#I fucking TEARED UP AGAIN

[ftm-radio]

[SCENE: driving back from my appointment]

dad: ...am I going to have to teach you how to shave?

me: uh yeah! at some point, lol

dad: hm. well I can show you the way I prefer, with mug soap and a brush, because the aerosol cans are just no. I showed your brother my way and he likes it a lot better too...

dad: [rambles for a bit]

dad: ...it's really just another chore, you look in the mirror and go 'ugh I have to shave soon' so it's just one of those things you do every once in a while

me, externally: haha yeah, I can't wait :]

me, internally: he's talking about this like it's no big deal, it's not weird at all,,, he doesn't mind the idea of teaching me despite the fact that he never expected to be doing this with me,,,, he's my dad and he supports me even if he doesn't completely get it,,,

[starry-bi-sky]

on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

[gojosbf]

it's okay guys i adopted them after this. they're safe

[valentjin]

put the devil in his place

[nekrosmos]

Once again getting inspired by @on-a-lucky-tide 's fic (I keep rereading this one, it's so good, go give it a read !!)

[arthursfuckinghat]

I'm at that part of chapter three my friends, so let me be a reminder that Colm O'Driscoll's plan to lure in Dutch after taking Arthur failed because nobody came looking for him.

He would have died being held captive any longer, he barely escaped.

The gang did not come for Arthur.

[whilomm]

oh okay heres one:

"sleepaway camp"= you go there for at least a few days, a week, sometimes several weeks, and sleep there, as opposed to a """camp""" where you go for the day and your parents or whoever picks you up afterward (those arent really camps, but like. idk when i went to "space camp" it was a weeklong but not sleepaway). in the U.S. at least, the typical image of a sleepaway camp involves staying in cabins, dunno how common it is/what it looks like in other countries.

for the first few i just mean like. not necessarily a stealth church camp, just like. idk, a camp where theres also an Assumption Of Christianity and just general vibes without being actually church camp. So, there might not be daily services and jesusy dedicatwd activities, but maybe theres still a prayer said over meals and shit. Which i assume might exist...

(oh and @reblogforsamplesize if u wanna)

[zivazivc]

my brainrot about these two can be measured in liters

[mythtakens]

[skizwillsuffice]

Arceus have mercy for the chaos she will cause

(Part 2/3)

[kingofanemptyworld]

hey you know what would be fun? a fic where the Royal Guard follows through with their plans to make Ichigo the new Soul King and Grimmjow promptly loses his shit because what the actual fuck Ichigo has already given these people literally everything, twice, and this is how they repay him? recruits Nel and Harribel and Urahara and Yoruichi (after Nel sits on him for a while because Jesus Christ Grimmjow you can’t storm Soul Society by yourself no matter how much you’ve powered up) and it’s the Ryoka Invasion all over again except with pissed off arrancar instead. I just think it would be neat

[rookthorne]

I swear to god that a/n on ao3

Ima shoot you woman

“Please, allow me to make up for my… misdeeds earlier,” T’Challa insists, with a kind smile.

Bucky shrugs it off, uncomfortable with the thought of owing the King anything, feeling like he deserved what happened in Bucharest.

IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT BABY 🥺

He’s already made up his mind, despite Steve trying to dissuade him. Now, he just wants to enjoy his last few moments.

Now that is not ominous at all what in the flying fuck-

“Shall we?” Steve asks, a forced smile on his face, feeling the impending end of their time together.

This hurts

Bucky doesn’t even have words for how stunning the Golden City is – its people are bustling about, the air filled with chatter and heavenly aromas that Bucky’s never encountered. It feels… warm. Safe.

It’s almost jarring how different it is for him. Not six hours ago, he’d nearly lost his life and considered himself lucky enough to lose only the arm. Before that, he’d been on the run, alone and without much optimism. His life then had only promised a bleak future of hiding and constantly moving around in the shadows.

because you are safe baby 🥺

His skin feels warm, kissed by the rays of sun that peak out behind the towering buildings. If he closes his eyes, the wind catches the ends of his hair, flapping it gently in the breeze. The language is new to him, one that isn’t in his repertoire, and it sounds like an unfamiliar, but beautiful, melody.

oh my heart 🥹😭

“It sure is beautiful,” Steve murmurs, as if agreeing. It’s close enough, so Bucky nods again, and Ayo keeps a smile to herself, her chest puffing with pride for her nation.

I’m picturing this and I don’t know how my heart could be more full

“I wish it didn’t have to be like this,” Steve blurts out. I wish I wasn’t losing you again. I wish you didn’t have to do this.

“It’s for the best, Steve,” Bucky reminds him. I have to.

“Not for me,” Steve whispers sadly. It’s killing me to say goodbye.

“Don’t,” Bucky sighs. Me too.

“Remember when I shipped out to England?” Bucky asks quietly, looking up at him.

Steve commits this look to memory – it’s the softest that Steve has seen him since they found him in Bucharest. “Yeah. Of course.”

It doesn’t take long for him to catch onto what Bucky is getting at. He steps into Bucky’s space, between his legs, just like he had done decades ago.

“I’ll be seein’ you,” Bucky says, exactly as he’d done that night.

“Kiss for good luck,” Steve murmurs back before he meets Bucky halfway. Their lips press together for a brief, beautiful moment, where Steve is whole once more. When they have to pull away, Steve swears the colours around them dim again, like the world is a shade less bright without Bucky.

You have my heart babe, and you just fucking crushed it AGAIN

Bucky leans back and lets himself be strapped in, and Steve will never forget the hissing noise the chamber makes as it takes Bucky from him.

Again.

FUCK 😭

I can’t even get my words together for the ending commentary what the f- 😭

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers [AO3 Link] Explicit: Teen Tags: Fluff and Light Angst, Goodbyes Summary: 

“I wish it didn’t have to be like this,” Steve blurts out. I wish I wasn’t losing you again. I wish you didn’t have to do this.

“It’s for the best, Steve,” Bucky reminds him. I have to.

For @flufftober Day 21: “Kiss for Good Luck” For @stuckybingo​ N1: “Long Distance”

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[heyitsspaceace]

rivers speech about loving the doctor while 12 stands there without her knowing never fails to destroy me. she loves him so much and doesn’t believe he loves her back, imagine hearing “it's like loving the stars themselves. You don't expect a sunset to admire you back.” and knowing it’s about you, how do you not break into tears. his soft smile and the look on rivers face when she finally realizes who it is, the way they slip back into their easy banter, the way they’re both ready to sacrifice themselves for the other so readily? i love them dearly, they make me ill

[yourgfdgirlfriend]

there really is a little evil part of me that loves it, when people don’t get over me. aww you’re still hung up on me after years of being apart? poor baby boy. i’m soo sorry that you feel like i’m irreplaceable and like you’ll never find anyone you can feel small and vulnerable and loved and at home with anymore. now, say. it. again.

[chrisbangs]

5-STAR STRAY KIDS

[crustyfloor]

HOW MUCH WORSE WAS THIS SCENE SUPPOSED TO BE IN THE ORIGINAL IM GOING TO BE SICK.

what the fuckk,,,