#Headheartbellarke

[ewwhothefuckiski]

hi can i get a best friends to lovers charlie gillespie fic? thanks :)

When you were five, you had gone to the park with your mother. You had always enjoyed playing in the sand box, you'd always bring a bottle of water and make a tower surrounded by a river.

One day, you arrived at the park and rushed to the sandbox, only to see a little boy standing in the middle of it, playing a toy guitar and singing a song.

As you got closer, you realized it was your favorite song.

"Hi, I like your song!"

The boy stopped singing and looked up to you, A blush spreading across his cheeks. "T-Thanks."

"Im Y/N, what's your name?" you asked, sticking out your hand, waiting for him to shake it.

"Charlie, do you wanna play band with me?" He asked, shaking your hand.

You gasped and jumped into the sand box, quickly agreeing.

From that day forward, you and Charlie were inseparable. You grew up being the best of friends and were practically attached to the hip.

You had learned to ride your bikes together, how to tie your shoes, and even how to play guitar- the real kind.

×××

Then middle school came rolling around, and you realized that you thought of Charlie more than a friend. You loved the way he smiled, his laugh was so contagious, you had your first ever crush.

Around the 9th grade is when you realized you had real feelings for Charlie. You were in love with him. You wished you could tell him how you really felt, but you couldn't risk your friendship.

By now, Charlie had hit puberty, and the girls had definitely noticed his suddenly toned arms and chest, along with his killer jawline and amazing voice. You had definitely noticed as well.

When the first high school dance came along, Charlie was quick to reject any girl who asked him, he was going with you. He couldn't see himself going with anyone else. And plus, none of those girls were even half as pretty as you were.

The rest of high school went the same, girls pining over Charlie, and him ignoring them and sticking by your side.

When high school was finally over, Charlie had started taking his singing career more seriously, and you were there to support him no matter where he wanted to go.

Charlie realized his feelings for you sometime along the way, but he couldn't ruin your friendship either, and plus, you were way too pretty for him anyways.

You helped him book small gigs at clubs and sometimes you sang together on the streets, but it wasn't enough, he wanted something bigger.

×××

When he was 22, he auditioned for the role of Luke for a Netflix show called "Julie and the Phantoms". As he was auditioning, you were in the sidelines cheering him on.

When the call finally came, you were jumping into his arms screaming, and he twirled you around as you celebrated in his bedroom. He was in a Netflix show. This was his big break.

However, you were absolutely heartbroken when you found out he had to fly to Canada for a year to film. It felt like your soul left your body.

"I'll be back before you know it." He whispered, hugging you tightly in the middle of the airport.

Tears had been streaming down your face since you arrived, and they sure as he'll weren't stopping now.

"Promise you'll call me everyday?" You sniffled, squeezing him tighter. You couldn't bring yourself to let go.

"I promise." He whispered, placing a small kiss on your temple. "I'll call you every night yeah?"

×××

It had been six months since you last seen Charlie, and you couldn't wait any longer. You bought a ticket to Vancouver and flew out to see him, he just didn't know it yet, even as you sat in your car in the sets parking lot.

You face timed Charlie pretending everything was normal, even though you were making your journey to his set and your heart felt like it was going to explode.

"Hey beautiful! What's up?"

You smiled down at your phone, shrugging your shoulders. "Not much, just wanted to see what the movie star was up to. I missed hearing your voice." You sighed, fighting back the smile crawling onto your face.

"Not much really. Just rehearsing my lines. I miss you like crazy Y/N." He sighed, running a hand through his hair. He stared at you through the screen, squinting his eyes when he recognized where you were. "Hey where are y-" He cut himself off and turned around in his chair just in time for him to jump up and run to you, taking you into his arms.

"Y/N?" He breathed, taking your presence in. "How'd you get here?"

"I flew dummy." You giggled, running a hand through his freshly cut hair. "I like the haircut."

"Yeah?" He smirked, picking you up and placing you in his back.

"Yeah, it gives you that 'sexy rock star' look."

He chuckled and placed you down in front of his trailer, opening the door for you. "We should have some privacy in here."

Your cheeks turned red as you stepped inside, him quickly following you in.

He shut the door and quickly turned to you, sighing when he seen you were still there. "Gosh, you have no idea how much I've missed you."

"I've missed you too rockstar." You smiled, wrapping your arms around his neck and gazing into his eyes.

He placed his hands on your hips, his eyes flickering between yours and your lips.

"Enough for me to kiss you?"

You heart stopped and your breath caught in your throat. When you didn't respond he went to pull his hands away, but you were quick to put them back.

Before he even had a chance to speak, your lips were on his, moving feverishly. He immediately kissed you back, pulling you flush to him as he deepened the kiss.

Your hands pulled at his hair, pulling yourself as close to him as physically possible, until you you breathing him in.

The kiss quickly escalated and was soon turned into a make out, your lips molding into his perfectly. The kiss was full of heat, full of passion. It was like all of those years of built up emotions came flooding in, breaking through the surface.

When he finally pulled away, he rested his forehead against yours, trying to catch his breath.

"I've wanted to tell you for so long, how much I really love you." He whispered, leaving his forehead on yours.

Your heart skipped a beat and your stomach filled with butterflies, finally hearing him say those words.

"I love you too rockstar."

×××

A/N: I hope this is what you wanted 😅

[drowninglight]

green 💚

AWWWW THAT’S SO NICE AJDGHJSDDKF TYSM I LOVE YOU

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[singinginthecar]

hi there!! from a fellow indian, i just wanted to say that i think you're brave for speaking out. many people are choosing to stand with fascism right now, and it's shameful. the amount of hate i've gotten over it, dude.. :/ sending love!!

hello! thank you for sending me this ask omg 💕 i'm so sorry you've been getting so much hate, social media is full of centrist assholes at best and right wing islamophobic sanghis at worst :/ hang in there! sending you all my love!! ❤

[clarkgriffon]

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[historyofshipping]

Wait what the leaked kiss scrip was real?!?!

Supposedly. 

The short one, not the elongated fan-made one. 

[dream-a-little-bigger-x]

✨i adore u✨

I adore YOU!! You are so sweet and so cute and I appreciate all the love and support you give me! 💛

[evermoreholland]

love the username <3

thank you, doll <3

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[ewwhothefuckiski]

hi kid ❤ for the ask: 7, 14, 15, 16, 23 🌻

Hi mom :D

7. What does your last received text say?

"Omg of course" - @spicygemini17

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

My last relationship omg. I wouldn't have done it and just kept things platonic 😂 its nothing against them either we just decided friends were better.

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

If this means romantically, then Y E S .

Platoniclly no, it would be my lil bro 😌❤

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

Sunny 😎

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?

Woah Vicky. I hate her with a burning passion.

[migilini]

Favourite JATP

My ongoing list of Imagines I adore

Recommendations are welcome!

MASTERLIST

I Just Want Breakfast | Luke Patterson - @jatphatones

Summary: Basically, lukey boy gets around and Y/N don’t like that. Friends to lovers with a sprinkle of angst in the middle is always a good time. I hope y’all enjoy!

Length: 7.7k

To Meet Someone | Luke Patterson - @jatphatones

Summary: Luke sneaks out through his neighboors backyard. One night she catches him.

Length: 2.2k

The Photograph | Reggie Peters - @euthoricspidey

Summary: After Reggie’s death you start to lose hope in the world, wanting so desperately to have him back that you begin seeing him everywhere you look and one day wake to find a special gift.

Length: 1.9k

Fearless | Owen Joyner - @dream-a-little-bigger-x

Summary: Owen and Reader meet each other at the prom he talked about in the promotion video for netflix’s The Prom where they both thought the Prom was dress up. He showed up in a dress, she in a tux. A connection is made!

Length: 5.6k

Paper Rings | Owen Joyner - @headheartbellarke

Summary: Five times Owen almost asks his girlfriend to marry him, and one time he actually does.

Length: 3.7k

Here With You | Owen Joyner - @jatphatones

Summary: Reader and Owen are straight vibing but not able to get together as easily as they and the cast would like.

Length: 4.7k

Pregnancy Test Roulette | Charlie Gillespie - @creativeashproductions

Summary: As a college student living with your three best friends is the best and even better when they get along with your long-term boyfriend. However, one of your best friends decides to film a video inspired by another tiktok video. You just had to jinx yourself.

Length: 2.4k

Suddenly Stuck With You | Charlie Gillespie - @creativeashproductions

Summary: Twenty-one years ago Owen Patrick Joyner was born. His best friends Charlie and Jeremy drag the actor to Vegas to celebrate his first legal drink. What was supposed to be a weekend for the boys quickly changed all because a certain Canadian met a girl and drank a ton. Now they have to deal with the consequences of their actions.

Length: 7.1k

[bibbawrites]

Don’t Touch - Charlie Gillespie x Reader (18+)

Request: Hi!! Can you please do one about Charlie doing ‘no nut November’ and you not knowing... maybe him and Owen made a secret bet about it?? 

Word Count: 1274 words

Summary: you find out that your boyfriend Charlie is trying to complete no nut November, and you decide to try and mess with him 

Warnings: sexual content, teasing, implied sex, swearing

A/N: not my greatest work but also not my worst, this was the most voted for in my poll, getting 52% of the votes  hopefully you guys enjoy this ! sorry for any typos, i didn’t properly edit it lol i was feeling lazy also really sorry if the formatting is fucked up, idk what’s going on but random spaces kept appearing while i was writing it, i think i got rid of them all but i cant be certain lol  and please do not post it anywhere else, thank you! 

Tag List:  @happinessinthedarkesttimes​ @littlemissaddict​ @vicesvsvirtuesfanfic​ @headheartbellarke​ @lovesanimals​ @bartok-the-magnificent​ @juliefromaustralia @multi-universe21 @rangerelik @kaitieskidmore1 @katrina765​

Sav sent a message to Girls Only! Sav y/n !!! Sav boy do i have some news for you Sav some very... interesting news Y/N ooh i love news Madi ooh tea time???

Tori i’m here what’s happening Sav just overheard your dumbass boyfriend and his equally stupid best friend discussing a bet Y/N oh really? do tell Sav did you know he’s doing no nut november Jadah ew Madi ewwwwwwwwww no did not need to know that

Tori and i’m leaving  Y/N i did not Y/N although that explains why he didn’t wanna have sex last night Madi oop Jadah stop this is tmi Carolynn oh god what have i walked in on? Madi can you have this conversation somewhere else please i do not want to think about charlie like this Sav then just don’t Sav too lazy to move chats Jadah just don’t say too much then Y/N wonder why he didn’t tell me Sav who knows Sav figured you didn’t know when you hadn’t mentioned it to me Carolynn sav you are far too involved in y/n and charlie’s sex life Sav that’s how you know it’s a true friendship Madi so how are we gonna get back at them Madi we are getting back at them, right? Y/N charlie at least Y/N unless one of y’all is prepared to fuck with owen Madi i’m a child Carolynn i’m married Jadah also a child

Tori no thank you Sav no. Y/N i said fuck with, not fuck lol, y’all could just prank him or something

Y/N anyways i have a plan

Y/N but it’s not for little ears

Y/N care, tori do you wanna know or?

Tori no thanks lol

Carolynn i’m okay, good luck though x

Y/N ty x

Y/N sav, to our private chat

- 

Sav sent a message to Y/N

Sav spill

Y/N okay so

Y/N i’m gonna make him regret it

Sav as you should

Y/N i’m thinking get sexy, pull out the good wine and seduce the shit outta him

Sav want me to distract owen?

Y/N that would be really appreciated

Sav done, dinner and a movie give you enough time?

Y/N that’s perfect thank you

Y/N i owe you

Sav don’t mention it

Sav besides, gonna make owen pay for everything as his punishment for getting involved

Sav so i’m the real winner

Y/N i love that for you

Y/N okay i’m gonna go get sexy

Sav good luck! i expect a full report tomorrow

Y/N of course

Y/N love you x Sav love you too x

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Two hours later it was finally time to begin your plan. You had put on some natural, yet sexy makeup, Charlie’s favourite set of lingerie and one of his cut off shirts to cover it, although cover was probably not the right word to describe how much of the lingerie the shirt showed.  “Hey baby.” Charlie called, entering your shared bedroom and flopping down onto the bed. “You look nice, what’s the occasion?”  “No occasion, just wanted to surprise you.” You replied, straddling his hips. You lent down to kiss him, but he turned his head so that you kissed his cheek.  “I’d love to baby but I’m so tired.” Charlie rubbed your hip slightly. “Maybe later.”  “Oh okay.” You replied, not deterred. You knew this wasn’t going to be easy.  “Actually I might take a nap if that’s okay.” He decided.  “Of course babe.” You lent down to kiss him, before climbing off him, moving in a way so that he would get a full view of your body under his shirt. Charlie bit his lip, and you grinned to yourself slightly as you left the room. This was gonna be good.

- 

Just over an hour later Charlie entered the living room, where you had been sitting, waiting for him to wake up. 

“Feeling better?” You questioned, looking up at him. He nodded.  “Much. Where’s Owen?”  “With Sav. They went to the movies or something like that.” You replied, pretending that you were unsure of your best friend’s plans. “Oh okay.” Charlie sat down on the couch and you quickly moved to straddle his lap, snuggling into him, your face pressed into his neck. He wrapped his arms around you, freezing when his hand brushed against your hip. “Y/N.” He asked slowly. You hummed in response, your lips grazing his neck slightly. “Why aren’t you wearing underwear?” His voice wobbled and you bit back a smile. “Didn’t feel like it.” You replied nonchalantly. 

“You didn’t...” He swallowed. “You didn’t feel like it?” 

You shook your head, grinning to yourself when you felt him harden underneath you. 

You sat up, causing friction between your crotches and pretended to look concerned when Charlie flinched slightly.

“You okay baby? You look a bit flustered.” You asked, secretly proud of how worried you sounded. Charlie nodded slightly. 

“I’m fine.” He mumbled. “Still tired I guess.” 

“Want me to make you a coffee?” You asked, pressing your lips to his neck softly. 

“Actually I might go buy us dinner. Indian okay?” He questioned, practically pushing you off his lap. You giggled slightly, watching him pull his shoes on in record time. 

“Sounds delicious.” You said, licking your lips. Charlie’s eyes widened, and with a quick nod he rushed out the front door, leaving you to giggle over how well this was going. 

- 

By the time Charlie arrived home you had thought of a whole new plan. Charlie had entered the room, food in hand and brought it into the living room, not even pausing to take his shoes off. He sat down on the couch with a sigh. Time to put the plan into action. 

“Here, let me help you.” You dropped to your knees in front of him, looking up at him through your lashes to see his reaction. You untied his shoes quickly, putting them to the side before grabbing onto his thigh to help yourself up, making sure to squeeze just enough.  

“Why are you doing this?” Charlie asked, and you frowned, pretending that you didn’t know what he was referring to. 

“Doing what baby?” You questioned, your voice soft. Charlie shook his head. 

“Being so sexual all of the sudden. It’s like you’re-” He stopped, eyes widening in realisation. “You know, don’t you?” 

“Know what?” You feigned confusion. 

“About the bet, with Owen. To see who can do no nut November longer. That’s why you’re acting like this, you’re trying to get me to break.” He said, and you smiled sweetly. 

“Hmm yeah maybe a little birdy told me.” You sung, and Charlie groaned. 

“Owen?” He guessed. You shook your head. 

“Nope.” 

“Savannah.” He stated, and you nodded. A disgusted look came over his face. 

“Ew, is Savannah trying to get Owen to lose the bet?” He asked and your eyes widened. 

“Oh god no, gross, I’d never make her do that.” You exclaimed. “Your punishment was being teased, Owen’s was paying for Sav’s dinner and a movie.” 

Charlie looked relieved. 

“So if you know, and Sav knows, I assume she’s gonna confront Owen at some point?” He paused and you nodded. “So the bet is off then?” 

“You lasted four days, I think that’s good enough.” You agreed. He stood up, grabbing you and lifting you so that you wrapped your legs around his waist. 

“Perfect.” He whispered, crashing his lips into yours. You pulled away and he whined. 

“What about our food?” You questioned, looking down at the white plastic bag on the coffee table. 

“We’ll microwave it.” Charlie said, before carrying you to the bedroom so that he could officially lose the bet. 

- 

Y/N sent a message to Sav

Y/N mission successful ;) 

[hopeurokays]

jatp appreciation month : day thirty : fan appreciation day

favorite fics :

heart like yours (part 1) (part 2) by @writerinlearning

inevitable by @n0wornever

deep breath, do your job by @softhollandhoe

a touch of your love by @wukindly

right here, right now, forever by @mystic-writings

route 66 by @gifted-burnout-archive

crushtok by @migilini

paper rings by @headheartbellarke

favorite accounts : @madeline-kahn @luke-pattersons @dirtycandies @lyxchen @owenmercers @rickybown @emziess @jatpwomen @buckyrhodey @bisexualreginaldpeters @thedeathdeelers @latinposeidon @jonmercer @writerinlearning @missmitchieg

thank you all for making this fandom so amazing <3

[clarkgriffon]

hey sis! noticed that you also adore the 100 & jatp, so thought I'd say hello!

hey!!! a fellow jatp convert, how beautiful. it’s so nice to have this happy, comfort show after escaping from the Mess Show.

[astro-rain]

delicate; b.barnes

chapter sixteen — “aftermath”

delicate masterlist

word count: 1.5k

synopsis: steve finds bucky a bit stressed and acting (only slightly) neurotic. he aims to uncover the source of his best friend’s conflict... and he’s not surprised at the answer.

pairings: bucky barnes x fem!reader

[A/N:] ‘doll dizzy’ is 40’s slang for “a boy who is crazy about girls” also this is kind of a filler chapter, sorry :(

The walk back to his living quarters was hazy and slow. His mind went back and forth from scattered to blank, in complete disbelief that what just happened happened. It was surreal; it almost felt like it didn't happen.

It wasn't... supposed to happen. They were supposed to be friends. Conceptually he knew this, but then she was there and she was so close and her hands were on him and she was saying such sweet, gentle things.

Briefly, so Bucky touched his lips lightly with the pads of his index and middle finger. If he focused hard enough, he could still feel it, feel her. Before he could dig himself another grave, the rational part of his brain yanked him back to reality.

Did he ruin everything? After all, it was him that leaned in this time. How different would they be from the last time the two of them got too close? The rumination would've continued, but the voice of a blonde super soldier interrupted his thoughts.

"Buck, you day drinkin' now?" Steve called, jokingly.

"What?"

"You look drunk."

Post fuck up delirium? He bet he looked like an idiot. To be honest, he felt a little inebriated after what he just experienced.

"I can't get drunk."

"Yeah, that's why I'm confused."

"I just..." he trailed off, thinking of an excuse, "was on a run. That's all."

As Bucky walked up to him, he could more clearly see the confusion on Steve's face.

"In those clothes?"

"...yes."

"Whatever you say, pal..."

Bucky didn't have time for so many questions! He didn't even have time to think; he had no idea what he was going to do, what was going to happen. Then Steve started talking again.

"Hey, Sam and I were going to-"

"I gotta go," Bucky interrupted, needing to find someplace to suffer through his thoughts.

"Buck-"

"I'll see ya later."

From there, he left his best friend more confused than when he found him.

—

Bucky paced around his room, his worried, worried mind running in circles. In the heat of the moment, she said she wouldn't leave, but how could she not? And what the fuck was transference? Was that what was actually happening? Even if it was, how could she condone his actions? There was no way she could stay after that! Right?

The rest of the session was so awkward and they left things in such a weird place and Bucky was so confused but also feeling all sorts of other things and-

"Bucky."

He turned to see Steve march through the entryway with a kind of glorious purpose only Steve Rogers seemed to have.

He sighed. "What do you need?"

"What is up with you, man?"

"What?"

"What's up with you? You're acting weird."

"No I'm not."

"Yes you are. Tell me what's wrong."

"Nothing's wrong!"

"You're a terrible liar," he deadpanned with a hint of a smile.

"I'm actually a good liar. I just... got a lot on my mind, okay? So, you can go be a worryin' geezer somewhere else. I'll be just fine."

"Geezer? Did you forget that you're literally older than me?"

"Shut up," Bucky all but pouted, too frazzled to muster up some creative banter. "Punk."

"Just tell me what's wrong, ya jerk."

He knew Steve wouldn't budge. At first he thought, stubborn ass. But then, he remembered how Y/N said Steve's stubbornness was something she really respected about him.

Bucky sighed, giving in and slouching into a chair near his bed. "It's Y/N."

"The... therapist?"

"Yes. The therapist."

"What about her? Did she do something? Is this another Zemo situation?"

Steve's voice got more defensive with each word. Like he was ready to kick someone's ass if need be. Steve Rogers: loyal to a fault. What else is new?

"No! No, nothing like that. Things are just... kinda complicated..."

"Complicated how?"

Yeah, how exactly was he supposed to explain this part? He didn't want to reveal any details and get her fired. Obviously. Steve wouldn't tell anyone anything that would get Bucky in trouble. That much he knew. But with Y/N, he wasn't sure. He decided to play it safe, proving that he was, in fact, a good liar. Or, at least a good only-tell-certain-parts-of-the-truth-er.

"Complicated like she might leave."

"Why would she leave? Are you guys done with the therapy?"

"Not exactly. It's... things between us are... odd."

"Odd?" Steve asked, clearly wanting some kind of elaboration.

"Yes," Bucky said curtly, giving him nothing of the sorts.

Steve stared at him for a moment, and it looked like he was trying to solve a math problem in his head. Bucky almost laughed.

"Buck, you didn't..."

"Didn't what?!"

"She's your therapist!" he exclaimed, although he didn't look very upset. More so surprised.

Now Bucky was starting to lose his composure. "What are you talking about?!"

"Well, I guess you really are getting back your old self because this is probably what he would do."

Did he just get called a man slut?

"What is that supposed to mean?" he crossed his arms.

"You've always been... what'd we used to call it? 'Doll dizzy?' Yeah. It's making a reappearance."

"I-..." Bucky exasperated.

Okay, maybe he was a little doll dizzy back when he was a kid, but now? Certainly not now. That's ridiculous.

"What? You're gonna look at me and you're gonna tell me that I'm wrong?"

"What exactly are you implying?"

"Are you..." he stuttered, slightly embarrassed, thinking of how to choose his words, "being intimate... with your therapist?"

If he wasn't preoccupied with worrying about his psychologist leaving, he might have laughed at Steve's awkwardness.

"What! No! It's not like that!" He felt flustered.

Steve laughed. He fucking laughed. "Then what?"

Bucky rubbed his eyes, groaning in annoyance. "We're... just friends."

Well, they were supposed to be. He's not sure what they were now... or what was going to happen. Beforehand, any cursed feelings he had were just that: feelings. They were in the back of his mind, barely making themselves conscious long enough to be known, long enough for him to be fully aware of them. But now, he felt like an exposed nerve, feeling all too much too fast.

"Just friends?" he raised his brows in disbelief.

"Yeah, just... yeah..."

"I think you guys look at each other a little too long to be just friends..."

Bucky scoffed. "What does that even mean?"

"I saw you two at the bonfire."

"Okay? Whatdya want, a trophy?"

"Yeah, yeah. And whenever she wasn't looking at you, you were gawkin' at her."

"I don't gawk," he rolled his eyes.

"Oh, but you do."

"And since when are you tracking everyone's eye movements?"

"You were subtle, I'll give you that. But I know ya, Buck. And I'm observant."

"Yeah, and I'm screwed."

"Why?"

"'Cause she's probably gonna leave now. I mean, she said she didn't have to, but she'll probably think everything over and end up leaving."

"What, 'cause you looked at her?"

"No, 'cause I kissed her!"

A smile grew on Steve's face. "I knew it."

Once more, Bucky let out a loud and annoyed groan of frustration. "Man, I fucked up. I had a good thing going for me... god damn transference... shit."

"Transference?"

"It's a thing she told me about, it's like... apparently my feelings about something else get transferred to her, so I don't really feel that way about her, but it seems like I do... I think."

"That's... a thing?"

"Apparently- I don't know," Bucky flailed his hands, beginning to pace again. "That's what she told me at least."

"Well... did she kiss you back?"

Bucky stopped moving.

"She did..." he said, while realizing that, yes, she actually did kiss him back and shocked that she... actually kissed him back.

He guessed his mind hadn't caught up to him yet. He hadn't analyzed their actions and each physical change between them. He guessed he was still stuck in that moment. In his head, they were still kissing.

"That's a good sign... right?" Steve shrugged.

Bucky squeezed his eyes shut, brain all but malfunctioning. "I don't know what it is. I don't know anything anymore. I'm a crummy patient..."

"Oh, come on. What happened to Brooklyn's ladies man?"

"He fell off a train."

Steve looked only slightly mortified, but it made Bucky laugh. Comedic catharsis seemed to ease the tension in his chest.

"Look," Bucky started, "she's like the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. And I think I might've ruined it. I just want things to be okay with us... I don't want her to leave."

"Did you talk to her about it?"

"No, we ended the session early 'cause of me. It was... awkward after."

"Well, go talk to her then!"

"I can't, I just left. I wanna at least give her some space."

"You didn't seem to care about space earlier," Steve teased.

Bucky smacked his best friend's arm. "Would you cut it out!"

"Wait, but how did it happen? Like did you just leap up and grab her face? How did it go down?"

"I'm gonna kill you."

"I thought I was the wing man! I need details!"

Bucky turned. "Oh yeah, wingman? How's Sharon?"

Steve shut up.

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