#Clouded Thoughts

[pooepw]

waiting for dlc

[theperplexedpoet]

high plains drifter

just a high plains drifter with no more will to roam I'm a low-grade grifter on confidence alone still a quo resister who never had a home and a tall tale twister holding an empty tome I walk through the deserts sinking deep in their sands failing each the measures that which doth maketh man I once sought their treasures but now I understand nary of my efforts would satisfy their plans just a high plains drifter dressed in shackles and chains I tried to uplift her but Justice had been framed my skin starts to blister in the sun just the same a shadow shape-shifter with no tether to blame I walk through the deserts sinking deep in their sands failing each the measures that which doth maketh man I once sought their treasures but now I understand nary of my efforts would satisfy their plans just a high plains drifter with no more will to roam I'm a flagpole sitter in protest of his throne a shadow shape-shifter no tether of my own and a tall tale twister holding an empty tome (2/20/24)

[kiimmayye]

06/24/2024 12:26am- i can literally feel my relationship falling apart and i don’t know that i want to do anything to fix it. it is what it is, god and the universe have a plan for everyone.

[jaime-moriarty]

this is my profile picture.

Jason Vorhees from the Friday the Thirteenth Series.

I have a close connection to this character. I don't know why. I'm not one who likes movies with complex stories. It's predictable. Stupid.

But by god, the deaths. So creative. Creative deaths always bring me joy. I found it to be quite interesting when I first watched it. I enjoyed the concept. And I connected to Jason more than the others.

Micheal Myers is too basic. Leatherface was too barbaric. Ghostface is too complex.

But Jason. Jason is simple. A boy treated like human garbage, only to return like a phoenix to mindlessly kill those he think deserve it. Just that. Wearing a mask to hide himself.

I relate to that. So, that is my profile picture. It hides my identity. I never really go by the name you see me using here. Jaime Moriarty. It's always something different... His name, his face, his appearance, his legend... Jason and Jaime. Jaime and Jason. The same in a different term.

[wickedzeevyln]

Residue

Do-you-remember questions are time machines. Sorrow stings the worst when looking at the embers of a dying love as they hold on to their dear lives as long as they could until they fade against the surging tide of a midnight wind washing away the past. Once in a while people would have this conversation, one is silent, just staring at the floor, thoughts nailed there somewhere, mind is made up,…

[konoko]

[nekoo3001]

Heavy topic.

They look so exhausted in the last chapters

[askew-d]

the wildest thing about lan wangji is the way he’s immediately enraged at his own feelings for wei wuxian. because we’ve seen wei wuxian fall in love slowly and surely, right? he goes from a quick interest to an oblivious attraction to liking lan wangji then being infatuated after his return to life, then to straight-up loving the guy intensely. we watch him develop his sexual and romantic attraction equally.

but lan wangji’s different. from the very first second he’s desperately smitten — all it took was one sly smile and he was going through the four stages of love: the desire to marry, kiss, bed and die with him. and he’s so goddamn outraged, because how dare this troublemaker trespass into his house and steal his heart so easily??

he was so conflicted that he didn’t see any other alternative if not to unsheathe his sword and fight the hell out of that idiot. feelings?? for a rebellious teenager?? right in front of my clan’s three thousand rules??? not today, devil.

[richgirlm00d]

I don’t understand how he’s so willing to try a relationship after being done so bad by his last 2 exes. I don’t want to be like the “3rd” girl to do him dirty. I’m not planning on doing him dirty but I be fucking up. Especially with the whole long distance shit.

I don’t want to leave the honeymoon phase. The part where we’re not bored with each other. The part where we don’t truly know all the baggage we come with.

I just want to keep him at arms reach… don’t want him going to someone else, but also not ready to be vulnerable with him. Not ready to open up. Not ready to let my guard down.

But at what point is he going to get tired of waiting? At what point will he give up on me.

[resqectable]

One of the most expensive things you could ever do is pay attention to the wrong people.

Dr. Henry Cloud

[asha-mage]

MDZS AU where Jiang Cheng realizes that Lan Sizhui is the Wen orphan that Wei Wuxian took care off during the Burial Mounds arc, decides that's close enough to qualify him as Nephew, declares that no Nephew of His (much less a surrogate son of Wei Wuxian's) is going to be raised in the Cloud Recedes, and immediately launches into a custody battle with Lan Wangji.

But since neither Jiang Cheng or Lan Wangji can acknowledge that Sizuhi has any connection to Wei Wuxian, both begin steadfastly and stubbornly insisting that he is a Cultivator of peerless potential and skill and he belongs in their sect thank you very much, and would clearly be very unhappy in the other's. This confuses the hell out of the already mystified Cultivation world, who had barely adjusted yet to gossiping about Sizhui being Wangji's illegitimate child by mysterious love affair.

(Eventually the common consensus in the rumor mills is that both JC and LW where in love with Sizhui's mother and both believe themselves to be Sizhui's real father.)

(LW couldn't care less what gossips say, but JC has to bite his tongue till it bleeds to avoid telling anyone the truth in a fit of anger.)

(It was Nie Huaisang who put that rumor out in the first place, partly to troll JC, partly because, in a way, it's a little true.)

[pooepw]

i will not be angry

/sarcasm off

[rocketbirdie]

growing up didn't fix me, so...

[thehopefulquotes]

One of the most expensive things you could ever do is pay attention to the wrong people.

Dr. Henry Cloud

[perfectquote]

There is a different between solitude and isolation. One is connected and one isn't. Solitude replenishes, isolation diminishes.

Henry Cloud

[dearjewels22]

There’s beauty in chaos