#* ♡ ◞ character study.

[darby-rowe]

18+ | nsfw | mdni

cw self hatred while masturbating, post-nut clarity’s a bitch, descriptions of female genitalia

thinking about horny, hormonal, desperate academy!coryo who humps his hard cock into his bed every night because he physically can’t sleep without getting his dirty thoughts out of his head.

having to cover his mouth to repress his groans and whimpers as to not wake his dear cousin and grandmother. there are some nights where it feels too good not to moan, and so he shoves his face into his pillow to audibly release his frustrations.

he tells himself that he’s not interested in the capitol girls. that they don’t ever cross his mind. but his stupid teenage boy brain can’t help itself from wondering what’s beneath their uniforms. his mind can’t seem to forget the smell of their shampoo and perfume. they cloud his nightly thoughts as he ruts against his bedsheets. thinking of how sweet their pussies must taste on his tongue, or how tight they would fit around his hard, throbbing cock.

but he hated himself for wasting his energy on thinking such lewd thoughts. he could be focusing his mental capacity on more useful fantasies, like his plan for after graduating the academy. his career path. but no. here he was, humping and fisting his cock to thoughts of pretty girls. his classmates, even professor click showed up in his mind. and how she was just so, so nice to him.

and when he came, he came with a pathetic whine muffled by his pillow, his cock spurting his thick, sticky load along with his naughty, filthy thoughts.

and when he looked down at the mess he made, he felt disgusted. guilty. and even selfish for indulging in the sin of lust. tears softly fell from his baby blue eyes as he cleaned up his filth and got ready for bed.

stupid boy. stupid, pathetic boy.

[sorcerous-caress]

I read a post that mentioned off-handedly how Raphael is trying to seduce us like it's the most obvious thing ever and it made me stop for a second.

Is he really? In-game? Why haven't i ever noticed?

The more I thought about it, i realised it's because his methods of seduction are displays of power instead of dim lighting and lingerie.

Take his first meeting, for example. He builds up the suspense until the grand finale. He takes us back to his house with a snap of his finger, a teleporation spell, not an illusion one.

He makes it seem easy, normal and makes it clear that he holds the power. We're set at a table full of food, actual food mind you, if you pick the option to eat then you actually get food in your inventory when he teleports you back.

And reveals his devil form to us in the finale, all groomed and dressed up in a fine outfit. Wings fully stretched on display, face lifted to proudly show off his horns. It's a clear show of power and pride, like a bird mating display even.

All his peotry all his theatrics and his condensing yet endearing nicknames for us, how he indulges our questions and gives us his undivided attention at each encounter.

During the second and third meetings, we see him casually walking around in the most dangerous parts of the game ever, the shadowcurse clearly has no effect on him and he managed to infiltrate our save haven with the harpers to casually play chess with a child.

Lastly, his final meeting, when he makes it clear what he wants most from us. It's in the most expensive room in the brothel in sharess's caress. We meet him at a house of lust, and he invites us to his room. Much like he teleported us to his house in the hell before, now we get to visit his mortal realm room with his bed in the background when we speak to him.

And his fit of uncharacteristic outrage when we mention The Emperor, clear jealousy at the fact we fell for someone else's seduction, someone he knows is also trying to manipulate us.

So yes.

Both The Emperor and Raphael are seducing us, both for the benfits of their endterm goals. And both of them approach it in very different ways. The Emperor tries to get down on our level, relate to our humanity and make us think he is an empathic and caring person. That he is just like us

While Raphael overplays on our differences , an almost textbook example of a powerful devil from the hells. Makes it very clear that he doesn't have a spek of empathy or humanity left because he thinks the unknown is far more attractive than the familiar.

Going against the words of the devil you know.

[edenfire]

good morning sheith nation💜

[culssi]

Angel dust study! ᡣ𐭩

It’s my first time drawing Angel normally, I’m kinda proud. Also i had an allergic reaction last night-

Close ups of each drawing underneath

First try, probably my favourite. I wanted to give him a new outfit. Had to show them fluff tits.

Second try and I used to wrong pen. Omg I forgot HIS LOWER EYE THINGS-

Chest fluff study, I like all the hearts on his body.

Little full body outfit drawing. He’s babygirl.

I needed to fill some space on the page. So another little doodle angel :3

Hand study because I can’t draw hands very well and I need practice :’)

I forgot this drawing so here he is :).

Hope you like them ^^ I had fun drawing him ₊⊹♡

[5ystemic]

ON VIKTOR AND MORALITY IN SUBJECT TO SACRIFICE FOR KNOWLEDGE ( ... ) IN COMPARISON TO SEPARATE MEDIA, SPECIFICALLY HICCUP HADDOCK AND FORBIDDEN FRIENDSHIP.

WE FIRST MEET RIO AFTER VIKTOR, [ A FRAIL AND CRIPPLED BOY FROM THE UNDERCITY ] FOLLOWS A TOY OF HIS OWN INVENTION INTO THE UNDERBELLY OF SINGED'S LAIR. WHILE AT FIRST AFRAID OF THIS UNKNOWN CREATURE, VIKTOR IS ABLE TO APPROACH WITH HER THROUGH CURIOSITY AND EMPATHY, MIRRORING HICCUP AS AN OUTCAST COME TO FIND SOMETHING INHUMAN AN EASIER BOND ; A MUTUATION UNNATURAL TO THIS WORLD, BUILT FROM VEINS AND TENDONS UP, THE BOY STILL WORRIES WHEN INFORMED SHE IS IN THE PROCESS OF DYING, NEAR IMMEDIATELY OFFERING HIS HELP IN PREVENTING HER DEATH.

THIS THEN BEGS THE QUESTIONS ; HOW FAR WILL ONE GO TO SAVE A DYING LIFE ? WHEN DOES THAT LIFE BECOME NOTHING BUT A HUSK OF WHAT IT ONCE WAS ? WHEN IS SAVING SOMETHING ACTUALLY A CRUELTY ?

FOR MONTHS VIKTOR HAD VISITED SINGED AND RIO JUST AS HICCUP DID FOR TOOTHLESS IN THE GROVE, BRINGING SUPPLIES AND KNOWLEDGE AS A YOUNG SCHOLAR STILL IN TOUCH WITH MORALITY ( ... ) BUT UPON SEEING THE INTENSE AND BRUTAL TREATMENT THAT KEEPING HER ALIVE REQUIRED, HE IS QUICK TO LEAVE AND REFUSE FURTHER INVOLVEMENT.

SHE GROWS FRAIL AND HER EYES GLOSS OVER, COLORS DARKENING INTO A SICKLY WHITE AND DARK PURPLE. WHERE SINGED HAS STABBED TUBES INTO HER TORSO, THE SKIN IS BLACK AND CLEARLY BEGINNING TO DECAY. AT THIS YOUNG AGE, VIKTOR HAS NO REASON TO BELIEVE THIS IS AT ALL FOR A BIGGER CAUSE ; HE SEES THIS CRUELTY AND DENIES HAVING ANY PART OF IT FOR LIFE IN PAIN AND SUFFERING IS NOT TRUE LIFE.

IN CONTRAST, HICCUP DENIES HIS VIKING UPBRINGING BY REFUSING TO KILL THE NIGHTFURY HE'D DOWNED, SEEING THE CRUELTY IN HOW THIS TREATMENT IS UNFAIR AND WITHOUT BIGGER PURPOSE. LIFE IN DEFENSE AND PURE SURVIVAL DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE SNUFFED OUT FOR SIMPLY BEING.

" I THOUGHT YOU UNDERSTOOD. THE MUTATION MUST SURVIVE. "

BUT AFTER HIS BODY FAILS HIM IN ADULTHOOD, COUGHING BLOOD INTO HIS PALMS AND HALLUCINATING THE DIVINE THROUGH HIS RESEARCH INTO THE ARCANE, VIKTOR RETURNS TO SINGED.

" I UNDERSTAND NOW. "

NOW STEEPED IN RIO'S EXPERIENCE WITH MORTALITY, [ OR WHAT VIKTOR PERCEIVES AS HER EXPERIENCE ; SHE HAS NO WAY OF COMMUNICATING HER THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS ABOUT DEATH EXCEPT THROUGH HER ACTIONS. ] VIKTOR BELIEVES HE IS WILLING TO EXPERIENCE THIS SAME SUFFERING SHOULD IT MEAN HE WILL NOT HAVE TO FACE DEATH. EVEN AFTER FINDING HER, MANY YEARS LATER, NOTHING BUT A TEST SUBJECT VOID OF COLOR IN A TUBE.

HICCUP IS WILLING TO SACRIFICE HIS HOME AND LIVELIHOOD FOR THE SAKE OF THIS CREATURE ( ... ) VIKTOR IS WILLING TO SACRIFICE THE CREATURE FOR THE SAKE OF HIS HOME AND LIVELIHOOD.

SELFISH, CRUEL, SEEMINGLY WITHOUT BOUNDARY FOR WHAT MUST BE DONE FOR PROGRESS. VIKTOR IS BLINDED BY HIS COWARDACE WHILE HICCUP IS LIBERATED BY IT ; " I LOOKED AT HIM, AND I SAW MYSELF. " VS " LOVE AND LEGACY IS WHAT WE SACRIFICE FOR PROGRESS. "

[sd-vtm]

[{Oh, but I never did come back, did I V?}]

[{No, no I didn't. Because of you.}]

And then she steps out from behind a building.

She's taller. Her plating is thicker, and she's wearing a large leather jacket in place of her original attire. The SOLVER flashing through her visor.

[{L0ng t1m3 n0 s33, 0ld 'fr13nd.'}]

She lets 'friend' roll off her tongue, sticking it out with a wink as she giggles.

@solver-j

".....N—No.”

It felt ike everything around her disappeared in that moment as she watched J—

.. well, something she thinks looked like J..

come creeping out towards her, and the moment her optics lay upon that terrible symbol she can feel her breath catch in her throat. Her inner emergency fans click on to try and help V get her breath back. She tries to scan the other but it gives her a object unscannable error and V whimpered quietly.

Why did J have the Solver virus..?

She thought it had been all fully contained once Cyn had been destroyed..? The smaller femdrone backed up, looking terrified. "W-Who the hell are you...? You're not J...”

Her back pressed to another building and her tail was quick to curl around her own peg leg.

[sharkeaten]

i haven’t been here and am gonna log back out after but i have to say fiona apple giving up cocaine after seeing how annoying paul thomas anderson and quentin tarantino were on it is very ellie coded

[rose-tinted-kalopsia]

irl is a self-proclaimed rafayel girlie but i might have broken her

[fatalsmilemoved]

CHRACTER BIOS: JUL.IE KOS.TENKO inspo. INSPO.

[lupaeusmoved]

character inspirations .

artists / bands .

taylor swift , noah kahan , hozier , a day to remember , bad omens , olivia rodrigo , nessa barrett

films / shows .

dude , stand by me , paper towns , beauty and the beast , adventureland , the kings of summer , endless love , divergent , the way way back

teen wolf , outer banks , supernatural , shameless , euphoria , arrested development , looking for alaska , parks and rec , south park , pretty little liars , doctor who

characters .

tinkerbell , jj maybank , sarah cameron , aquamarine , alaska young , tris prior , rose tyler , amy pond , serena van der woodsen , mariana adams foster , nala , andy dwyer , princess anna , amelia shepherd , elizabeth swann , louise belcher , nick miller

faceclaims .

madelyn cline .

tagged by : @prosperae tagging : @razorfst , @thwolvss , @hcrv3lles , @salvatoraes , and everyone else bc i think it'll only tag five

[sorcerous-caress]

I accidentally broke up with Gale and he was like "Oh I see thats disappointing. Youve actually caught me at an inopportune time. Blasted dust in my eye. Excuse me." Highkey broke my heart but the heart wrenching whump is hitting the right spot. Could you write a little something post that discussion maybe from Gales pov?

The Hanged Man | Gale

[Angst, character study, break up, nb!reader]

Gale's thoughts after you break up with him

"Oh" a fool.

"I see." A smitten fool, that's all he was.

The orb pulses inside his chest, tugging his heartstrings along and squeezing the fragile organ painfully.

He can't let you see, he must keep it inside.

"That's disappointing." He can't even hear his own voice as he chokes the words out. A burning hellfire gagging his throat and making each word a struggle to force out.

A struggle to seem unbroken in front of you, to tug his shattered heart pieces back into place and hold them as their sharp edges dig into his fingers, a pathetic performance.

You're looking at him, the concern in your eyes, the furrow of your eyebrows.

Your lips are parting, the same lips he felt melt against his own each night, the same lips that kissed so delicately against his neck, down his chest and between his legs.

For a second his brain flashes back to your previous kiss, a mere hours ago. Your last ever kiss together. How could he have known it was the last? He would've prolonged it if he could turn back time, kissed you with more passion, more tenderness, for longer as he poured all of his love into that one final kiss.

The corners of his lips twitch as his muscles forcefully smoothe out his frown, not in front of you, not now.

"You've actually caught me at an inappropriate time," the words are formal, rehearsed, academically appropriate. The words that got his previous teachers to not dig too deep into his personal business, to allow him to keep his own dignity, to bury his emotions until he was back at the comfort of his own home.

Where is that damned cat when he needs her the most?

He almost begs. Like a snivelling child crying for their mom to come pick them up from school, he almost begs whatever god out there for Tara to appear from thin air and save him from this situation.

"Blasted dust" his voice cracks.

Covering his own eyes as if to rub the dust away, he conceals the tears escaping his soul, like acid burning his flesh in shame.

"In my eyes." He trails off, swallowing back a sob. He is already turning away, shielding what remains of his fragile wound from your judging gaze, "excuse me."

And he doesn't look back.

A silence spell would keep his dignity, a silence spell would allow him to save face as he crashes into the soft bedroll inside his tent.

Books scattered around, not a sign of a single cat hair for him to annoyingly roll his eyes at, not even a small scratch of claws on the hard covers.

Tara is not here, for the first time in ages, he is truly by himself.

To love and be loved, that's all he asked for. That's all he longed for, god or mortal made no difference for him.

But it's too much to ask for, isn't it? What's a wizard if not fated for a lifetime of solitude.

No matter how much he tried, he couldn't replace his longing for companionship. Because at the end of the day, none of his books would hug him back.

Gale closes his eyes, taking a deep breath as the silence spell diminishes from around him. Not that he could concentrate at his current state of mind, a headache is already making itself at home in the front of his head.

A fluttering of wings, a gentle nudge against his limp body.

"Mr.dekarios?"

[lupaeusarc]

emma 99% of the time : i am entirely emotionally illiterate please don't talk to me about feelings i hate them and i hate you

emma watching a man who doesn't usually show feelings showing feelings : i am a therapist .... a poet ..... i can and i will fix you .........

[facesblind]

inspired by falcon, i did the alignment test for fate andddd...

well initially i thought of her as being true neutral but. well.................

[y2kstilettos]

| | | | | | i miss myspace. (tags)

[ultfan]

@chaosmultiverse sent in: Okay slightly inspired by that ask about Mikan, what are his thoughts on Makoto Naegi?

i've actually thought about this a lot! i mean, they're sort of weird mirrors of each other in a way. i think komaeda in a lot of ways is just an exaggerated version of naegi. don't get me wrong, there are also a lot of things entirely different about them, but given komaeda was supposed to make people think he was naegi at the start it makes sense they share a lot of qualities. naegi doesn't think all to highly of himself, he's humble and deems himself to be average. meanwhile komaeda has absolutely awful self esteem and plays down all of achievements. naegi is our little hope guy who has a lot of faith in his friends and wants to overcome despair. komaeda is a hope freak who encourages everyone to overcome despair and has a lot of faith in... not his friends, but their talents.

i think if komaeda and naegi ever interacted in a pre-despair world komaeda would have almost a similar way of looking at naegi as he does hinata at the start of dr2. something that annoyed me when komaeda met naegi in dr3 is how he was like "oh my god your luck is incredible... amazing... so much better than mine." i really don't think he would see another lucky student and think they were somehow more talented than him. komaeda is shown to have extreme faith in his luck. while he doesn't find it a very remarkable talent, and while he's tormented by this good/bad luck cycle, it is still his talent. he knows damn well he's lucky and that it is a "skill" of his. just a passive one.

i think komaeda would view naegi (pre-despair) as his equal. and frequently compare himself to him. they both got into the school by pure luck, they share a talent, they're unremarkable outside of being lucky, they both did their research before coming to the school. while komaeda would talk down to naegi (given he thinks they are the same, meaning naegi is trash like him... but better than the reserve course), i do think there is potential for komaeda to actually see him as a friend. komaeda could never truly think of the other shsl students as his friends, even if he may call them that he puts them up on too high of a pedestal. and he thinks reserve course students and people without special talents are trash. but naegi is exactly the same as he is.

i think it would make for a really interesting dynamic. maybe even a little wholesome, which is strange for komaeda. i would imagine it'd be basically the same as how he treats hinata at the start of dr2, minus the "oh wow you must have an amazing talent!" stuff. replace that with "well you're trash like me" comments.

i imagine komaeda actively watched the killing game broadcast. after all, these are symbols of hope fighting against enoshima's despair! she said that she made the killing game partially as a way to crush the hope of anyone still holding onto it. but komaeda is a special motherfucker who doesn't get his hopes crushed by just seeing symbols of hope die. because if they were killed off or got caught that just means that their hope wasn't strong enough. i imagine he was on the edge of his seat at every trial. he was probably thrilled after every execution, not because the killers died but because of the amazing hope to survive that everyone else had.

throughout dr1 naegi is the one making the final cases and piecing together the majority of the clues. even though komaeda probably solved the crimes way before he did, he probably got super excited every time someone pointed out something he noticed. the shsl students at their finest! it's very easy for me to see him becoming a bit of a naegi fanboy. i imagine he was devastated when he got falsely accused by that trial (since there's no way he would fall for the trick), but super pumped when the execution didn't go the way monokuma intended. and when naegi turned out to have actually survived and challenged monokuma to one last game? oh boy!

there is no way komaeda didn't become naegi's #1 fan. especially when the gang started calling him the shsl hope. komaeda has always wanted more than anything to see a hope that could conquer any despair. and as far as he is concerned, it seems that naegi has the potential to be that hope. after all, he killed junko. how could komaeda see him as anything other than the true embodiment of hope?

although komaeda deeply regretted not being able to experience junko's death in person. hence his whole plan in udg. we know that he believed in komaru solely because of her connection to naegi, but i do actually think he might've been fibbing a little bit on his reasoning. from dr2 we know his philosophy revolves around the idea that you can't become more than what you were born as. "a small dog can't become a big dog no matter how hard it tries."

i believe that he put komaru in the spotlight here as a way to draw naegi's attention. he knew the future foundation was working in the area. byakuya had been captured after all, but the key player he wanted hadn't been brought in. and he made a deal with fukawa to ensure komaru stays in the city and isn't able to escape.

he was trying to create a war, create a second junko, all so he could be there in person when hope rose up and overcame it all. i fully believe he wanted naegi to be that hope. i cannot see any other reason why he would be so keen on komaru specifically being the "hero" of this story even when she's an unremarkable person in his eyes. he's just a naegi fanboy! he wants to see his hope in person.

after the events of dr2 i imagine he keeps his naegi fanboy mindset. he is in awe of his hope. to him naegi is hope itself. the true embodiment of it. everything he could have ever wanted. that doesn't mean he wouldn't cause problems for naegi and the future foundation if he was able to (which, i doubt he'd have the opportunity but if he did... he would). komaeda wants them to rise up against any and all adversities, especially naegi. he wants that hope to grow and grow and become something no one has ever seen before.

i've mentioned before that post dr2 komaeda would probably have a very... half-assed hope that the remnant despairs would be able to also rise up and conquer despair. that he might still pull his admiration bullshit but it is very quickly dropped the second they do or say something even mildly against what he wants. i think that disingenuous attitude of his is because of naegi.

it is naegi's hope that the remnants would be able to become better people. that he could fix them. that they would be able to recover from all of this and move into the future. the whole point of the neo world program was to rehabilitate them. and even though it didn't go exactly to plan you can't say naegi didn't make huge progress. and he clearly hasn't given up on them. he actively supports the survivors in reawakening everyone and wishes the best for all of them.

with naegi being such a strong symbol of hope for komaeda, someone who has proven time and time again that he always overcomes the odds despite how low his chances are... komaeda really wants to see naegi's hope blossom. he doesn't want his friends to better themselves because he cares about them. he wants to see them embrace the potential they possess, the potential naegi sees in them (that komaeda thinks naegi sees in them). he wants them to move forward and embrace hope because that's what naegi was trying to get them to do.

i think komaeda to naegi is what the fandom thinks komaeda would be like to kamakura. he is obsessed with what he represents, in awe of him, desperate to see him at his full potential. naegi IS hope. and he fills that role just like komaeda would want him to. not to mention he's kind and humble... what a guy! so selfless! he is deeply in love with that man (in that weird komaeda hope-love way).

[sd-vtm]

In honour of Sinday I present to you, a whore :]