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Eli Mac not only sooo beautiful in person, but her music is just as amazing.
For example Dub Stop. Put on some headphones look out the window or up at the sky or close your eyes.
This song both relaxes me as well as makes me wanna dance. Have a refreshing drink nearby and almost all complete…
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#elimac#Eli Mac#dubstop#island#raggae#music#soundcloud#spotify#youtube#chill music#artist#island raggae
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Loghain & my warden Elijah Surana
I got carried away and ended up rendering the whole piece again.
#dragon age#male surana#warden surana#loghain x surana#loghain x warden#loghain mac tir#just lemme court your dad Anora ;v#dragon age origins#Elijah Surana#eli was supposed to have the same hair as Loghain but i just bimbofy him a bit
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silly doodle i wanted to include with my ep doodles but i didnt finish it in time 😩 i loved their little moments with justice and rage
taglist: @dapper-nahrwhale @leelovessharks @disdoorted-crows @genuine-possum @joshkiszkashusband @thedragonemperess @depressedtransguy @starchaserbaby (lemme know if u wanna be added or removed)
#eli draws#the bad kids#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy fanart#fhjy finale#d20#dimension 20#gorgug thistlespring#porter cliffbreaker#kristen applebees#donna applebees#mac applebees#adaine abernant#aelwyn abernant#adaine o'shaughnessey#aelwyn o'shaughnessey#riz gukgak#ankarna#ankarna fh#figueroth faeth#fabian seacaster#fanart#my art#doodles
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the sound of my voice will haunt you
oberon, titania and puck with fairies dancing - william blake (edited) / it's not a house, it's a woman - eli coppola / "speak! speak!" - john everett millais / spirit - george roux / silver springs - fleetwood mac / florence welch photographed by karyme frança / the witching hour - andrew wyeth / my tears richochet - taylor swift / la femme chauve-souris - albert joseph penot
#shout out to witchy chicks gotta be one of my favorite genders#web weaving#stevie nicks#fleetwood mac#eli coppola#florence welch#taylor swift#art#poetry
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when baby was brand new
#making the face of stop fucking taking pictures of me eli you take too many pictures#put his part on the wrong side shhh#art#digital art#traditional art#mac’s ocs#oc danny
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Eli Manning and Tom Brady were such an integral part of my high school sports watching life…filled with personality, so entertaining, loved their dynamics with OBJ and Edelman/Gronk…nowadays you could tell me that Mac Jones and Daniel Jones are brothers/secretly the same person and I’d be like “sounds legit”. I couldn’t pick them out of a line up. Idk the first thing about them. Idk if it’s just me not being as interested or these new Northeast QBs being blander than white toast :/
Hi anon!!
Apologies for taking almost two days to answer you. 😔 I saw this as soon as you sent it, if that helps!! (:
Anyway, I'm here now and let me just say that I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH YOU!!!!!!!
People can talk shit all they want about Eli and Tom, but at the end of the day, they are both men who clearly know and love the game of football. They also clearly know and love their teammates!!! 🥺🤧💞
You're so right about theses new Northeastern QBs missing that...✨certain something✨.
I honestly think that a lot of it has to do with marketing and also who these men choose hang out with during their free time.
I say "marketing" because that's how I first really became obsessed with Tom and Rob; through the "Tommy and Gronky" video series that they did for the Buccaneers. 🥰
And even prior to that, during their Patriot days when they would talk about each other in general along with sometimes being in little side projects together!! ⬅️ This point goes back to who they chose to spend their free time with!!
Anyway...yeah!!!! Both Eli and Tom commonly and frequently showed off how much they loved their main men while also allowing us to see what their true personalities were really like.
I admit that I haven't looked a lot into Mac Jones or Daniel Jones so maybe they have put out content with their teammates like what Tom and Eli used to.
But in general when I see Mac and Daniel during games or in interviews, I'm not immediately hooked in or wanting to hear more. 🫤 (If they're playing, of course I'll watch, but I know that they likely won't be having any fun on the sidelines like what Tom and Eli used to!! [Even if "fun" in Tom's case meant throwing tablets around 🤭🥴😝])
Another factor in all of this is that Eli and Tom never took themselves too seriously. They were more than willing to have a few laughs, even-and often!!-at the expense of themselves. They took games/game days seriously of course, but off of the field, they loved to have fun and be silly.
Of course you can't force people to show their personality if they really don't want to, but I definitely think that it would help to better establish Mac and Daniel outside of their main fanbases. (Main fanbases being Boston, New York and the general United States Northeastern area.)
It would clearly even help inside their main fanbases because I'm assuming that you are from this area and also can't possibly be the only one who feels this way!!
Last but not least: Maybe it is true you aren't as interested as you once were. Critics would say that you should love, learn about and stand by "your" team(s) no matter what, but I say that if your overall feelings/enthusiasm aren't with those teams anymore, then they're just not there anymore!!! 🤷🏻♀️
And that's nothing to feel bad about. Interests change as people change. 💗
All in all, I see what you're saying here, anon. I understand all of the different aspects of what you're getting at. (:
Obviously everybody is unique their own ways, but I also think that Mac and Daniel could learn a few things from their predecessors about having a strong social presence.
To be clear:
I think that both are good football players who seem to know what the game is all about. I'm not knocking their playing abilities at all; only their apparent lack of relatableness!!
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Thanks for sending this in, anon. (:
#asks#askbok#anon#asked and answered#NFL asks#Eli Manning#Tom Brady#Daniel Jones#Mac Jones#New York Giants#New England Patriots#OBJ#Odell Beckham Jr#Rob Gronkowski#Julian Edelman#Again I cannot stress enough how much I LOVE getting asks like this!!!!!!#Tell me anything you'd like about NFLers!!!#Especially if they're some of my own personal favorites too!!!#I love you anon#Thanks for thinking of me!!! (:
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god im having so many anora thoughts rn and i lowkey HIGHKEY want to make a warden to be her prince or princess-consort. maybe not even a warden they could easily just be a companion but im THINKING it. ara'kian wouldn't propose the marriage to her because he (and alistair) are quite happy for her to rule alone, which means the pair would genuinely be a labour of love i think.
i dont have anyone who's the chancellor yet.... see the issue is a prince-consort would make the most sense esp in regards to my very out of canon worldstate because it would let her son rythian be a mac tir not a theirin, and also it would mean theres not a crisis of succession while anora is literally stood there pregnant with cailan's child as it currently is in my canon..... bUT i see her as heavily wlw. probably bisexual seeing as i do think her and cailan loved eachother but i think she heavily leans towards women, and a princess consort would just be sweet. princess consort who romanced leliana and then broke up with her when she realised she'd fallen for anora harder.
bUT then rythian would still need to be cailan's which i dONT LIKE. gonna have to do some heavy digging into real world history and see if there are any cases of homosexual or just unpartnered rulers essentially having an heir out of wedlock
basically current thought process is anora takes after surana and plays a game of "how hard can i make the orlesian chantry hate me: step 1 - agree to free the circle of magi step 2 - marry a mage and make them prince(ss) of ferelden step 3 - have a recognised heir outside of wedlock (somehow) step 4 - let surana raise a mage rebellion in your country and supply aid where possible step 5 - harbor an offshoot of the mage rebellion in the most defendable arling step 6 - found an independant chantry of ferelden"
#eli's ramblings#da#da ocs#my ocs#already have an amell who's a companion in da2 but i was thinking of expanding the little surana-jowan-amell-anders friend group#bonus mage sweetheart who accidentally falls in love with The Queen i think thats sweet#will have to brainstorm her when i get home. and the Heir Issue#oc: placeholder#anora mac tir#anora theirin
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my life has been dry w/o you, what have i missed
gio cut his hair (again 💔) though i'm sure you've seen AND the jadon content when man utd w0n the carabao cup i was a mess 😓
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Any 9-1-1 folks watched To Leslie yet?
I saw it this evening and you should have seen my face when Eli Cobb himself (Mac Brandt) popped up in it!
Also, the guy playing her son, an actor called Owen Teague, really reminded me of Oliver Stark for some reason. Did anyone else experience that or was it just me?
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Got an itch to draw that one berserk panel bc I can
As much as I love Alistair and his fluff romance but hot damn Anora's dad has got to going on
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#loghain x warden#Loghain x Surana#fuck that old man for selling your people into slavery YES#dragon age origins#loghain mac tir#Elijah Surana#you can just call him eli#male surana#warden surana#Loghain x male Surana
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✿ Pick A Card : Your Toxic Traits ₍₍ (̨̡ ‾᷄ᗣ‾᷅ )̧̢ ₎₎ ✿
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✿ Pile 1 ✿
Popular Loner
Detatched as fuuuuck. 💀 Oof pile 1, I'm hearing you convey the same energy as an Aquarius/Libra. You don't have to be that particular sign, but you do display simmilar traits. With that pile 1, you are very smart and you know that in some situations your words may cut like a knife... and yet you still full send them lmfao. This pile is goofy af, on top of that you are very hard to get a hold of. Deadass I'm seeing you tend to fall off the face of the planet, then randomly reactivate your social media's and positing again to see who missed you or whats buzzing. 🐝 ✨️ I'm hearing "Whats the tea 🍵?¿" Your card Pile 1 was the Queen of Swords. Althought it may seem like a favorful card, this is actually far from the truth. You are so in touch with your logic based brain that you are failing when it comes to connecting to your own emotions. They are turned off so you can percieve things as they actually are and continue to stay on the high pedstal that you put yourself on. Pile 1, I'm seeing here that so many people want to collaborate with you, but you love them at a distance. You rarely do anything else that isn't hanging out with your family doing errands, or working and stacking up silently. This may also be my piles who work from home. You prefer to be secluded in your own energy and most don't know that much about you. You may also be very "vocal" when it comes to your social media. This can lead to "trolling" or "fights" that happen. Pile 1 lets be honest, you like to stir the pot lmfao. Messsyyyy.
✿ Advice From Spirit ✿
Your Angel guides and spirits think you'll grow out of this phase. So that's good news right there pile 1. You may be on the Younger side, or have a youthful way of thinking. Honestly, you as a person is very likable. You tend to gravitate people towards you just from vibes alone, and people love that about you. I'm hearing, "You need to rationalize better, and use honesty in your everyday life with straightfowardness". With this type of living, your encounters will become enriched with trust from your own judgment and maintain integrity in your day to day life. I'm also hearing "Be there for people more, open up your boundaries and live life day by day, be present". Once you genuinely want to spend time with more people, you will reach the point of your life where you can be of guidance to others. Just like how the Queen of Swords was. Less Arguments, and more Growth. 🌱 (:
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✿ Pile 2 ✿
Fight Club
"THANK GOD I AIN'T HAVE TO SMACK A B**** TODAY"
Why do you feel the need to even have to fight if you'll always come out right in the end? Like whats the use... I'm seeing someone who likes to get receipts, facts, everythinggggg before they start to go psycho mode and yell at people to defend their own ideals. Pile 2, your card was 5 of Swords. I'm hearing Smack a Bitch by Rico Nasty.
Especially when she say's "Don't work at MAC, but I'll beat a bitch's face". Bwahahaha Pile 2 you are fighters let's go! It reminds me of something my gamer girl friend always says "Violence is always the answer". While it may seem true to you; ya do know that sometimes it's better to let things settle and silence is always an answer as well? Why must you add more flames into the conversation just to set everything and everyone on fire? Contemplate on that thought pile 2 lmfao. You may think that you're very defensive and you wouldn't hurt a fly but babyyyy Tarot ain't lying here Lmao. Lemme call you out (with love ofc haha ♡). Pile 2 you are seen as a hot pan. Filled with oil and if one spec of water touches you, you'll go ape shit hahah. People around you have learned to just keep you happy and fed so you don't go all aggro on them. They know you hold grudges secretly until you kinda just dgaf then full send all those emotions that were held deep inside. Honey, you have to do some shadow work before you make everyone around you run. Trust me being lonely is not a flex. As human beings, we need to be surrounded by each other to function properly.
✿ Advice From Spirit ✿
Please look within yourself and ask for help from your loved ones. I'm hearing "We just want to know that you are okay". Giiiiirl, soooo many people are trying to reach out to you- yet you give them the cold shoulder and take on all this pain as your own... it is not. You are amazing, wonderful, LOVED. You have people around you who want to help, let them pile 2. I'm seeing that they are your soul tribe, and they will help you through the grief and pain you are going through. Your Angel Guides and Spirits want you to gain Fortitude during these times, it is great to be resillient and compassionate during these times. They also want me to bring up shadow work. It will help you a lot on your jouney here on earth. Please start journaling all those past trauma's so they can heal and you can be more level headed and yourself. (: Heres a hug pile 2, you'll get through it one day. ♡
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✿ Pile 3 ✿
Depersonalization
You are it baby. Honey, You're a star did you know that?
All eyes are on you. You may have already known that from a young age, but I'm seeing here that you tend to dim your light so others can shine more. Why do you do that? Stars are meant to be seen. You are supposed to be guiding people, but instead you're making others guide randoms and they have nothing in common? Lmfao I'm seeing you being extremely friendly to everyone and when one bad person says something wrong about you, your whole friend group is broken up cause you trusted too easily and you made someone else their star. Giiiiirl get it together. You are deadass the main character without even trying, yet you feel insecurities that aren't even there. Seriously who says one star is better than the other? They are all equally beautiful. And like a snowflake, no two are like the other. Your card was The Star pile 3. ⭐️✨️ You are constantly putting bad eggs on the pedastal while you reduce yourself down to less than that of dirt. It's so sad to hear and see pile 3. People can clearly see that you are insecure, and you like to hold feelings like jealousy because you feel a sense of incomplete. Oof that was really deep pile 3, please let me know if I hit a nerve. This is coming from love I promise. ♡♡♡
✿ Advice From Spirit ✿
Pile 3, never let your dreams die. You know that you are on the right path when you are following it with clear conscice intentions. Your spirit already knows what to do. Just tap into your intuition and follow it. Embrace your unique talents and always let them shine brightly. Have faith in the universe and you will forever shine brightly like a star in the night sky. ♡ Please start listening to empowering songs that will make you feel amazing and great. I added in two from my playlist for you pile 3. Please make sure to read the lyrics and use it as a daily affirmation. You will 100% feel the difference in 2 weeks max. ♡
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Mahalo for reading this! If you enjoyed it please leave a like and comment down below. Comments always make my day honestly. ♡ I hope what I said did not offend people. It was advice sent from spirit with love. ♡ You are all amazing, wonderful, rad individuals! (: Remember to drink and stay hydrated baby bats! 🦇 ^-^ Moooncats out! 🚀⭐️✨️
#baby witch#intuition#intuitive#pac#pick a card#tarot#tarotreading#tarotblr#tarot blog#moooncatstarot#free tarot#witchblr#SoundCloud#Spotify
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happy tears
alexia putellas x child!reader
"Smile Y/N! A picture for Mami before she gets to the stadium!" Olga grins at you as you pull a cheesy grin, you little front teeth on show.
"Chippy." You point to Olga's lunch and hope she's going to give you one of her fries.
She chuckles and puts a few fries in the side of your mac and cheese bowl.
Abuela Eli, sat beside you, reminds you to close your mouth whilst you eat. You nod and follow her instructions.
Having just turned two you were being introduced to a knife and fork, you pick up your plastic fork and use both of your little hands to hold it to stab into a piece of macaroni.
"Good girl!" Eli praises you as you begin giggling and go shy and chew on your food.
You take your time to eat your food, making Olga and Eli wait around for an extra long time.
"See Mami now!" You put your fork on the table and try to get down.
Olga is quick to stop you, a baby wipe at the ready for your sticky hands and mouth.
You make a stop at the car so she can change you into your Spain kit, Alexia 11 on your back like usual.
"See Mami! See Mami!" You skipped toward the stadium, holding on Olga's hand.
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"When Mami play?" You shrugged your shoulders and sulked a little as you were still waiting for Mama to be subbed onto the pitch.
Eli keeps you distracted with your soft toy and a packet of sweets which ends up making you hyper and squirmy.
They allow you to get down and jump and clap to the chants and songs the fans sing. You go down a couple of steps to sit on the concrete floor at the bottom of the stand where the fence is.
Peering through the gap you look to see if you can spy out Mami anywhere but you can't see her.
Eli calls you back up to sit closer by them so they can keep an eye on you.
You plop yourself into Olga's lap and she explains what is happening in the game for you.
"Want Mami" You play with your bunny, beginning to get bored.
"She'll come on soon, mi querida "Eli smiles.
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Eventually, Mami does get subbed onto the pitch. You jump up and down and clap your hands, waving them about in the air and giggling as everyone watches you. "MAMI MAMI!" You shout as she runs onto the pitch.
You begin to get more engaged in the game now, asking Olga questions in your toddler babble.
When Salma scores you clap again and giggle even more, looking around as everyone goes crazy. You don't quite understand why they're going as crazy as they are but you look up at Olga and flash her another big cheesy grin.
At full time you ask Olga and Eli to see Mami, they go down to the front and you look through the railings, waving at Ona and Aitana as they walk past to find their families.
You get a little confused when you see mamas teammates crying. You thought this was a happy moment?
"MAMI!" You shout when you see her walk around from the bench with Jenni and Mariona. "MAMMII" You shout even louder so she can hear you after the noise of the crowd.
When she spots you waving your hands and smiling brightly she leaves her team and rushes over. You see tears in her eyes too and want to be in her arms to give her a cuddle.
"Down Mami!" You tell her, trying to reach through the metal rails by sticking your arm through whilst crouching on the floor.
"I can't reach you, bebita." She sighs.
"Down!" You point to Alexia and stamp your feet, getting frustrated and upset as you just want to be with Mami and it doesn't seem to be happening.
Your not sure who, but someone lifts you up and lowers you over the railing so Mami can hold you to take you on the field.
"Mami no cry!" You gasp, putting your hands on her cheeks and pouting your bottom lip which begins to quiver.
"These are happy tears, mi princesa. We are in the semi final! Do you know what that means?" She sniffles, smiling as she kisses your cheek gently.
You shake your head and look at her, intrigued.
"It means we nearly win a trophy!" She grins.
You gasp a little and smile. "Trophy!"
Mami nods. "Maybe, if we keep playing really well." A few more tears drip from her eyes.
"Happy tears" You repeat what she says, using your little fingers to carefully wipe the tears from Mami's face, trying to be gentle.
"I like w- watch, I. Um." You waffle, trying to get the toddler babble out again. "Watching you play ball"
"You like watching Mami play ball?" She chuckles softly, kissing you softly. "Such a sweet girl." She rubs your back gently and cuddles you. "I love you, bebita. So much." She breathes as your head is buried into her neck.
"Mami? Um, Olg- Olgi show you my roni?" You ask, lifting your head up and running your finger down Mami's cheek.
"Sí, she sent me the photo of you eating macaroni." Mama giggled softly, happy to know that's all you care about.
You grin brightly and fall limp into her arms as she sways you side to side, whispering sweet words in your ear so you can hear her over the noise of the crowd.
She calls up to Eli and Olga that she is going to take you through to the change rooms and that she'll meet them upstairs.
You become a little meerkat, well that's always what Mapi used to say.
Moving your head side to side and peering over Mami's shoulder to look at everything and everyone.
You refuse to walk, a little bit shy in such a big place, so you stay safe in Mami's arms.
She holds your head against her as you go through the mixed zone, avoiding your face getting in pictures and videos unnecessarily as that isn’t something you should have to be doing at 2 years old. You didn’t need you face plastered all over the media.
“Mama you pretty” You look at her once your through the busy section of the stadium, looking at the way her smile brightens up and her eyes are all glossy with tears but in such a beautiful way.
“Thank you, my baby.” She smiles, rubbing your face softly and giving you more kisses.
“Look Y/N!” You follow where Mami is pointing and see Mateo running down the hall beside Irene.
You try to wriggle free, so Mama puts you on the floor and lets you run off to him as the hall is pretty empty.
“Hola Mateo!” You giggle, doing a little wave to the small boy.
You play together in the hall whilst Mama and Irene talk, cry together and laugh.
When you turn around to see Mami crying again you are quick to run back over and make sure she’s okay.
“Happy tears mami?” You ask, putting your hands up in a little shrug.
“Sí, happy tears.” She promises.
#woso#woso x reader#espwnt#fcb femení#aitana bonmati#fcb femeni#alexia putellas#alexia putellas x imagine#alexia putellas x reader#woso soccer#wosoedit#woso masterlist#woso icons#woso community#woso imagine#woso one shot#woso ficlet#woso x imagine#woso fanfics#woso fic#woso couples
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Man, watching S.W.A.T is like the Parade of 9-1-1 Guest Stars.
So far I've seen Kelvin Han Yee (Mr. Lee), Mac Brandt (Eli) and Ana Mercedes (Abuela).
And of course Lou.
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hi if you end up here
i'm eli (ee-lie)
he/him
im blogging as Ive been advised to by my therapist. Ill be posting about music!! emo stuff, grief, ex-christian stuff, selfies, poetry, my life, everything I feel I just need to share.
I try to live an emo-alt lifestyle.
I love ptv, bmth, sws, brand new, deftones, bad omens, asking alexandria
and not-so-emo stuff to like jeff buckley, mac miller, & many more
im a visual artist for passion, work construction for money. Uni student 99% of my time.
adhd too apparently
I'm 22 & have only seen the prairies.
if you enjoy my blog feel free to interact
#emo boy#emo#emocore#2000s emo#emo aesthetic#visual poetry#grief#music#pierce the veil#bmth#grief blogging#emo blog#emo bf#jeff buckley#brand new#blogger#Spotify
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November 8 - Friday
Whew! Caught up at last!! (took me long enough)
Today was actually pretty good. I called Angel before school which made me really happy!! (I love him sm ill sob rn actually). My class wasn't toooo bad. The teacher talked sooo much ugh, but I drew the whole time so it was fine. I made my oc thinnn n pretty, love him. Also we had to go around the room and talk to people for like 30 minutes. 30. (did yk you have 30 minutes??)
It was so nerve wracking, especially because I was unprepared lol. I bet I looked like such a total weirdo with the lack of eye contact I was making, but at the time I was just trying not to break a nervous sweat LMAO.
Then, after my class I went to the library (on call w/Ange) and did an assignment. I went home afterwards because my phone was gonna die, and I needed my charger.
After a bit at home, I went to my next class, and I had a test in this one. It went good I think! We studied beforehand which I'm really grateful for.
We had a break in this class, so I went to walk around for a minute, and during this my mom texted me with:
"Eli
What did u eat today"
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nothing. So, I said "I had some chicken nuggetss after my class hehe"
to which she responded "No fries no pop. How many nuggets"
GURL. So i was like "I did get some fries lol? and i got 10 why?"
and she just CONVENIENTLY NEVER RESPONDED. UGH.
(but wait theres more.)
After my class ended I went home and got ready for work. I was otp w/Angel (because seriously when am I not?) and he was playing minecraft. It was so peaceful and entertaining to watch and listen to him play- I loved every bit of it. Then, we talked about how we should play together (I ltrly will do anything to idc).
Work was actually ehh, not toooo bad. My dad and friend and her mom stopped by which was nice, and also my hairdresser LOL. They both tipped really well (obviously my dad did but yk).
I went home after what felt like one billion years, I was so so so happy. When I got home I just said a few things about my day like I usually do, and made sure to slip in the fact that I got a free meal at work. Which isn't wrong, I did, but I didn't get anything. I actually am just gonna let my friend get something tomorrow. but they don't have to know all that shhhhhhhh.
Then my mom stopped in front of me and was like what did you eat? and so i repeated myself bc no one listens to me <3
(I told her fried chicken tenders, fries, mac and cheese for context, a very 'me' meal tbh or at least it was)
Then, she was like "how many chicken tenders?" "no drink?" "did you finish it? all of it?" "so then you ate 2 full meals today?"
oh. my god. like. genuinely.
why. is. she. interrogating. me. pls. fucking. leave. me. alone. IM GENUINELY MORTIFIED AND HONESTLY IM SO AGGRIVATED. LET ME STARVE IN PEACE HOLY FUCK.
I tried to act like a normal person and be like ??? why are you interrogating me? BC WHY ARE YOU (as if I'm not literally starving myself)
She was just like "because I need to make sure you're getting nutrients." ok girl.
Then, I went to my room and she went to bed. I cleaned my room a bit and did a homework assignment, so I'm pretty proud of myself.
Also if you couldn't tell by now I fasted today. I was gonna either 48 hr fast or do 2 24 hr fasts back to back, but I think I'm just gonna do around 36 hrs. I wanna eat in front of my mom tomorrow so maybe she'll start leaving me alone (I seriously doubt it).
It just gets really frustrating when every meal I have she thinks isn't enough, even when I'm genuinely full. I can't eat like I used to like I physically cannot, she has to get that.
Anywho, I was thinking of making some cucumber boats tomorrow, I think it'll be fun.
Total Steps: 6.7k
Look at me meeting my step goal for once. I'm gonna start really making an effort at meeting it!
'Til tomorrow :)
(P.S. actually getting activity on these makes me so nervous but haiii)
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