#I don’t miss college
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okay so I feel a little hesitant sharing this but oh well,
so I am starting college next year, and I am trying to help my parents with tuition as much as I could, so I would really appreciate anybody spreading the word about my commissions
I write personalized fics and letters hehe
thank you guys so much for all the support and care you’ve shown me MWUAH 🫶💕🫶💕
#I really hope I can continue writing when I am in college bro#I will miss y’all if I don’t </3#ANYWAY YEAH#gojo x reader#jjk x reader#gojo satoru x reader#jjk x you#sukuna x reader#sukuna x you#nanami x reader#nanami x you#toji x reader#toji x you#<3#gojo x you
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best friends jegulus going through a huge falling out after james gets together with his first boyfriend/girlfriend. james has no idea why his best friend suddenly doesn’t want to talk to him, and regulus has no idea why his best friend doesn’t feel the same way he feels
#the boyfriend is remus in my head#and james is really happy about it#he’s happy with his partner#but he misses reg more than anything#he doesn’t understand why he won’t talk to him anymore#are we still friends came on#so i had thoughts#they wouldn’t talk for years after#like reg moves schools and they don’t see each other until college#and by then so much has happened#but they’re still just as in love with each other#HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND THAT WAS THE WORST PART!#jegulus
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ��teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#hplonesome art#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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royal college trio 🍂🍁
#persona 5#goro akechi#akira kurusu#sumire yoshizawa#firstly. I would like to apologize if I got any of the writing wrong but I’m. trusting Wikipedia#I forgot how much I missed them until I started drawing this#just to point it out#Akechi goes to ritsumeikan; Akira goes to Doshisha; and Sumire goes to Kyoto U#my reasoning is in a previous college shuake post#but to recap… rits and dodai have a rivalry…. Kyoto U is just kind of neutral so .. that’s how it works w then#I wanted to make the caption a quote I saw in my college’s chapel bc it’s what inspired this piece but#there’s no one to credit afaik except doshisha as an institution as a whole??#it doesn’t link back to my institution. technically#but iykyk#and if you know don’t say anything#rare occasion where I don’t use any filters lol#just really liked my shading and everything here so#OH OH before I go pls look closely at their phones for little details :)#realized u can’t see sumi’s that well but it’s a clear case with a Sylveon card in it#also idk what she’s showing Akira might be like. a new mini pc Futaba’s working on who knows
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I was scrolling through my camera roll when I remembered I’d taken a photo of a portrait I did of my childhood dog in my parents’ house. It’s bittersweet to see where my art was as a late teen/baby 20-something. And of course, I still miss my dog and his hugs.
#april rambles#old art#colored pencils#rough collie#I miss this dog so much#I took care of him from the ages of 8 til 18#I was fortunate enough to be present when he passed#he deserved better even if though I loved him so much#I didn’t date this work but I must have done it in my early college years at the lastest#I don’t draw a lot of canines but as a kid I drew him a lot#mostly when he was napping or as doodles#he was always there for me#sorry I’m getting weepy
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Every time I make a Pro-Palestine post, I get sent death threats and hate mail by alt-right Zionists. As does anyone brave enough to speak out on the genocide that’s currently unfolding. Yet y’all want me to have sympathy for Taylor Swift because she would be risking her “safety” if she spoke out on “political” matters??? Y’all are so out of touch with reality it’s sickening.
Take a minute out of your insular lives to check out the college students risking their education and their safety to protest genocide. Or the long list of celebrities such as SZA, Hozier and The Weeknd who have shown solidarity with the Palestinian cause. Or the millions of people all across the world who show solidarity through protesting, donating or posting.
Please, stop telling me you’re worried for a billionaire’s safety. Specifically a billionaire who used to speak out on issues because she wanted to be “on the right side of history” but abandoned that rhetoric once she rose to the top of the charts again.
#im so sick of this discourse leave me alone#I don’t care about your weird af parasocial relationship that has blinded you into following and worshipping celebrities#you’re being exploited and don’t even know it wake up bitches#I’m tired and I’m deleting all of the hate mail#taylor swift#taylorswift#the tortured poets department#ttpd#free palestine#the eras tour#free gaza#miss americana#lover#colombia university#college protests#ucla#student protests#sza#hozier#the weeknd
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crying breakdown at 1 am. what else is new
#i’m just so stressed by everything in life rn i feel like i’m gonna crumple#what the fuckkk i hate this#i have rehearsals until 5 and i don’t get home until 6#but if i fail a class i can’t be apart of hadestown any more#but i barely have any fucking time to do any work or homework or missing work#and no one fucking cares#i just feel like i’m collapsing and everything is falling apart and i’m so stressed about college i don’t know what to do
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Sorry for being inactive and dead and NOT alive on any of my socials 😵💫 !! Being so honest idk when i’ll next be posting, maybe soon, maybe next month? Dunno! Truthfully i’m not good at handling a decent fandom following for my art haha
Im (trying) to focus on college atm, but also suffering from insane art block due to the fact my marauders fixation has calmed down…
In other news, i’ve started watching supernatural. So maybe if i enjoy it i’ll end up posting SPN fanart (sorry about that in advance)
#sunsfawn talks#i genuinely miss posting on socials so much i just don’t have motivation#frowny face#hey but good news is i’ve made some lovely friends at college
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How r all my dearest noir folks
#I miss u guys 🙁#if ur in college or uni don’t take over 16 hours guys#they’ve got me in their clutches#exam last week. exam this week#exam next week.. exam the week after that#BOOM color lit. BOOM Bio. BOOM physics. BOOM orgo#I’m taking blow after blow#the dog speaks#anyway that’s what I’ve been up to
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why are my parents mad that i’m considering not going on the choir trip as if this isn’t my life and i’m almost seventeen and fully capable of knowing what’s best for me
#i don’t want to go because i’d be missing three days of school#and i can’t afford to miss three days of college and honors classes#especially that late in the year when they’re speeding through everything#god forbid my english teacher makes us do another speech#and they get mad at me when i say that and assume it’s because “it’s a social event”#it makes me genuinely so frustrated and then when i get up and walk away they wonder why#they never hear me out#it’s frustrating#god#and then family weekend is this weekend and they didn’t rly tell me and my brother the plans of what we’re doing or even consult us#about any of the events that we were doing#and then they get mad when me and my brother question it#it’s fucking annoying
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throwback to that time i tried to do this for halloween in college. i had bamboo and 50 yards of rope and everything
#potc#halloween#i miss the college hijinks#btw don’t do it in that particular position that’s gonna hurt a lot
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Do you and Katya go to the university of KENTUCKY??
IT WAS THE INLY EXAMPLE I COULD FIND ON GOOGLE IMAGES IVE NEVER EVEN BEEN TO KENTUCKY
#also everyone is still missing the point of that post#did i say you couldn’t be fun and cool looking?#no i said don’t wear your college sports team name and number backpack to your 9-5 cause it looks tacky#also you shouldn’t be wearing a backpack with a suit anyway because it ruins it#not a tag#from saph
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maybe I just missed something but I’m kind of confused about where everyone’s getting the idea that Top is an addict from. I got the impression he just used drugs casually?
#i’ve seen a couple of posts describing him as an addict and i don’t get it#it’s really super normal for college students / twenty-something year olds to take drugs recreationally.#is it just that this is the Straight Edge No Drink No Drugs No Sex website or did i actually miss something?#only friends#darcey.txt
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I wish time was optional
#shit post#shitpost#I’m not ready to graduate#to leave community college#my friends#my family#to be in charge of myself#to be a woman#and not a girl#I’ll miss my hometown#but I don’t think anyone is ready#and time doesn’t stop#it’s ephemeral#so on I go#a candle in the dark
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Sorry for being so rambly today (and last night) I have thoughts so onto the blog they go
I feel like part of the joy of art is in community, like you create something and you get to talk about it and share it with the world. This year I lost touch with the friends who I would always talk about art with and I think that loss is heavily impacting my ability to create (and the enjoyment I get from it.) I miss having a new idea and getting to ramble about it excitedly. I miss texting people the sketches and the mock ups and the color palettes.
I got into art for me. I wouldn’t show anything I made to anyone for years. So I’m no stranger for creating for the target audience of myself. Still, I miss that sense of community. I love this blog and I absolutely adore the lovely comments you all leave on my art but sometimes it feels so one-sided on here. I post a piece, I receive a lovely tag back and that’s it. End of story. I spend hours and hours working on something and it kind of disappears into the void in a day or so.
Trying to put it into words, but I think I wish I could create art that starts a conversation. That inspires people to create their own things in response, or even just talk with me about process. I think the perfectionism has gotten out of hand lately because I feel like I’m missing something—which I attribute to the quality of the piece—but really what I’m missing is buddies to chat about art with. There is no level of being “good enough” that will serve as a substitute for a real community.
#ahaha if you can’t tell I am a very introspective person#and a lonely one the transition to college has been rough and all my friends are back home#anyways I was thinking about drawing more stuff for my ocs today#and then I remembered the friend I loved to talk about them with hasn’t replied to me in a month#which is understandable. she’s busy. she made new friends. she’s not struggling like I am so it makes sense that she’s just kind of moved on#but I miss her#I had no chance of making it to her in group because all her friends she met through dance and I can’t dance for shit#I don’t even think she meant to ghost me but who knows#it sucks that I won’t get a real goodbye#anyways all of that to say I was going to draw my ocs and then I got so sad because who would I even share them with#there are a few art groups on campus but I have anxiety and mild agoraphobia and when I try to go I just feel awkward and shy#anyways if anyone ever wants to chat about art#it’s only one of my fav things in the whole world#lea talks#WHY CANT I BE A PROPER TORTURED ARTIST#WHY CANT I TURN MY ISOLATION INTO SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL#WHY DO I NEED SOMEONE ELSE TO BE PRESENT IN THE PROCRESS#is it not enough to descend into a quiet madness on my own and create from that??
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crying because i miss my high school chorus teacher. he saved my life and created a place for me in high school when i felt like i fit nowhere. i will always consider him such a close friend. i carry the keychain he gave the senior class for our schools chorale when i graduated wherever i go. i hope he knows just how much love i have for him.
#linnie chronicles#linnie rambling#my mom and i were talking about him and now im sad#he’s not dead or anything pls don’t get me wrong i’m just in college and i miss him a lot#not saying his name bc i don’t want to dox myself or him lmfao
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