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The writing for the original trilogy is truly incredible. Sometimes all it takes to make me cry is remembering a single line from the Lord of The Rings movies.
"All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.ā
āI would have followed you, my brother, my captain, my king."
āI made a promise, Mr Frodo. A promise. āDon't you leave him Samwise Gamgee.ā And I don't mean to. I don't mean to.ā
āIf by my life or death I can protect you, I will.ā
āSo much death. What can men do against such reckless hate?ā
āNo parent should have to bury their child.ā
āI would rather share one lifetime with you, than face all the ages of this world alone.ā
"Hroom, hm, come, my friends. The Ents are going to war. It is likely that we go to our doom. The last march of the Ents"
āThat there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.ā
āā¦..For Frodoā¦..ā
āHome is behind, the world aheadā
āI can't carry it for you... but I can carry you!ā
āRide now!... Ride now!... Ride! Ride to ruin and the world's ending! DEATH!ā
āMy body is broken. You have to let me go. I go to my fathers, in whose mighty company I shall not now feel ashamed.ā
āSome things are certain. If I leave him now, I will regret it forever.ā
āEnd? No, the journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path... One that we all must take.ā
āGive me your hand. Take my hand. Don't you let go. Don't let go... REACH!ā
āThe last pages are for you, Sam.ā
SOBBING
#lotr#tolkien#lord of the rings#the lord of the rings#jrr tolkien#sobbing#it is insane#I am a basket case#every time I watch those films#mwah
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10 Body Horror Films To Consider For October/Halloween
#Horror#Horroredit#Body Horror#Basket Case#Eraserhead#The Fly#Possession#Re-Animator#Slither#Society#Tetsuo: The Iron Man#The Thing#Videodrome#CHB#10 Movies To Consider#I am not saying that these are the best or that they are my favorites.#Just 10 movies that I think are worth watching for the season.
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sometimes I think about how Aleksi went from twink...
to emo...
to emo twink
and honestly I love that for him
#blind channel#aleksi kaunisvesi#i am one more day closer to making a 100+ picture collage with the caption ''HOW IS THIS THE SAME PERSON''#if they made a reboot of the breakfast club aleksi could easily play all the roles#(the brain the princess the athlete the criminal and the basket case. he can be literally all of them)
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Hi, there, again! š¼
If it's not too much trouble, make a second and last request, I can request:
There is a really lovely moon outside tonight that you find yourself admiring, but if you would just turn around you would find someone admiring you.
With Silver, Jack and Sebek
Take your time and at your pace, bye š šāļøš
11. There is a really lovely moon outside tonight that you find yourself admiring, but if you would just turn around you would find someone admiring you.
Hello again yourself! Sorry this took forever! I hope you like this I was considering not putting that prompt on the list but I did anyway because I really like the moon. She does so much for romance, we should thank her.
notes: they/them used for Yuu. I should write more Silver the glomas made me think about him more, Jack gets made fun of, and Sebek is Sebek. The other event requests can be found on my masterlist here.
Silver
It is rude to stare, but Silver gave up willing himself not to blink a long time ago. He is afraid that he will put himself right to sleep and be forced to content himself with a hazy memory of your beauty. Not that he is opposed to dreaming of you, he is sure he does already anyway, he just... can't remember it.
"Silver?" He has been caught, you are blocking his vision, but he is only looking at you anyway so he finds himself smiling. "Are you ok?" You reach to check his forehead and he sighs happily into your touch.
"I'm glad you came to see if I was alright, but I promise I'm ok." You let him take your hand in his and guide you to sit next to him, he finds his smile widening but he can't see how you react. "I wonder if humans are warmer in your world."
"Oh um," he falls onto your shoulder, eyes closed but not asleep and reveling in the completely unfamiliar feeling "I don't think we are. Were? W-why would you think something like that?"
"Because I'm always really warm whenever I'm with you." He takes your hand into his lap and places his other over it, breathing deeply and slowly. "Oh and you are getting even warmer now! That's amazing. Unless it's not nice and you are uncomfortable?"
"No I'm fine." Your whisper tickles his ear even if it's not quite next to it. That's another thing he finds amazing about you, your voice has a really powerful effect on people when you lower it. That's the only way he can think to explain his increased heart rate. But then...
"Are you sure?" He opens his eyes to look up at you, your eyes aren't on him anymore, but they aren't on anyone else. You seem to be very determined to continue admiring the moon, even when he has placed himself in your grasp. There is a strange sort of ache in his chest at the thought of your voice being used on anyone else. "I would hate to be keeping you from anyone else..." You turn, more slowly than he would like but probably completely normally, to look at him and steal him back away to daydreams with your smile.
"Don't worry Silver," you squeeze the hands that hold you and rest your head on his "I'm right where I want to be. Promise." And so does he.
Jack
"Tale as old as tiiime~" Ruggie croons somewhere off to the side and Jack takes a deep breath and tries to remind himself that this is his valued senior. "True as it can be~" Someone he deeply admires, who he wants to think highly of him. "Barely even friends~"
"Zip it." Jack growls as soon as you turn towards the noise, not wanting his reverie to be interrupted just yet only to find Leona standing next to Ruggie with just as smug of a look on his face.
"Then somebody bends, unexpectedly~" He has a surprisingly nice voice. Jack really wishes the first time he heard his dorm leader sing was not at his expense. "Aww look Ruggie he's blushing. Didn't know he could do that."
"Shishishishi. And now that you've pointed it out his ears are drooping, poor baby is embarrassed."
"Of course I'm embarrassed," he growls more than grumbles, but Ruggie doesn't even bother pretending to be afraid, to say nothing of how unfazed Leona is "you don't gotta go airing my business for everyone."
"So there is somethin' there." Leona laughs and Jack makes the mistake of looking back towards you.
You have gone back to leaning on the balcony, the moonlight glitters off silk of your costume or maybe it's just his heartsickness messing with his head. Jack rather likes the moon himself, the tales of werewolves his parents would tell had always excited more than frightened him. There was something that just felt right about letting the moonlight embrace him, like he was meant to exist under it. The way moonlight looks on you makes him think the same thing; that maybe he is allowed to want to keep you here forever basking in its glow. He moves, he tells himself it's because Leona and Ruggie have started humming that dumb song again, but the pull of the moon drowns out every word as he stumbles inelegantly to your side.
"I was wondering when you were finally going to come out here." You are enviably relaxed, moving to make room for him on the balcony he takes all of, not wanting there to any ambiguity in why he is standing with you.
"Sorry you were waiting so long." His tail briefly touches your leg before he reels it back to its proper place as he tries to keep his eyes firmly placed on the moon.Ā He hears you take a deep, deep breath of air and turns to see the puff of steam that you exhale.Ā āAre you cold?āĀ He worriedly asks, mind already racing for a solution that doesnāt involve too much actual helping on his part.Ā But despite that desire he finds himself pulling you into his side before you can say anything.
"Well not anymore." Your voice is muffled by his embarrassment more than his weight. "Stay with me? The moon is too pretty to go back inside just yet." His worry is not enough to deny you.
Sebek
His place is by Lord Malleus's side. His hard won, honored place, the only thing he is allowed to desire is his praise. Sebek is aware more than anyone how merciful his lord is, he has so far to go to be worthy of anything other than the role he has been given, even as he screams for more at every given opportunity.
That is why all he is willing to allow himself to do is look. Look, long, and admire. Sebek can stare a hole deep enough to bury himself at your side as he silently praises the moonlight that shrouds his people for how well it suits your form. He knows his words are inelegant, that his prose is crude, that his knowledge of human courtship is-
"Go on." Master Lilia has descended from the ceiling causing someone (not him certainly) to startle. "You want to, don't you? It's a ball, you're a knight. Go on, talk to them."
His feet move before his mind does, bringing him into full view of the moon as he imagines you catching your breath as you turn to see him.
"Sebek! Have you come to look at the sky too?" You speak so freely, foolishly unconcerned with decorum and yet admirably free in yourself. "It's beautiful tonight."
"Why are you mumbling?" He grumbles himself, trying to focus on the soothing, cool light as you shrink into yourself. "I can barely hear you human, usually you have no trouble speaking to me." It's annoying really, considering how loud you can be to insult him by speaking so slowly now.
"The moon." You choke and refuse to elaborate. He fumbles around in his waist coat for a handkerchief and fussily hands it over.
"Humans are so weak." Don't get sick oh please don't get sick. "You should have accounted for this when picking your costume." If anything happens to you I'll get sick myself from worry. "You should be grateful Master Lilia noticed you were alone and sent me over to check on you."
"Thank you Sebek." You manage a normal tone before he makes it clear he intends to wipe your nose himself. He almost wishes you would speak and save him from the tenderness of the moment. But you don't you just let him do as he pleases and allow him to pretend to return to admiring the moon.
And miss the way you continue to admire him.
#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#silver x reader#jack howl x reader#sebek zigvolt x reader#500 followers celebration#i am sorry this took so long and was so short#i am a basket case of emotions#and don't get to hit anything until tomorrow if that is even wise
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Behold, the haunted one.
Design choices:
Skin tone: This is actually Smoke Tone rather than the default options for deep gnomes. I wanted them to look like a deep gnome going through it to most people, but uncanny valley to other deep gnomes because Bhaal made them not quite right. So this skin tone is less vibrant than a natural-born svirfneblin.
Hair color: Silvery gray, just a shade darker than normal with some dusty highlights. Same reason as skin tone.
Eyes: Obsidian 2, same reason as skin and hair, but this one sticks out the most; deep gnomes can have silver eyes, but can they have ones that look like you're blotting out the sun in them? I think not.
Hairstyle: You know, there are surprisingly few hairstyles that are both longer than chin length AND unkempt. Someone, at some point, is going to have to teach them how to comb it.
Eye Shadow: Helps with reducing glare on their poor Underdark-suited eyes.
Facepaint/tattoo: Guerrilla! Fits the whole shadowy murderer thing they've got going.
Earrings: You can't see them due to hairstyle, but Durge has Midnight Tears: IE, the bird skull earrings. They're hummingbird skulls that Durge killed themselves.
Scar: Got that one fresh from Orin just before lobotomy. Fun fact, if you cut someone across the bridge of the nose, it makes them violently ill!
#saving the drawing for after the final round is done#but here they are!#hi gale here is your basket case i hope you like them#bg3#crowdsourced durge#i think the freckles happened due to bhaal's influence too#like. normal deep gnomes don't freckle. but this guy? skin absolutely does Not Work Right for svirfneblin#for the rest: i do think i nailed androgyny pretty well all things considered#also i am either dyeing these monk clothes better colors or ditching them entirely
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got an x-men og5 breakfast club au cooking up in my head and i canāt stop thinking about it
#like Jean is the Princess obv#and Hank would be the Brain#Warren as the Criminal is so fun in my head#Scott is the Basket Case#that leaves Bobby as the Athlete#and then take a page out of Evolution and have Kelly be the principal#guys am i cooking or what#i love my breakfast club aus so much#and i love the og first class as well#they fit the whole forced together and somehow became friends that the bfc has#gah im rambling i just love this idea so much#x men#scott summers#jean grey#hank mccoy#warren worthington iii#bobby drake
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me, watching the rwrb movie:
#i am going to be a āØbasket caseāØ#red white and royal blue#red white and royal blue movie#rwrb#rwrb movie#prince henry rwrb#prince henry of wales#henry fox mountchristen windsor#casey mcquiston
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I LOVE TYJIS FIC SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH!!! PLEAS TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED!! I WAHT IT!!
aaaaahhh anyway i sadly. sadly do want to ask how much Benrey is planned. Will it just be mentions? will he show up? ILL LOVR OT ANYWSY!!okybye
I'M SORRY I'M SO LATE TO ANSWERING THIS TOO!! BUT ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! I LOVE THIS FIC TOO AND I REALLY WANNA FINISH IT!!! I HAVE SO MANY PLANS!! SO MANY IDEAS!!
Speaking off...
So glad you've asked, dear anon!! I too am a Benrey fan, though I can't say I even come close to rivaling Sapph (the beta reader, in case you don't know) and their love for that silly little guy. Sorry why does this sound like a villain monologue?
To actually answer your question, in as vague terms as possible so as to not spoil: There will in fact be more than just mentions >:) The main 4 (OG, Mind, Martini, and Gorgeous) will get AT LEAST ONE silly from their universe each to play a much more major role than just being like, a background easter egg mentioned to get you guys excited. I am a big fan of stories with huge casts and I feel like this will either shine through very well for this fic or just make the plot get progressively more confusing, but I'm having fun and hopefully you're having fun so who cares honestly?
#posts made by rae#posts made by bees#q&a#in case i was too longwinded and you just want the straightest answer possible regardless of potential spoilers#yes benny boy will appear :)#can't have that frenrey off screen now can we?#the real question is HOW are these other guys going to show up?#thats not#thats not me being confused or unplanned btw#I KNOW how#in concept anyway#execution is another thing#but like yeah#i've planned from the get go for more than just the freemens to show up#they're cool characters with so much potential for their interactions don't get me wrong#but i shan't ever limit myself so#i AM the type to put all my eggs into one basket#and some other people's eggs too what are they gonna do about it#share? i hope so š„ŗ
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some laminated clear cases & such that ive made so far w/ the addition of the jjk ones i just finished !!
#my fav art hobby#these r my get out of jail free cards for holiday gifts#jjk for my sisters bfs xmas gift#also finally revealing how big a ccs fan i am#way way more than nge actually i just dont draw them much#u cant see it but my whole room is ccs themed...#tomoyo in my wallet 2#cardcaptor sakura#ccs#cardcaptor#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#fruits basket#fb#phone case
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āYouāve Changedā
(Takes place pre-Milky Way Wishes)
I drew this as a sort of test / mental break while struggling with some of the more complex and taxing pieces on my todo list...
Poor Marx isnāt completely crazy (well,Ā yes, in fairness, he is pretty darn crazy) to react like that btw. Heās just been through ~a lot~Ā by the time this reunion(?) takes place. It is the straw thatās going to break the Clockwork Starās back though...
And yeah, Iām kindaĀ skipping around the timeline, but also there was never was a good place to fit Marx and Kirbyās backstory into the main MariPav narrative, which is why you get this bit now.
#Kirby#Kirby gijinka#Marx Kirby#MariPav#Dess Comic Post#'Growth' is not a thing that happens to most Popstarians#Marx shouldn't have grown either but...#He's a special (basket) case...#In case you're wondering yes#I am still obsessed with the forgotten friend HC
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Elden Ring DLC is already amazing bc the first thing I did was die so some stealthy screaming naked maniac with gauntlets and the second thing I did was avoid the dog on fire that was positivley surrounded by bloodstains
#txts#i also forgot i didnt level up to 60 vigor and died a lot bc man these guys be hitting hard#anyhow...am at 60now...dont judge lol#but its past midnight so...bed time bc i have work tomorrow still#wont have a long weekend or time in a WHILE#worst case i'll have to work 10 days in a row but we'll see....and pray#also not grumpy guy going 'if you stop following miquella i will be your enemy' like aight cant wait for that fight bc now its def gonna#happen since you put it out in the world so openly!#elden ring#i have not yet found the....basket fire giant things#i skillfully avoided the first one i saw and forgot about it until now rip#did get the first dragon tho-the ghostfire one#yay me 120k runes richer and 1 level more#got shits expensive#i know endgame for everyone is like lv 150 but consider this: i wanna use EVERY weapon or at least try it#but ALSO do well w/ my main#so....i am gonna sludge here a lot rip
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If I had I nickel for every time a pair of conjoined twins in a horror movie fell to their deaths from a substantial height and landed in the same position they used to be conjoined before having been traumatically separated, Iād have two nickels- which isnāt a lot, but itās weird that it happened twice.
#house of wax#basket case#okay I know belial and duane didnāt die but they were supposed to before the sequels happened#and in case your wondering yes the messages on depndency and disability and toxic power dynamics and nurturing yes yes that all gets to me#I am not imune to the sadness of twins#or men with big beautiful blue eyes who said that#also itās 5am and I woke up in a cold sweat like five minutes ago so if this isnāt anything donāt hold it against me
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ok iām still On Break do not take this post as a sign that iām like. Actively Tumblring again yet because iām still not, 4 the most part, but i have had my ear to the ground for special interest things, of fuckign course, of course, bcuz iām me, and i. just. i am .iām so fucking sorry to all the new SM2099 comic fans who are only just now realizing just now how dire the straits are, here, LMAO. it has been this way for Years. earnestly and from the bottom of my heart i love spider-man 2099 so much and also nobody on the goddamn planet Cares About Him At All or can even fucking write him half-decently unless every single celestial bodie in the fucking milky way galaxy comes into perfect fucking syzygy, i think, i think, i think. why did u think we (me) had a psychotic episode after that fuckin movie dropped. fucksake. lord above. because itās all always āohhh being yourSELF and telling your OWN story your OWN wayā until you Look A Certain Way and ARE A Certain Way and Have Symptoms That Look Frightening and Donāt Move Around Like āNormalā People Should Move, fuckinā freaky-ass creature beast-thing, and so on and so on and so on, Christ all-fuckinā-mighty. gets tiring. but. anywaygs.
it is far easier to be destructive, than constructive. so. ahem. sorry. refocusing. it seems quite simply that just yet another goddamn story missed the point that 90s future spider-man is a story about very plainly and simply loving each other as people. itās a story about a severely depressed, miserable, cynical little man who finds new reasons to live in every kind person he meets, and there is an open earnesty to that, if nothing else, that no movie can take away 30 years later. anybody can decide to try and be a better person than the one they were yesterday, and that is goddamn important. to portray anything otherwise was an unfathomably cruel decision, on sonyās part, and as soon as we got trailer evidence that they were leaning into his more āintimidatingā features back in ~dec. 2021, i.. pretty much Knew it was what they were gonna be doing with him. why wouldnāt they? i mean. who actually even cares about this obscure nobody, right? c-listers are the tried-and-true adaptational chameleons, anyways; they sure suckered in dumbasses like me, who still took blind hope in hook line and sinker, thinking heād be important to the film, or at the very least portrayed sympathetically to his 30 years of established comic history as a character who is consciously aware that he is an adult survivor of fucking child abuse. but. cāest la fucking vie, i guess.
#talking tag#atsv#spider-man 2099#i predicted All Of This and i am SO TIRED OF BEING RIGHT THAT I WANT TO THROW MYSELF IN2 THE SUN ABT IT :))))#i WANTED to be wrong. /CHRIST/ i wanted to be wrong so goddamn bad#articulation isnt at its peak rn. how do i even- /bridge/ the breadth of this gap. wwoof man like. just.#i just. did yall think i started writing the dissection fic with extreme violation + dehumanization themes Just Outta Nowhere?? y/k???#yāKNOW. haha. i am Intimately Aware firsthand with how years of it without reprieve shapes a brain over time. and. writing helps.#hhahaha. lord. id just go back 2 how i was Raised if i wanted 2 Constantly Hear so many ppl talkin abt how much they want evry Like-Me dead#(not-- not. not Like That. not in the nasty-ass too-online Way or whatever disgusting Assumptions that could Imply. im just a basket case.)#chroist.#not even . not even getting into the whole āalso comic sm2099 is canonically staunchly anti-cop yet movieboy is weirdly fashyā Thing.#i already Have a migraine im NOT getting into that right now#(holding back tears) wwelp looks like these next Seven Years Of Terrible Public Perception r gonna b long and suck so bad :))#ok goodbye again now im going back to frolicking morosely in the Fields . be safe drink some water be kind to urself and others. mwah.
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oh its all so painfully real
#vent#transphobia#fuck.#i can barely compose my thoughts. im so upset and pissed off at my family#my grandmother screams my deadname on top of her lungs to call for me when i need to do something for her#and idk tonight i just got set off by it and started crying#eventually i composed myself only to be met with 'thats your name. its what i gave you' by my dad and...#idk i feel like i'll never be fucking accepted for who i am at all#it feels like i'm wearing a heavy mask that just wants to snap my neck if i move wrong#like i'm in the wrong for wanting to change my name due to it not reflecting me anymore#like everyone sees me as a basket case just waiting to be 'fixed' or whatever#its so... ..... i can't stop crying#my grandmother also said she cant change her ways and its making me want to bash my head into a wall until my brain turns into paste#IMAGINE IF I CALLED YOU DENNIS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. WOULD YOU LIKE THAT? WOULD YOU FUCKING LIKE THAT???#i'm so stressed and upset i don't want to do this anymore#im probably just going to listen to music to de-stress. don't have energy to do anything else
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CZās had more than 1 surgery?
Heās had 2! In winter 2022 he had a standard neuter and in fall 2023, he ate a string and it got tangled in his intestines and he got really sick and almost died, so he needed major abdominal surgery to remove the string and untangle his intestines.
#to this day I have no idea where he got the string#I keep my room really clean and am careful (almost obsessive) about keeping items that could harm him out of his access#the washer and dryer are in my bedroom though (my house has a weird set up) so my theory is me or my mom left#a basket of laundry in my room and he pulled the string off a table cloth or towel#the vet showed us the string and it looked like a towel string#and heās just dumb enough to eat a random string he yanks off a dirty towel#so now Iām even MORE obsessive about keeping my room cat friendly#I wonāt even let my sisters come into my room if theyāre wearing clothes that have loose strings#just in case#heās doing really well though!#he didnāt voluntarily eat for 9 days when he was sick but now he LOVES his food#and always reminds me if you can see the bottom of his food bowl#heās a little chunky now and Iām so happy for him#he was 10 or 11lbs when he was sick and now heās 15.5lbs#asks#anon#the beast
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one day I might meet someone who is crazy enough to take one look at me and go That's the level of bonkers I need in my life. I want to live, laugh, and dance with THAT complete loon for the rest of my days. Hand in marriage. And if that happens I literally will have no idea how to respond
#i AM a delight. however it must be said#i am not a basket case but i am pretty close to one sometimes#songbird again
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