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not that i can't do hetero romance but with the way i write dark ppl gotta understand he is not simply cishet

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dai's bday is coming up so soonish which is crazy because it feels like it's been his birthday like 3 times already for me

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dai n dark can never join all their delinquent friends getting into fistfights cause as obligatory magical girls they only know extremely violent magics that absolutely are overkill when used on the average ordinary human being

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if dark likes u u can affectionately call him whatever you want btw. it's like having a cat

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follower cleaning. if i block/unfollow don't come @ me cause i don't answer those qs

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this blog's 1yr creation anniversary is only two months away and tbh even though nobody asked there's always a point for me where i try to evaluate my portrayal and whether or not i'm having fun, whether or not i confidently feel like *other* muns are having fun, (if nobody was why would anybody even be here?? alwdjadkfj) but in a more personal regard, also evaluating whether or not i feel like i've finally 'broken in' a muse and can finally stop 'studying' or trying to reference and adhere as strictly as possible to canon, especially since so many interactions that can happen with rp have never even been remotely explored in canon settings.

there's always some malaise that comes with that; i worry that too much change or growth and comfort with my own private interpretation and portrayal means that i'll somehow drift away from and lose dark and daisuke's original points; their initial thematics and the deeper organic messages of their characters, which i guess makes me sound like a pretentious novelist or your highschool english teacher instead of just a hobby writer, but it's also still important to me who found a lot of positive messages and theatrical magic in dnangel as a series itself to therefore try to be able to handle such things about its characters with equal sincerity and care. i don't want daisuke's overall kindness and optimism to turn bitter or his inner will and courage to turn weak, i don't want dark's tragedies to be neglected nor do i want him to become nothing more than a shallow shipping or fanservice item because of his design and facades, and i definitely, definitely don't want to snip the way these two are so irremovably intertwined within each other, and the way that i'm quite literally writing a 2-in-1 muse, my son(plural) and my sons(singular.)

that all being said, i think i have the confidence to say i've done an okay job, maybe even a Good one. my muse still goes very strong for them even after all this time, and i really enjoy all the relationships they have, especially those of you who were willing to give a completely nonfamiliar canon (or even just a child/teenaged muse with off-the-walls magical girl... criminal.... body horror-y goth phantom of the opera and shoujo satan alignments) a chance. to the old muts i've known from other blogs who've stuck around, thank u! to the new ones that i've only first met on this blog and are still here, thank u guys too! i'm always hoping that i'll get to have plenty more time with everyone in the future, but even if something happens i still can say that i had a really good first year writing dark and daisuke <3

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ourhoahuhg i thought i'd get to sit and write but i've got rl stuff happening tmmw making me nervous today.... can i offer an inbox call instead-

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anytime i remember the gag with daisuke's backpack being like 2x bigger than anybody else's on a camping trip only for it to reveal that dark's whole heisting fit was stuffed in there (BY HIS MOM NO LESS) i laugh. wyd if you open up daisuke's backpack and the cuntiest outfit is in it staring u in the face. where'd he get that

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i can't believe i have to sit here and be like 'disclaimer: this blog has crime!!11' and then the crime-committer in specific still looks like this all the time

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hey something for my muts rq.

i try to be friendly but my social battery is also extremely small. i like writing a lot, but it's just another truth that i'm simultaneously pretty antisocial and hate 1-1 convo most of the time. it stresses me out and obliterates my focus. i genuinely don't have a lot of patience for prodding or online small-talk and would genuinely prefer if people just either immediately got to the point with anything they wanted from me (plots or muses) or at least talked in the replies/thread tags/my inbox so i can get to things at my leisure, rather than constantly dm with live commentary and expect me to dm back on every single thing i receive.

i'm not trying to make things personal, and i'm likewise a zero expectation rper in return. i don't care if you don't talk to me through any kind of DM for months, idc if you're busy and aren't active on tumblr and don't rp with me for a year, but still have every genuine intention to pop into my askbox or vice versa once in a while. it's fine. we're adults with other hobbies and jobs and a lot of my extremely long-time mutuals are like that, and i appreciate them very much.

but i've had people get frustrated and passive aggressive with me because i'm slow or sometimes absent, either in dms or ic, and i feel the need to reiterate that not only do i frankly hate talking because it disrupts my focus, but i also do have weak eyes that strain and ache very easily in front of any kind of screen, so i only get a certain amount of imaginary 'hp' that i can choose to spend either chatting or writing, which, again, most of the time i'd prefer to do the latter. i'm not blaming anybody in particular for anything, and i do understand that some people worry there won't be a relationship if they don't maintain social contact, but it's not the case with me. i'm a social cactus, i barely need anything to survive.

so i guess what i'm saying is nobody be too upset if i tend to focus on ic over ooc when i'm around. ik people have differing opinions about rp and being around to 'make friends and not just write,' but in my case, while i don't want to ever come off as outright hostile or inhospitable, i do ask for people's understanding on this. i don't have a lot of time or social sanity to spare, please don't get upset, but also don't ever worry from your end. if we're still mutuals, i promise my interest in you.

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happy 1 yr anni to my blog!

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no idea if it's just my own perception of things but in my experience it's been way harder to convince people that daisuke can be a bitch than it is to convince people that dark (a bitch) can be nice

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anybody else want to fall in love with dark before he cracks like a granny teacup and goes to sleep forever

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ppl come 2 me n expect dark to strictly play the role of a gentleman (and he can and does and will) but i still think he does exceptional in a relationship that's also like this

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ohhh boy okay. important rule update because this has happened too many times at this point

DNI if you heavily interact with layla/nagisa at kokuycku/chimaeraheart/iunctura or whatever other blogs they have or make. i believe people are allowed to cultivate their spaces and interact with who they like and therefore i don't consider this a do-or-die ultimatum for others , but i myself am VERY likely to unfollow/block as i have firm grounds to believe this person prior stole from me without any sort of permission, on top of some other behaviors i disagree with, like shipping a canonical minor (their dark) with adults and involving him in nsfw/pregnancies. i don't want to see them on my dash; i don't want to be put onto theirs. i usually love duplicate interactions but you can imagine why i don't want to be reminded about this one in particular! please don't bring them up in conversation, i'd really rather just forget they existed and go about my day, but it's been like five+ people who have approached with the intention of getting excited over showing me that there's another dnangel blog around, and i've had to shoot them down every time 😭 i'm very tired!!!