earlier wasn’t so short and sloppy.
“I was wonderin’ if I could see you again, tomorrow?”
“Oh, I don’t know Chris,” you said hesitantly.
“Please? Just the two of us. Just me and you. I want to see you again before I had back to Mass.”
“But it’s your family time and I don’t want to take away from that,” you reasoned.
“Sweetheart, my ma told me she can handle tomorrow by herself. Not that I don’t want to see you.” He lets out a breath. “I really want to see you.”
There’s so much conviction in his voice. It’s so gravely that your finding yourself gripping the side of the couch cushion to stay grounded.
“Okay,” you sputter out. Clearing your throat, you try that again. “Okay.” It’s firmer and much better than screaming “yes, please!”
“Great!” You can hear the smile in his voice which instantly puts one on your face. “Can you, ah, could you pick me up? We did a car service and I figure it’s probably easier if you just come and grab me?” he said.
“That’s not a problem. Dork.”
“Oh, are we back at that again? I’m pretty sure you were the one in a Mickey Mouse t-shirt today.”
You scoff. “Mickey is your idol. Don’t even!”
He chuckles low and deep. “You got me.”
 Since it’s just you and Chris and you aren’t running around a theme park, you chose a white t-shirt dress with navy blue stripes. You added a thin brown leather belt to give the dress some form and pair it with brown strappy flat sandals. You’re picking Chris up at the villa they rented at one and then off to lunch. He’s letting you pick since you live in the area. Adding a touch of gloss to your lips, you grab your bag and walk out to your car.
 After putting your car in park in the driveway, you fire off a text letting him know you’re there. Even though you received a sorry via Chris from Lisa, you didn’t want to chance another odd meeting. They probably were at the parks anyway, but you didn’t want to take that chance.
A minute later her comes jogging to your car. The goof. He’s dressed casually but put together in navy colored shorts and crisp white V-neck t-shirt. The fact that your coordinated doesn’t slip past you.
He gets in, immediately pulling you into a hug. Chris kisses your forehead for the briefest of moments before letting go. You manage a dopey smile because damn if you aren’t smitten. Generally, you are pretty quick on your feet and would have already had something witty to say, but that kiss, even though it was innocent, really threw you off.
“Hi,” you manage to squeak out.
“Hey, sweetheart.”
You stare a little too long at his lips before shaking yourself out of it and slapping a smile on your face.
“So, lunch?” you asked.
 The two of you dine at Four Rivers Smokehouse which is one of your favorite spots for a quick bite. The food is always great with a good mix of people stopping by on their lunch break and families enjoying a meal out.
He chooses the ribs and you the brisket before grabbing a table in the corner, offering him the seat facing the wall, hoping it brings a little anonymity. The idea of being recognized in public didn’t even cross your mind as it’s not something you ever have to worry about. You regret your decision of choosing a restaurant with so many windows and frequent turn over. Despite your worries, Chris has not alluded to any discomfort as he happily eats his food. He’s added extra barbecue sauce to his ribs. Squeezing a bit from each of the six bottles at your table, sampling each one before choosing the one labeled ‘smoky’.
“This is really good. I mean, really good,” he said, sauce smeared around his lips.
He’s adorable and it takes everything in you not to reach forward to wipe the sauce from his face. You lick your own, it’s an involuntary action that his eyes get drawn too. At least you’re not the only one finding yourself distracted.
“I come here like once a week. But we keep that between me and you,” you said with a smirk. He chuckles before grabbing a napkin to wipe his face.
 Lunch has long been finished but the two of you stay seated at your table, enjoying just being together face to face. Your conversation is much like it is via phone call, but now you get to study each other’s facial expressions. Loving how his eyes crinkle when he really smiles. How his eyebrows raise when he gets serious. He’s a work of art and doesn’t even realize it.
It’s already four in the afternoon and the restaurant is in that between time after the lunch crowds and before the dinner rush. You somehow manage to remove your eyes from his and see that there are only two other tables occupied.
“I didn’t realize we’ve been here for so long,” you said, stretching your arms. “I’m also impressed you didn’t get any of that sauce on your white shirt.”
Chris chuckles and shakes his head. He reaches his hand across the table, taking yours in his.
“I don’t want to say goodbye yet.”
“We can go back to my place,” you offer, your face instantly heating up at the implication. “I mean, because I live nearby. Not that you need to come back with me. I-I just want to hangout longer,” you stutter out.
Chris smiles wide, squeezing your hand a few times. “Let’s go hangout.”
 “Cheers!” Chris said, clinking his bottle of beer against yours.
It’s the second bottle for both of you, but probably the last for you as you still need to drive him back and the whole “not drinking for a long time” promise you made yourself.
“Cheers,” you echo before taking a long pull from the bottle.
“Didn’t picture you the beer drinker, Y/N.”
“Oh, yeah? Why’s that Mr. Evans?”
“Mr. Evans? Someone’s mighty formal,” he said. You shrug your shoulders in response before taking another sip. “You just seem like wine is more your speed. Perhaps raspberry vodka,” he chuckles out.
“I could just kill your brother,” you groan out. “Pretty sure I have at least a third of the bottle left in my fridge if you want any.”
Chris shakes his head, taking a drink of beer. “I’ll leave that for you.”
“So, kind. So, kind,” you snicker.
He’s reclined on your couch while you sit in your comfy blue armchair, feet folded up under you. Chris is skimming through the music on your phone, picking a new song after the last is done rather than letting it play through.
“You wanna sync your phone to my speakers? We can play something from your phone,” you offered.
“Nah, I like a lot of your stuff.”
You hold your hand in front of your face and pretend to blow on your nails while winking at him, in that “I’m too cool” kind of way.
 The sun is starting to set and you have a good view of the painted sky from your backyard. It’s still plenty warm, but with the sun down and your ceiling fan on, the two of you are comfortable sitting on your loveseat on the lanai snacking on pizza rolls because that’s all that you had that didn’t require defrosting.
“It’s beautiful out here,” Chris said.
“Yeah, it’s not a bad view to have. Should’ve had you bring your suit. It was hard to drag Scott out of the pool,” you replied.
“How’d you put up with him the whole weekend?” Chris asked. He said it so seriously, but you can see a hint of a smile.
“Well, I’ve managed so far with you, so I can pretty much handle anything.”
He bumps you with his shoulder and shakes his head. “So, sassy.”
“That’s what they call me.”
“Who’s they?” Chris smirks.
“Just you and Scott.”
You let out a little chuckle and you notice those eye crinkles reappear.
“Good,” he agrees.
 It’s late, nearing eleven. Chris stopped drinking after three beers, the two of you switching over to water.
“You want to watch a movie?” Chris asked.
You had gone back to your living room an hour prior. Sitting in opposite corners of the couch, but facing each other, your foot bumps his leg once in awhile causing you both to blush.
“Don’t you have to get back? You have an early flight, right?”
“Not until eleven thirty. We can go if you want me to or if you’re getting tired, but I rather stay here with you,” he replied, sincerity in his voice.
Fuck. He’s going to be the death of me.
Honestly, you’d stay up for the next two days if it meant spending time together. And the fact that he wants to stay makes you want to weep tears of joy. But that’s just a little too dramatic.
“I want you to stay.”
“Yeah?” he asked.
“Yeah,” you agree, lightly slapping his bent leg resting on the couch cushion.
He grabs your hand before you can pull it away, holding it there, just resting on his leg. You shyly look up and see him looking at you. The only words that matches the two of you is heart eyes and you pray that you aren’t imaging it.
After what feels like several minutes but more like mere seconds, your mouth opens up and you break the spell.
“What do you want to watch?”
Chris lets go of your hand and your heart instantly crashes at the loss of contact.
“I think you know,” he replied. Your mouth quirks to the side while you try to figure him out. “Come on! You know.”
You put on a fake annoyed look and shake your head. “Really? Do we have to?”
“I’m pretty sure you said if I visited, we’d watch it,” Chris said.
“Fine. I’m a woman of my word,” you said.
Grabbing the Roku remote, you clicked on your Amazon app, finding The Princess Bride, and renting before Chris could offer you five dollars to pay for it.
“I’m the host! I don’t need your money babe,” you reasoned.  
The movie played on and you slowly found yourself leaning on Chris more and more. Not that he minded. The closer you got, the more hands on he became. Half way through, you were completely laying on his chest, both your legs out stretched on the couch while his rest on the floor. His left arm is stationary on the arm of the couch while the other was wrapped around you. Your right hand laid on his chest as your fingers lightly rub it without even realizing you were doing so. Chris would quietly hum now and then, bringing a smile to your face.
Friends cuddle. They totally do.
Before you even reach the end of the movie, you’ve fallen asleep. So much for seeing it all the way through. Chris readjusted so that the two of you are laying comfortably.
You awake sometime later to Chris brushing his hand through your hair. The TV is still on but nothing is playing.
“M’sorry,” you mumble. “I didn’t mean to fall asleep on you.”
You sit up slightly, taking in his tired eyes. He looks back at you adoringly.
“It’s okay. I’ll make you watch it again next time,” he said softly.
The words next time make you beam inside. You sit up, setting your feet on the floor.
“Want me to bring you home?”
“Nah, we’re both too tired. Take me in the morning?” he asked.
“Of course. Do you want to go to bed? What time is it anyway?”
“I think about three.” Chris sits up on the couch, running a hand down his face. “I’m actually a little more awake after our nap,” he quietly chuckled.
“You want to pull an all-nighter?” Well, kind of all-nighter since we did sleep for a little bit.”
“Yeah, if you’re not too tired,” he said shrugging his shoulders.
“Oh, shit! Did you tell your mom you weren’t coming back?”
Chris throws his head back laughing. “It’s my ma. Of course, I sent her a text. Once we started the movie, I figured I’d be staying over.”
“Good. I don’t need her thinking I’m a bad person. Taking advantage of her baby boy.”
You get up, walking to the kitchen to grab a couple of more water bottles. Chris swats your ass just as you pass him.
 The two of you have the music back on, sitting close to one another, choosing to talk through the early hours of morning. It’s nice and you can’t help but feel closer to him. Part of you is worried that this is a one-time thing. Chris comes to Orlando once or twice a year, but probably can’t get away to spend time with you each trip. You start to do the math on your own vacation time, trying to think if there are events out of state that a publication will pay you to write about. But it’s way too early to be thinking this much, you just need to be here in the now.
You shift your focus back to Chris who’s looking at you with a dopey grin.
“So, will you?” he asked.
Huh?
“Will I what?” you asked.
“Did I lose you for a minute?” he chuckles out.
“I’m sorry. Lack of sleep. I’m with you now. What’d you ask?”
“I said.” Chris stands up. “Do you want to go for a walk?” He takes your hand and pulls you to your feet, not letting you answer. “Sun’s almost up.”
You nod your head, walking to the door to slip on a pair of sneakers. They don’t quite go with your dress, but you’ve essential been up for almost a full day.
Grabbing your keys from the table near the door, you lock up and pass your keys to Chris since you don’t have any pockets. You live on a residential street that’s a mix of vacation rentals and long-term residents like yourself. There are a few joggers out, but besides them, it’s just you two.
Chris takes your hand in his as the two of you stroll slowly around your block.
“I’m really glad you were able to hangout today,” he said.
“Me too. I actually wish you were staying longer.”
“Me too sweetheart. I don’t want to wait another seven months to see you,” he confessed.
You stop in your tracks. Keeping a hold of his hand, you turn to face him.
“You don’t?” you asked.
Where this doubt is coming from, you’re not so sure. The two of you are friends, so of course you’ll see each other again. It’s just this in between flirting and touching that has you all mixed up.
Chris gently rests his other hand on your face and leans in, slowly bringing his lips to yours. They’re soft and smooth, just like you’ve imagined. You eagerly kiss him back but don’t want to push it, so you remain solid where you stand, letting him do the work. He slowly pulls away, but not far because you can feel his warm breath on your face. His eyes are intense, asking for permission. You slightly nod your head and before you know it, his lips hit yours. It’s so quick you’ve barely shut your eyes before his other hand takes a hold of your face and he kisses you more intensely. You’re not complaining, but you are thankful it’s so early, the neighborhood is barely awake. You wrap your arms around his back and hold him tight as he kisses you senseless. He pulls back again, still holding your face gently before planting a chaste kiss on your lips.
You flutter your eyes open to see a soft smiling Chris. He’s still lightly holding your face and you hope he doesn’t stop.
“Was that okay?” he asked softly.
He knows it was. He’s just being a little shit per the usual.
You give him a small frown and quickly see a tiny bit of doubt in his eyes.
“I think I need to try that again,” you said, grabbing his face and bringing him to you. You kiss him softly on the lips. Once. Twice. Three times before you feel him smile against you. He leans his forehead against yours as you both stand there like two smiling fools.
“Of course, I don’t want to wait this long to see you again,” he breathes out.
“Me neither,” you agree.
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Security (A SFW Jinx + Beel & Lucifer)
The idea I had the previous night. Jinx and Beelzebub had been talking about having a physical marking for their pact. Something like a permanent tattoo to show that they were together. Jinx had a bit of an episode, and as a result, they go to Lucifer to calm her down.
This is SELF! INDULGENT! TRASH! I feel like I need to say that every time now lol. It’s about Jinx, so of course there is not “MC” talk. The personalities might be a bit warped, but that’s because this takes place in MY PERSONAL CANON of how the story went down. MC is not a sack of potatoes blindly rushing into danger. MC is a troubled young woman named Jinx.
Warnings? A hint of sadness | If you squint, a bit of eating disorder | DDLG elements- although nothing explicit.
“I’m sorry! I told you it might-?!”
Jinx crawled off the edge of the bed and rushed to grab her robe. Out of courtesy for everyone else and a sense of decency, she threw on something before she could rush out of the door and to the bathroom.When Beelzebub managed to get into clothes of his own, he followed after her.
When he found her, she was doubled over the toilet, emptying the contents of tonight’s dinner in chunks. What a shame. He’d just got her to stop throwing up her dinner not too long ago. “Pum’kin?” Beelzebub frowns. He reaches out to touch her, but she backs away from him instantly, squeezing herself down and against the corner of the bathroom.
“Don’t! J-just don’t, please!”
He pulls away, his stomach churning. He’s heard her sound like this before, but it’s been ages. He still didn’t know exactly what he did wrong. He was only doing what she asked.
For safe measures, he presses himself back against the wall opposite of her. “Okay… I’m sorry. I didn’t think I’d scare you like that. I was just trying to mark you like you asked. You do still want me to mark you, right?” It was an innocent question. They’d been talking about leaving a physical mark on her skin ever since they made their pact together. Jinx thought she was ready, she’d been ready for a while, hadn’t she?
“I do! I did! I did say that, didn’t I? But I didn’t think you’d put it there, Bee!” Jinx shouted. “I thought you’d put it on my chest, or my arm or something!”
“What’s wrong with putting it on your belly?”
Another innocent question. The answer should have been simple. I’m just uncomfortable with it being there, was all she needed to say. Her mouth opened, then shut. Then opened again as if she was convincing herself to actually explain why. What came out instead was a quiet plea.
“I need to see papa. Can you take me to him?”
Beelzebub walked her down the long corridor. He got her into a quick shower and then a pair of pajamas back in her bedroom first. He held her hand, and she held onto her spare blanket and rabbit plushie. Beelzebub knocked once, then twice on the door when Lucifer didn’t answer. Shortly after, he heard tired groans and the sound of the man rolling out of bed and to the door.
When he opened it, he looked as tired and frustrated as he usually did. He must have pushed back his hair to present himself somewhat normally before even letting anyone get the chance to see his bedhead. Just like him to do so.
“Beel and Jinx.” He says slowly, fighting the urge to yawn. “I suppose it’s better than Mammon. What are you two doing up this late?” He peers over Beelzebub’s form so he can properly see Jinx’s face. The moment he can, he’s wide awake. Tears were rolling down her cheeks, and her lips were curled downward into a deep frown. “What’s going on?” he asks more softly.
“Well- we were…” Beelzebub immediately trails off. He didn’t want to give away her privacy so easily, so he thought for a moment while Lucifer coaxed Jinx into his arms for a hug. “I scared her. I didn’t do it on purpose, but she ended up throwing up in the bathroom. She wanted to come see you.”
Lucifer looked over Beelzebub’s face with a scowl. He pulled Jinx back for a second to wipe her tears away. “There, there. It’s okay Little One. Come on, I’ll put you to bed. You must be exhausted.” He turned around and walked Jinx into his bedroom, taking her over to the corner of his bed. He looked back at Beelzebub and grimaced. He was to wait there so he could get full disclosure on what exactly happened.
Jinx wrapped the blankets around herself before sitting down on the bed, hugging her rabbit doll close. “P-papa, I’m sorry for waking you up.” She apologized promptly. “I know you got a busy day t-tomorrow and I shouldn’t be freaking out over it. It’s dumb, I’m being dumb.”
“It’s alright.” Lucifer sighs. “You’re scared and hurt, Little One. I’m going to take care of it, okay? Now, I need you to be brave for me. I’m going to have a quick chat with Beel about what happened, and then we can talk too. But I need you to sit here and breathe like I taught you; can you do that?”
Jinx shook her head, feeling tears forming again. “I don’t wanna be alone again, papa. Please?”
“Little One,” Lucifer starts again, giving her another hug. “I would tear anyone apart in a slow and agonizing fashion if they ever hurt you. No one, not even Father, could stop me from making sure you’re safe. I protect my own.” Jinx buried her face into his clothed chest and sniffled.
Lucifer chewed his tongue, pushing further. “When I pulled you and your brother away from those demons trying to hurt you I told you how much I loved you both and wanted to make sure you survived. Do you think what I told you two in that moment was a lie?”
It took Jinx a second to process. Then she shook her head.
“Give me just a minute, Little One.” He let go of her and stepped out of his bedroom with swiftness. The timer in his head is already ticking. He allows Beelzebub to fill him in vaguely about what happened before crossing his arms and looking away.
“That’s a bit…” Lucifer sighs. “It can’t be helped, I suppose. When she gets like this, I’m the only one who can calm her down. I suspect she’ll want to spend the night in here.”
Beelzebub frowns. “She won’t want to leave…? I didn’t get an answer out of her before about why she reacted like that. I was only doing what she wanted…”
Lucifer yawned again, almost at his limit. “I know you were, Beel. Sometimes humans go through terrible things that leave them a bit… scarred. She is no exception. Just go on to bed, things will be handled on my end from here.” He waved Beelzebub off and reentered his bedroom.
“I’m back, Little One.” Lucifer announced. Jinx hopped off the bed and dove back into his arms, holding him tight. “I told you, I would be back. Thank you for being so brave for me. Now, I need to ask you a few questions, okay?”
Jinx looked up at him, pouting.
“Don’t fret, I won’t pry about it. I just need to know what to do moving forward. I got Beel’s side of things, but what about you? Do you want to talk about it?” Jinx shook her head, burying her face back into his chest. “Okay. What about tomorrow? I can tell things are going to be bad if we don’t clear the air. Or I can take you to visit Dr. Wayne?”
“Dr. Wayne?” Jinx asks, looking back up at him. “I haven’t seen him since before Christmas… I need to give him my notebook! I did some writing in it, we can go over that stuff!”
Lucifer smiles, pushing her hair out of her face. “Okay, Little One. We can take you to see Dr. Wayne after we make a phone call in the morning, alright? Now… Do you want to go back to your room? Are you feeling good enough to stay in your room now?”
Jinx frowned again, letting go of Lucifer. She sat down on the bed again and hugged her stuffed rabbit. “Can I stay here?” she asked softly. “I know it’s silly. I’m too old to act like this, but I-”
“You’re not too old for any of this. You are my precious Little One. You need my protection and my security, and I am happy to provide it. You could be 21, or 51 years old, and I would never turn you away. Problems like yours just don’t go away, whatever they may be. Know that whenever things get too tough, you have me to fall back on.”
Jinx tilted her head downwards and smiled a little. “You always know what to say, papa.” She threw her legs on to the bed and pulled the sheets over her. She took her extra blanket and placed it on top for the extra warmth, as it was usually colder in his room. Lucifer walked over and kissed the top of her forehead. He tickled her in, making sure the blankets fit over the majority of her body before taking his place on the other side of the bed.
“G’night, papa.” Jinx whispered. “N’ thank you.”
Lucifer yawned one last time, shutting his eyes. “Good night, princess.”
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gyllenhaalstories · 5 years ago
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if you ever want to write something about tom being pouty bout your boobs after a baby i would love you for it!! maybe he kisses them better cos they’re sore or something.. idk lol
i just… i’m speechless. you shouldn’t feed my dirty ideas like that, but you said you’d love me if i did it and i wanna be loved so here goes nothing (no, not nothing, just my small nipple play kink). WARNINGS: smut/foreplay, nipple play, curse words, i don’t know what it’s like to have a baby casually munching on my nipples so bear with me. ALSO. this is inspired by this post as well (the combination of the two was inevitable)! oh, and the baby is a girl. she can have any gender identity she wants in the future! i just had to use pronouns, so i picked the female option. 
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SHARING IS CARING, CARING IS LOVING
“She’s finally asleep.” You sighed when you walked out of the baby’s room, closing the door behind you. 
Tom had been watching you closely, melting at how patient and loving you were with your child even though she had been keeping you wide awake for the last couple of days. Every time you would catch a break from feeding the infant, he would stare at you with hope and lust in his eyes. Today was no exception.
“Tom, please, don’t give me that look.” You pressed a soft hand on his cheek, stroking it with your thumb. “I’m sorry babe, I’m too exhausted.”
“That’s alright.” He said, with a shrug. You noticed his understanding grin fading into a pout. It was the kind of pouty face he gave you whenever he wanted something he could not get, such as tasting the food you were cooking, seeing you in the newest lingerie he got you as soon as you two came back from the store and when you decided to tie him to the bed stand so you could be in charge for once. “I wanted to spend some time with my princess.” 
“Come on, we have not walked out of the house since she was born. We’re always spending time together.” You answered, looking up at him quizzically as you walked towards the kitchen. You put the bottles of extra milk you pumped earlier into the fridge and, still, he was standing right besides you. 
His pouty face only intensified. “She’s so lucky.” 
“How so?” You replied and leaned on the kitchen counter. He was acting so strange and you could not quite read through his facial expression. His voice, when he spoke, had a hint of jealousy in it. It left you even more confused. 
“Not so long ago, I was the one… Touching you.” He moved closer to you, his hands running up from your hips to your ribcage. His thumbs rubbed, on each side, the side of your boobs. “Taking care of you.” He spoke again, his hands now moving to cup your breasts. 
“Stop!” You said in a hurry.
Tom flinched of surprise. “Is everything okay, Y/N?!” 
“It’s just… it’s just that my nipples hurt.” You confessed.
He came closer again, this time working your shirt all the way up until you slide it off. “I’ll make you feel better, take care of my princess’ sore little nipples.” And just like that, his lips were tickling the sensitive skin of your breasts. His tongue licked around the darker spot until he wrapped gently his lips around your swollen buds. 
You used your hands to hold your breasts up to his mouth when he lifted you and let you sit on the counter. You opened your legs for him to stand between them. 
“All this time waiting to play with your pretty boobs…” He started, but worked on your other breast before finishing his thought. 
“Are you jealous?” You managed to mouth, in between soft moans. 
His tongue felt warm around your skin and he was nibbling on it  carefully, yet, hungrily. By the time he spoke again, your nipples were pink and swollen. “Fuck yes I am.” He chuckled low in his throat. “You can’t expect me not to be jealous when she’s the one who gets to play with them all the time. Sharing is caring!” 
You rolled your eyes, another moan escaping your lips. “You’re such a brat,” 
He placed kisses all over your chest and added, in his small mocking voice. “And you love it.” 
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bluebellhairpin · 5 years ago
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Ocean Eyes
Arthur Curry/Aquaman X Siren!Reader
A/N: Lol, I finally watched Aquaman. The eye candy in that, wow lemme tell you-! - Nemo 
Song: ‘ocean eyes’ by Billie Eilish 
Summary: After being washed into a lagoon after a storm, you’re found by a half-bread Altantean called Arthur. He helps you escape, but not after some cost.
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The ocean was your home. 
The people in it were yours. Even if they didn’t want you, they were still yours.  
In your world of seas, the Atlanteans were the ones that ruled it, and as far as the line of power went, you were pretty low on it.
Atlanteans were up top, then fishermen, sea creatures, sirens like yourself, then the creatures of the deep. The only thing on the list of power after you was the monsters, which didn’t give your kind a good name. 
You were a siren, one of the creatures of the not-so-deep deep, and no one liked you. You were all bumpy scales, long dark tails, pointed teeth, spiked fins and big black eyes. By appearance along you weren’t approachable, and by the grizzly stories told of your kind by both those on land and in water you were marked as completely wild. 
But as the tides changed, a storm brewed, and you met someone who completely changed that.
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You woke groggy. The water around you was warm, and moving slower than normal. You could see the startings of light coming from above the surface. That already set off alarm bells in your mind, not used to being so close to the surface meant your eyes weren’t used to it. The fact the space you were in seemed rather small, also meant that you’d have nowhere to run if a human came. 
You started exploring the place you’d found yourself in, and decided it was a lagoon of sorts. While some areas were shallow, others were deeper and lead to caves. But in short you were stuck. The storm that got you in the lagoon caused waves that were much bigger than they were now, and you had no way of climbing over the sand or jumping the rock walls without being seen. 
Obviously you started to panic, if any humans found you you’d surely be killed or shipped off to live in a glass container for other humans to laugh and oogle at. 
A splash from the water nearby made you snap out of your panic, instead moving to find someplace darker to hide. 
You had no idea what caused the noise, but being so close to land meant it could be a human. And it was a human, but something in your mind told you he wasn’t going to hurt you, not unless you gave him a reason to. 
You kept watching him from your hiding spot, watching as he moved permissively through the water as if he belonged there. Once he spotted you, you swam off, slinking back into the darker parts of the lagoon in hopes that the human didn’t follow. The problem was that he did, and did so rather quickly. 
Not only did he follow you were no free-diving human would, but he seemed to be breathing, and it only worried you more that he then spoke. 
“What are you?” he asked, letting himself float in the middle of the slight trench in the lagoons center. He let you circle him, and he looked tense as if you might be a predator, you didn’t want him to think that so you stopped in front of him. 
“You’re an Atlantean?” you asked, ignoring his question in turn for your own. He smiled and shook his head, eyes squinting as he tried to look at you in the darkness. 
“Not really.” he started, “I’m a half-bread. They don’t like me too much.” You made a small ‘oh’, letting out a breath. “So are you going to answer my question?” he asked, smile turning smug. 
You moved forward, letting the little light that reached where you were hit your head and upper-half. You saw him shrink back slightly, looking at you in disbelief before cautiously moving forward to look at your closer. 
“I’m a bit of a monster.” you said, tone light seeing as you felt he could take a joke well enough. 
“I’ve seen monsters.” he said, shaking his head again. “You’re not half as bad as what they are.” As he finished speaking you moved around to circle him. Now getting closer you found how different you were to an Atlantean. 
For one atlanteans didn’t have scales or dorsal, pectoral and pelvic fins. From what you saw, the color in their eyes was less, and barely any of their teeth were as sharp as yours. And with your tail, you were almost a half length longer than he was. 
“You’re nothing like the fishermen.” he mumbled, and you shot around to meet him face to face, now a lot closer than before. 
“Don’t,” you started, eyes narrow compared to his wide ones, “ever compare us to them. It’s unfair.” 
“Us? I still don’t even know who you are.”
“A siren. Whoever is left of us stay hidden, it’s not like I’d expect you to know.” you said, moving away into the shadows again. 
When you turned around to check on him, he’d disappeared. 
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You didn’t see him for another three days, not that you expected to see him at all due to your abrupt conversations end before. It was either he didn’t visit the lagoon often or you were too busy trying to find a way out before humans found you. 
As the three days passed, more and more humans appeared at the lagoon shallows during the day, you guessed since it was summer that they went near water to cool down like other land animals. 
Your time in the lagoon was wearing thin, and with every day that passed you felt more and more likely to be found. 
When the half-Atlantean came back, he seemed surprised to see you. 
“What’re you still here for?” he asked, starting the conversation with another question. You shrugged. 
“Too little ways to get out. Too many humans. Too little area for error. I could go on, but I won't.” you said, swimming in circles to ease some of your nerves.he nodded to your words as you spoke.
“How’d you get here to begin with?”
“Storm. High tide. Too close to shore like the idiot I am.” he thought at your words. 
“I could help you get out.” he looked at you, eyes clean and understanding. “Tonight.”
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You waited under the surface near one of the rock boundaries. 
He’d explained everything to you that afternoon, telling you his plan and his name. 
Arthur would alert you to him being there, then you’d be free to make the jump over the wall. You’d felt you could jump before, but the wall was high, and sharp, and you didn’t want to get spotted. So Arthur would keep watch, direct anyone who came close away, and meet you once you were over the wall. 
It was a seamless plan. Perfect in a way. But you should’ve guessed with a creature like you, after having met someone as kind and judge-less as Arthur, that something was set to go wrong. 
And it did. 
Not only did another summer storm roll in, dry and thunderous and billowing wind faster and faster and the minutes ticked on, but someone did come. They came to the lagoon, and they’d come for you. 
Not that you’d noticed they came, not until you were above water, halfway over the wall. 
You were shot down from your jump to freedom and open seas, landing on the rocks at an awkward angle that caused your arm to hurt, and a searing hot pain in your tail that definitely wasn't there before. Through the wind, the rain, and the waves you could see Arthur on the banks nearby, beating a man again and again while two more lay on the sand getting drenched with rain.
With your chest heaving and tail completely aching, you managed to pull yourself into the water with a dull splash, welcoming the cold and salt like a long-needed embrace. 
With a heaving chest, you swam your was to a cliff face, near enough that Arthur would find you, but not close enough that the others would until daylight. 
You clung to the rocks like a lifeline, and in a way they were, seeing as without them the waves could push you right back into the lagoon from where you came. 
You didn’t even notice Arthur was with you until he tried to ‘fix’ whatever was causing you all the pain. Letting out a yelp, you let go of the rocks, sliding back into the water with Arthur following. 
“(y/n), look at me.” he said, grabbing your face in his hands to push your eyes to look into his. “You got harpooned. I’m gonna need you to be really brave.” 
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When he told you to be brave, you expected him to just pull the harpoon out of your tail. But when you woke, you found that you were somewhere you’d never seen before. 
When you managed to sit up, the view from in front of you was something you’d never even imagined seeing. So much for the Atlanteans not liking Arthur that much. 
You moved, finding your tail healed enough that you could swim at a slow pace, and made your way to the window. Below creatures of all kinds swam, buildings of all sizes were around, and  you wished so much that you’d be allowed to stay, even for a little longer. But you figured that now you were awake the Atlanteans would want you gone. 
A door behind you opened, and in came Arthur, along with another Atlantean, a fisherman, and some guards. You swam closer to the opposite wall, trying to put distance between yourself and the group. Your entire demeanor was tense, fin flicking back and forth, telling them you’d want nothing more than for them to go away or to simply be released back into the open ocean. 
The fisherman swam forward, holding a hand out to you in a way someone would help a creature that was scared. 
“I am Princess Scales, of the Fishermen. I want to help you.” Scales said, speaking softly, “You already know Arthur. With him is Nuidis Vulko. They won't hurt you either.” 
“I can tell. Those behind them I don’t think are as harmless as they’re trying to seem.” you said, following the wall and swimming a little closer to the group. 
“(y/n), please.” Arthur said, moving to stop a few breaths in front of you. “We both know you could thrash them, but give them the benefit of the doubt.” he added, quietly smiling at you. You looked over his shoulder at Vulko and the guards, sending a sharp-toothed hiss at the latter before turning back to Arthur.
“Can’t I just go?” you mumbled. 
“Well,” Scales started, almost anxiously wringing her fingers together as she looked at you, “Times have changed, and thanks to Arthur the Atlanteans all want to meet you, They-”
“So they can poke fun and mock me. Study me like the monster I am. Cage me just like a humans would if they’d gotten to me before he did.” you spat, pointing at Arthur, now understanding why he was being so nice. “I should’ve known you’d be just as bad as everyone else.”  
“That’s not it-”
“It’s not? That what it sure looks like!” 
“Arthur.” Vulko said, stopping Arthur before he spoke further. “(y/n), I understand that you could be feeling trapped, but like Princess Scales said, times have changed.” 
“How much?”
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After a lengthy discussion about morals and times changing, you were reluctantly pulled along to a much bigger room. One whose walls were lined up to the brim with Atlanteans who were waiting to see you. You looked ahead and saw that there was a throne, but it was empty. 
“To whom am I to speak to if there’s no one here?” you quietly asked Arthur. He smiled at you, and then you realized. 
It all made sense. Surely Atlanta wouldn’t have let you in with a half-bread unless they were special. Arthur was their king, he could do with you whatever he wanted.
“People of Atlanta,” Arthur started, addressing the crowds and yet looking at you the whole time. “Meet the siren.” 
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