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Name: Balmoral 'Bal' Sitheach
Personality:
Balmoral is rather casual despite his station. He finds camaraderie and a sense of humor to be quite useful in the everyday. He strolls with confidence that crosses smug and it distracts from his observational skill and scheming mind. He values strength and is not afraid to coax it from his rivals. But there is also a wildness and mischievous streak that can be attributed to his fae nature.
Background:
Balmoral is the latest king to the Unseelie Court, having wrested the victory from a civil war with the Unseelie and had been working on it since then. To the Unseelie prior to him, it would be unthinkable for someone like him to even be considered for the throne. Which, to Balmoral, sounds like they were 'gantin' fer it.' Although he was well-known even then.
Balmoral was a general to the land's forces. While he did prefer to do fights, he found some fun in doing negotiations here and there. His charisma and the careful brokerage of an alliance gave him possible cards with some natural forces, several 'rogue sects' of different races and demons. He particularly found it useful to have Unseelie able to be used within skirmishes or wars since most do not believe fae to be powerful fighters so his forces are not forced into the worst positions. But it also allows for his 'rambunctious lot' to expend their bloodlust, cruelty and revelry without damage to his areas.
Alliances and the like appear to be his strength as he also has behind him companions that serve as advisors with his current status. Many of them were (some still) considered of ill-repute or 'outsiders' to the Winter Court. For some reason or another, they have a loyalty Balmoral and--like with most he deals in--he plays to their strengths and around their pitfalls.
There is rumor of Balmoral having no power at all or it being squandered from all his dealing. And it is this sort of thing that earns laughter from him. Then brambles burst forth from their form, injuring if not maiming them to begin with. What kind of Unseelie king would he be if he didn't possess the strength, the gall, to back up all he has. He has others because it is nice. But it should never be mistaken that he doesn't possess power.
And while some believe it may be the terror or deference his gaze commands, there is an air of something 'inhuman' about the king. And for something to be considered 'inhuman' amongst the swathes of nonhuman beings within the Court and their allied holds...just what is this king?
#{Players of the Underground}#I have been playing with the idea#since I don't think we'll get Unseelie again otherwise#yes I did originally use Kaeya's fc somewhere else#I don't use that muse anymore#and feel he fits better with this new background#but yeah#I have to think about the other stuff now#and it isn't going to be a secret to muns as to Balmoral's nature#he's an abyssborn#another concept I have to post formally about#why is it worldbuilding weekend?
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when I say 'her life in menzobarranzan ' I don't want you to JUST picture the graceful tactful politician and rebel hunter that she was.
i want you to imagine Minthara as the playboy she also was, the stereotypical child of mommy's riches who spends their days partying and having sex with men and women, and being up to her EARS in cunt and cock. Coming down to the family breakfast table, hungover, naked under a robe, and lighting a canon equivalent to a cigarette and she reaches for the toast. In some cases covered in blood if her lover from the previous night tried to kill her. Known every bit as the pleasure party lover, party animal she was. Eyes scrunching and rubbing her temples because mom is giving her hell again for not focusing on anything else BESIDES cock and cunt.
#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings#[ 🕷️ ] —— headcanons#[ remember she's monogamous BECAUSE she's tired of or*gies and par*ties and mindless romantic-less s*x connections. ]#[ she loves loser guys- not piece of shits- but you know SOCIETAL losers ]#[ the nerds and the awkward lads trying their best with tum tums ]#[ and her ladies she likes have heart and sentiment behind a warriors outlook. ]#[ she's used to people crawling over her lap- at her feet- touching her shoulders- pulling at her robes BEGGING her to f*ck them. ]#[ she doesn't want that anymore she's had so much of it she grew bored and.. wants LOVE. ]#[ also mom please don't yell at me I have a headache I am HUNGOVER ]
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Making questioning updates about theriotypes is so easy. Making questioning updates about physical species is so intimidating. It's like you're expected to know absolutely everything right from the outset because if you aren't sure that's proof you're lying or roleplaying... even if I say (admit?) I'm new to this, I wasn't born physically nonhuman, I became so relatively recently... it's still hard to write about.
#alterhuman#nonhuman#you know what... i don't know if i want to use the cz tag anymore. idk if it's accurate.#holothere#we'll see if that sticks#fsr it's like. clinical zoanthrope? yeah go nuts. holothere? no! you are an intruder and know nothing. imposter syndrome be upon you#musings
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just wanted to remind everyone that french canadians are technically latin americans.
#the french literally invented the concept#but i think the most important part of this is that it was explicitly invented#to strengthen ties with europe#which is bad#it was trying to undermine the new world identity#and specifically meant to use it to antagonize america and other anglo territories in the americas#and encourage hostility between latin america and anglo america#it's not really conceived that way anymore thanks to the french invasion of mexico so i don't think it's a big deal#but it's something to be conscious of#we need to maintain a strong pan-american/new world identity#but yeah i'm mostly memeing with this post#just using it as an opportunity to muse about stuff in the tags
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I was just thinking and... Artemis is not kind. yes, for all his friendliness, and all the fancy and amicable language and behaviors he displays outwardly to just about everyone who enters his shop... he's not genuinely nice. Artemis is a demon. in any verse of his, he used to be something akin to a spirit/god of LOVE, but was twisted into Wrath, or Hatred - which is the opposite. After leaving the pits of hell, having his little demonic tantrum and breakdown and finally growing weary and finding some semblance of clarity, he's grown out of what he was once again, and became something new. He's still wrathful, hateful, angry, and morose, but now he's so much more without even realizing. He's evolved and will continue to do so over time even if he stagnates for decades, centuries even. The friendships and relationships with other muses that he develops will influence his personality and the way he views things in time, as we've seen it happen already countless times ofc! And for those who did earn his respect and care, he does truly care for them and would gladly go out of his way for them (to what degree depends entirely on the level of closeness). But again.... Artemis is not kind, by nature and he hasn't been for a very, very long time. He was genuinely just plain and simple EVIL He was a villain - a monster, unrecognizable to how he acts now- doing horrible, unspeakable deeds for the pleasure of it. It's how he got the bones he wears in and on his body. So while he might be polite, charming even, and friendly - if he does not know you... he doesn't care about you nor what happens to you. If say for example, he sees you wandering that ruined cityside he lives in - rampant with entities that prey on the Living - and he saves you from being taken by evil spirits or demons? Chances are good that he did it for himself, or to be spiteful - to deny the other entities their prize (you / your soul). If he doesn't know you, the likelihood that he'll go out of his way for you is very low. But if there's something in it for him, some kind of reason as to why it might be worth his time and energy to actually step in... he might! But like all demons, it's good to be wary and to assume he doesn't care about you or your well-being, at least at first!! Artemis is not nice, but that doesn't mean he's malicious or cruel (anymore. not intentionally - he's quite literally under the mindset that he's just 'too old and tired for that nonsense'.) Artemis is manipulative, charming, cunning - he's everything you expect from a demon (though without a host, so he's certainly not attractive in any semblance of a conventional manner lmao - but he dresses well! and I think it's also telling just how-- *gestures at all that* --that he actually is, considering he's NOT attractive... but still puts people at ease, mostly, and can charm them to hell and back if he wanted to. He uses that not to manipulate people per say ?? like, he does not have an evil agenda by any means. He's just existing at this point, distanced from the gods and devils and just living his... life(?) if you can call it that. He's TRYING to do better. But he's still just... a demonic entity. A greater demon, for sure, if he had to be equated to some kind of level or whatever, but a demon nonetheless. But even for demons, there can be growth! and he is growing, very very slowly.
#( ramblings )#( ooc )#( tbd )#??#ANYWAY TLDR I just wanted to ramble a little#please don't assume he's going to like you or your muse at ALL. he's going to be FRIENDLY. because hes a GOOD BUSINESSMAN.#he's a shop owner!!! first and foremost!! that's his LIFE. that's what he DOES. it's his EVERYTHING. he uses his charm for THAT. not for#evil deeds anymore. its been decades. centuries. since he's been like that at all.#underneath the charming businessman persona he EXUDES is a morose grumpy damaged entity that is prickly and judgemental and hot and cold#expect little from him but push him for more.! he's not one to turn down a Good Conversation. but it will take time to genuinely get#anything sincere or substantial from him relationship wise because he genuinely sees so little value in deeper connections#or in getting close to others (he literally lost everyone he loved and was betrayed deeply to the point where his old self perished and#rotted into a puddle of despair in hell... literally)#BUT !! if one does manage to get through that thick fucking skull (...ha.) of his . well then you've got yourself a pretty fucking powerful#ally then dontcha? jfhjgjfjg#he won't believe you're worth his time half the time unless if benefits him. but he is at times plagued with moments of... curiosity.moment#flickers where he might SEEM like he cares a little bit. maybe he does. but he does not acknowledge it at all and it confuses him if he doe#somehow manage to recognize it for what it is. he's been deeply disconnected from himself for a long time. hes been Lost for even longer#he can be 'loving'/affectionate even/kind to those he genuinely has grown to care for. but that takes some time and work.#the guy is not a nice person. he'll kill you without remorse if you cause trouble for him as long as your death wont cause some kind#of backlash that he doesnt want to deal with or inconvenience in general to him.#but.... he also used to be the god of love. that god has been dead for a long time though. but !! but. but.#all is not lost. not always. sometimes he feels guilty for what he became and did to people who did not deserve it.#its why he still has the bones. and the souls of the people he killed. he'll never be a Good Person. he'll never be Eros again. but he'll b#something else... given time I suppose.#ANYWAY X2...... idk where the fuck......... but. nods. tips my hat. mhm. turns on a heel and jogs away without giving anything else--
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fan of the era of refusing to always be the npc. same but with "don't expect 'trauma whump and ditch' backstory content for your muse." bc it do be tiring.
#《 ooc. 》#its been much better in the past months tho GRANTED very happy abt it#like bro i love the dark vibes i just don't wanna get thrown away like a dirty rag once sb gets cool angst for their muse#i used to always cave when ppl wanted hurt angst from giovanni even when it made no sense#bc people pleaser#not anymore babey#and i lost friends bc of that decision
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Local rat shocked to find that not everyone physically feels sound like pulses, shocks, or crunchy gravel in their body (even with quiet sounds) and they do in fact have either 'tism or FND (or both) induced auditory tactile synesthesia
I feel like I've always had it and often wondered about it but it is at the forefront of my mind rn because I like to listen to lofi but I have to skip so many songs because the formula is usually soft, gentle lows and then sharp, louder beats, and those beats kind of pop/pulse in my body each time which is really distracting
It adds extra insight as to why my startle response is sky-high and why I'm so damn sound sensitive
#dont mind me just musing#i don't really use facebook anymore so yall get my personal rambles#auditory tactile synesthesia#actually autistic
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AZnerine is yuri Diasterius is yuri but for some reason Thesedia reads as NL to me 💔
#📜 muse's voice#misc#'NL' means 'Normal Love' for those who haven't seen the term before#for obvious reasons u don't really see ppl use it anymore but i think its funny Personally 😭
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I'm pretty sure my experiences haven't changed from when I last asserted my identity labels but my view kinda has I guess
#in the sense of. who cares about an orientation label if nothing ever really comes from it yknow.#it's fruitful yearning towards individuals my brain latches onto. that's the extent of it#there's no reciprocated dynamic that allows it to ever get to grow into sexuality#so like yeah I'm demi but 99.9% of the time sexuality just doesn't play into anything at all#and when it does it's brief blips that also don't go anywhere#and I have a pretty good idea of the pool of people I'm theoretically attracted to#but that also just. doesn't matter much once my brain latches onto someone and runs its tiring one sided course#and my gender is still accurate technically but I also have Nothing to say or think about it. it's all whatever#basically all the labels are still accurate it just means very little to me anymore.#it's weird cause it used to be an identity point right. of like hi! I'm [gender] [sexuality] and it's rooted in how you see yourself#and now if I think about how I would introduce myself. well. I wouldn't know but those elements aren't really on the radar to be honest#it comes into play so rarely that like. literally who cares#it's just wild cause people my age who I used to share online spaces with are still strongly debating over what it means to be x or y#and it just. doesn't matter to me anymore. I'm Anders and I like people out of my league generally speaking. hi etc#anyway musing rambling. it's okay if you feel different also#I guess those posts about how definitions matter less when you're older and more in irl spaces were right#bien rambles
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let byan play dress up with ur muse. let them put em in a bunch of different outfits and do their makeup and nails and play with their hair thank u
#I woke up crabby and cranky after awful sleep interrupted ever hour by anxiety dreams let me have this#at the very least let them play with ur muse's hair that one's v calming for them#let them give ur muse the clothes that they don't fit in anymore or just don't wear as much as they used to#let them!!! pls just let them ty#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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y'all my rice cooker just broke. please bring flowers to my funeral
#that thing fed me for 15 years dude#the plastic lining around the safety valve crumbled when i tried to clean it#it's a discontinued model and the new ones don't have the plastic valve (prob. bc the manufacturers realized the plastic parts fail first)#so i can't just replace the lid#which sucks since everything else still works great after all these years and it's literally just the housing for one part#but i am Not fucking using a pressure cooker without a functional safety valve nuh uh#that's not 'not getting your security deposit back'; that's just 'not having an apartment anymore'#muse please sing a magical song about the miracles of 3d printing that manifests a new perfect part in my kitchen#i post
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I don't know how to put into words that there is a line beyond which I want credit for things.
Like. Guitar Hero being an inspiration for Ibuki's shift from Light Music to Screamo isn't something I need or want credit for.
General headcanon I don't need or want credit for.
But there's. there's a line beyond which. and it's not a strict thing? it's intensely variable?
Heck, even when I write Jess stuff, if I'm referencing Willow's headcanon for Roger, I credit that. If I'm using Alana in Jess stuff, I'm probably drawing huge inspiration from Kat's Alana, and I credit that.
I don't know how to put into words what that line is, and I feel bad because I feel like I sound like I'm saying no, don't use my shit, which is not. what I'm saying.
And I don't want people to feel like oh, we have to ask Bandit permission to use their stuff, because like. that's not. strictly speaking true either.
-sighs-
It's just complicated.
#musings#bandit#fanfic#on writing#fandom#like anybody could come up with ibuki being into guitar hero#that's a connection i made sure but other people could also very easily have made that connection the same way i did#it's like the multiple cakes metaphor!#i like cake!#if you also bring a cake then we have more cake!#and even if i don't like your cake someone else will!#more cake is good!#more interpretations and variations are good!#but cake is also /usually/ built using the same materials!#flour and eggs and milk or water or VANILLA EXTRACT or what have you!#i don't own flour or eggs or vanilla extract anybody can use those#but like if you are using my recipe and someone asks for the recipe maybe tell them it was my recipe#if i put a recipe up on my account because i have a cooking account for recipes maybe cycle that instead of making your own post about it#link people to the account so they can see other really cool recipes they also might like#if you use my recipe as a base and make variations on it then maybe let people know you're using my recipe as a base#unless you have made /so many changes/ that it's /not my recipe anymore/#like if it's not a vanilla cake then it's not a vanilla cake but even then like#where is the line#i don't know#this is a big metaphor and i'm not sure it helps
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Part-time SDM maid, forcibly employed by Sakuya as a disciplinary act.
#wandering darkness; ic#sev's sexuya to be precise#rumia isn't on my muse list anymore but she used to be here#nowadays I don't use her except for when certain friends want to see her
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I have no personality and am entirely uninteresting and I am most definitely too mentally well to be considered fascinating which brings me to the question of how do I become less of a nothingburger of a person
#musings and all that#I'm as bland as a sheet of paper I reallx don't get how a person can be like this#it's gotten worse too I used to have ideas and thoughts and nowadays i just have static in mx brain#i would love to do analysis of stuff again but there is just white noise where my thoughts should be#maybe I should just marinate in silence for a bit but i don't like that#<- guy that has headphones in /always/#i think the last time I just sat in actual silence was....#i don't know actually#but I like listening I like hearing things it feels weird not to#but i barely have any memory capacity anymore I think thats also a bit social media related I need to be less online#except for tumblr#naturally#hm. i'll figure this out somehow#i always do I'll be fine I'll be fine#if I have nothing going for myself I'll at least have that healthy mix of optimism and nihilism to get me through life
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the kiwi refresher almost makes me forgive dunkin for getting rid of the peach one.
#almost. it's really good but not as good#i don't use twitter anymore so you all get my random inane thoughts throughout the day now. enjoy#musings
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//Added a rule (more a disclaimer) that I'm somebody who takes on a lot of muses and that my muse list will only get longer. Of course, you never have to interact with any particular muses of mine, and you're free to prioritize only one or two (or a few) if you'd prefer, it's fine. But if you prefer to not follow multimuses with a lot of muses in general, you should know that I am the type of multimuse that picks up new muses frequently.
I'd just really prefer that, if people feel uncomfortable with my blog style, they unfollow. No hard feelings if you do, sometimes it just happens that rp styles don't vibe together.
#ooc#i'd say sorry for always adding new muses but i'm like not#i just really like to write a lot of dynamics with my friends so it just ends up like this#sometimes i drop muses but not even close to how often i add#and once i make a banner for a muse they're practically locked in at that point#i'll reblog this tomorrow when it's not the middle of the night#or i guess like 3am here anyway#i guess no one really likes the thought that they're being ''put up with''#so i just use my rules as a ''ok we're all on the same page so i don't feel bad about silly things anymore''
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