#But it's still Really Related i Think. I Have these too [It's leafy‚ gaty & coiny]

[heroicleader2763]

ooc: okay: fairly quick guide to possible just kin to psychosis. I am not a professional. Please double check. From low to high chance.

I relate to this character but there is a LARGE gap between me and them

i think this character would act like me a few times

i think this character behaves a lot like me but most actions are different

I think that this character would do these exact actions a few times

This character would behave exactly like me a lot

This character would behave similar to me to a T

this character is me in some way. (Note. Red flags can start here but not necessarily)

This character behaves a certain way so I do too

I alter my behavior willingly to be closer to this character (and not out of a desire to be more of a certian trait or virtue)

I cannot control behaving more like a characher when presented with new information (red flags officially start here.)

I sincerely believe ( if the character is fictional) that this character is completely real

I believe I am this character factually in any way

I believe that anything that happens to this character happens to me( red flag nothing. This is red pool you dived so deep.)

I experience false memories of things that happen to the character i believe I am

I experience false memories of things that did not happen to this ( fictional) characher. Any attempts to tell me otherwise does not cause me to debate this as they are fake memories and I know this

I experience false memories. Attempts to tell me otherwise may or may not make me defensive . They feel like actual memories to me sometimes.

I am so attached to false memories that are so realistic that I get defensive at the notion of it all being fake.

I cannot tell what is a false memory and the notion of them being fake is preposterous to me

i sometimes sincerely believe I am this character and have to snap out of it to continue living normally

I regularly believe I am this character and can get into arguments about me being them

I cannot tell me and this character are two separate entities.

So... I think thats a good scale of that for me. Once again check it, okay?

-🌿

ooc: From "I cannot control behaving more like a characher when presented with new information" And up to The Second Last one, all Of these Hit So Close 6_6 i can Understand me And the Characters are Separate, But They're still Me in a Way. it's kind Of a Blur. I can Understand I'm Me, But I'm Also them. I wouldn't be if i Didn't feel That Connection. I'm also Them Because i Feel the Same things They've Been Through in Such a Personal Level it Strays from "i Relate with this" to something Bigger

It's mostly the "Memories" thing. I Know they Are "Fake", But how Exactly does that Work when i Have them in Such a Realistic Way? It's kind Of Paradoxical to Me, Though that Just might be Me Not understanding Abstract Concepts in General [It's the ASD by The Way]. And That brings Me to Another Question; I'm Pretty Terrible with, Imagining Stuff Deliberately. Im Pretty sure i Have Hypophantasia [Another thing i Have been Thinking about Non-stop ever Since i Talked with Other people about it And realized that Not being Able to Imagine things Clearly is Not Normal], i struggle With "coming Up With New stuff" or just Simply Trying to Perceive things with "The mind's eye" as I've seen it Be called Before. And Yet these Memories are So Real — At least Compared to the Real Ones