#And I AM loyal to a fault

[catullansparrowlet]

I really, really hope one of these two companies will decide to give me a chance. I’m being fucked over by my limited availability (thanks to the Belgian rules about student work) and the fact that I’m trans, but I really hope one of them will be willing to overlook those in favour of what I can bring to the table. Which is a loyal and motivated employee who unironically enjoys barista-ing and all it entails. 

[doverstar]

to be clear, I think Rose Tyler being an often-selfish character is great. I think it's great because real women are selfish. Real women get petty. Real women hear their ex boyfriend say he's going out with a mutual acquaintance and get unfairly jealous and real women then say things like "she's a bit big" when they shouldn't and they have no right. Real women can be monsters, and Rose Tyler is relatable and I love how she is written and I love her, thanks for listening

[just-sp-in-inginthevoid]

No, no, because Mucho's death.

Aside from the obvious part of being killed by the very thing you raised that people - rightfully so - focus on, what about the other tragic aspects of it?

Mucho got released before the rest of S62 - because of his good behavior, because he's an exemplary inmate ig - and that kills him.

He dies because he goes out alone, because he was well-behaved. And that's not the worse because that'd be too easy if that was the case.

Honestly, S62 most likely doesn't like juvie (pretty sure nobody does, even if & because that's where they met Izana and he's not even there this time around. They came back here because Izana cannot come back anymore.) so it's not surprising Mucho got out as soon as he could; but they also went to juvie by their own volition and they most likely don't want to be separated again. But Mucho got out as soon as he could.

Because there were other people waiting from him outside - Toman which he had to apologize to, Sanzu of course, and also Kakucho who was waiting alone for S62, suffering alone about Izana's death while S62 had each other.

Mucho got out because he had to apologize, make amends, and find Kakucho fast after S62 learnt he made it alive.

But he got out alone, vulnerable, trusting.

I don't think he thought Toman forgave him; but I think he was at peace with what happened during Tenjiku. Losing Izana hurts a lot but he knows what remains and he's determined to right his wrongs, to work for a better life. And he trusts, and he's loyal, and he loves, and he didn't see that coming.

He got out because he loved. Toman, S62, Sanzu, Kakucho - everything. He got killed for it, too.

And Kakucho? If he exchanged letters with S62 in juvie - I don't know, but he caught on the fact Mucho died (and at Sanzu's hands). He had had to learn which day Mucho got released on and the fact nobody saw him afterwards. That there was maybe one person who would care enough to pick him up. And one person who would resent enough to get rid of him.

Mucho wouldn't just follow anyone, wouldn't let his guard down near just anyone and would also not disappear like that.

Mucho would have find him. Mucho should have find him.

He should've been the one to pick Mucho up

And that adds to Kakucho's depression during this time S62 spent at juvie - because he lost Izana and he lost Mucho and he's all alone to deal with it. Once again, he's alive and his loved-ones are not and he's too tired of history repeating itself.

[niuxita21]

Auntie P being the most beautiful woman at the party despite only being there for 2 seconds. Her power!!!!!

[present-mom-blog]

Bsd 118 spoilers under the cut!

It's just something about Atsushi losing hope. Everyone who he has met one by one is gone now, don't you see? Nearly in the order he's met with and worked with them.

Dazai? Mersault before this entire rodeo happened.

Kunikida? Gooped.

Tanizaki? Gooped.

Kenji? Gooped.

And now–

At Atsushi's lowest, where he can't even hallucinate someone either helping him or guiding him or even berating him! No one is there beside him! No one! He has no one and no one is there for him and–

And Dostoevsky appears.

He appears, destruction in his shadow, showcasing just who he is and his motives.

He tries to extend a hand to Atsushi, tries to tell him that he is here to help and that he is here to SAVE Atsushi.

How interesting. Atsushi is at his lowest. Atsushi is at his mental weakest. Atsushi's mind can't even summon someone to berate him for his weakness or guide him to fight. And Dostoevsky is here, trying so very hard to be someone that Atsushi could cling to in this time.

But we all know it will never work.

Maybe if Dostovetsky had gotten Atsushi first. Maybe if he had interacted with the boy first, maybe if he had drawn Atsushi in first. It could have worked then.

But it won't work now.

Because Atsushi knows Dostovetsky is the one behind this destruction of his world. The deaths of his family. Dostovetsky is behind it all, Atsushi knows that.

And to Atsushi?

That's the greatest sin that Dostovetsky could have committed.

[imissthembutitwasntadisaster]

Sometimes I must simply listen to The Last One by Maisie Peters to remind myself of who I am meant to be.

[fantasykiri5]

Honestly I’m REALLY hoping Jimmy’s hunger games sim prediction for the life series is right again, as much as there are a load of player that it would be really cool to see win, if been hoping for a Joel win for AGES like since double life and especially last season so I REALLY hope it’s right again

[settle-down-frohike]

I just love your username so damn much. Also your blog, but like... seriously, A+ on the username.

So, fun fact. It was “dropletsofjupiter” when I first made my way into the TikTok fandom. And as I usually do when I’m having a bad day, I was eating Ramen noodles and watching X-Files as my comfort. That particular day it happened to be E.B.E. This was back when we actually used to have chat groups on TikTok. And I entered the chat as settldownfohike and people just went nuts over it. But truthfully, it’s because I genuinely have a very large soft spot for the lone gunman, frohike in particular. And also because it was one of the first very territorial displays you saw come from Mulder in regards to Scully. If you watch that scene, you see his facial expression go from amused to quite serious quite fast. It’s one of the first indications that you see of his feelings towards her. And it just stuck with me.

[ladykennymccormick]

Kenny is the silly dog of South Park. The snoopy to Stan’s Charlie Brown and the gromit to cartman’s Wallace. A silly creature with the tragedy of being an animal in a humans world. Kenny is just man’s best friend

[pocket-size-cthulhu]

It's getting to the point where instead of being encouraged, I just get pissed when people tell me their friends' success stories with getting jobs as software devs without formal education.

Everyone is like "oh yeah my friend did it without a degree, you can too!" And I'm like ok how did they get past the auto rejectors that won't even look at you if you don't have a degree? How good were they before they were hired, and who supported them while they educated themselves? Or who agreed to take them under the wing and give them a chance even though they were green?

I know people are trying to be encouraging but it's starting to feel less like "I believe you can do it" and more like "if you haven't done it yet, what's wrong with you?" They'll be like "you don't need a degree to succeed, just a willingness to learn" and I'm like, I know that as well as anyone, but to the people responsible for making budget decisions, I'm too much of a risk. What do I have to show for myself to them?

Like at the end of the day it just feels like either these folks were super lucky or I'm super unlucky and either way, hearing their stories doesn't usually help or encourage me. I'm fighting an uphill battle here trying to convince folks who think we're in an economic downtown, that a US-based junior developer is a good investment. Yuck. If you don't have anything helpful to say then at this point just don't say anything 😭

[gooopy]

We need more self shippers that make their s/is have fucked up codependant relationships w villain f/os. Ita okay though ill do it 100000 times to make up for it

[zorosdimples]

for as laidback and secure as zoro comes across in your relationship, he would never ever share you.

[lnkedmyheart]

I view Dazai as bisexual in general. That means I dont just view him as bi so I can ship him with Chuuya, hell my primary hc is that he is bi and has an infatuation with Chuuya who is ace and uninterested in any romantic partnerships. And so far with the way Dazai interacts with men, he hasn't let me down yet.

[skyguyed]

God I have so many feelings about Claudia jesus Christ I'm so sad

[xhatake]

anyways kakashi has a bad track record when it comes to how he treats his friends in this essay, i will ---

[ah0yh0y]

what if crane wives album made me cry. what then