#Dog wants people to forget
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I've been watching this whole thing unfold from the sidelines and saw the long post by Tek (hopefully got the name right) as well. I just wanted to say that the situation is wild and what ultimately gets me is not just the sheer level of nuclear vitriol in that verbal abuse, but also the absolute immaturity; specifically, the use of her issues as a shield for said immaturity and unprofessionalism on Dog's part. It isn't acceptable for someone to behave in this manner (and for this long...). Guess she missed the memo that mental illness isn't an excuse to be abusive. Many people with the same stuff aren't abusive at all! As someone who was severely abused in person by people using their issues an excuse to be abusive, it really does enrage me to see it. I am sorry you and others had to go through this, it's absolutely vile behavior. DogBlud abusing people and behaving like a Lycanthropic Rage Karen is not something I expected to see, but here we are. I just hope that maaaaayyyybbbeee she reflects and gets therapy or something about that pathological, self-destructive abuse cycle she throws around towards people who are supposed to be friends. She needs it badly. Up to her if she actually considers growth but the bar isn't high for her there. Love June btw!
The thought "huh she's reminding me of my abusive ex," popped into my head a couple of times, and I was like oooooh, that not good. So I just handled it the same way I did with him, locked her in circular arguments to frustrate her and keep her at a distance mentally, while letting her talk till she confessed to her toxic behavior. When you think you're the smartest person in the room, eventually, the smartest person will tell you to shut up (which Rex and I did teehee).
We had several people come forward to me and trashasaurusrex telling us about bits of her toxic behavior, but tek was the last person she collaborated with. Dog used to talk MAD shit about tek in my server, and I was like "tek either be a literal demon by the way you're describing her or, you, Dog, are a liar." As it turns out, tek is infact VERY NICE and I got angry that Dog dared to take advantage of her kindness in such a horrid way.
The thing is, I've barely touched on the stuff she did to me. I wrote up my testimony the day after I kicked her from my server to a neutral third party who was working on a collaborative project with her at the time. I wanted to give it some warning in case Dog tried to pull the same shit in that server, and around the same time tek and I started talking and comparing notes. Like the screenshots of her convos with tek literally parallel mine at some parts.
Anyway just, yeah I agree with you 100%. She's a serial abuser and manipulator with a mountain of evidence as proof. I haven't even gotten to the 34 minute phonecall like lord that's gonna be a doosey to explain.
She can grow all she wants from this. I hope she does get help, apologies, and, finally, and does better. But she has to PROVE that to me and Rex before she comes back on my block. Neither of us are in any position to be willing to forgive her for the shit she put us through.
#eventually there will be a masterpost with everything but I'm not exaggerating when Rex and I can probably type 50 pages about the shit#she did to us#ask#but we also want to heal and move forward#so it'll all be in due time#Dog wants people to forget#which will be pretty hard when there's so many posts about her behavior she can't cover her ass :v#she forgets I was raised on DA on 2006#I am a feral child now feral adult#she fucke with the wrong one
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Ghost after meeting Soap.
Price : Have you slept?
Ghost : Depends what day it is
Price : Go to bed.
#cod mw2#simon ghost riley#captain john price#implied ghostsoap#implied soapghost#ghost is a catboy by the way#Soap is more complicated because he's a cat person and doesn't like dogs but also he's very dogboy leaning personality wise#dad price for the win even if he's only old enough to be big brother price; he's 50 spiritually according to his 'kids'#price would be like 'ok do you want to talk about it?'#and ghost would look at him like 'what do you mean “talk about it” what happened to bottle it up like normal people?'#“i'll just forget all about it” ghost tells himself#and then soap is bumping into him in the corridor and smiling up at him with the power of the fucking sun and wow ghost is in love fuck#i was supposed to draw something for valentine's day but my brain was all no : funny scene first but now it's 9:30 am and i haven't slept#maybe expect something for valentine's day at some point - probably not today tho but like at some point this week maybe ?
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"just dont lose yourself, okay?"
"i cant. i've tried to."
"Don't forget to enjoy this, today. Cuz if you lose yourself in trying to hurt the people who took it, you might....just don't forget the good stuff, okay?"
"i cant. i've tried."
godddd cellbits recurring motif of "i cant. ive tried." whenever someone tells him not to lose himself, both the bad and the good is so.. the implication of a perpetual fruitless spiral of turning man to monster and monster to man, and failing at both because loves too deeply and instinct is ingrained into him deeper than the carvings in his knife. he cant fucking stand himself. he can't stand how he can't be normal and has to rely on drinking copius amounts of coffee to stay awake enough to not lose it. he can't stand how even in the depths of his desire for vengeance, he hears the pain in his loved ones' voices and still stops to listen. these two parts of him have to be incongruous, because he knows he was happier when he was one without the other. and yet, time and time again the people who care about him tell him not to lose himself like they view him as whole. and again and again, he tells them that he can't. because he's tried to break himself in half and it doesnt fucking work like that. and he'll continue until he destroys himself because hes fucking Tired of being whole.
#habeas speaks#qsmp#qsmp liveblog#qsmp cellbit#qsmp charlie slimecicle#qsmp badboyhalo#idk im just deeply interested in like. this character who. dont get me wrong. IS AWFUL but who put in effort to become better#and it didnt Fix Him.#but he was so good at acting like he'd been fixed that people forgot domesticated dogs still bite when poked too hard with sticks#and its not like he was manipulating them either he genuinely Wanted to move forward and be normal for his son and his family#but then his family was taken from him time and time again and he was humiliated and backed into a corner#and all of a sudden the teeth come out and he makes the choice to keep them out but now has to deal with everyone being shocked he has teeth#who wish he didnt but dont understand he tried to forget too#the incongruous image they have of him in their heads of man turned monster when hes always seen himself as monster turned man#who was always just a monster and learned to use a human face
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i was making a post about brad pitt's f1 movie being similar to the silver war but found it rly hard to find comparison photos because whenever nico and lewis are photographed together they're usually either looking at each other or deliberately not.
#silver war f1#silver war#brocedes#crying#photo dump#lewis hamilton#nico rosberg#scott street#careless whisper#tagging all the songs that make me think of them#these days#lovefool#space song#seeing other people#kids#hate yourself#i'll see you when we're both not so emotional#i bet on losing dogs#where did all the time go#call it fate call it karma#forget her#song for zula#night shift#so lonely#unfucktheworld#someday i'll get it#theres more but i dont want to blow up too many tags#formula 1#formula one#formula racing
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The way people are becoming anti-children nowadays is really sad. And I'm not talking about people not wanting to have kids of their own, that's fine and something that shouldn't be shamed nor up to someone else to debate. No, I'm talking about the people who adamantly hate these little humans for simply existing, wanting to ban them from spaces due to them having emotional reactions that they are still learning to understand (you know, the kind of lessons that everyone had to learn and figure out at one point). It's gotten to the point where I've even seen these types of people genuinely support children being harmed and deny their hurt under the consensus of "Well then maybe they shouldn't be there," in your average public space. Like, imagine thinking hating on children, people who need assistance and guidance, is something to be proud of.
#like ill never forget this lady talking about how she took her son to some ice cream or cookie place#and let him look at the display (which is normal) only to have to pull him away bc a man got way to close#and when she talked about how weird it was (which makes sense bc it was) people were blaming her for letting her child run free (which wasn'#t what happened people just threw that in there to justify their hate & dismissing of the potential harm a child could've experienced)#“i vote that dogs should be on plans more than children bc they aren't as annoying!” is gross and brain dead bc only one of those two can#use the bathroom while the other uses it on a mat something in which has potential to stink up a plane & annoy people as well#you just want to bring your dog on board without all the hoops so you act like hating children will solve it#and coming from an animal lover dogs and other pets have the ability to annoy you on flights just as much as children can let's think now#also ive seen people say that children are wrong for experiencing emotional outbursts and im like “while it can be frustrating having to#deal with acting like you weren't in their shoes once and trying to shame them for these emotions is such a jerk thing to do“#also like its guaranteed that kids are going to cry on planes how about instead of shaming them & their parents maybe idk buy soundproof hea#-dphones? like parents are going to bring their kids traveling (as is their right) and are educating them the best they can that's not going#to change so why not take simple steps to prepare instead of hating on little humans? just saying#again this is not for people who just don't want to have kids! people who don't are just as valid as people who do#don't let anyone tell you otherwise#miscellaneous#idk necessarily how to tag this tbh#rants#tw for mentions of children being harmed
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Mori dying would be the worst thing for the Port Mafia. He's the only reason why most of the members CHOOSE to stay.
#mori dying would be the bad ending for a lot of people#chuuya? kouyou? akutagawa?#forget it#chuuya nor kouyou WANT to be boss#theres at least two timelines where its proven that its a horrible job to have#the port mafia is basically sunshine and rainbows compared to the previously boss' reign#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo sd#my archive
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Reasons to watch hit anime Psycho-Pass if you're a Bungou Stray Dogs enthusiast:
Detectives
Very cool discussions on morals
The protagonist is voiced by Lucy's va, and she's fabulous. (No I'm not kidding. one of the best written female characters I've ever seen if I can speak on the matter.)
You know the whole stray dogs symbolism that is everywhere in bsd? Well pp has that with hunting dogs
Characters will be quoting irl authors every two scenes so there's that
Gay people no queerbait!! Like actual gay people™ being gay™!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know how bsd has this kind of very annoying character who makes his coworkers lives miserable that is kind of fun to watch but you'd hate to meet irl? There's a character like that in pp too and she's a woman so I count it as a win
Complex and elaborate characters!!!! Human characters!!!! Characters that question their beliefs!!!!
A character that kinda looks like Tanizaki and a character that kinda looks like Poe
Also I'm aware there's a venn diagram of people who like bsd and ynm so you'll be delighted to find out the first season manga adaptation is illustrated by the same artist of the ynm manga
Don't watch the third season it's not worth it
#Yes this is propaganda#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#Btw Dazai's va is there too but for like.#three lines in total you'd have to wait three seasons and four movies to hear so it's probably not worth it lmao#Kagari's va also voices Dostoyevsky which is like. insane and I want to forget about it immediately#But everything else **is** worth it please watch p/p and then talk with me about it!!!!#But do look into its tw before#The gay people thing for real though. man. you see the last season and fifth movie aren't really worth watching#but that one First Inspector scene. man.#One last note I don't take Mika Shimotsuki slander here. This is a Mika Shimotsuki safe zone
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On top of relentless bullying, Roy and Ed also flirt with geeky Alchemy talk lol
#fullmetal alchemist#Roy Mustang#Edward Elric#royed#this is mostly referencing Roy comparing their budding relationship to a transmutation in ''Dogs of the Military'' lol#it's just Roy trying to reassure Ed that he's fine with wherever Ed wants the relationship to go#but it's so geeky and adorable lol#they're nerds#people forget that because they kick ass#but these are scientists lol#they're nerds XD
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Hey, fun poll! Because I'm curious!
!! Read all answers before selecting !!
#i always forget to read all the options which is why i put that there#reblog for bigger sample size#if youre a cosplayer reblog with what fandom(s) you cosplay#cosplay#cosplayer#bungou stray dogs#my hero academia#sanders sides#i dont want to clog the mashle tag bc i know its not verh popular#demon slayer#what else do people cosplay?#merlin#i cant think of anything else#i just tagged the ones i see the most#oh!#genshin impact#loki#loki series
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ah., evil thoughts hour
#gideon shut the hell up challenge#ofc all the fanclub talk has us thinking abt fawn’s (bc that’s who we can think abt bc they’re ours) and how we’ve had it canon the whole#time that fawn v much keeps the sidestep name and their signature in autographs and their overall look#so thinking abt it….. fawn’s villain!rivalry that would prevent them from accepting the fanclub#(they’re flattered ofc but the idea of people finding smth to celebrate in what they consider nothing short of corpse desecration is…..)#BUT. in the moment. just being called sidestep again. giving the same autograph they always did. it’s easy to forget themself#just for a moment. never too long. they don’t allow themself that. they never wanted fans (don’t think they deserve them)#but they know how much it can mean for someone you regard highly to give you any sort of attention or praise#I do think that they P Heavily flinch away whenever any reminders abt them being a villain come up tho. a dog being scolded etc#def only adds fuel to the fire on the ‘sidestep is undercover’ and ‘sidestep is back from the dead Literally’ conspiracies#OH RIGHT ANYWAY. the evil thoughts were the fawn being caught up in being Sidestep (positive) again bc 🥺…
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i hate to be on the fence ab it bc honestly i was really fucking upset at first about hades 2 Odysseus and i defo still am
and like, you don’t have to play the game obviously. do what you want. and you’re allowed to be bothered (i still am) but everyone is very up in arms over like four lines of dialogue in a game that will have over a hundred hours of play time. and a lot of people are saying things about how "the writers hate Penelope" but i have not been able to find ANY CREDIBLE SOURCE THAT CONFIRMS THIS. yall will just believe anything
idk the amount of Jumping To Conclusions going on is. 😬. and we’re not even in early access yet. like can you maybe wait. to form your opinions. until we have the whole story.
#sorry for being bitter lol#if this gets too much heat i will be deleting it. but i do not retract my statement.#not tagging as hades 2 bc i don’t want to be eaten by the dogs#rant??? ig????#mj rambles#also i think people deciding not to play the game solely because of 1 (one) POTENTIALLY botched character interpretation is so shallow#my guy is not even the main character#yes i will be so so sad if we can't reunite odypen but the game is not ABOUT odypen.#its about melinoe. i think you guys are forgetting this is about melinoe.#anyways idc the tech test is over. im gonna find out for myself when i get my hands on early access
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Higuchi and Ranpo are just such interesting author-based characters in BSD.
I know it's weird to connect the two but hear me out...
So far, the only authors I can remember that don't have a known ability are Aya, Higuchi, and Ranpo. Aya and Higuchi will likely get an ability (latter has been confirmed to have one, at least) while Ranpo...probably won't? Though you never know.
But the reason I bring Higuchi and Ranpo together is because the latter is an author who is heavily implied to be the son of one of his IRL counterpart's characters. And meanwhile, the former is someone who has one of the real people in her IRL counterpart's life (that is to say, BSD Higuchi's sister) brought into the manga. Yeah, Tanizaki and Akuatagawa have their sisters be based off characters, and we also have Haruno based off a Tanizaki character, plus Fitzgerald's characters in the eyes of god story arc.
But I really think that it's interesting that Ranpo is the child of his own character. And that Higuchi is I think the only one with a family member that is based on IRL Higuchi's own family situation. That we might actually have a BSD character based on a real life person that wasn't a significant writer of some sort (to my knowledge, at least).
I don't really have a point with this, but it is interesting and aghhhhhhh Asagiri I'M BEGGING you to do something with Higuchi that doesn't involve Akutagawa! There's so many things about her and I want to know!
#seriouslyyyyy#ive seen some metas about higuchi's ability being tied to one of her shorts that shows how people cant escape their childhood fates#and that would be SO cool in a manga like bsd that takes the whole doomed by the narrative and fighting against the narrative theme#and also just....her sister!!#im just obsessed okay? i want to know more about higuchi#i want to know why she kinda gives protagonist vibes when we were introduced to her#and i NEED to know her motivations and goals because forget staying in the pm for aku how did she join?#how did she climb up the ranks?#but you know i wonder how people survived without the light novels given all the hints canon gives us about the side characters#like how did they handle chuuya before fifteen and stormbringer?#how did they handle dazai before entrance exam and dark era?#what did people think about fukuzawa and ranpo before untold origins?#asjdurjthhtjdkskeh screaming and yelling because so many of the side characters need light novels#but yeah ranpo is pretty fascinating too but we got almost all his backstory now for what happened during the ada early years#and this manga is probably aya's backstory xD#anyway above is me slowly going insane thanks#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd higuchi#bsd ranpo#bsd aya#character analysis#spitting nonsense
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You guys know how some people hang out with other people’s babies and then their ovaries explode and they get baby fever?
I’m like that. But dogs. 😭
#being a pet sitter is simultaneously the best and worst thing#I forget how much I want my own dog until I take care of other people’s dogs#girl helppp#I can’t support one right now and also we don’t have the space
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The subject came up today and I can't decide so I'm throwing it out there because I don't give a fuck and also having survived all of this kinda makes me sound like a badass
#my life sounds exciting here but between the exciting parts it's really quite boring#ages:#8. 9. 10? 16. 17. 18. 21 I think. 23. 27. still living#near death experience#also it may have been category one but Wikipedia described Isaias as devastating so there#i want to say it was the dogs because even as scary as the too-close tornado was I really felt like I was staring down death that moment#but also is that fair in the face of everything else I've survived?#fuck it why not set it for a week I'm curious about what other people think of my life#also that tornado was less than a block away but mostly stayed in the soy field. ripped off some of the roofing of the house tho#it was either EF0 or EF1 I forget but obvs I didn't know that while hunkering down#turns out tornadoes really DO sound like trains and the air gets a bit thin#or maybe I was just panicking lol#also when my heart nearly stopped I was forced to watch while unable to speak as they readied the shock paddles which. uh. wow#luckily (?) my heart shot back up to two hundred plus beats per minute#but I lived bitches. thru everything#mecore#i don't feel awkward asking about this bc I'm p sure I've talked about all of these at various points here
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yknow that post thats like "UGH this story would be soooo much better if every character was always correct and rational and made the Right Decisions all the time" or smth like that. thats what certain warrior cats criticism sounds like to me
#mod meows#not All obvs. and ofc thats not to say certain characters should be Immune to criticism#but i think sometimes ppl forget that fictional characters r not supposed to be Perfect all the time#bc Real People arent always perfect.#swiftpaw is a good example of this. 'UGH why did he leave to fight the dogs thats so stupid its his own fault he died'#YEAH. YEAH THATS. KIND OF THE POINT#OFC he didnt make a logical decision. he was mad bc he should have been made a warrior loooongg ago and he wanted to prove himself#so he did smth reckless and ended up dying for it#yknow. like in a story. a story abt CONFLICT
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Thinking abt cole's way of watchfulness,,, its progression and origins,,, the way it is embedded so deep into his behavior that it's subconscious,
#ooc;; mun barks#sjfhdo my queue is emptying soon i havent been on here in days [sweats]#But Sight is so?? Very important for him#Which results in a lot of things including just how fcking readable he is when he was a kid before he makes a bad decision#How his eyes flick with intention and tells in this snap decision way before he learns to be sweeping#He didn't like blindfolds for a very long time -- similar reaction to people getting touchy with his face#kid gets quiet and you can see the tension jerking in his jaw - plowing rigid lines into his shoulders (23 yr old agent mccree will bite u)#These days at 39 the older dog will probably fall asleep in one like its a sleep mask :skull:#He always knew to watch bc his parents taught him to watch - u had to watch and read the animals and u had to watch and read people#And then it was hypervigilance in his orphanhood - this scrappy cobbled together thing of sitting in corners near back exits and scoping#building to something pointed throughout his gang career and justified further by BW - utilized and weaponized#But at some point he stopped looking when it came to people he learned to trust (and looked in a different way; looked in a loving way)#And i am thinking of his return to overwatch and how that hypervigilance returns in a way he doesn't like towards ppl he dont want to be#that way with and how#They're fleeting tells - the way he favors his prosthetic arm towards walls - brief tension to touch -#watching (even in that lazy way of his) but still watching#He relapses in the desert - forgets and remembers both at once
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