#I NEED TO BE NOT SANE FOR A MINUTE.
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PHHHAA???????????? IOAJDIS LOOK AT HIM?? HE LOOKS SO AMAZING--???! THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏
Respectful look 👀
RANDOM GIFT FOR @galewindstudios BAM!! 💥💥 Already sent it through the DMs but I'm impatient >:)) Amp was actually SO fun to draw, I love the sharp cheek <33 I hope you like it, dude! :) <3
#THANK YOU SO MUCH NIK!!!!#I CAN'T EVEN. LIKE. HE LOOKS??? LOOK AT HIM?? LOOK AT HIS FACE?? HIS CHEST????? HIS HAIR????#THE SMOKE LOOKS SO ATMOSPHERIC?? AND I FREAKING LOVE HOW MESSY HIS CHEST HAIR LOOKS OUGH#I AM SO NOT NORMAL ABOUT HIM#YOUR LINE ART IS SO FLOWY TOO!!#I CAN'T GET OVER HOW EXPRESSIVE HIS FACE IS AS WELL???#LIKE UHM 😳😳👋 H-HI THERE#YOU... YOU COME ROUND HERE O-OFTEN 👀👀👀😳#YOU EVEN GOT HIS EYE SHAPES?? WHICH. WHICH I LOWKEY DIDN'T THINK PEOPLE WOULD NOTICE??#I FREAKING LOVE HIS CHUNKY ASS FINGERS TOO! AND THE TEETH. 👁️👁️ MMH DELICIOUS#SMILE AT US MORE BOY#I JUST.#I NEED TO BE NOT SANE FOR A MINUTE.#JAISJDI0ASJI0JDISJDABARLBARKBARKBARKBARKBARKBARKBARKBARKBARK#AISDJIASDPASPDKPOASKDASDK#I AM STILL. I am still unable to express my gratitude 🙏🙏🙏 Thank you so much for the surprise gift!! 😭#YOU'RE SO LUCKY HES YOUR GAS STATION HUSBAND NIK 😭#Just know. Just know I cannot stop looking at this.#|#oc: Amp#gift for me#@fuj0#suggestive
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"grind those balls!" should not make me as emotionally devestated as it does. i'm sorry but "grind those balls" that's not a phrase that should- you can't fucking be serious i can not be crying at "grind those balls, sir" what has my life come to..
#same with ginham#even the mention of Green Ginham was enough to send me to a laughing fit a minute long#thank god i wasn't around anyone who needed to think i was sane#i need to be careful around that word the associations are just too hilarious now. they should discontinue it to prevent further accidents.#red dwarf#red dwarf has ruined me
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And the fault of the gods was letting you out and Building the bridge with the backs of your eyelids You never complain Never complain You never complain, and the look in your eyes kept me sane
listen to haley heynderickx sane and think about them
#the look in his eyes did NOT keep her sane#my art#my post!#just old sketches from a hypothetical animatic i was thinking about making#worm web serial#parahumans#sometimes i think about echidna and noelle and krauss too much and i need to sit down for a minute#echidna#trickster
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(not quite logging back in just venting dont mind me <3 ill reply to everyone later mwah)
#i guess the worst thing about allllllll the times my mother tells me im crazy is that i know she's right lol#like the instant overwhelming need to sh whenever she says it or in fact every time we fight should be enough to confirm it 🤡#like i legit wont calm down until i physically hurt myself preferably also drawing blood. this is not Sane Person Behaviour#anyway whatsapp just spent a few minutes crying curled up on the floor in the kitchen pulling my own hair trying to ✨Not SH✨#because its stupid idiot motherfucking summer and everyone will See#and ended up doing it regardless lol#and its so funny cause like literally the moment i do it im perfectly fine and mentally and emotionally stable again 🥰😇#anyway i love my mom she's great but she did ruin my entire life and me as a person too#and basically all my adult problems can be easily traced back to my psychological nightmare of a childhood#except i cant blame her for that either because she didnt have it easy and she raised me on her own (and unmedicated too)#while my dad didnt really even get many occasions to ruin me on a fundamental level (like he sure did use those few chances he had but yknow#not nearly as many as my mom got)#so i cant just blame my mom and let feminism lose like that#anyway. she should never have had children and i there's nothing i regret more than her husband dying instead of me#ok logging back off byeeeeeeeeee
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*somewhere around fifth year, after harry performs an impressive bit of magic*
Minerva, impressed: Wow, you've got potential!!
Ron, joking: well, I can't see it :p (hesjdk, lol)
Harry, depressed and dead by physics: must be at infinity then...
Minerva: ..? (not getting it)
Hermione:
Harry:
Hermione: i-
Harry: *shrugs*
Ron: guys! stop the telepathy! (wants to be let in on the joke)
Hermione: harry, no!
Harry: *turns and walks away*
Ron: *intense stare at hermione* (LET. ME. IN.)
Hermione, defeated and in a small voice: Potential is zero at infinity.
#it's cause...uk...potential is um...zero...at..um..infinity..#harry james potter#I spent 10 entire minutes to write this. u can already tell it's not written while in a sane mindset#it's so lame#but honestly I do not care#I am harry. Harry is me.#I feel u bro. 🫂#incorrect golden trio quotes#m pretty sure most of my mutuals/followers won't understand tge appeal. But I'm suffering and so you need to suffer as well.#that's my agenda.#science brrr#physics electrostatics#fuck this. fucl it all. I'm done. *turns nd walks away*
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#unironically i would die without music. i have such awful fucking sensory issues when it comes to auditory input#cicadas screaming wakes me up? instant rage. day ruined. the hum of a voice in another room? meltdown imminent. better kms.#not really but genuinely it makes me feel like that. i hate my brain so much oooh noooo i can hear noises its the end of the fucking world#my NC headphones stay glued to my head . for my safety and everyone else's lol#i should probably stop throwing them across the room when they glitch out and screech directly in my ears seeing as they are#the only thing keeping me sane at this point. alas#i need the ones that are like little ear plug headphones... doing my hair has become a hazardous activity in this burnout#cuz i cannot wear them then... i am. struggling.#x#misophonia#hyperacusis#i am pretty sure i have both because it hurts and makes me rage at the same time :)))#autism is like. you can hear the shrimp noises. you also do not want to hear the shrimp noises and will take damage from this. great.#THE AIR FRYER IS MY NUMBER 1 ENEMY I NEED TO OPEN THAT PIECE OF SHIT UP AND DETACH THE FUCKING WIRES#WHY IS IT SO FUCKING LOUUUUUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#this shit is why i rack up a minimum of 300000 minutes of play time on wrapped every year#ok bye
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fun fact of the day did you know that the discord profile background colour page in the settings menu (which follows as #232428) has roughly the same colour range as licorices clothes which is a #2e3042, as well as the background of the about me page on discord which is #111214, is awfully close to the outlines of licorice's clothes which is a #101522, meaning that if you adjust licorice's colour pallete slightly, his clothes can be the same colour as discords colour palleGETS SHO T for comparison the left one is the discord profile colour, as the right one is licorie's... robes?? rags?? idfk what to call it sOBS
and for the outline, the left is the discord about me bg colour, and the right one is licorice's outline colour on his clothes :3
#i spent liek 10 minutes researching this#im sane#definitely sane#licorice cookie my beloved#licorice cookie#cookie run#cookie run ovenbreak#cookie run kingdom#i nEED to share my reseacrh here#i know this is useless info but#but let me just research abt useless shit ok broken heart emoji
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#Howwwww is it 5am already I want to go home#I begged my parents and sibling to let me go home to my own bed and they wouldn't let me#I don't want to be the solution to our family problems I want to go be alone and not here#I understand me being around more would make our parents nicer and give my siblings someome sane to talk to#But I want to die and I don't want to be here and I don't care about any of these people#Once again them forcing me to go to their house made me miss an assignment. So that class is genuinely failed now.#It makes me so frustrated I could cry. Every time I say I'm doing school work#Or say I can't drop everything and drive forty minutes to their house. they laugh at me#They genuinely laugh and say I'm such a liar and I'm faking and there's no way I ever do any school work#I'm actually shaking I'm so frustrated they don't understand. That's how long it takes me.#Why can't they just realize I'm a dumbass fucking idiot. I'm so fucking stupid#I'm literally so stupid. Intellectually I'm a fucking idiot and I am so useless and slow.#Stop trying to believe I have potential to fucking waste#The fact is there is no potential but I'm fucking wasting anyway#I'm so. Dumb. When I say I'm doing school work I mean I looked at the tab and got nervous about how overdue#everything is and how I'm failing and everyone wants me to leave my safety for their own inane bullshit#I wouldn't be failing this class at all if I had been able to complete the first week on time#instead of like. sitting outside a convention center alone and in agony for Five (5) hours.#Kudos to the devil for creating the exact perfect circumstances to kill me in particular#I should reach out and go to a friend's house and it would be good for me. But.#There's no way I'm going to see or speak to anyone in this state of everything#Everyone else around me seems to have improved in mental health I'm not going to ruin that by making them let me come over#No one really believes any of the problems I have like even I don't. how are you that stupid. just stop having these problems.#I can't go to a friend's house when I have problems like this. Last time I had a breakdown and scared the fucking host and#their partner had to be the one to comfort me because I was crying too loud for autistic ears :(#I can't do that to anyone again#I'm not kidding when I say I'm a huge burden genuinely I exist to be upsetting and inconvenient and frustrating#I am literally the most selfish person to ever have existed. Just objectively. I don't care about anyone or anything at all.#I don't love my friends or my family and I don't care about what they want or need. truthfully.#I just want to sit in my tiny room where nothing changes and no one expects me to drive anywhere holy fucking shit it's 6am
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sooooo i have to move into a new apartment and if i keep being a horny fucking cockslut its gonna be kind of disastrous. i think im gonna let myself cum tonight and maybe take the week off from touching myself. as if that were possible. i’m at least gonna have to limit myself. somehow. idk man im one month on T and im already dripping all over myself touching myself for strangers on the internet. where do i go from here 🫠
#but ACTUALLY for REAL. i neeeed to get a good nights sleep tonight. and be the best most productive sane person in the world#and pack my room up and make everything work. and keep up with my online class#but. what if i want to edge myself stupid?? though?? ever think of that????#anyway one more night. ten minutes maybe. we’ll see#and then i need to be good and normal 😭#if i were a free use fucktoy i wouldnt have 2 worry abt all this…..
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I mean, while I’ve got you here- (P1 | P2 | P3) (Patreon)
#Doodles#Law Abiding Citizen#LAC#Doug Peterson#LAC Russ#Roug#If you're not otherwise busy I mean I guess we could-#Lol#Looking like all that kiss-doodling practice has finally started to show results >:3c Quite pleased!#Looks like his gamble paid off! It'd take some doing but Doug could absolutely acquisition some overtime of the seduction variety lol#His -lust is usually more of the wander- variety but who is he to turn down a bit more time with his favourite human? :3#For the first encounter it'd probably have to be limited to their usual amount of time so what like two minutes lol but it's enough to kiss!#Or it could be longer if you'd prefer to imagine that lol it's not like I can stop you ♪#What a bureaucratic nightmare it'd be to either change or add being in a relationship with a client lol HR will hear about this Doug!#He's used to it he's been skirting that edge for way too long already this will just make it recognized pfft#Immediately bringing feelings into it! Aren't you a demon! Well that's why he changes his tune so quickly as well#For the record Russ did mean but he's feeling pretty guilty for that and having an ulterior motive and having human needs and all that lol#He does actually need contact to stay sane (enough) but asking for things is hard! Especially if they're to do with his crush!#All sorts of awkward uncomfortable feelings :) This is not how he envisioned his confession playing out!#I haven't drawn Doug with fully dark eyes in a while ah <3 It was fun :D Him hiding his eyes but literally hehe#Yet more of me ignoring the timeline lol - call him your Everything right now do it make him feel loved I dare you#A little possessive ♪ It's allowed he's being backed up by being the only person with access to him! This all works out!#I really am rather pleased with the last smooches :D Shapes! And Russ holding his horns while Doug initiates hehe ♪#I dunno how clear it is but Doug also has his tail wrapped around Russ' arm to pull him in ♥#Sometimes being obvious about it pays off
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im sure u know the crab meta but theres a ton of them on the unmapped island in mond ?
indeed. that things been stationed there for so long it might as well be a permanent waypoint at this point KWDJJKWDJKWDJKWJK
#its the best spot bc all the crabs are guaranteed spawns. most of the good ones are just like. up to chance#u might get 5 u might get 15 from afking a couple minutes and waiting for the spawns. its cringe#the only other good guaranteed places are falcon coast and then doing full circle the amakumo peak shoreline. luhua pool also#but amakumo takes forever#some of the best non guaranteed spots are:#chenyu vale southernmost waypoint. ive gotten 40 in one go from just hanging#shore next to pyro cube#guyun stone forest around the ore spawn next to the domain w the cicin mage next to ruin guard island#the front of MH/GT domain can proc u a bunch if ur lucky#inazuma book domain island has like a 5-6 every time and its fast#koseki village shore has like . 12 or 2 no in between#im very sane yeah why do you ask KWDJKAWDJKWJKJKDJKWAD#crab meta my detested. i do this all for him but i hate it#btw you NEED yaoyao or sayu do NOT hate yourself by losing crabs by having to run after them its hell it WILL happen and you WILL morb#the nice thing is theyre both decent OW supports anyway so . yeah. yaoyao just run a random quicken team. sayu is anemo#asks
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#i got my family to watch the ending of 'it's a wonderful life' with me#just the last fifteen minutes or so#the famous happy bit#and my brother and i explained afterward how our high school english teacher introduced us to the film and the fact that it's good#and my dad's like 'yeah i saw it once it was pretty good'#'the ending's kind of hokey though'#and it was so funny because i immediately think 'i have a detailed tumblr post explaining why you're wrong'#i was very restrained and sane though#all i said was 'it's not. not after seeing him get beat down and beat down through the rest of the film'#and dad to his credit was like 'yeah i guess you're right'#but anyway i thought it was hilarious that his one comment just happened to relate to that ultra-specific discourse#and felt the need to bring it up
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I JUST GOT AN EMAIL SAYING TO LOOK OUT FOR A BACKGROUND CHECK REQUEST EMAIL
Once i pass it, the Uni can offer me the job i interviewed for, which like
I thought I had to do another interview first but apparently no which is AWESOME and fuck yes but also
JOB!!! JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!
#text post#i woke up all of not quite fifteen minutes ago to all of this i am !!!!!!! despite being groggy aksndkfnfj#and i needed to share with u guys who have helped keep me sane thru my Process of job hunting akwjdkfn 🫂🫂🫂🫂
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finally got around to watching dragon ball super hero and
#okay db haters look away 😶🌫️😶🌫️😶🌫️😶🌫️😶🌫️#this movie was SO good like it was corny as hell but idgaf i had a fun time!!!!!#gohan using special beam cannon as the final move maybe made me cry a little whos to say?#i like pans little character arc also as an avid pan supporter this movie made me so happy#the only downside was no marron or bulla honestly#everyone was here and had a fun little role. goku and vegeta (love them#only show up for like 5 minutes total and have a post credits scene where vegeta wins in a fight against him#this movie was just fun dragon ball stuff and i hope they continue this tone for the series#i think ill read the trunks goten mini arc now omg#also loooove that krillin is like 'hey remember when u got really big at the world martial arts tournament' and piccolo went 'oh yeah 👍'#*gets really big*#also idk if im just out of the db loop but love the new gohan entomologist lore!#also any krillin/18 content is a win for me!#actually the real downside was the continued propaganda of blue haired trunks. you will never get me to like it <3#also i didnt think id like dr hedo and the gammas but i did! they were fun!! ofc gamma 2 died tho. black racism 🫤 (i watched the dub)#sorry i just needed to get my thoughts on this movie out#anyway this movie just proved that gohan needs to be the main character :)#i just cant get over him ending cell max with fucking SPECIAL BEAM CANNON im crying and screaming not the kamehameha or masenko like!!!!!!#like i know piccolo taught him masenko but theres just something abt sbc okay👍#im so normal im so sane
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pros of having boomer mother: can yell at people over the phone for you
cons of having boomer mother: everything else
#shoutout to my college for not having enough parking passes!#I NEED TO PARK MY CAR MF I HAVE TO DRIVE THERE HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO GET TO THE.#oh my god#me driving 8 hours only to not have a car. jk i have friends with houses with parking lots#but literally what the hell are u fr#anyways i cried for 30 minutes over this and ether had to tell me to be rational and normal and sane#i love etherfalling
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So I was thinking about an idea during my shift, I'd call her Everyone's Daughter. A girl who had something so deadly they had to freeze her, so she could hope to live once the right medicine and technology developed to save her. People would come in as pseudo-parents. Taking care of her, watching her from time to time. Talking to her. Bringing in small gifts. Celebrating her birthday. And the sad part is that as some point, they'd wake her up with the idea that they could cure her then and it doesn't work.
But she wants to know what's changed, what's new and they don't want to tell her how much is different, how long its been since she's been frozen. So she's taken to this window where she can see a city illuminated in lights, flying cars, women in neon colors, men in even less clothes, people living their life and she's stuck behind glass like an exhibit.
She doesn't want to freeze back and then someone, someone who's in their forties and who's been watching her for five years tell her she does have a choice. She can live her life. And for a little bit, she does. She sees these living, breathing places, makes friends in these people dancing and singing and laughing and smiling. She finds a life before she gets worse. She's bedridden and then someone she never met, someone who claims to be family, to be blood who comes in tears and demands she be frozen. And because she's not of the age to make her own medical decisions, they freeze her again.
I'm still thinking about it but. She deserves better. She'll get better treatment some day but in the ways that matters most, she died long before they froze her.
#it was this idea and meowing songs all day that kept me sane at work#they changed our opening time back 30 minutes so i have to be at work an hour earlier. 😐#what is this i have no idea#but its sad and futuristic which suits all of my needs
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