#Can't just leave me to bleed!
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shshshshshowrunner · 1 year ago
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Heres your train moment
theres a particular detail here that i'm not even sure that you realized you'd included and i'm not going to mention it but i like this very much. i now have meant to be yours stuck in my head but like it's a good thing. epic drawing
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eebie · 1 month ago
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the underwater episode of bojack horseman makes me so SAD ..
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rotisseries · 2 months ago
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homecoming by ethel cain. yeah
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wordstome · 1 year ago
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listening to heathers and feeling very normal about könig and the line "I wish we'd met before they convinced you life is war"
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aq2003 · 1 year ago
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series 3 is so frustrating because there is like a shining core of pure diamond underneath the problems . like conceptually it rocks so incredibly hard. but the problems
#dr who#i am being so honest when i say ten should have gotten on his knees and begged for simm!master's life#they should have framed the bit between him and martha's mom so different#like yes it is 10000% in character that the doctor with his bleeding heart and loneliness wouldn't want to kill him#even after everything that happened. because he's the only person he has left. 'i forgive you' was PERFECT.#but literally anyone else that suffered from what the master did. Deserves to rip him to shreds. so very obviously#and like i know.i KNOW that i am watching the 'funny immortal alien saves people through time and space' show#but i actually despise the doctor being framed as like an all powerful savior. or treated like one. even for a little bit. is Annoying#the first part of the series 3 finale having martha be humanity's last hope was SO GOOD bc it like kind of set her up as like#having to grapple with all that responsibility and attention like the doctor does. everyone's lives are in her hands. so crunchy#but when it like slides into 'everyone pls believe in our specialest boy in the world The Doctor <3' it just. falls flat#i feel like with a couple tweaks here and there in the execution and like actual fuckinnn people of color in the writer's room#series 3 would be PEAK media. but as it is it's just. falling short.#i do really appreciate martha deciding to leave ten on her own though. first of all. qpp down. second of all#she's realized that she can't keep traveling with him. bc (as i mentioned) hes someone who simultaneously needs saving#and refuses to be saved in the ways that matter. Yes im fucking ignoring the unrequited romance angle i think#it does a gigantic disservice to martha's character if u boil her down to that. fight me i dont care if that was the authorial intent#martha in the end is too kind to ten and ten keeps making her watch his meandering path of self destruction. toxic doomed qprism to ME.#anyway fuck. idk man series 2 consensus was that im dead inside and series 3 consensus is that the version i have of it in my head is peak#series 2 is better but i think because of my ten martha insanity i actually enjoyed watching series 3 more than series 2.#even if i got mad at it more than any other season. i think something is wrong with me. um. lmao#ten and martha#10 era
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simgerale · 1 year ago
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how do we feel about an 1800s (ish) old west story with a vampire still trying to get over losing the one she loved?
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sukugo · 1 year ago
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do you have a favorite headcanon, from yourself or that you picked up from someone else, of either knives or vash
hmmm don't think i could say i have a favourite, bc there's so much good stuff (plus im relatively new to them and still Exploring the kv world so haven't had as much time to establish them), BUT there is one thing that im really so so so very into and it's the idea of knives and vash only being capable of having sex with each other
i already mentioned it in this post, which pretty much says most of it really
but yeah i LOVE the idea of their bodies being incompatible with human bodies and rejecting them (in the case of flower genitalia, a closed bud that never blooms and opens, and in the case of a more regular genitalia situation, an unresponsive dick/hole, no erection, no lubrication, no gape. just the tightness of an unwiling opening. just the burn of desperate need against skin rubbed raw)
and along with the lack of bodily response, we have touches and gropes being discomforting, grating, painful at times, and always feeling so, so wrong, like their entire body is on edge, wrongness crawling all over their skin.
it's not that glaring of an issue for nai, who would not have sex with humans (more accurately: anyone who's not vash). but in vash's case, who lives among humans, i'd find it definitely is.
although, the thing is, their bodies dont even work for themselves. not being able to have sex is one thing, but they can't masturbate either, bc their bodies need the other's to react, they don't respond to their own prods and touches and pleas. no amount of personal desire can make their bodies react, not unless the other is there. (which would negate the above comment: it is an issue for nai too, who can't properly physically manifest his desire for vash) (i dont think a nai sexually repressed for 150 yrs could lead to good things...)
and well, it's all bc essentially, they are one. two halves of a whole, made from each other and needing each other to complete each other. they exist as one and no matter how much time they spend apart, how much they clash, the truth of the fact is carved into the makeup of their bodies.
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anachronistic-falsehood · 5 months ago
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sigh. have not gotten a job yet and i feel a looming sense of dread just. hanging over my head. anyway im gonna watch pd s2 ep26 and hopefully my brain will reset itself and i'll feel slightly better
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cursivebloodlines · 1 year ago
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No need to apologize 'Cause there's nothing to regret Well, this is not what I wanted Guess all the good things come to an end
So baby, bye, bye Wish you the best But most of all, I wish that I could love you less Well, maybe you're right, I'll find someone else You say it isn't me, but when did that ever help?
Hold me closer Although you'll leave before the sunrise Might be bleeding, but don't you mind, I'll be fine Oh, it kills me I found the right one at the wrong time But until the sunrise Hold tight, hold tight
Maybe it happened too fast I guess that I understand You say that you never felt this way for anyone And that's why it scares you to death
So baby, bye, bye Know it's for the best Still I can't see how that would ease the pain in my chest
Hold me closer Although you'll leave before the sunrise I'll be bleeding, but don't you mind, I'll be fine Oh, it kills me I found the right one at the wrong time But until the sunrise Could you just hold me tight? I know I have to let go, but just give me the night
'Cause tomorrow will hurt Hurt really bad 'Cause I'm about to lose the best I ever had
Hold me closer Although you'll leave before the sunrise I'll be bleeding, but don't you mind, I'll be fine Oh, it kills me I found the right one at the wrong time But until the sunrise Could you just hold me tight? (Hold tight, hold tight) I know, I have to let go But just give me the night (hold tight, hold tight)
Can't you see that you Found the right one at the wrong time? It was just the wrong time Hold tight, hold tight
@overnightheartbeats
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chirpsythismorning · 2 years ago
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Bizarre Love Triangle by New Order
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#byler#stranger things#bizarre love triangle playlist#mike wheeler#mike’s pov#'it's no problem of mine but it's a problem i find-- living a life that i can't leave behind'#this lyric reminds me of s3 mike bleeding into s4 mike#his line “its not my main concern. it's just a sub-concern”#this could also maybe support the theory that mike does sense will has feelings for him but he is just very scared#and so he's waiting for that final moment when will says the words he doesn't have the courage to say#'i do admit to myself that if i hurt someone else then i'll never see just what we're meant to be'#this feels like the most love triangly lyric in the song#mike is struggling with being honest w el about how he doesn't love her romantically#and he's so scared about how badly this could end#the truth could ruin his relationship with el#and then at that point does he even deserve will or anyone for that matter?#i think this is also how the ga looks at it#they can't even imagine mike breaking up with el and hurting her#and so they also can't imagine mike ending up with will#and it also doesn't help that will and el are low-key siblings now#mike has got himself in quite a pickle#a bizarre love triangle indeed#also that second gif is so iconic#they frame it from mike's pov at the start of the shot#we see it sort of zoom out from el and will who are equally visible in the frame bc those are the two people mike is focused on#but if you pay closer attention#the camera lets us see who mike is really focused on for a split second#and it's not el...#4x02#gif
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queer-crusader · 1 year ago
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spicebiter · 2 years ago
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My roommates are watching Lego Monkie Kid in the living room with me and I really get why this show is popular with the ADHD crowd
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deeisace · 2 years ago
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Where is that one meme sorta thingy that's a crying cartoon blob
I am a crying cartoon blob :(
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago
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#i think. maybe ill go to bed before 8 tonight#bc my brain. i can't deal with it. and im tired#but i should not do that bc i have things i need to do#like. theres an application due the 11th. but fuck it i might not send it bc fucking whats the point#why has it become so impossible to function? i mean. i kno why but its still annoying#and its like so crazy bc i just feel like im curled up on the floor with the broken pieces of my life and nothing terribles even happened#from an outside perspective its perfectly fine and good my insides have just rottef out#like i had to spend most of today plotting an experiment and i feel bad bc im just so. im so worried that looking after yhis thing is going#to hurt. its going to drain away hours of my time. i dont kno how long it take to deal with every single day for 2 weeks#ill have to water it at 7 and 5 and take measurements all day probably and im very worried about the amount of damage thats going to do#when it already feels like i should b careful where i step. and i feel bad bc im prob such a bummer to hang around like im so sullen faced#and i just dont care. like we had to make a decision bc we could do one thing or another and it would b answering 2 diff questions#and my boss was like. well which do u find most interesting. and i just. i dont care im more concern with the amount of psychic damage this#will inflict upon me so i just dont really give a fuck and that makes me so sad bc like at one point this probably would have been fun#and now im just bitter and it hurt and i jusr want to lay down and not get up#and im like how the fuck am i supposed to find a phd position when the enthusiasm for what i do now has completely burned thru me?#like hi yes r u looking for a new student? im dizzy and my life is falling apart even tho everythings my brains just on fire#but ya kno i think id b an asset to your lab! sigh... itll b fine i kno it will bc it has to b#ill visit the school i wanna go to. hopefully not make myself look like too much of an unstable moron and then leave this place#dragg my bleeding soul across the country to shrivel up in a different area code#somethings gotta give but lets hope it waits a couple months ya kno#ugh. im just tired. i should sleep. i didnt sleep enough last night. and i didnt relax on the weekend so ive got that i don't kno what day#it is type of vertigo. but tomorrow will b better. it will bc i dont want it to b worse#unrelated#i just want to study things that made me feel something. y doesn't that have to b so hard?#let me study slime. endless days alone with the green goo
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girlivealwaysbean · 18 days ago
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i think about this line from rwrb a lot
#laying in bed on my stomach blasting olivia rodrigo because im sad#my dad is my dad he's so tiring to live with god my tongue is (metaphorically) bleeding from having to hold onto every thought#and feeling i have yk bite my tongue etc#and my mom. calling me like 5 days after she left for the first time just to ask about why my dad said what he said to her#and then angrily shout and complain about him to me#like. im tired. of these stupid fucking pathetic excuses of adults#i want parents real parents i can't believe god hates me so much that i feel like i have 0 inspite having 2#like. when my mom complains 'i can't believe he did this how can he even do this doesn't he see me as a human?? '#and i just listen quietly because#yeah. he doesn't. he literally said it to you in front of all of us when i was 18.i begged you to divorce him when i was 17#how is it surprising anymore obviously he's horrible he's a fucking sociopath#but you cared too much about society to leave him so just bear with him then#you doomed yourself and me with you not that you even care#every major decision he has taken in the past 5 years of my life have directly contributed to my depression#doing this degree i begged not to not sending me to college not sending me to the classes i wanted and then moving me here#so fuck you ugh fuck both of you honestly#i hate that i can't even say anything because it's literally pointless ive already said it 500 times and it doesn't matter#i don't matter really they'll fight and make up and fight and make up and continue to ruin my childhood and adulthood and they'll#die thinking oh we were such great parents#well fuck u i hope i never have to speak to you again when i move out
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call-me-kitty · 21 days ago
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