#Crowspiracy Caws

[conspiracy-crows]

Got a copper IUD this morning, the procedure was not too bad itself thankfully

however, my sister greatly overestimated how similar we are when it come to things involving the uterus.

She got hers in and went to a concert, was mostly fine.

She forgets that my normal period cramps have me barely functional for a couple days.

I am in so much pain, I took Ibuprofen not that long ago. It also cannot decide if it wants to be back cramps, or normal ones.

But I am at work, and functional for the most part, so that's a good thing. And now I don't have to worry about pregnancy for 10 years!

This was never an issue I actually thought I'd have to think about lol

[conspiracy-crows]

As some have noticed with the booping

I am not dead

Just going through a transformation of mind and soul thanks to getting deep in therapy and talking about stuff I've never talked about

And because I'm finally being loved(romantically) in a loud, open, and passionate way that is rewiring my brain and how I interact with people and the world

And yet seasonal depression still kicks my assssss

Here's hoping I can actually get some writing done soon, on anything 😅

[conspiracy-crows]

I HAVE BECOME CYBORG!!

Officially now on an insulin pump!! I thought just changing my cgm to the dexcom was a big help, this thing is pure fucking magic!!

No blood sugar spike from my (sugar filled cuz it's my breakfast) coffee, my sleeping blood sugar was the best it's been almost ever asleep, even my wakeup spike was so easily controlled!!

Now just to make sure I can afford it going forward. 140 a month for both my pods and the dexcom necessary for auto mode.

Tho with my recent uptick in crochet and the apparent interest from coworkers to buy them, perhaps I can start either funding my crochet and/or my weed entirely on comission which would help a lot.

[conspiracy-crows]

Take that bad brain day

[still might cry but for new reasons now]