#5 sober months

[mrsfitzgerald]

i can't remember when I've been this happy 🥹

[noblemalone]

What if Dragon Age but they all work at Costco

it’s been 20 minutes and I’m already obsessed with this AU

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[smol-lydia]

I’m seeing notifs on my Viktor stuff again pre s2 and hello Viktor arcane nation I promise I’m alive I was/am on a brief fic hiatus to my life doing life stuff but I hope to be back at it again soon

[angelstrawbabie420]

ik this is probably a regular part of grief especially losing ppl traumatically/unexpectedly but man i am tired of being worried SICK that my loved ones are going to just drop dead and working myself into a panic when i dont hear from them for too long

[incorrectquotesideas-deactivated]

Person A: Do you want a beer? I’m paying.

Person B, going through the restaurant’s menu: No. Ugh, where’s the good stuff?

Person A, half jokingly: I thought you were an alcoholic.

Person B: Exactly. I’d need at least, like, four beers — without food — to get slightly buzzed, and my stomach can’t fit over 2 beers in it. I’m small. I’ll have a rum, neat.

[identitty-dickruption]

engaging in some arts and crafts on this fine evening…. if the AA-goers get little chips lord knows I’m gonna get a little colourful thing too

[books-andspace]

🎉 ig

[slashrabbitbunny]

Whiteboard dump raaaaa!!!❤️🐰❤️

[what-even-is-sleep]

Doing my sexy addiction-prevention thing where if I ever think “can I stop x substance for two weeks?” I try to stop for two weeks.

[mrsfitzgerald]

i'm sick of anxiety. i can't remember when i've been this worried. after last year's concerts, watching richard ignore everyone is just awful. knowing how great and fun it was and comparing it to this indifference... i just can’t. if a few more concerts are like this, i will probably stop following them, doing gifs and most likely stop using tumblr at all. that's how sad i feel about the whole situation. i understand that we are all human, we all have bad days, i would even put up with them removing the kisses altogether. but seeing this indifference is the worst. i love them for almost 25 years and i have probably seen all their concerts, but i have never seen such indifference in richard’s movements and it breaks my heart. anyway thanks everyone for these few happy years, we really have so many good things to remember 💔

[chamaleonsoul]

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[lanarchive]

FODEN?

ella i can explain.

[alcohol-eyes]

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[coldcrypt]

started weighing at 69 kgs Monday and am now 66 (Friday), but I think its mostly water weight (following day was 67). Good to know tho, because I had a drinking binge on Wednesday. Luckily it was only 1500 cal

[mini-uzzy]

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[healing-your-inner-child]

Sober Motivation

From the sober app

Sometimes good enough is all you need

Perfectionism is usually not a good thing. It can cause depression and relapse. Trying to make the optimal deal... laboring hours to write the best letter while neglecting your family... overwhelming yourself with every detail of a vacation which was supposed to be relaxing... obsessing over why one investment goes south while ignoring the ones that did well... procrastinating and doing nothing because you can't figure out how to do it perfectly... crying because your nose is a bit crooked while ignoring the fact that you are healthy and charming. The list is endless.

To do: Today, I resolve to look at the blessings I have... I refuse to get overwhelmed, ashamed, sad, or afraid over the things that are not ideal... I will repeat the phase: "It's good enough." Whenever I start to beat myself up over anything that seems imperfect or burdensome.

Tomorrow, I will take deep breaths at work. I will remind myself to be thankful for my job. I will tell myself everything will be okay and I will repeat the phase "The work that i am doing is good enough."