#I dont wanna tag this as spidersona bc ppl will find it and I will b so embarrassed

[astrum99]

For record keeping

Finally made her

I guess it’s my spidersona/OC? She’s not a true spider though. Back story is long but basically not even a real human - lab made and almost unkillable (but haaates pain and probably will cry her eyes out if she break a bone); power is ridiculously overpowered and she can definitely take down a whole planet in minutes by her destructive powers alone but she loves so deeply it kills her to draw blood (but will kill for her found family no question asked - you’ll find her shaking in a corner later alone); make up for the OP physical power by her weakass mental state that Firmly believes she is so unlovable - she is willing to put everything on the line for a single phrase of ily (which of course got abused by npc) & the fact that she actually sucks so much at fighting she just mask it with a “stay away, keep the high ground, and start shooting” strategy and “be so scary ppl don’t want to fight u” strategy (works surprisingly well). Basically begged to get adopted into the spider squad bc she thinks everyone is so cool and amazing and she literally has no where to go; which yay the gang did like her bc she was righteous and loyal but uhhhh bc of the rocky start she firmly believes everyone is barely tolerating her while her friends r like “??? what r u talking abt” (once they found out her wack world perception).

Oh yea also the tats - anatomical heart on the inner left wrist for life; spider with a small 1610 text on the back of the wrist for family; large spider spanning the back for a new start/hope/new identity. Also a guitar on the outer right thigh (and going up to pelvis) much much later in the story for empowerment revolution and seizing control (we all know what/who that is inspired by lmao). Also the 1610 wrist spider & guitar also function as a theoretical defence against mind wipe/mind control. (Though also guitar mmmm ngl I might pair this idiot w hobie, idk if they’d have enough synergy though - he’d have to be so so patient; man I wish the movie gave more character cues and whatnot, maybe I’ll just toss her into further Torment??? <- bad)

I just love putting her in a blender she’s like my little infinite angst machine ✨