#Abiotic

[toc-the-elder]

Blurry Canal Street bathroom selfie, new shirt

So I went to Manchester on a rather pointless quest, and my train got cancelled (as per usual when it comes to Northern Rail, they should just admit its an every two hours service) so I went and sat and had a sad solo drink. It started throwing it down but it was loud inside and when I drink I just compulsively smoke cigarettes just to have something to do with my hands, so I sat outside. I had my umbrella, and this guy comes over, having failed to open his table's umbrella, jokingly saying "Well I'll just share this one then if that's alright." Got to talking with him and his boyfriend, they were super nice and fun to talk to.

And oh my fucking god they were kind to me. Like so complimentary, telling me I pass, I'm really pretty, all sorts. As the conversation progressed, they just kept complimenting me. Saying I have a feminine face, nice cheek bones and jawline, and lovely hair too. And my voice. And my figure. And my hips. Like I saw a jaw drop when I stood up for a sec. And frankly were rather impressed with my tits. Which is encouraging because they've definitely grown in the last few weeks. They were so kind to me when they really didn't have to be. And sure, they were somewhat drunk, but not overly so, so it didn't read as drunken nonsense. They called me strong, and confident, and intelligent. And they didn't need to. I've just been feeling so dysphoric about a lot of the above recently, especially my face and my voice. I needed this. I needed someone to tell me I'm hot, actually.

It's just nice knowing all this effort isn't for naught. I try my best, and so many days just feel like it's not worth it. And I was feeling so disgusting today. My skin just looks gross. But they were nice to me. And they made me feel confident and pretty and I just really needed that.

Oh, and I got ma'amed earlier too, which is nice.

[vomititallout]

there is no justification for my ruthless decapitation,

there is no justification,

for man believes what he cannot see and will spill his blood for thee.

[d4xis]

Abiotic Factor

[onlyhurtforaminute]

[unsenttextsuggestion]

Do you think we should talk about it at all? I think you were right to call it platonic yet psychosexual and we really dove headfirst into it lmao. I really enjoyed it though - I just like being close to you. Thank you for being safe and trustworthy.

[bench0tv]

She call me a Scientist the way I use The Method

Abiotic Factor with arvidthemusic!!

[identifyingmetalbandsinposts]

Logo of the Day

Abiotic

Progressive Deathcore

[kegoblocks-blog]

Abiotic - The singe (2012)

[kebasnaek]

A discussion on Freaky Things. Starring @jame7t and @cryptotheism playing Abiotic Factor. Full VOD can be found Here

[toc-the-elder]

She is most concern.

[clementine-kesh]

whenever i see people saying stuff like “space exploration is a scam it’s just a bunch of rocks and dust out there” i’m like well have you considered that some of us like rocks and dust

[scrubdowner]

indoctrination

[onlyhurtforaminute]

ABIOTIC-BELIEVE THE UNSEEN

[unsenttextsuggestion]

I’m so so tired. I’m trying to reach out for help but I don’t know what help I need. I miss being someone’s. Not necessarily in a romantic way just like. I’ve slowly been replaced as people’s number one person, even yours. I know I fucked up but I thought our bond was stronger than that. I thought you’d be able to tell me to back off. Not that you should have to I just. Thought we had that trust. I’m sorry.

[that-darn-hyena]

So I stuck some yeens into Abiotic Factor