#I feel like I’m getting to the stage of grief where thinking about angus’s death doesn’t hurt quite as much
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#I feel like I’m getting to the stage of grief where thinking about angus’s death doesn’t hurt quite as much#and it does make me a bit mad and a tad scared#but also… I never knew him in real life but yet he was a constant ‘fixture’ in my life#and ill feel pain about his death and random things about him but it doesn’t hurt as much and idk… it hurts#I want to continue to be sad about his death but I know it’s fruitful to continue to do so due to the parasocial relationship issues#like today I kinda laughed reminiscing about the Sunday spottings and watching all them waiting to see if he’d show up and when he would#we’d all be like ohh that’s insane he’s famous enough to be part of the deuxmoi Sunday spottings#or the time my speculation about him and dru made for a blind about him#man… it’s still so hard to believe it’s been over a fucking month since he left earth#and yet i still vividly remember everything about that day and how that date will forever mare my future feelings#wish he was still here#anyways#just thought I’d update my grieving process incase others needed something or felt the same way and as a way to just give words to stuff#and like block me if you hate me now with my bs ramblings
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