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someone ask me about my nier losing everything you love essay
#EVE MAKES ME SO INSANE#nobody sees eve the way i see him i swear#Imagine being made to protect and care for one person. you crawled out of his stomach just to save him.#but all he wants is to be human. and humans die so he decides he will too. You cant do anything about it you were made to save him but#but nothing you couldve done wouldve stopped this#doomed by the narrative what about doomed by your brother#doomed by the circumstances of your birth#your brother doesnt care enough to stay. you wouldnt exist without him. ofcourse everything is meaningless after that#of course he went crazy. who wouldnt?
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in your arms again
#veradoodles#digital art#art#artists on tumblr#my art#illustration#invincible#atom eve#mark grayson#eve wilkins#markeve#invincible x atom eve#oh their show counterparts make me insane#they hug so yearningly#might draw mark being happy to balance out the SUFFERING he goes thru in the story bc omfg#i love eve she is also so pretty
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killing eve // wishbone; crush - richard siken // letters to milena - franz kafka // a primer for the small weird loves; crush - richard siken
#me making killing eve content instead? it's more likely than you think#anyway this actually started out as a comparative piece between hannibal + killing eve + like minds#with the scenes where hannibal stabs will for the knife quote and alex holding nigel's body at the trainyard#for the 'you take the things you love' quote#the holy trinity of fucked up murder couples (to me. sorry louis and lestat i know you're missing from here)#BUT i absolutely could not get it to work out so i went with just ke instead#the S2 ending parallels with the S3 bridge scene will always occupy a part of my brain and THAT is the thing i could rant about for 30 mins#also not to keep talking about like minds on this post but the fact that in both the ke scenes here and that film#both couples try to kill one another after facing rejection immediately preceded by their partner killing for the first time#like the unintentional parallels between these pieces of media is insane#killing eve#villaneve#eve polastri#villanelle#oksana astankova#eve x villanelle#web weaving#quotes
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sorry to say but barty + the rosier twins are in love and i’ve thought about nothing else since yesterday
#barty growing up in a family where love and affection is only for show and for the public image#a quiet and strict home where love only comes if someone important is watching#and then barty stumbling into this other family dynamic with the rosier twins#where they love each other in every concievable way#a sibling dynamic that knows no boundaries when it comes to love and intimacy#but its all behind closed doors#rather than the pretend love and intimacy his father holds above barty for the public eye#instead it’s behind closed doors and no boundaries and theirs and real#barty being so possessive over them because they’re his <3#no one is allowed to know them and see them like he gets to know and see them#they both end up dating barty and people talk and people think it’s weird#but they’ll never KNOW and that’s what important to them#people might talk but they’ll never actually know or understand the way they do#pan and ev don’t consider themselves dating or even in love#they already love each other because they’re twins. in every possible way#they’re already together too because they’re twins. calling it something so mundane as ’dating’ wouldn’t cover it#they’re just a unit and they love each other and want each other and barty love them and they love him <3#the polar opposite of bartys family and stumbling into ev and pans family dynamic#makes me insane#makes me EMOTIONAL#and barty being so protective of it#protective over pan and ev but also protective over all three of them#that’s his family :’) and his loves :’)#i dont even think they tell reg what their relationship turns into#everyone knows barty is dating both of them#and everyone talks#but no one will ever know#reg eventually does think he knows#and has a ’none of my business’ attitude about it#bartyrosiers
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Sometimes it feels like half the c3 fandom fundamentally misunderstands Orym.
Maybe it’s just because I relate to Orym quite a bit in terms of temperament, being a relatively level-headed and good-natured person, especially when around people who are a bit more chaotic.
but like. where are people getting this idea that he’s so focused on revenge that he’s stopped treating his friends like people?! yes, this fight is personal for him and he’s said as much, but stopping Ludinus, Predathos, and the Ruby Vanguard is the right thing to do, and Orym is driven by a sense of responsibility.
With a sense of responsibility comes a certain amount of pragmatism. No, Orym hasn’t gone full Batman paranoia. But when everyone else in your group has admitted to feeling like they could turn on the rest of them at some point—and has proven themselves capable of doing so (if often involuntarily)—a pragmatic, responsible person who is, at his core, a protector might start thinking about what he might do if the worst case scenario comes to pass.
No he’s not perfect, but he’s trying to do what he thinks is right and just because he fumbles or his approach to things conflicts with other people’s doesn’t mean that he has lost his way.
You don’t have to like Orym. But like. At least be fair to him. Give him a bit of grace. Try to understand his perspective a little bit too?
#I feel like lately whenever Orym says anything people start discourse about it#and it’s so frequently in such bad faith that it makes me feel insane#like I’m watching an entirely different show from some people#heads up I guess I’m not in the mood for discoursing about this#so like. don’t @ me with hot takes about how orym’s acting evil actually#eve talks#orym of the air ashari
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class got canceled today you know what that means! i've been on a huge trevor kick (who belongs to @get-rammed) and was somehow motivated enough to pump this baby out in a single afternoon
#i like giving healthy trevor his toxic era eyelashes. i tink he deserves them#i did my best with the anon but they're deceivingly hard to get right. they're not skrungly enough#theyre delightful tho we LOVE a bitch with a mullet (i have a mullet so i go insane when inserts have one too)#fr tho i havent been able to make any art for myself in months bc my studio classes kick the shit out of me#so thank you ram for making the silliest guys to live in my head forever and ever :]#Feral Fiends#FF Trevor#FF anon#fanart#self insert#anon instert#salivating over the colors on this one. it was a BATTLE but it looks good#i have not yet read the FF lore doc but i know it will destroy me. i choose to ignore everything but healthy trevor nothing bad happens eve#my post
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thinking about Zayne so much that I can't stop smiling and feeling giddy that my face hurts 😅🥹
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i love cj!evelin they're so gender
#warning for the next tags: i just start rambling#i saw vik post their ref sheet a while back somewhere and i just went oh em gee? new blorbo obtained?#i didnt read the comic at that time time though i didnt know jackshit about cjau im sorry im late to things#i bingeread it last night cuz i was bored as hell and was like hey. didnt i say i wanted to draw eve. hm. and so i got to scribbling#im not even into tmc anymore but some aus just get a grip on me help#i also havent been drawing much in recent months so i tried to get back into the groove#so i tried to use this absolutely iconic to my brand brush of mine again cuz coincidentally i haven't used it in a hot minute#but i kinda just. went insane with it i think.#ALSO I WAS LISTENING TO JJBA STONE OCEAN OST DURING THIS AND I THINK YOU CAN SEE IT IN THE ARTSTYLE CRYINFFFF#tbh though. i think eve would like jolyne as a character...........#sorry sorry my autism. i have a jojo's bizarre adventure special interest#btw i added some headcanons have fun looking for them#the wing isn't one of them though that was just a stylistic choice#like. yknow how some people make some part of the body lighter cuz it's like not in the front ? yeah i guess i was trying to do that#fyi im not posting this to twt :saluting_face:#maybe i will on priv or something idk i'll see#xerv signing out now i talked too much
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the way 3 of my biggest long term hyperfixations that all started within a few months of each other in 2019 all came back to haunt me within the same amount of months in 2023 and two of them ENDED they want me to die so bad
#except I didn't like gh/osts s5 but d/oom patrol s5 was really good but they both made me cry insanely hard so whatev#gomens 2 didnt make me cry at all but it did horrendous things to me so yknow#LITERALLY WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW THEY WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. NOW WHAT#goddddddddddd what an incredible finale. lays down and decomposes#doom patrol#bbc ghosts#good omens#gomens#i DONT want this in the tags but i want them in my tags sorry😐#OH ALSO. the way season 4 finales are always always ALWAYS a letdown.... breaking the pattern........#bl/ack sails s4 finale was incredible too but idt anything i watched live that ended on its#4th season ever ended well. sh*rlock... k/illing eve..... mr r/obot........ some other shite i forgor💀
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real talk in the tags for a second because i have a crush on a girl and i. a hehe. ahehehe.
will be burying this in reblogs and never touching on it again
#so random disclaimer this girl is like a year older than me and in high school it’s like a nono for older and younger batch to like be#a thing so i know i generally have no chance but i like to live in my own insanity and the progression of my crush on her has been absolute#ly cuckoo bananas. so like it started out as ‘i wanna be your friend’ and progressed into ‘shit they’re really pretty’ to ‘wow ur so??’ to#‘fuck i like them’ and then it died down and then by all golly it came back but more of a hallway crush now which is bearable bc i’m#not really a part of their life?? like we know each other but we don’t wave and shit and we don’t like ever interact that much so i was lik#ok this is fine bc they literally never think of me so i’m just admiring from afar. and the FIRST inciting incident was i request them onig#and i expect to not get accepted because according to their friends they onyl accept close friends and i’m like k this is a bad idea probs#but the worst that could happen is i get left in their follow requests right?? RIGHT?? but then within like two hours of reqing. lord.#i got. ACCEPTED. and they requested back. and suddenly it’s +1 tangibility like ok?? maybe we’re not as strangers as i thought we were#i later discovered i was not that special for this but also?? cool?? anyways for a while it kind of laid dead and we never spoke at all eve#tho i was in their acc now (at this time they barely posted but whenever they did it was so?? funny like they would slap the randomest shit#on that acc) and it was still a hallway crush altho my friends r awful (/pos) people who would always make me pass their hallway and i#would run into them so often but at this point we only ever like exchanged glances and they would walk right past me like i wasnt even ther#but THEN the second incident happened which was basically we had to play instruments for this christmas event thing and bc they’re literall#y amazing they played for it and i was roped into it and. i was so gay the whole time. bc who wears a leather jacket to school and gets the#prettiest haircut ever right on the last day before a long break?? and the worst part is whenevr something confusing happened they would#turn to me and this one other person and we’d b laughing together. like we r friends. and they’re so fucking nice they were checking up on#us the whole time i was literally dying i kept dropping my pick and stealing looks AURURUGH and they’re so gen funny and interesting i just#and the first few days of holiday break i just couldn’t stop thinking abt them it was so bad? like that was the moment where i was genuinel#like is this more than a hallway crush… eventually it died back down until the next event we had to play together where they were being SO#SO much more comf w me? like exchanging knowing looks when smt funny happens and that stuff.. at this point i didnt even know what to like#think of my crush on them so i just let it be yk. atp they’re not even waving at me in the hallways at all still so maybe they’re just bein#nice! BUT NO. THAT IS UNTIL I AUDITIONED FOR A BAND (theyr in charge of accepting) AND THEY ACCEPTED ME WHICH COOL BUT LIKE A DAY LATER I#HEARD FROM OUR MUTUAL FRIEND THAT THEY SAID ‘yeaa im so happy i got (my name)’ AS IN IN THE BAND. LIKE. HELLO?? HI U THIUGHT ABT ME?? and#during the first band mtg where everyone’s all awk they kept making eye contact w me and asking if i was good and making sure i got to say#smt before anyone made a decision and it. murdered. me. i’m sorry maybe it’s the fanfic writer in me or this shit is literally nothing and#think they’re just nice to everyone but who cares bc it means they’re nice to ME too. and then last week happened. which was like the nail#in the coffin. INTERACTION ACTIVITY. I IMPULSIVELY ASK IF THEY WANNA B GROUPMATES AND THEY SAY YES. THEY ONLY TALK TO ME AND THEIR FRIENDS.#I ACT STUPID. THEY ALUGH AND TOUCH MY SHOULDER. I ASK ABT THEIR CAMERA AND THEY GO ON A LONG-ISH (cute) RANT ABT SMTH. THEY ASK WHY I HAVE#BIG ASS STACK OF POST ITS. WE TALK. THEY LAUGH AT MY JOKES. SUDDENLY. THEY SAY A FULL HELLO IN THE HALLS. THEY WAVE AT ME A DAY LATER. FUCK
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Killing Eve! quillkiller art dump soon?? perhaps
#screaming into the abyss#I'm rewatching killing eve rn thinking of how the murder lesbians remind me so much of quillkiller#bellatrix snapping a womans neck while making eye contact with a shocked but weirdly aroused rita#rita hacking someone to death with an axe and bellatrix literally giddy over it#the game of cat and mouse#the joking about killing annoyingly happy people together#ALSO ALSO bellatrix saying to whoever constantine is (orion maybe?) that she and rita are the same.#and that thats why she likes her so much.#and hes just like girl... what.#but she's so determined and SHES RIGHT!!!#rita clawing someones eyes out for bella.#rita forgiving bella for shooting her in the back.#rita stabbing bella.#quillkiller car sex on the side of the road.#just quillkiller being insane murderous powerful women that do whatever the fuck they want#hurting and leaving and hating each other but always coming back to her because THEY'RE THE SAME!!!#okay thats it sorry#quillkiller#bellatrix black#rita skeeter#bellatrix x rita
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okay so i just finished reading Christmas Preceding the End of the World and i just. want to curl up in a ball and bawl my eyes out. I love it so so much. the concept and the fact that it's on Christmas and just. everything. their stories and how they didn't have enough time... IM SO UNWELL. thank u for writing it nat dearest<3
LOOPS!! <333 LOOPS LOOPS LOOPS !!!
oh my gosh i adore you!!! thank you for giving my silly little christmas apocalypse story a read!! <33 i'm so glad you enjoyed it! i enjoyed writing it <333333
#in the end i feel like we never have enough time :(#the idea that im 22 and i'll only get roughly 60 more christmas eves and 60 more halloweens and 60 more of my baby sister's birthdays...#IF IM LUCKY?? makes me insane sometimes#like not to sound selfish...but what if i want more....? what if that's not enough for me??#we never get enough time#so i wrote CPTEOTW to cope with that kinda#christmas preceding the end of the world#asks
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im so serious that more rpgs need to just have a game full of offputting weirdos with their own individual diseases. it makes it SO fun
#twist rambles#sorry like. cohlune every disease haver its kind of insane to me.#♟#<- due to that being what i made the post about.#like cohlune (who is a king) goes not even remotely in disguise into the woods next to a weird cave meets the most autistic guy (shalvas)#and hes like wow ok cool. im gonna chastise you for ignoring my question and be gone after ur done fighting. but i think of u VERY highly.#shalvas does NTO realize hes a king. so is jsut like huh ok whatever. and then u do another mission in his kingdom and he has a soldier#fetch shalvas and bring him into talk. and cohlune is like hiii i think ur sooo cool and talented i spent over 1000g just to see you work.#and shalvas is over there like. oh. you have an important position in this kingdom (he cannot pick up any social cues to save his life. eve#tho his coworker was talking abt who cohlune was after the first mission in EARSHOT of shalvas). and cohlune just like brushes it off by#joking and keeps praising shalvas like crazy. also important to note that cohlune has a habit of faking falling asleep mid convo except we#are never really made clear IF its faking. but he can still hear shalvas and it makes shalvas so fucking confused when he pulls this shit.#hes literally such a fascinating guy to me.
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my sister and I are watching killing eve and, as a fellow woman enjoyer, we're both just like "God she's hot" "holy shit that's sexy" "she's insane and it's so hot" back and forth. how the show was meant to be watched.
#just got to 'it hurts worse when I push it in slowly. don't make me'#villainelle is so insane but sooo sexy#killing eve
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im aware that this is just like,,,the nature of food. but it’s kind of galling when something takes 5+ hours to make and the family member who had the least to do with its creation eats seventy five percent of it in fifteen minutes
#this is about my father eating like 35/50 of the pot stickers my sister spent all day cooking (there are four people in our family)#but it’s also about my father eating approximately the same proportion of the peirogis we make on Christmas Eve#(we being my mother sister and i while my father plays video games)#and also how my mother made him dinner and made me a separate thing i like very much the other night and he ate both#pretty much every day i eat five potato chips for breakfast and then like fifteen more for dinner lol#that’s fine no need to get fat over the summer#im buying a bathing suit from an asian company so i want it to fit my large American body lol#i wouldn’t want to have sons for many reasons but one being that men eat too much and it’s gross#And no men you don’t really need to eat that much sorry you’re not Michael Phelps and being male doesn’t mean you automatically need 4x#more calories than the average woman. It’s like maybe a little more than 2x + whatever’s needed when exercise is factored in#(Like 1200-1400 vs 2500-2800 i think)#If I had a husband and more than one male child I would need to make an honestly insane amount of food and then still not get to eat anythi#because it doesn’t matter how much you make. my mom makes a lot of food. If there’s still dinner and it’s something my father likes#he will just take all of it. I can’t imagine if there were other men in our family I think my sister and I would have starved to death lol
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Your tags on the Root versus Villanelle post you're SO right. You're SO right
thank you for seeing the vision!!! like they honestly have such similar vibes. you just know they’d try to kill each other then fuck afterwards. they’re my insane little wlws <3
#new insane crossover ship#oh im going to be thinking about this for a while#that’s so sexy of them#while we’re at it i want shaw x eve#or a polycule of all 4 insane women#thinking about root x eve is making me insane#along with shaw x villainelle#oh im insane#asks#anons#my posts
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