#Broken hearts and broken minds
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…Tired of losing my nightmares are lucid I ain’t won a battle in my head since this war’s fuckin’ begun…..
#yes I’m still here unfortunately#not by my choice tho#against my will#i’m losing my mind#I still don’t understand#broken heart#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation#he told me to un-alive myself#you can’t tell a suicidal individual that#and he already knew I am#anyway I’m under observation#like I fucking want to be watched 🙄#trans woman#trans women#sad girl#i'm sad#sadness#transexual#this is what trans looks like#trans experience#trans positivity
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[ID: Bruce Wayne and Minhkhoa Khan breaking up in the rain. Bruce is in normal civilian clothes while Khoa has a white cloak on and a mask that hides his eyes. Khoa persuades, “We'll start in a small city in Southeast Asia, and systematically dismantle its criminal underworld. Out all the corrupt politicians. And then we'll go to the next, and the next. We'll build a high-tech base of operations that moves with us. We'll live well off the coffers of the gangs we dismantle. We'll expand from there. In time, maybe we could even tackle a city like Gotham. Not like boys, but like men at the peak of our skills.” Bruce simply tells him, “No.” Minhkhoa points an accusatory finger at him as his angry response has been edited to be a post by @/egirlbutternubs that reads, “But babe you love being gaslit.” END ID]
#everybody has their burdens. for example mine is constantly thinking about batman 105 and how it could have been soo good....#like this drives me INSANE.#hes trying to convince bruce to stay. to not leave him. he shouts he doesn't care about anyone or anything but is standing there#in the rain while bruce is about to literally board an airplane and hes trying so hard to convince him to change his mind#to not 'throw away' what hes been training to do. to not limit himself to just one city#like haha silly edit but the fact ghat khoa is putting his heart on his sleeve the most he ever will right here#to his one and only friend the only person who seems to understand him and then being told hes broken??#literally it's such a betrayal. its heartbreaking and infuriating. its insulting.#i have a big and better post about this in my drafts somewhere......#in the meantime i love toxic yaoi & im plagued by the idea of khoas potential in a good writers hands and how itll most likely never happen#c: batman | i: 105#crypt's panels#batman#posts from the crypt#minhkhoa khan#ghostbat
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Reflections and Refractions
All the individual images :D
#purplearts#chonny jash#cccc#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj whole#cj heart#cj mind#cj soul#i loooove broken glass in regards to the HMSW I think its so cool
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had a human au thought of Barnaby and Wally. idk doing their taxes or going through bills together since they share a house & Barnaby going "hey we could get married for tax benefits and health insurance. wait no what if i want to marry Howdy someday? it's illegal to be married to two people." Wally goes "we could get divorced" and Barnaby gets legitimately sad like:
#wally: uhhhhhh. um. i think i left the oven running#barnaby: YOU DONT BAKE- GET BACK HERE AND ANSWER THE QUESTION#in human au barnaby's ideal world he can marry both his platonic life-partner And the love of his life#but the american government says No smh#my heart goes out to polyams everywhere#fuckkkkk getting unwell about this aus barnaby and wally again everyone#like i have so many different little plot lines and mini aus for the au#like what if there was a covid arc?#in my mind lockdown happens while wally is Elsewhere#so he cant exactly get back home! and obviously no one is happy about that but wally is dealing well enough#but barnaby's like 🥺 my lil buddys out there all on his own and im alone here so im gonna call him every day#(also i like to think that howdy spends lockdown w/ barn or vice-versa but this aint about that)#wally: vibing#barnaby: a bit of a wreck#absolutely unprompted#wh modern human au#but then also Angsty Thoughts of yo when they all get old uhhh who dies first#and In My Mind! they both die within a few days of each other#maybe barnaby goes first and wally just. pines away. broken heart syndrome babey!#also having soft thoughts of them when they first became friends#barnaby taking him to the farm and introducing him to the animals <3#wally trying to help out with morning chores after a sleepover <3#ms. beagle absolutely adoring wally and always having his favorite snacks In Stock for whenever he comes by <3#that one time barnaby broke somebody's jaw for going a little too far w/ insulting wally & almost got expelled <3#mannn they're so! honestly goals#oh and later on when they have their own place wally having his own lil art studio#and barnaby continuing to be his go-to muse <3#wally probably has so much fuckign art of barnaby lmao#OHHHHH AND THE CAR CRASH ARCCCCC DONT EVEN GET ME FUCKIGN STARTED#EMOTIONS CENTRAL THAT IS
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#don't mind me reposting my tiktoks here#guess what im watching again#the show that put balm on my broken heart after voltr-n#it's a lot of fun to rewatch after so long#shera and the princesses of power#shera adora#shera catra#catradora#i love them so much#spop#she ra
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I often think how Wyll is someone Astarion would have a crush on "if he was still 13" (Quoting from memory).
There's something to be said about the innocence long lost. About longing for the safety of falling in love with a good person and trusting they won't leave. Can you imagine young Astarion with his heart stirred by tales of a hero and his head full of dreams?
How bitter to then hear him speak about Wyll's joining them, scoffing sarcastically about how "he feels safer already".
How raw it must feel to fall in love with him after all this. To look in his eyes and see both hope and loss at all times, and just slowly, bit by bit, learn to live with it.
Looking in Wyll's eyes is the closest Astarion gets to be able to look into a mirror.
#dont mind me#just woke up with a broken heart#astarion#astarion ancunin#wyll#wyll ravengard#wyll romance#wyllstarion#wyll x astarion#astarion x wyll
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⚠️Vote for whomever YOU DO NOT KNOW⚠️‼️
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Dear Diary,
I don’t care anymore. Nothing changes.
#dear diary#heart vs mind#broken record#i’m so done#i have nothing left to give#i’m fed up#take for granted#tick tock#i don’t care anymore#struggling#deceit#at a loss for words#sad#numb#weight of the world#overwhelmed#invisible#hollow#sick of being sick#ptsd#i wish it meant as much to you as it does to me#wishful thinking
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In my defense, I just wanted to see if he'd like it... :(
#my art#doodles#fan art#art#deltarune#xiakeik arts#deltarune spamton#deltarune fanart#spamton g spamton#spamton#pink addison#blue addison#yellow addison#orange addison#addispam#addison spamton#stardew valley#stardrop#id like to apologize in advance for any hearts ive broken it was initally meant to be wholesome LMAO#favorite thing in stardew? spamton#my mind is indeed filled with thoughts of spamton
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in my head, kieran survived the o’driscoll kidnapping, but by the time he’d got back to shady belle after someone found him bleeding out in the street and took him to the doctor, the gang was gone, and he took the opportunity to escape the gang lifestyle, running off to strawberry and beginning work with the timber folks
years later, you can find him at pronghorn ranch in epilogue 1, lovingly tending to the horses in the barn when you go to scoop the manure, and he’s made an honest living for himself. and the o’driscolls are gone because sadie killed then all and he is finally safe and happy is anyone listening can anyone hear me
#does anyone care where javier fits in here#in my little mind world they run off together but not at the same time#i want to write more about this but i have no idea where to start and this is all i can find the words for at the moment#if my brain can work for a little longer i may reblog w javi’s side of this au#it takes him a lot longer to actually buck up and run off but it happens literally right before the pinkertons come to beaver hollow#like he takes the opportunity during the height of the confusion when john renters camp to run off#because john is alive and dutch lied and he misses kieran so much and it’s just his last straw#his heart is broken and loyalty matters to him still more than anything but it isn’t dutch he’s loyal to anymore#i’m literally delusional#autism is a crazy thing cuz why am i literally making up an entire au and constantly thinking abt a ship that literally only 3 people in the#world ship#please put me down i wish i could have gotten hyperfixated on a Normal ship but noooo#it’s THIS ONE#someone please indulge me i have so may thinks and thots#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javieran#i won’t tag javi because. he’s literally not mentioned in the actual post LOL#text#hero's talking to himself again
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character design for mind (storm and a spring) for cccc the musical, anyone?
because my handwriting probably is intelligible, the second 1 after the readmore says "uses his logic to logically logic his logical brain to diss heart logically for 11 logical min(s)"
cccc the musical au by @finleyforevermore
#his umbrella is so very broken#He doesnt care though#hes logically logiced himself to logically ignore it#yes i know logiced isnt a word#ive logically logiced it using logic to make it a word#I'm so funny#anywahs#neon's nonsense#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj heart#cccc#cccc heart#cccc mind#cj mind#chonny jash fanart
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Sato x Sugu x You Family Dynamics
Okay, so these are cute back-and-forth headcanons I had with a friend, and this is how we coping today from the depressive train that's gonna hit us in a couple weeks :')
Tags: Gojo x Geto x You, Poly-relationship, Pregnancy, Kids, Co-parenting, Fluff, Domestic, Family Dynamics
SO! Satoru would be the one that would provide your physical needs. Suguru would be the one that would provide you with all your emotional needs.
You wanted something? Satoru got you. Had a bad day at work? Suguru will be there.
If one had kids, the other would need one, too, so good luck, soldier.
Also, in this context, Satoru is Dada. Suguru is Papa.
Suguru would be the first one that would get you pregnant. The firstborn would be a girl, and Satoru is OBSESSED. He's nagging and nagging you about having another child, BUT only after you fully recovered.
Gojo gets you pregnant next, a boy. Don't get me wrong, he's happy, but he's a bit pouty about it coz Geto has a little mini-me but A GIRL. HE WANTS THAT TOO.
The siblings grow a bit more, and it doesn't take long before Suguru gets you pregnant again, and it's a boy! He didn't want another one with you, not because he didn't want to, but because he knows how hard pregnancy is. And Suguru says that he's okay with this pair of kids, but Satoru isn't done.
After you recover, Satoru is nagging you about having that dream baby girl, and you and Suguru usually say no. Y'all already have your hands full with two kids! But! He's teary-eyed and crying when you say, "Two is enough, Satoru." He counters you, though. "BUT IMAGINEEEEE~ A little girl with my hair and eyes, wouldn't you want that?"
Of course, Gojo fucking Satoru would always get what he wants, so it wasn't long before you were pregnant again... but unfortunately for him, it's another boy. (lmaoooo)
He's happy; the more, the merrier, but he cannot think about that little daughter that haunts his dreams. Yes, he loves Suguru's daughter like his own, but "it's not the same." And if there's anything you've learned about Satoru, this man gets jealous very easily. It doesn't help that Suguru's daughter is a daddy's girl, always clinging to him and all that stuff.
The boys adore Satoru, though. They love him and get into playful scuffles all the time.
After a few more years of convincing and Satoru finally gets you to agree to have one more, "just one more," he says, "no matter what it is, I'm done after this." You believe him, so you agree. To his delight, it's finally a girl!
So to recap, Suguru's eldest daughter adores her Papa. The boys love their Dada. So one would think that with the way Satoru spoils his daughter, she would favor her Dada, yes? But no. She adores you. She wants something? She comes to you. She hurt herself? It's Mama she runs to. She's attached to your hip, to Satoru's dismay. Yes, she loves Dada, but even Satoru could see the favoritism lmaooo. She's the type of kid that when Satoru brings her out to parks, or anywhere, she's like, "I like it, but I would have liked it better if Mom were here" kinda kid.
A few more years passed, and when the kids were old enough to be bringing friends over, these two would always glare at the boys that your girls would be bringing over, traumatizing the kids to the point where they would disagree to hangout unless Satoru and Suguru are out of the house.
Your eldest tells you about it soon enough, though. "Mom, they did something." And when you hear the whole story, you go, "Darling, go take your siblings to the living room and watch a movie or something," she does dutifully, and you drag these two men for an earful lecture. She settled the little ones before the three eldest pressed their ears against the door to y'all's room, giggling as they did so. After the lecture, they still bicker like, "Look what you did." "Nah, YOU started it—" and they would only stop when you started to glare at them again.
Satoru, the whinier of the two, would confront your eldest daughter (Suguru's) about it too. "Hey, why'd you snitch on us, hm?" "Coz you're being annoying about my friends, Dad." *insert dramatic gasp here* "DAD???? I'M DADA—" "No, right now you are DAD." You wonder why this man is so surprised about y'all's daughter's snarkiness when both Suguru and Satoru were literally like this when they were younger.
Anywho, y'all's beds are huge as fuck... only because the kids like to invade your room in the middle of the night. Whether it's because one of them had a nightmare or misses you. If one moved to y'all's room, it's a domino effect from there. Everyone would drag their pillows and move into the bed with you three, and it's just a huge cuddle pile in the morning.
#gojo x geto x reader#gojo headcanons#geto headcanons#gojo satoru#geto suguru#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fluff#poly-relationship#drabbles#dont mind me coping while i prepare to get my heart broken#tbh i hate kids but these two would convince me and i know it asjdhaksdf#﹒ ᵔᴗᵔ﹒sato sugu family dynamics﹒ ⟢﹒
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Mama's heart 💙❄
Same as manga I can't
HE'S SMILING BUT I'M NOT
I'M NOT OKAY
THAT CRACK IS FROM MY BROKEN HEART NOT HIM
HE'S TOTALLY FINE TRUST ME
#he's a mama's boy#change my mind#my heart is so broken#can you feel the crack#teach me how to smile touya#that goddamn smile#mha dabi#touya#todoroki touya#touya todoroki#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#my hero academia#mha s7#bnha season 7#bnha s7#mha season 7
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i’m just sayiiiiiiiin’ bro, there was never a world where rei thought nayuta wouldn’t be by his side as they created their ideal world, with all the struggles that came with that goal
and similarly, just as ichiro had resolved to be alone, to play the bad guy as long as he gets the means to keep his small world safe, he bonded with kuukou, who was determined to not let ichiro be alone thru all their shady shit, and was devastated when he left bc ichiro never considered kuukou wouldn’t be by his side IM JUST SAYIN
#vee queued to fill the void#IM JUST PUTTING IT OUT THERE#THAT THE MARRIED COUPLE HAVE BONDED IN A VERY SIMILAR WAY TO ICHIRO AND KUUKOU WHOSE DUET TITLE IS A DOUBLE ENTENDRE FOR GETTING MARRIED#IM JUST SAAAAAYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING#lol i think rei creating nayuta’s ideal world is very much his special flair for their bond#but i was thinking about how nayuta’s words are his north and wondering if kuukou imparted wisdom that ichiro lives by#there is one i talk about occasionally lol but what immediately came to mind was a line i was kinda stumped by while tling the bb track#when the bros are arguing about their respective sides of the generational argument saburo says a community broken up is gone for good#and i was very pleasantly surprised that ichiro told him bonds aren’t so easily broken by distance#lol like that feels like a point jiro would make so i was surprised ichiro said it#kuukou actually says something very similar to ichiro in dod chapter one iirc like their bond isn’t something so easily broken#and i think that was reinforced by ichiro and kuukou still clicking after all these years#like ichiro wasn’t afraid to call kuukou frame one and share his idea for the bp they still have trust in each other#so maybe that’s something kuukou imparted to ichiro that he kept close to heart 🥺
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OOH YEAH BABY! PARTY TIME BABY! MUSIC! DRINKS! SOCIAL PRESSURE & A PSYCHEDELIC BREAK DOWN! WELCOME TO VAMPIRE SOCIETY MOTHERFUCKER! ARE YOU SCARED? DO YOU UNDERSTAND YET? ITS OKAY IF NOT. FIRE DISSOLVED IT! ITS ALL GONE NOW. HAVE FUN!
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#RRAAHH IM IN LOVE WITH THIS SHOW SOOO GOODDAMN MUCH!! each o these characters has STOLEN my HEART!!!#LIKE EMIZEEELLL i love emizel so much.. runnin around announcing that HE isa PRINCE while shiloh FINALLY quietly clicks the pieces together#nathan hanover you MADMAN!!! that slow dramatic guitar riff as emizel makes that announcement was so fuckin COOL UGHHHH#MR HANOVER DOES IT AGAIN just creating tracks that absoultely WORM into my MIND and HHEAARRT UUGHHGHH#emizel is so cool and so funny and so adorable UUGHH ill gush abt him more when i finally post my emizel n soda doodle page#ARTHUR FUCKING BENNET. i totally get why grizz has a hard time playing him. hes cool and stoic n its not easy to play a man o little words#BUT BBOOOY DOES HE DO IT WELL!! arthur DOES come off as so stoic n cool & it just makes his lil misfortunes all the more charming#like falling into the red fear or confrontin edward twilight or accidentally doing lsd. I LOVE THATS HES THE BAD LUCK GUY.#okay uhhu uhh i have limited room here what else should i say uhh. THE NPCS. MY GOD THE NPCS. CHARLIE U WONDERFUL MADMAN#edward twilight is SUCH a funny fucking antagonist. and supposedly his magic stuff is super scary?? SO EXCITED TO SEE MORE OF THAT#ill ramble abt mr deacon keller later eheh i have a. uh. a doodle page in the works. so in the meantime DAYBRINGER SOLOMON!!#“HERE COMES THE SUN MOTHERFUCKER!” “ILL SEE YOU IN HELL. NOT. IM GOING TO HEAVEN. BITCH.” like come on now. oh my god. i need him#BIG POWERFUL BEAST AND EVERY WORD HE SAYS HAS ME CRACKING UP. THE MUFFLED VOICE IN THE DARK BROKEN BY “LIGHT!”#TRULY HILARIOUS AND YET TRULY HORRIFYING. I FUCKIN LOVE CHARLIE NPCS SO MUCH. I HOPE WE SEE HIM AGAIN OHH MY GOOOODDD#OKAYokay. im normal now. ill talk abt the piece. if u read my tags this far then u get special secret knowledge abt the artistic process#IM VERY HAPPY WITH MY COLORS! i know they were hallucinating on drugs so i just recalled the times i did drugs & used that as my influence#REMEMBER KIDS! acid is totally fine if ur safe and responsible about it. do acid and then stare at my art for a bit trrruuust me. IT MOVES!#anyway i think thats all my thoughts here. thank you for looking at my art n thanku if ur one o the ppl that says nice things in the tags#U are LITERLY my life blood i pick up each of u n kiss u so sweetly on the head. remember to try acid!!!!
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Nesta halted him with a hand on his chest. Just one hand, and he stopped, utterly at her command.
If she wanted it to end here, it would. It softened her enough that she couldn’t quite keep the tremor out of her voice
Chapter 38, Acosf.
I can't voice what this scene did to me 😭
#nessian#acotar#nessian supremacy#cassian#nesta archeron#cassian x nesta#how can someone hate him after this?????#acosf#ending the “he's an abuser” shit#you're an abuser#and mentally ill if you don't get the meaning of this scene#please learn how to read#this world would be a better place if antis could read#cassian is the best#periodt#more man like him#anti anti#put your glasses back on#cassian>>>#this is what she deserves#it softened her heart#you know this feeling?#it's like healing something you didn't know it was broken#or you were used to it being broken#it's like when you don't think you deserve this kind of affection and someone shows this type of affection to you your mind goes haywire#you're confused#you feel something good for the first time#CASSIAN HEALED ME OK#NESTA DID TOO#i'm emotional
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