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was wondering if you had any jondami/damijon fanfic recommendations?
Oh boy do I
I'll go ahead and list some that I've recently read, one that I'm currently reading, and just some of my favorites
Recently read:
Spidey Senses by shaobaopeaches
In which Jon’s spider senses repeatedly failed him, and in which Damian is a little shit.
Or
Damian’s brothers find out that not only is he dating his childhood best friend, but also that he’s dating Metropolis’s friendly neighborhood Spiderman.
(this one is actually so cute it quickly became one of my favorites, Jon as spider-man is such a concept and I absolutely love it)
The Man Who Stands To Lose You by fishfingersandjellybabies
It wasn’t possible. That had to be it. This wasn’t real. He was having a nightmare, because this wasn’t possible.
Damian's heartbeat had never stopped before.
(amazing writing, you can absolutely feel the distress and yearning that Jon is going through in this one. It's so soft yet so angsty at the same time, that is the best way I can describe this one lol)
i would know him blind by andthentheybow
Damian’s not particularly worried about the fact that he’s in free-fall, because he’s called Jon’s name and he knows Jon will catch him.
(short, sweet, and soft what more could you ask for. Just Jon catching Damian from falling and then him just needed a minute in his arms)
Currently reading:
Belladonna by rosetealatte
There was something about Jon that set him apart from his father and brother. He was born with all the same abilities as the other two, born with the same black curly hair, born with the same DNA. Only thing was… he came across as very antisocial. Not in the cute-nerdy-awkward way, but the way where he genuinely didn’t care about others and their feelings. Didn’t care about how he could devastate someone with the sheer might of his awesome power. Didn’t care that a thug didn’t deserve death and that there was a weight to different crimes. Criminals were criminals and he was bred to do justice.
or the fanfic where Jonathan Kent makes Damian Wayne his whole life.
(this has actually been a really fun read for me, it's been really good so far and I'm anticipating to see where it goes!)
Some favorites (I'm only listening three and they're all collections cus we'd be here all day otherwise):
ABO Jondami by grayqueen
Connected and unconnected ABO JonDami
(now before we get into it there is nothing explicit but there is some mature content but other that I.love.this.series. I personally don't read a lot of omegaverse but this is it for me. The author also has a lot of other jondami works that I really like too so check those out also!)
Navigating Life by nxghtwxng
A series of DamiJon works in which Damian learns how to make friends.
(this one probably gets recommended a lot but if you read it you'll understand why. Love me a good Jon and Damian college au and this is it. Writing is great, the banter is great, Jon and Damian feel like a genuine couple it's amazing. The author again has a lot of other works that I also like that make me feel incredibly soft)
Oh, Your Good Lovin' (Did Something to Me) by VeryImpressive
This is where my connected pieces of Jon Kent and Damian Wayne will be placed.
All of them that are published, and will be published eventually, are connected. They can be read at any point, but however long it grows, the narrative will be linear.
(now what can I say about this series other than the fact that it is just sexy and I don't mean that just because it does have some explicit content, no I mean that the writing in itself is sexy. The way that this author writes sexual tension is so delicious, I love it. And yes Jon and Damian are of age in this series so no worries lol)
#I have a lot in my favorites but these are the ones I wanted to share#Hopefully you enjoy at least some of them!#jondami#damijon#damian wayne#jonathan kent#jon kent#batman#dc comics#supersons#Superman#ask
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Danny In Metropolis, ch3 p4
(Wow this still needs a real title.) Masterpost This isn't read over, I'm just... so very fatigued, but hopefully you enjoy.
Lois turned and pushed Clark to head towards the kitchen with the pie. “So Danny, what part of the Midwest are you from?”
Danny rubbed at the back of his neck as he followed. “That obvious?”
“Well, I did marry a Midwesterner,” Lois said. “I may know what to look for.”
“Oh, yeah. I never really thought of us being that unique but moving here has sure been an experience. And Illinois, Miss Lois.”
“Chicago or…?”
“Oh, no. A place called Amity Park. It’s not known for much other than being the most haunted city in America.”
“Most haunted city in America?” Clark repeated. He set down the pie and turned back to Danny and Kon.
Not for the first time, Kon was struck by how big Clark looked in the tiny kitchen. It always bothered Kon for a reason he could never place.
“Yep, that’s what they claim at least. It’s actually a bit of a tourist draw these days, especially around summer and Halloween. They have a summer scare fest and everything these days.”
“Did growing up there make you a skeptic or do you believe in ghosts all the more?” Lois asked.
“Well, I don't think it's so much about Amity. We live in a world with heroes, with aliens and gods and lab experiments. I guess I don't see a reason the be a skeptic with all of that,” Danny said. Then he ducked his head as if his nerves hit him all at once. “Just, um, how I see it. Plus Amity is pretty convincing.”
“You’ve got a point, kid,” Lois agreed.
Clark sighed. “No, honey.”
“What?”
“I know that look, you’re thinking of a story,” Clark said, “or how to steal a slice of the pie before dinner. Either way, no.”
Lois crossed her arms with a petulant little pout.
Clark had a little smile as he pressed a kiss to Lois’ temple. “Danny is a guest and brought the pie as a gift.
“Let’s grab some sodas and escape while we can,” Kon said.
“I’ll remember this when you’re in love and ridiculous,” Lois said, “just you wait.”
Kon paused in handing Danny a drink. “Okay, coming from you that is slightly terrifying.”
Lois smiled. “I know. Take some snacks if you want, but don’t spoil your dinner.”
Kon rolled his eyes. “There’s pie, of course I’m not going to spoil my dinner.”
“Says the teenage boy,” Clark said with a chuckle. He did pass Kon a bag of chips though. “Are you going to work in the living room or yours?”
“Mine. My notes are in there,” Kon said. He snagged the wasabi peas and jellybean also.
“I’ll call you two down a bit before dinner and I’ll look over what you have.”
“Thank you, Miss Lois,” Danny said as he tried to juggle the things that Kon was handing him.
“You’re welcome, Danny,” Lois said with that smile that Kon didn’t trust.
Kon snagged Danny’s hand and pulled him out of the kitchen.
“Have fun!” Clark called after them. “Leave your—ow! What?”
“Let them…” whatever else Lois said Kon worked very hard not to hear as he led them up two sets of stairs and into his room.
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[ID: 6 panels of a digitally drawn comic showing Daggoo doing twist-outs into Pip’s hair. Pip looks a little nervous through the process, with a warm & encouraging Daggoo, and by the end of it he looks at his reflection with surprised joy. More detailed IDs for each panel in alt.]
i finally finished what i was working on for @creatingblackcharacters’ Black History Month Challenge!
so for those who don’t know, for a few years now i’ve been working on adapting Moby Dick into a webcomic. as you might imagine, a text written by a white man in 1851 is oftentimes Very Racist with how it treats its characters of color, and this very much includes its Black characters, of which there are two of note in the cast, Daggoo and Pip. there are parts of the original text in which Melville tries (and even sometimes doesn’t completely fail) to say poignant things or critiques about racism in the text (and much of the text does very explicitly and intentionally deal w/ racism and racialized dynamics, something literally 99% of adaptations ignore), but for the most part, his nonwhite characters are flat, stereotypical, often violent, racist caricatures.
and i won’t get too much into that here (god knows i’ve rambled at LENGTH abt all of this many times & i will many more), because the point of this challenge is to share art about Black joy, but suffice to say that! I am doing my best to intentionally engage with the race & racism of the original text, whether it’s for characters of my own racial identity that Melville bastardizes (like Fedallah), or those of others (like his Black characters, Daggoo and Pip, and his Indigenous characters, and so on). It’s important to me not only to be in conversation with and to challenge Melville’s racism in my work, but also to allow these characters to be more than the one note racist stereotypes Melville writes them as.
So!!! that’s some long winded context, but here’s Daggoo doing Pip’s hair for him and showing him how! I’m extremely fond of Pip getting to be loved and cared for by others of the crew, especially the harpooners (of whom Dag is one). i just think Pip deserves his comically large number of dads who will care for him and make him feel safe and shelter him from the absolute Horror that is 19th century American Whaling (and the Horror that is their white crewmates!). i just think this little Black boy deserves love and joy 😭😭 and i think Daggoo deserves to be a soft, gentle caregiver who can give that to him.
I have lots more thoughts about this and about them and about their hair which i may expand on under a cut or in the tags, but because this is already getting so long!:
to my Black viewers, and my Black readers, you belong in classic literature spaces! you deserve to see yourselves represented thoughtfully and carefully in the ‘canon’ of literature, and to challenge when you aren’t, and be supported in your critiques! your contributions to both literature as a whole (whether “classic” or otherwise) and to literary analysis and critique are invaluable and irreplaceable, both when you discuss the racism in these works and spaces and when you engage in any other kind of analysis or creation. And I want you to be able to enjoy stories of all kinds without people brushing aside your existence or pretending your concerns are invalid or don’t matter because ~it’s a great classic!~ or ~it was a different time.~ your voices and your creations and your art matter.
& on the smallest scale, i hope at least to bring you a little bit of joy.
I'm tagging some of my art friends! I know the lateness of this in the month means it’ll be hard for anyone to probably do anything of their own for the challenge, but hopefully y’all can still check out & support all the lovely art that’s already been made for this!! @coulson-is-an-avenger @fricklefracklefloof @layalu @brainwormterrarium @seaflying-fliptuna @rootscorrode @holocephal1 and anyone else who wants to!!
& thank you to Ice for making this wonderful challenge, and thank you for all the lovely, incredible work you do on @creatingblackcharacters. truly a blessing to this world 💖💖
anyway, some more notes, because i can’t help rambling:
i referenced a lot of images & videos of people doing twist outs for this but i wanna shout out the video i watched and rewatched and paused and zoomed in on the Most; it’s by kbmaria on YouTube and called “Twist Out on Short TWA 4C Hair | Big Chop Hairstyles”!! def go check her out :]
i loved looking up 1800s hair combs (and afro picks, though it seems they were all just called ‘combs’) & 1800s sleep bonnets for this! the details of the bonnets kind of got lost in simplification (they really do just look like modern ones but with more lace!) but drawing them and the comb was still fun. i also was looking up specifically a lot of Black hair care history and there is some really cool stuff about the original invention and spread of the hot comb (used for straightening hair) and Black people’s role in that (there’s again more i could get into but i won’t right now but do look it up if you’re interested! the library of congress has a good presentation article with sources about Black hair care history. much of it is later the timeline that’s relevant to these characters in particular, but still very interesting!)
i always defaulted to giving Daggoo an Afro when i designed him (mainly because he’s described with one in the book). over recent years, i’ve definitely thought more about this decision and about whether/how to incorporate different hairstyles into representing him. whaling is a…unique situation—long, long stretches of time (we’re talking months) of extreme lethargy with no tasks to do punctuated by unpredictable short bursts (days to weeks at a time) of incredibly high intensity, life threatening, and laborious work. it leaves lots of time to do more complicated, time-intensive hairstyles (which his hair definitely could benefit from in an environment where he’s getting very sweaty, sea-salty, and wet frequently!), but any of that time could be interrupted at any moment; it’s impossible to Plan for when the whale hunts happen and put your hair in a more protective style ahead of time. i don’t really have a specific answer to this yet, but it’s smthn i’m thinking about a lot and researching a lot! visual historical references we have (that i’ve seen at least) of Black sailors of this time tend to have their hair natural and short-cropped (which is how Pip keeps his), but i def want to draw more hairstyles on Dag at different points.
in any case, i do love the idea of him doing Pip’s hair for him (even if the style will be Very temporary due to the nature of their work — he’ll probably get wet very soon 😔) and showing him how to do different ones. starting with something maybe a little easier to do (like this twist out) and maybe showing more complex ones as time goes on.
as far as hair moisturizers go, ive also done a good amount of reading over the years of what kinds of hair moisturizers were available at diff time periods (did you know lots of victorian women used egg washes in their hair to keep it moisturized? i didn’t). i like to think that Dag keeps his own personal stash of natural oil of some kind — he may have access to coconut oil/cedarwood oil/smthn like that. and if he’s ever in a pinch, apparently whale oil is a fine hair moisturizer! and was even used in cosmetics in the 20th century! so hey. got plenty of that around lmao
i think that’s all i have to say for now lmao. thank you again Ice for making this challenge 💖💖
#cbc bhm challenge#black history month#daggoo#pip#mobydick#moby dick#herman melville#melville#art#my art#quasartalks#anwyay in case the me rambling for 482948293 years wasn’t clear: i care themmmm 😭 theyre so dear to me
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Jayce approached the feral Viktor with caution, setting his hands lightly on the other man’s shoulders. “C’mon, Vik, let’s not - “
“I wasn’t finished!” Viktor snarled out, “This bastard - “ and he shoved the mirror so hard it spun on its axis, hitting him on the head.
Mel barely avoided snorting wine up her nose. Plopping on the couch she wiped away tears, hoping that between Viktor’s swearing and Jayce’s panic neither of them could hear her laughing. She eventually recovered enough to be useful, wrapping some ice from the ice bucket in a handkerchief.
“Here, here darling,” Still giggling she handed the bundle to Viktor, now flopped in Jayce’s arms. Jayce took it from her and set it against the growing bruise on Viktor’s forehead. Viktor made a sound between a purr and a growl, and fell further into Jayce.
Jayce, near ready to cry again, dragged Viktor over to the couch and lay him down, kneeling beside him. With the air of a deathbed attendant he took Viktor’s hand and leaned in so close their noses almost brushed.
“Vik, buddy you okay?”
Viktor frowned, opened his eyes, and looked deeply into Jayce’s eyes.
“Janna’s tits Jayce did you brush your teeth this morning your breath is awful.”
Mel did her best to collapse gracefully, legs shaking with laughter. Jayce likewise seemed affirmed of Viktor’s health, if his affectionate “Like yours smells any better Mister Thinks-Hes-So-Sneaky-With-His-Cigarettes” was anything to go by. When she opened her eyes again, she found herself sitting on the floor by the other end of the couch, Jayce now looking to her.
“So…yeah I think it’s this guy’s bedtime.” His smile faded a little. “I - we - had an amazing time tonight, but I don’t want to intrude on your hospitality - “
“Intrude?” What was he talking about?
“Well, it’s getting late, and now that we’ve got the clothes situation straightened out, I guess it’s time for me and V to go home.”
“It’s not that late, you can stay a little more - “
“Mel it’s almost midnight?”
Mel couldn’t rebut this in time, leaving Viktor to intervene.
“Jackass,” he rumbled, muffled by the pillow against his face. “She doesn’t want you to leave, she wants you to spend the night and sleep with her.”
“Viktor!”
“Seriously, she laughed off you ruining her dress, she’s invited you over for dinner twice now, she’s had her hands all over you tonight playing dress up, how many more hints do you need?”
“She invited both of us over Vik, both times, if she was only interested in me why’d she invite both of us?”
“You invited me over the first time, without Miss Medarda’s input.” Viktor’s voice grew bitter. “And Miss Medarda was too polite to ask that you exclude me, so she has simply accepted me along for what was clearly meant to be a date night.” Viktor pushed himself up to sitting. “Miss Medarda I thank you for your hospitality tonight. Just give me some time to change back and I’ll be out of the way - “
“But Vik - “ Jayce was now rising unsteadily to his feet.
“Gentlemen.”
Both of the men paused, looked to her. She sobered herself up, summoned her remaining lucidity. Moments like this were where she was supposed to shine - to propose, to negotiate, to win over with words. Surely requesting two men to stay over was within her power.
“Let’s make tonight a sleepover party.”
Or maybe not.
But at least the two hadn’t left yet, which gave Mel time to think. “Jayce you’re right, it is late, but I’ve enjoyed myself immensely tonight too. I’ve enjoyed having you both here.” She set her hand on Viktor’s knee, let her hand brush the metal of the brace. A risky gambit, but hopefully the casual intimacy would emphasize her words. “And I would love for us all to spend more time together like this.” She looked between the two of them, both of them seeming as uncertain as she felt.
“I would…appreciate it if you both spent the night so we could plan and discuss more clearly in the morning.”
The words were far too vague and loaded for her liking, but this late and this drunk wasn’t the time for talking things out. At the very least she wanted to show the door was open for both of them.
Jayce’s face went from uncertain to pleading as he turned to Viktor. Viktor looked back, his catlike features now turned sphinx. Finally he nodded.
“Very well if you both insist. I suppose you have suitable guest rooms in this manse, Miss Medarda.”
Mel paused. Sending them to a guest room felt too formal, and inviting them into her bed too forward - genius struck.
“Let’s make a pillow fort!”
PLEASE READ THIS POST FIRST AND THEN COME BACK! ("GLAZING MEL" PART 1)
In direct response to @allthingswillpass4gnomes 's amazing fanfic addition:
"GLAZING MEL" PART 2:
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how do you find songs for your character playlists? is it generally just songs you like to listen to or do you have a process to choose specific songs for each storyline? how do you find/choose them? I’ve really been enjoying listening to the playlists lately!
Omg thank you so much!! Honestly, I very very rarely seek out songs for specific moments for each characters' playlists. More often than not, I will be listening to a batch of new music (my brain can be very picky as to when it's ready to consume new media and new music especially), and I usually just have my ears open for 'which character does this remind me of,' and if a character kinda clicks, 'what moment does this best represent?' and if it's not a perfect match I'll usually try to think of other characters to see if there's a better fit. Sometimes if a song is reaally close to a moment or feeling but not quite perfect, I'll try to re-imagine the events to more closely match the song more, to see if i vibe more with what the song could imply for character relationships, plot-points, etc if i were to keep and use it on the playlist. Sometimes it works and creates a plot point that matches a song like, perfectly, and sometimes I'll just keep a song because it means something verrry specific to me that others wouldn't pick up on without me explaining haha
As far as what new music i listen to, sometimes i'll rely on Spotify's smart shuffle to give me similar-sounding songs for a playlist, other times stuff will hit me while i'm listening to an artists' discography or a random album, or hell a couple of weeks ago i was re-listening to musical albums and got punched in the throat by a couple of songs that ended up being perfect fits for bdubs and 24.
It's not a super reliable system, and it leaves playlists with some big empty chunks (such as, for example, Docs playlist, which has the beginning of s8 and a large chunk of s9 pretty thoroughly covered, but a lot of the meat of s8 is missing, which bothers me because all of that i think is important for his character), but i listen to new music often enough that i'm slotting new songs across my playlists at least a couple of times a week! It's a system that works for me, and i end up putting a good variety of songs onto each playlist since i'm not searching for anything specific for each moment. Hopefully that's helpful!! :D
#dbhc#dbhc ask#ask#anon#dbhc music#music is so special to me but i can also be so finicky about my tastes and what i like on certain playlists#it's gotta FEEL right#most of the time when i find a song that works for a character it's like. <listening to new song> ooh maybe... bc like... hm.......#<one particular line reminds me of something specific and re-contextualizes the previous lyrics> oh. NO. SHUT UP#<rewinds song back to the beginning> .......... SHUT THE HELL UP. I'M GONNA BARF. <listens to it 5 more times> <adds to a playlist>#this happened 3 separate times on my drive today <3#shep speaks
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Feveruary Day 25: Standing Vigel
Fandom: SHINee
Sickie: Minho (hangover, stomach ulcer - symptoms are there, they are misread as something else, but that's what it is.)
Caregiver(s): Key
Word Count: 1,355
Notes: Written for a prompt submitted by @kylsstuff. I did my best with it! Hope you enjoy!
“Damn, we didn’t even drink that much,” Kibum scoffed as he walked into his own bathroom to find Minho slumped against the wall. The ailing man groaned as Kibum flicked on the vanity light, writhing in discomfort. “How long have you been in here?”
“God only knows,” Minho whined, scrubbing at his eyes. He smoothed his hair off of his forehead before dropping his hands back down to rest atop his abdomen. “Maybe an hour?”
“Did you throw up?” Kibum’s voice was so nonchalant, his actions even more so as he started going about his normal morning routine, turning on the tap to wash his face.
“Yeah.”
“Gonna do it again?”
“Probably.”
Kibum hummed. “Coulda guessed that. You look green in the face.”
“And green is so not my color…”
Kibum snorted at the joke, silently thrilled that Minho was at least feeling well enough to mess around. The hangover couldn’t be that bad, then. But as Kibum watched Minho card his hands through his hair a second time, holding his bangs off of his forehead with the intent to make them stay off of his skin. Minho let out a small noise of frustration when the hair came flopping right back into his face. Kibum felt something terribly similar to pity well up in his chest. He turned off the tap and quickly dabbed at his wet face with a towel before digging around in the drawer for a moment.
“Come here.” Kibum knelt down and gently grabbed Minho’s chin to turn his head towards him. Tongue slightly poking between his lips, the older man pushed back Minho’s bangs, securing it off of his face with a few clips. “There. Hopefully that feels a little better.”
The relieved look on Minho’s face, the way his entire body seemed to relax from that simple action, said it all. Still, he sighed out a, “It does. Thanks.”
“Anytime.” Kibum grunted for dramatic effect as he pushed back to his feet. Returning to the sink and his skin care routine. Squeezing the proper amount of toner onto a cotton ball, eyes focused on his face in the mirror, Kibum asked, “So, thoughts on our duet concept?”
“In general? I like the concept. But I feel like the song itself is… I don’t know… not us?” Minho shifted, rolling out his shoulders.
“Yes!” Kibum hit the counter for emphasis. “It feels more like an NCT reject than a SHINee subunit, ya know?”
“Yeah, I agree, but… hang on…” Kibum didn’t even flinch when he heard Minho gag, followed by the horrific sound of vomit hitting water. Kibum did his best to ignore the following sounds of retching, knowing from experience that unless a hungover Minho asked for help, it was best to leave him be until the nausea passed.
As soon as Kibum heard the toilet flush and the sound of Minho’s back slumping against the wall again, he passed over a paper cup of water and asked, “Guess we got your hair up just in time, huh?”
Minho scoffed and threw back the water. “Your bedside manner is astounding.” He handed the cup back.
Kibum refilled it and placed it back in Minho’s hand. “Don’t know what you’re talking about. We’re in a bathroom, not a bed.”
“Shut up.” Minho groaned, squeezing between his eyes. He grimaced as his hands returned to their important place clutching at his stomach. “I have not been this hungover in years.”
“You can chill here today, if you want,” Kibum offered, looking at Minho out of the corner of his eye, trying to distract from the kindness of the gesture. “I’ve got some Amazing Saturday pre-show prep this morning, and then I was just gonna go to the studio this afternoon, but I can work here and keep you company if you’d like.”
“Nah, no reason to rearrange your schedule for me."
But Kibum was watching as Minho clutched specifically at the right side of his abdomen. “Minho. Can you describe for me how you’re feeling?”
The rapper raised one eyebrow, unamused. “Um, like death?”
Kibum rolled his eyes. “Humor me here. Specifics, please.”
Minho groaned, tipping his head back as if the very idea of naming his ailments would make them worse. “Well, obviously nausea and vomiting. Stomach pain. Awful headache. Tired and shaky.”
“Tell me about the stomach pain. Describe it.”
Minho filled his cheeks his air, blowing it all out in a puff as he thought. “Burning is probably the best word for it? A burning type of pain right…” He gestured to the center of his stomach, hand veering towards the right side, “over here.”
Kibum bit his lip before pulling out his phone, making a split second decision. Minho watched him warily as Kibum’s fingers tapped the counter with each ring. Finally, he heard a voice on the other end, and quickly replied: “Hi, my friend needs to get to the hospital ASAP. He’s been vomiting for a few hours, and now he’s complaining of pain on his right side.”
“Kibum, I do not-!”
The older man held up a finger to silence Minho’s complaints. That finger quickly turned into him lunging forward, pressing a hand to Minho’s forehead despite the rapper’s attempts to swerve away from his touch. On contact, Minho winced, as if having something against his skin irritated him. Kibum continued: “No, I don’t think he has a fever, but his skin is incredibly clammy and sweaty.” He bit his lip as he waited for the operator at the other end to finish their piece. “Um-hm. No, I don’t think it’s immediately urgent, but I just panicked and needed to call.” Pause. Kibum laughed. “Yes, I agree. Better to be safe than sorry.” Pause. “Yes, I can drive him. We’ll be there in a little bit. Thank you so much.” Kibum hung up the phone and before Minho could get a word in, he was already dialing his manager, who thankfully picked up instantly. “Hey, I’m gonna need you to move my schedule around if possible. Minho’s really sick and I need to take him to the hospital.” A few beats of silence. “That’s what I thought too, but I’m nervous about his appendix.”
Minho reached to grab the phone from Kibum’s hand, missing by a long shot when the older man leapt to his feet and paced away. Minho moaned, curling his knees to his chest as the last of his energy went into trying to stop Kibum. In truth, he felt wrong. This wasn’t the normal feeling of a hangover. Especially not after the night he’d had; he’d expected maybe a dull headache this morning, but this? There was no way he’d even touched enough alcohol last night to make him feel this horrible. Like his stomach was eating itself alive. And setting everything around it on fire.
“Okay, Minnie. Let’s get you up and dressed and to the doctor.” Kibum had his hands on his hips, fully in action mode.
Minho peeked up at him. “You don’t really like it’s my appendix, do you?”
Kibum’s gaze was gentler than Minho had seen it in a while. “I really don’t know, love. But I’d rather be wrong and at the hospital than right and cramped in this tiny bathroom.” He held out both of his hands. “Need a lift?”
Minho nodded, taking Kibum’s hands. As soon as he was on his feet, Minho swayed, the pain in his stomach intensifying now that he wasn’t curled in on himself. He bent forward with a noise of distress, protective arms cradling his abdomen. Kibum’s hands grasped his shoulders, steadying him. But it wasn’t enough to keep Minho from crashing to his knees again, desperately throwing himself back over the toilet before throwing up again from the pain.
This time, Kibum dropped to his knees and ran a soothing hand up and down Minho’s spine, quietly humming just loud enough for the both of them to hear. This wasn’t hungover Minho they were dealing with anymore. And, thankfully, Minho wouldn’t have to deal with whatever this was alone. Kibum wouldn’t allow it.
#shinee sickfic#shinee sick#kpop sickfic#kpop sick#feveruary#feveruary 2025#sickie minho#caretaker key#darlingfics
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I meant to go further with this. lost the brain juice for it, so this is as much as I'll do tbh. Sorry for it's rough nature I had 0 intentions of putting too much effort into this, I knew I didn't want to waste too much time on this so this is what I cranked out in the short amount of time I allowed myself to work on this
Song is "Go" from the gatsby musical
Rant/context below the cut
okay so like, the gatsby musical released it's soundtrack like idk 8 months ago? probably more tbh, I'm too lazy to check dates atm
Gatsby's actor? JEREMY JORDAN, aka Lucifer's va. After the OST was released I was like "surely there will be animatics featuring Lucifer with this any day now" and then nothing happened. Cue like last week and I was like "HOW HAS NOBODY MADE ANYTHING??? GO IS SUCH THE PERFECT SONG FOR SPLITTING UP WITH ADAM OR WHATEVER" and I just kept imagining this whole animatic in my mind, furious that nobody's made it yet, and said "screw it, I know how to draw and make animations on krita. Time to row this boat myself"
So I just began roughing out the chunk of the song I was most invested in until I ran out of motivation to work on it. AKA no longer for fun/pleasure, it'd feel like an obligation, and I've got too many other things I want to work on MORE than an animatic so yeah this is what came out of it. It's rushed, sorry. I have no intentions of cleaning it up, making it go longer or anything, but I needed to get it out of my head for some piece of mind be able to work on other projects XD
Anyways: here are the lyrics for this section in particular, I'll be using the musical's names tho
Gatsby: We don't have to run Gatsby: We're going to face him Gatsby: We'll tell him it's over and leave him behind
Gatsby: We don't have to hide Daisy: You know that I love you Gatsby: to see that's it's over Daisy: Did I say I love you? Daisy: I love you let's go! Daisy: Before I change my mind
Gatsby: If we don't go now Daisy: We might never know Daisy and Gatsby: If we don't go now we might never know Daisy: What this could be Gatsby: What this could be Daisy: Who we really are Gatsby: Who we really are both: gooooooooo
anyways, thank you for coming to my ted talk, sorry this is unfinished and rough, I literally have so many other priorities rn, especially getting my webcomic ready to start posting in march so here
take it TAKE IT
TAKE MY SHITTY ANIMATIC
#lucilith#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel#lilith morningstar#lucifer#my art#animatic#the rage I have#of wanting to do so many things#and not having enough time for like 3 of them#at least this chapter is done and over with#I got the bulk of it out of my system#hopefully some of you will enjoy it#baiiii#actually real quick#for real I LOVE the Gatsby Musical#the book pretty eh#the musical is so fun#My Green Light is such a gorgeous duet between Jeremy and Eva#o yeah#Eva Noblezada aka the person whose voice sounds like the night sky#playing daisy?#and then jeremy jordan playing her duet partner??#🤌🤌🤌🤌🤌🤌🤌🤌🤌
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The colors of the copper on blackberry dye seem to have shifted from maroon to a very rich milk chocolate brown--which I will hardly complain about, since that's a hard brown to get. I do hope I get something more permanently reddish/purplish with alum--that's what I'll try next. I'm just waiting for the 9 pounds of raw fleece to arrive.


Last night I carded a lot of that blackberry dyed fleece and then put it on the blending board with about half of the white (which was the previous distaff dressing) as a little stripe to one side. Idk, just curious how it'll turn out and seemed more interesting to spin that way. Carding first definitely helps with consistency--both colors were willowed first and put on the blending board, but only the brown was carded as well, and it is much easier to keep smooth and least kind of even.

The one improvement of this phone camera over my old one is that it has a timer setting, so I can actually show where my hands normally are (sometimes anyway). Fairly comfortable although my distaff hand is starting to cramp. Might just be one of those days or might be too heavy for me, but the shape at least is good.

You can probably see that the white is still all over the place, but the brown is pretty even, just with lumps still on occasion. Also, the new height of this spindle means it's perfect for lap spinning rather than impossible to lap spin with, so I'm very happy about that.
#spinning#handspun yarn#distaff#supported spindle#id tag the breed name normally but i dont know what this stuff is (its some of the more aged wool i have in my stash lol)#natural dyeing#blackberry#if you are wondering what is up with the banners its an attempt at anti-radfeming my posts#since they insist on reblogging them and blocking seems to do nothing#hopefully they will be effective bc i love them and my fiance sent them to me ❤️#if not tho we'll phase into tasteful cock drawings#and if that doesnt work just straight up dick pics#its my blog and i love cock so thats not a problem for me and would actually probably improve morale#not jumping straight to it because im gonna assume most of the people who enjoy my fiber arts posts dont necessarily also want dicks#on their blog#but me not having to see radfem trash reblogging my experiments and research obviously takes priority#i use those terms loosely but hey i am writing it down. and trying to get answers to questions. so im pretty sure technically i am#conducting experiments and research at least on occasion#and now i have to go back to work. if anyone wants to mercy kill me on the way out the door id really appreciate it
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i didn’t know you were into reading (outside of ff of course ☺️) do you have any recs with the kind of relationship dynamics you write about?? i really want some romance books like that 💖
of course i am!! <3 i love literature!! but if i’m being completely honest i mostly read 18th century lit HAHAHA ick that sounds so pretentious LMAO (/ω\) hmm the only rec i have for you is wuthering heights, because catherine and heathcliff’s relationship is definitely Something. you didn’t ask about films, BUT i love film with all my heart and i am going to recommend true romance if you’re looking for a relationship similar to the relationships i create in my writing! true romance is one of my favourite films ever and clarence + alabama’s relationship serves as huge inspiration for the ones i write! <3
other than that, i’ve heard that a bunch of the ‘dark romance’ genre books recommended on tiktok etc. have similar toxic relationships and scenarios to the ones i write! i haven’t ever read any of them, so i can’t give you titles or speak to how well they’re written, but you can always look into that genre and see if you can find a list of recs for it! i’m sure there’s tons floating around on google + social media! good luck anon <3
#i can also link an ask where i rec some of my favourite novels + an ask about art that influences and inspires my own as well#but neither of those really have any *romance* novels in them#so!!!#hopefully this helps at least a lil <3#i'd say if you enjoy my work DEFINITELY check out true romance#i'll be super surprised if you don't instantly love it#pls have a lovely monday bb n stay safe!!#and thank you for reading my work!! <33#inky.bb#clari gets mail#ONE DAY I WILL PUBLISH NOVELS ANON I PROMISE#ONE DAY
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God I hate Pinterest and I really need to stop reading the comments on literally any post on there
I just saw someone straight up say they’re afraid that show fans who haven’t read the books are going to take over and dominate the fandom and they’re afraid that their memories of the books are going to get overridden by memories of the show because of new show fans, and that’s a good reason to gatekeep.
Like okay, just say you’re a party pooper and go home.
Yeah this is about Percy Jackson but I’m not gonna tag it as that cause I don’t wanna get hunted for sport
#i say this as someone who read the books repeatedly as a kid#like was full on autistic hyperfixated on these books and would read one book in 2 days#and when i finished blood of olympus i would start back over and read from the lightning thief#i’m not exaggerating when i say i think i read each book at least 12 times#these books were so very important to me and i would not be the person i am today without them#and i have zero sympathy for people who want to gatekeep the story from people who didn’t read the books#like sorry i have real problems#and what exactly do you think you’re accomplishing beyond making someone’s day a little worse?#acting like there’s some pure pristine way to experience the story? give me a break#you can love one version of this story and let other people love another version#it took me a while to see that because i was a teenager who liked being angry but that includes the movies too#do i like the movies? not really#but there are people who do and in the end i don’t gain anything by shaming them#god there are some people who treat popular book series like the fucking bible#like it’s some moral crusade they have to go on to defend them from heretics who like the wrong version of the story#grow up and let people enjoy things#*this rant is not aimed at the children saying shit like this#*y’all will grow up and hopefully be more mature about what hills are worth dying on#*this is for the grown ass adults who act like it’s their sacred duty to shit on any changes made from the books#*and if it offends you then you probably need to take a step back and look at why you feel so threatened by other people enjoying things
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So-
I’m gonna try something in the hopes that maybe I’ll get a little better writing angst- after searching through several other whump-ish prompt lists, I’ve compiled my own, nice and tidy, to have some inspiration!
Restrained / Bound
Collar / Garrote
Manhandled / Forced To Knees
Caged / Buried Alive
Bruises / Touch-Starved
Helplessness / Blinded
Enemy To Caretaker / Rescue
Shaking Hands / Pinned Down
Laced Drink / Taken Hostage
Blood Loss / Internal Bleeding
Humiliation / Defiance
Struggling / Broken Down
Begging / Forced To Beg
Crush Injuries / Beaten
Muffled Scream / Trembling
Drowning / Trapped Underwater
Predation / Environmental
Bitten / Blood-Matted Hair
Poisoned / Drugged
Exhaustion / Collapse
Hunting Season / Left For Dead
Too Weak To Move / Hidden Injury
Recovery / Aftermath
#feel free to send in some suggestions! characters + a number or one of the specific two listed (I paired them so the list would be shorter#- lol they don’t have to go together)#specific situations/AUs too! otherwise they’re just gonna be totally random#i don’t have many followers here (as planned- thank heavens) so if you wanna send more than one go ahead? or feel free not too#- I’m gonna challenge myself to at least write a little something for each prompt and hopefully chip away at them over time!#(or at least *some* of them I gotta be realistic here)#it might take me a long while courtesy of clinicals but I’ve really enjoyed writing more this summer and I want to get really good at angst.#so i can find later
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The world isn't ready for all my amazing and wonderful takes on media but maybe my OCs will make them understand...
#I have a whole Thing where just#I get misunderstood a lot there's only a handful of people who get me and even still there's this air of mystery#which tbf idk how my brain even works sometimes it just has a mind of it's own#anyway I do want people to be able to understand me PURELY bcuz the people who misunderstand me are like#actively annoying about it or straight up malicious and I mean I don't expect them to really ever understand#cuz most of them aren't open to it or are too stubborn to change their mind or just past experiences cause for them to feel a certain way#or we are simply too different as people for them to get it sometimes people just aren't compatible#I just wish people didn't make it /my/ problem when /they/ don't understand me lmao#I'm simply built different 👊😌#in general I enjoy a different perspective on things and I wish other people would also view things in that way#like you don't have to understand just accept it like people Exist and they are simply like that sometime#you might never be able to fully grasp the confines of another person's brain but you can make an effort to just accept them#or at least accept that That is the way they are etc etc cuz like of someone is different than you and it's nothing bad like#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I dunno what the fuss would be about they are simply different than you#...which is normal since everyone is unique in their own way#anyway I give some of my OCs aspects of myself that people tend to not understand so I can dive into that more#and hopefully come to soms sort of understanding or at the very least see what kinda messed up stuff people have to say abt it lmao#like if anyone does some sort of analysis abt my OCs and is just like This person is the devil in secret read between the lines#then like I know exactly how that person is and how they would act towards me as well LMAO life hax#obviously that is an exaggeration but it's prolly safe to say we would not get along#I also try to have my OCs having traits that I see very commonly in other people to see how many people can relate to that stuff#like there's a lot to it lmao I would enjoy seeing the effects of characters#like I don't just do it for other people I also do it for myself in an attempt to understand how other people work#cuz just there's some common stuff I see in people that I lack and don't have that issue#makes it hard to understand or comfort those people especially when idk what specifically they would want in that moment#I'm more of a distraction vs a comforter and all my comfort is logic based in order to ground people#bcuz idk how the person feels in that moment since it's an issue I don't have#anyway that's another reason I try and make characters like that cuz I wanna be able to better understand that stuff
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I have officially beaten FE Engage! Overall it’s a great game. I really enjoyed the gameplay this time, though a few chapters and paralogues were pretty frustrating. This was definitely the hardest FE game I’ve played (although ironically I found the final battle to be fairly easy), and mostly that’s a good thing. The extra challenge made it more satisfying when I came up with winning strategies. The story and characters were pretty good too! I definitely think this game has gotten unwarranted hate. Anyway, since I previously made a tier list showing my perception of the characters as units, here are some actual stats from the ending showing how right (or wrong) I was:
There was a 3-way tie for who made MVP the most between Alear, Yunaka, and somewhat to my surprise, Alcryst. They each were MVP 4 times. Clanne, Celine, and Alfred were right behind them, each being MVP 3 times.
Alear was unsurprisingly the fighter with the most battles (199) and wins (123). The benefits of being locked into EVERY story & paralogue chapter, I suppose. Her most used Emblem was Sigurd.
I talked at length about how good my Alfred was in the other post, and his stats back it up. He had the 2nd most battles (180) and tied for 3rd on wins (92). Most used emblem was Ike.
Similarly, Yunaka, who I thought might have the most battles and/or kills, had 166 battles and 92 wins. She was great, just not able to outdo Alear’s protag privilege or Alfred seeing a lot of action through Ike. She used Lyn most.
Alcryst had 150 battles and a whopping 107 wins. The boy killed. A lot. His most used emblem was Leif since I appreciated being able to switch weapons and fight back if attacked up close as well as potential Luna procs on Quadruple Hit.
I seriously undervalued how much use I got out of Clanne. He was 5th for both battles (127) and wins (89). Even though he’d fallen off by the end due to subpar magic attack, he did pretty well in early and mid game. His most used emblem was Micaiah.
As for other notable fighters, Citrinne, Diamant, Fogado, Rosado, and Kagetsu each had 100+ battles and 60+ kills. Everyone else either only achieved one of those feats, or neither. So these 5 finish out the “top ten” for my units, I guess.
I maintain that Hortensia is an MVP in her own right as a healer, but tragically the game doesn’t track that so her stats are poor since she didn’t fight much. Seadall was also essential to my team.
Finally one last fun statistic - the EMBLEM that achieved MVP the most was Sigurd. He contributed to 7 wins. I guess it’s not surprising considering he was the “most used” Emblem for 3 of my heavy hitters - Alear, Kagetsu, and Rosado.
#fire emblem#fire emblem engage#fe17#i'm honestly not surprised sigurd is the big winner among the emblems in terms of MVP and who was used most#(technically a couple other emblems had 3 characters but only sigurd had 3 PROMINENT fighters for me)#i love to stick him on someone who can either dodge or tank a few hits and nyoom them into enemy territory#so whoever wears sigurd often ends up handling a good chunk of the map by themselves#my biggest complaint remains that there are no paired endings. i want to play matchmaker. :/#but aside from that i actually quite enjoyed the characters and story. and not all supports are great but some are AMAZING#easily on par with or even better than the best that previous entries had to offer#anyway i'll probably start a 2nd playthrough immediately. i'm antsy to put everything i've learned to use#reclass anna and clanne. save-scum the arena. take advantage of the new support options from the beginning#i'll probably play on hard again but classic this time since i have had a chance to try everyone and will know what's coming#hopefully i'll get at least a few different units in the endgame.#it's really hard to justify using lapis when kagetsu is SO GOOD (and also i love him). & etie basically NEEDS to reclass to stand a chance#but maybe (hopefully) the next run will be better for amber and framme and anna. and i'll give bunet a chance this time#you know a game is good when you beat it and IMMEDIATELY are thinking about and excited for the next run
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sent a message in a group chat asking if they wanted to hang out and several of them have seen it and not responded. okay I guess I'll just kill myself then
#this is so embarrassing 😭#they're people from the course I took in the fall and we've only hung out once since#(though only 2 out of 4 came then) which was a month ago and we haven't talked since#I'd been meaning to try to plan something sooner but I didn't get around to it until now and clearly no one else has either#and I thought it was just because they were all more shy than me and I sort of became the unofficial leader of our group in school#but now idk man#like I sent the message like 10 hours ago and like I said at least a few have seen it...#obviously there are other potential explanations for that besides 'they all hate me and do not want to hamg out ever' but man#this is making me feel shitty!!#I feel so uncertain around all this since we're not like established proper friends so idk where we stand#but we've always had a nice time together before#or at least I think so. and I've gotten the impression they did as well#but yeah this is very discouraging when I've really been trying to put myself out there more which is so hard for me 😭#trying to not assume the worst rn cause ik I've waited to respond in group chats until someone else does it first in the past bc of shyness#or maybe they needed to check when they'd be available. or they saw it and meant to respond but got distracted and forgot#or there could be some other explanation#because everything indicated that the two I hung out with last enjoyed hanging out#so putting my anxiety aside and thinking logically it makes no sense that that the two of them would just brush me off now#like we even talked about potential things to do together before parting ways 😭#hopefully someone will respond#but otherwise I guess I could message the girl I got closest to and talked about a specific museum with privately#before giving up completely#idk if anyone thinks it's weird that I'm reaching out now after nothing for a month? I know I wouldn't mind but idk how others think#like is it too late? I would have done it earlier but I was not doing very well#can you tell I'm spiraling lmao#the part of me that is terrified that everyone secretly hates me and want nothing to do with me#and the part that's trying to think logically and not always assume the worst are really at war rn#very long rant sorry I'm a mess#personal
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This is something I keep coming back to, prompted by various things (the most recent of which being writing in video games) and I gotta ask…
Why is the novel put on a pedestal?
Im asking as someone who does love reading books, as preferred media goes the novel is definitely number one, so I struggle to understand how people who do not seem to like reading nevertheless use ‘novel’ as a benchmark to determine whether writing is good or not
Or, for those aspiring to create, why non-readers seem to feel the novel is the only format to express their creativity? Like… and I mean this sincerely… but why on earth would you want to force yourself to write something in a format you already don’t enjoy?
It’s more than the practical issues — if you don’t read (and I am including audiobooks in this, listening to a book counts as reading to me), and you don’t *like* to read, you’re going to have a hard time writing due to that lack of exposure to the mechanics of writing. It’s also the fact that… the novel is but one of many genres you could be exploring, and learning about, and writing in, for things you might actually enjoy.
Video game writing should not be judged on the merits befitting a novel because video game writing is not the translation of a story from novel form. It’s a script.
Television, movies, radio plays, musicals, plays… it’s all scriptwriting/screenwriting. So why are they being compared to a completely different genre?
If you don’t like to read, but you do enjoy movies, tv, video games… why not look into scriptwriting? You don’t have to be an artist, you don’t have to be an actor, to write the script of a thing.
Why write in a format you don’t enjoy, when you could be learning more about the format of things you do?
#hopefully this isn’t coming across conscending cuz I genuinely don’t mean it to be#it’s frustrating for me on a personal level but also genuinely curious in general#back when I still wrote with others i had one writing partner who kinda lost their joy of reading at some point#or at least that’s how I understood it#didn’t like to read/couldn’t get into books#not even audio#and looking back I have to wonder how much of that impacted our ability to collaborate#(I suspect a lot)#Womp womp#rambling#there are other genres/formats out there! explore them! have fun!#don’t force yourself to funnel your creativity into a format you don’t even enjoy!
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i was super gonna say something when i opened this app but i lost it. wuh
#wind howls#i am sleepy and im sleeping soon i promise. but there eas something i was gonna say and i forgot#umm.. oh in the end my dash and everything still loads on my phone. no idea why it misbehaved earlier#all good now. hmmm#what else. end of semester is starting to hit and it is Not Very Pleasant if i can be so real with you all#like i enjoy what i do. it definitely is fun and im enjoying my classes for thr very most part#but gweh... im onto the final projects for like. modelling. editing. space/architecture. animation.#and we missed a few classes in photography bc of the strike and other stuffs. and the teacher has covid.#so im not sure what the hells up with that class. were not even onto the final project/exam i dont think.#and the teachers are likely striking again from december 8th to 14th which like. weh#classes end on the 11th so its not the end of the world but we still have quite a few projects due#and strikes mean the school is out of use. so we cant like. use the school computers to do our assignments at all#and some of those assignments i cant do at home bc i dont have the programs for it because adobe doesnt deserve a single penny from me.#all in all were really in it deep and a bit rough. it couldve been easier but i understand the need for the strike#sigh...#big assignment due on friday that i havent started yet. i hope to do it all tomorrow after i finish my classes since i end at like. 3 pm.#and i dont have any after school plans other than going to the bank so ill be able to work on that for a lil bit at the very least.#hopefully i could even finish them. so that i can spend thursday worry free. maybe even relax.#i feel like ive been running all week ! i need a breather and 17 hours straight of sleep !!!#goodnight !
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