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[dekariosclan]

Astarion lovers: I love him so much, I just want to give him a hug and let him feel my love

Lae’zel enjoyers: I love her so much, I just want to give her a hug and let her feel my love

Galemancers: I love him so much, I would do things to this man that are an affront to God. I would bring him to a crest of ecstasy so profound he would briefly see through time. I would throat-punch a Goddess for him

Halsin romancers: I love him so much, I just want to give him a hug and let him feel my love

[voidsuites]

do you guys think it is too late to add the elphaba doll to my christmas list. semi-joking here. yes i’m an adult here. go away

[gnomey22]

Failtopia Ship Name Spreadsheet

Felt like doing a Failtopia post today, so I sat down with a Google Sheet for the first time in my life and made this. A list of names for every Failtopia ship which does not have a significant age gap (Counting Orion -> 20 y/os as significant, since he may be 60+).

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1JhIsMpAgWmRd8yePyn75YkU7d40id8hyK7HuiwFzS9I/edit?usp=sharing

Additional Notes:

I obviously had to make up a lot of these names, and I'm open to alternate suggestions, I'll change the listing if I like them enough, or if they get popular enough in the fandom (doubtful).

Rosmuk and Chiko were not the names I previously considered official for those ships, but I've since changed my mind, I think they're better than the previous ones.

I take a bit of an issue with some of these ships (like C!Fail x Anyone, or Mar x Women), but I included them because they are still up to personal interpretation, unlike the obvious age gap ones.

As for statistics, Mar and Friend are tied for the most ships listed at 10, while Shrimp, Chat, Slapo, and Petunyawn are tied for the least ships listed at 1.

[chanceofbrainstormz]

First post??!? This is my Addams Family OC! She also goes by the nickname Vivi (pronounced vivvy)

[rosielefay]

i need to make playlists, and pinterest boards, and write fics, and curate long walls of texts about arthur kirkland and alfred f jones.

There are so many incredible artists and authors out there who keep the usuk tag alive, and some people just have some great takes and reblog the most beautiful art. i just need to stop being a selfish little consumer and contribute a little!!

[eaterofpi]

You can kinda tell that I queue everything... Except for when I reblog art to @piartarchive

That's when you can tell I am online!!

[edsbug]

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[xerospaced]

So... maybe it's time to address the elephant in the room

My low self esteem.

My confidence was stripped away in every aspect and I have yet to regain it

Between my lack of productivity and nothing to show for myself

The requirements of others that I am so far from meeting

And my ma's consistent negative perception of me and energy toward me

I feel... completely worthless and devoid of value.

And ofc I tell myself otherwise and such.

And I do mantras and affirmations

And I look for the good in myself

But

I dunno

I cant see one shred of evidence to support the concept that I'm worth something

There is one exception. I'm useful.

I'm incredibly useful.

Call me and I'm there.

Make a request and I'll fulfil it.

Ask something of me. Even if I find it difficult. I'll see to it that it gets done.

For those I care about.

I am available. I am the person you turn to. I am the voice of reason. The source of sound advice. I am a positive energy. A calming presence. A bringer of peace. And the person who encourages you to honour yourself above all else.

I am very useful.

I am a tool.

Literally

But when it's just me. Not fulfilling some use just... existing

I'm taking up space.

A drain on resources.

A useless entity waiting to be put to use.

I don't see myself anymore.

I'm so familiar with depression and anxiety and self hate. And I've come so far from that.

I'd made it to joy and love and appreciation!

But so accustomed to the darkness that being in this space...

I didn't notice that it's actually... Not good.

I'd have the odd self criticising thought and then I would correct it and go about my day

And ive felt lacklustre. And I've had very little pride. And more and more I find myself wanting to avoid talking about me.

But im not depressed. And I don't hate myself and I AM correcting those thoughts. And my comments on myself do always end on a positive note.

A forced positive?

An empty one?

A shell of the thing I am telling myself. The thing I used to be but no longer am.

I do not feel good about myself.

And being that I'm not treating myself poorly. And that I'm am still approaching myself with kindness and patience. I've been ignorant to the fact that I don't feel good about myself. I don't see any significant good in myself.

By which I mean, yes, I see and acknowledge the good. But it's minimal. Its nothing compared to what I'm not. What I'm lacking. What I'm supposed to be. What I'm capable of.

I'm basically just a "nice" person. With some good words.

I have a kind heart sure sure

But what of it?

What makes me meaningful?

What am I really but a fleeting fancy? Enjoyment for the moment?

Because when I really look at me. When anyone looks at me. There's just not much to see.

I endured far more critical damage than I had realised

I've been impacted far more deeply than I'd considered up til now.

I knew I'd been wounded deeply but I thought I was in tact.

I'm not

I feel like a wound. Barely bandaged. Oozing. Never quite healing.

And completely unattended.

[johnnyutah]

going on a 5 day vacation. would 60 pairs of earrings be too many

[bakerstreethound]

Just a sad kinda night...

[carbontoby]

so this is the tumblr i've been hearing so much about

[chemicalcarousel]

One of the more embarrassing things is going back through our mental health blog and seeing us years ago saying that the symptoms we had definitely weren't did like girl you have people in your head don't just brush it off lmfao

[lady-lauren]

I truly don’t know how many chapters this fanfic is going to be and that scares me

[codecicle]

MY FAVORITE GHOST OF CHRISTMAS' PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE!!!!

[demonboyhalo]

collection of useful things tumblr has taught me:

even if you can't fall asleep, laying down with your eyes closed will still rest your body

you don't have to brush your teeth standing up

you don't have to do any chore standing up, from dishes to showering

you don't have to shower with the lights on

if you can't brush your teeth, flossing and a tongue scraper gets rid of plaque and bad breath

if you can't do that, mouthwash kills a lot of bacteria

eating "unhealthy" food is better than eating no food

you can make the same meal everyday for however long you still want it

some pills come in syrups or chewables if you can't swallow them

kids nutritional shakes can be a quick way to get fuel if you can't eat/don't have time

if walking hurts/exhausts you on a regular basis, canes and rollers are for you, no matter how young you are

we have free will—if doing something "out of the ordinary" makes life easier for you, do it

if you have even a dollar to spare, please consider donating to Alaikum's family.

they're a large family at only 10% of their goal to evacuate, and could use any help you can give!!