#I am so brain of rot I have so many thoughts
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mazojo · 6 days ago
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The disc being Ekko and Jinx because Vi is dead so in this timeline they are the main characters……..
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existential-queeer · 6 months ago
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Ok ok ok I despise Gerard and wish him nothing but the worst, but here's all the GOLDEN scenarios we could get from this moving forward:
- Gerard sees how close Buck and Eddie are and begins to make jokes, pissing one of them off (let's be real it'll probably be Eddie) and then they get protective
- Gerard finds out Buck and Tommy are together and gives him shit for it and won't let it go, pissing off everyone but especially Eddie and Tommy
- Continuing the last one, Tommy finds out what Gerard is doing and charges into the fire house to scream at him because he can't stand to see Buck be broken down and berated the way he was. We heard more in this episode about how Gerard treated Tommy and knowing that Buck has to be on the receiving end this time sets him off and he won't allow it (please god give me protective Tommy I BEG)
- Gerard sees Buck and Tommy together and makes a homophobic comment or something along the lines of "I always knew you were gay, kinard" (but make it even more cruel and vicious) that sets Buck off and he starts berating Gerard for everything he ever did to Tommy
- Gerard openly bashes Hen and Buck for their sexuality and so for Pride Month, they decorate the station in rainbow colors and even when Gerard takes them down, they come in early everyday to put them back up, just to piss him off
- Eddie comforting Buck when/if Gerard makes his life hell (the buddie content we could get from this is sending me into cardiac arrest like bobby)
- DOUBLE BONUS POINTS if Tommy and Eddie come to Buck's defense
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eightyuh · 10 months ago
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a quick little doggy AU... as a treat <333
( glen is anatolian shepherd and harry is australian shepherd )
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glitter-andgold · 8 months ago
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Favourite Characters: Valentina (Saw X)
"When I get out of here, I'm gonna kill both of you motherfuckers!"
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Teaching myself how to gif + edit things so here's some Valentina 'cause I love her so much! <3
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cheekblush · 5 months ago
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took myself on a little shopping trip yesterday in the city where i used to study in hopes of lifting my spirits but by the end of the day i felt so disheartened. wandering the same streets 10 years later and not much has changed. i’m still the same lonely unlovable girl.
#i just wanted to have a good time and not rot in bed for once on my work free weekend but of course my brain can’t let that happen#it was such a lovely day actually the weather was sunny and windy it wasn’t too hot or cold ideal weather to stroll through the city#i had delicious food and found some comfortable clothes but at the end of the day i just felt so empty and worn out#seeing all these couples and friend groups and families and i’m still all by myself after so many years#tbh i’m even lonelier now than i was 10 years ago back then i at least had a few friends#idk what i’m doing with my life tbh.. i just want to be happy but even when i take myself on a cute little date i end up feeling miserable#bc it just hits me how truly lonely i am#i fear i’m incapable of forming any genuine relationships anymore bc i had so many bad experiences that i just stopped trying to connect..#with anyone.. even though i crave community friendship companionship and love i completely shut myself off from the world#i’m not even sure what i’m trying to say with all this.. i wish i knew how to be a person in this world#i wish i could be happy#tbh ever since i got back from my italy vacation i’ve been feeling depressed bc life could be so beautiful if i didn’t have to sacrifice..#almost all of my time for work#the post vacation depression is too real…#realizing you can only spend a very limited time traveling and enjoying yourself bc you have to work most of the time just to afford living#let me stop.. i keep rambling and my thoughts are falling like a waterfall#idk what’s wrong with me… i should have breakfast and put my phone away#sorry to anyone who actually reads all this word vomit#☁️
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thisisnotkitty · 1 year ago
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hello securitywaiter nation have you thought about ness being abby’s teacher bc I HAVE
below the cut because i can't shut up ever :D
-abby does well enough in school academically but is still needs some work in the socioemotional dept
-when she starts a new school year mike is a bit worried but then she comes back home absolutely ecstatic and mike is like “okay this is good”
-she talks all about how mr. ness lets her color while he teaches and how mr. ness gave them all name tags w silly drawings (hers is a bear) etc etc
-mike is actually really happy bc most teachers have a hard time understanding abby (heck, he has a hard time understanding her) so he’s looking forward to meeting this mr. ness during back to school night
-it goes on like this for awhile, with abby raving about mr. ness and mike is just happy that his little sister seems to be doing better in school. the first time she comes home talking about these kids she hung out with at recess he practically cries
-back to school night is here and the first time mike sees this mr. ness he’s like abby u traitor you didnt tell me this man was exactly my type (he doesn’t actually tell her bc he never brings up his lovelife around her - not that he’s had much of one - but still isn’t this the type of things siblings know intrinsically)
-anyways they’re having the kids show their guardians around the classroom and their seats and everything and then mr. ness is explaining the way his class works and mike is totally paying attention. yup. he’s not distracted by those chocolate brown eyes at ALL
-so they’re waiting to do the one-on-ones with the teacher and mike crouches down next to abby and tries to be all chill “hey, abs. has mr. ness ever mentioned a partner or anything?” acting all nonchalant
-but abby sees right through him and is immediately like “he’s single! do u want me to put in good word for you?” and mikes like “NO i have no idea what ur talking about haha i just wanted to know bc it’s important to know that about ur teachers okay wait why are you smiling like that”
-(abby’s a little menace and already ships it)
-when it’s finally their turn mike is just chanting to himself “be normal. be normal. be normal” lmao
-but now that he’s sitting face to face with the teacher he notices that he has freckles and every chance he had at playing it cool goes out the window
-ness is telling him all about how well abby is doing in class and if there was anything he could do to make it easier for her in the classroom and abby’s just sitting there looking at mike internally screaming with a smile
-so she turns to her teacher and is like “you should get mike’s number just in case something comes up. he’ll probably think of some things later since he’s been taking care of me alone for awhile” (bc u know when kids do that things where they kinda trauma dump at the most random moments lmao)
-and ness at first refuses and is like “im sure email works just fine!” and abby’s like WHYY is he not just taking the bait and then she has like a lightbulb moment
-bc ness probably assumes like everyone else that mike is a single father and abby’s his daughter and abby’s like oh no how do i make this work
-so she goes full anya mode (for my spy x family watchers) and is like “im sure mike would appreciate having your number on hand! he’s a very protective older brother you see. taking care of his little sister must be hard. i’m sure being a big brother like him is hard so it’d be for his peace of mind. did i mention he’s my older brother”
-and ness also has a little bit of a crush already forming so he doesn’t catch the obvious set up and is instead distracted by the fact that the handsome guy in front of him is in fact NOT a single father so maybe he does have a chance wowow
-yup so they exchange numbers andddddd ill come back to this later i really need coffee
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kil9 · 4 days ago
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but also realising maturity is way more random than anyone wishes it was & WAY too many people spend their entire lives at the same maturity level as like age 20. unfortunate
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glitchthedemon · 1 year ago
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Dream “It can still be as it was before” sans vs Nightmare “I killed who I was before” sans
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witherbythesword · 6 months ago
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Me, normally: ugh i have way to many thoughts constantly. It's so tiring. Make it stoooooop
Me, when ill and my brain too stuffed to function: this is the worst. I'll literally die of this. Where are my precious thoughts that i hold nothing but love for pspspspsp
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its-deputy-caleb · 10 months ago
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ughscara · 11 months ago
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i ascended into heaven
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theautistichalflinghole · 2 years ago
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CONCEPT: Genshin Omori AU about Scara in Irminsul
So essentially i just need to write this down and get some of it out of me so I can go to bed
SO BASICALLY: when scara goes into irminsul he goes into a sort of headspace esc thing (welcome to blue space youve been here as long as you can remember yadayadayada) The friends are Niwa, Small child, and Childe or Kazuha (honestly this just depends on who you ship/favor although i personally would want to make it Childe since it could be a like a friend symbolizing each segment of his life and i feel like childe would fit better for fatui time, although kazuha also works for that and you could get the familial aspect with him and niwa and im rambling but you get the point). Mari role is filled by Nahida since she seems like a good person to be the supportive comfort but also horror revealer. Then i think the best person to be Basil/stranger would be the traveler since they are the ones that bring Scara back in the first place. Headspace is essentially the genshin world but non of your friends are dead + no trauma + hmm some people seem to be mysteriously absent or unmentioned i wonder who (cough cough ei and dottore cough cough)
Real world and routes can function as un awakened wanderer going about his buissness in sumeru and choosing weather or not to interact with the traveler, so you either get the chores aspect or the exploration like real game
Real world story wise it would just follow the sumeru plot but at the end you get choices, remember - stay forgetting - just soort of lose yourself in irminsul(headspace ending)  - or die
Black space could essentially function as Scara getting some of his more unpleasent memories twisted around in his head, and ofc red space is just that x10, probably climax being a sort of hinting towards what he did to himself to make him forget.
Headspace quest could prob just be the same as in game, traveller sees the truth, goes missing, oh boy we gotta go find him WAIT OMG BASILS PICTURE BOOK COULD BE LIKE NAHIDAS STORY BOOK OMG ITS ALL COMING TOGETHER
im already working on art for this because its eating my brain but its past midnight rn and im eepy so im just gonna try and go to bed
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fightwing · 1 year ago
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Two panels i have not been able to stop thinking about are:
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If there’s one thing tita.ns (2008) had its the audacity
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aw-bean-s · 2 years ago
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For anyone else who has been capital O obsessive over Wednesday's prom dress it's Alaia's 2020 fall ready-to-wear collection specifically look 8. If you were wondering.
#I have psychological problems#I have spent far too long trawling the Internet not only for this dress but what fucking fabric they use#Costume brain rot really came out to play#It's 2am and everything hurts I have been sitting in the same position for multiple hours#At first it was fine bc I was just screenshotting the show but then I googled it and found an interview w the designer#Who said it was alaia. So then I went to their site and found fuck all. So then I went to vogue. Had to make a vogue account.#Went through multiple collections (did not go in a logical order). Finally found The Dress. Set about finding fabric.#First I was like okay black sheer lightweight w a good shine to it. Found that. Let's find a brown underplayed or smthn bc it's kinda brown#Found that. Looked at the photos again and it's kind of two tone black and brown. Spend at least an hour looking for this through many etsy#Shops dodgy retailers and the most expensive fabric you will ever see. Only to look back and realise it has a slight pattern to it.#Give up and go to bed.#All this bc I wanted to make what is really quite a fuckin simple dress#I'm p sure now that I actually read things that it's an in house fabric and THAT makes me wanna murder#And SURE I could just make it in black but I'm a bit obsessed over the brown#And NOW I can't do the underlayer plan either bc then it's just too much yknow?#Idk idk it's my specific brand of mental illness coming out to play#So I thought I'd share my findings w the world you are welcome i am so tired goodnight.
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weirdlittlefish · 3 months ago
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bough
#I hate spiraling#I managed to stop before it got worse but now I’m just still in a state from the spiraling and I’m just. I’m so tired of thinking I’m dying#everyday it’s so exhausting and the fear is never ending and the worry that maybe I am really dying and I have no idea bc I’m scared to go#to the doctor and then it’s my fault I waited so long etc. and then it’s like if I am what have I even done with my life? what is there to#be proud of or look at and feel fulfilled? atp in my life I have wasted my life I’ve done nothing and I’m rotting away and it’s like if I#found out I was dying it’s like that’s all I got I wasted so much time etc. and I’m just spiraling out tonight man it sucks I hate this I#hate my brain I just want to be fucking normal and not be scared everyday that I’m genuinely dying and it’s my fault and that I’m wasting my#life away not doing so many things I wanted to and like you think well jay shouldn’t that encourage you to live life to the fullest of your#ability? and yeah I’d love to but then my head just thinks all those things again and the cycle repeats and I just am so terrified as soon#as something in my body hurts or something is off etc. because my immediate thought is just its fucking over man and I’m too scared to go#to the doctor about things and I’m just repeating shit now I’m sorry if anyone Ben reads this far I’m obviously having a night#I’m just talking to the wall with this post but it helps me calm down a little I guess#god I need a therapist I stopped looking but I think it’s time I get back on that and quick because I really don’t think I can keep living#this way anymore it is so genuinely exhausting and I dont know how to help myself with it#sorry if anyone gets a peek at this actually. I obviously need help and this is just an outlet for me rn ig
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doki-mocha · 2 years ago
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ogh my throat feels weird huhh
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