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magentagalaxies · 3 hours ago

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as much as this past toronto trip was incredible and i'm so grateful to have experienced it i'm also probably gonna need like at least a week to fully recover from it bc jfc. like last trip resulted in a dopamine-crash that made me spend most of my free time taking naps and even tho that trip was amazing it doesn't even come close to the incredible high points this KITH-weekend had. plus this time i had to come back to a major holiday the day after i got back to the US and i was unable to find time to take my antidepressant today bc i didn't have time to unpack

which like fine i'm gonna let myself rest before i make myself write an in-depth recap. but also pairing this exhaustion with the extreme ambition this weekend instilled in me (seriously, nothing makes you feel like your comedy can change the world more than getting high while watching the SNL movie with scott thompson and having him hype up every weird aspiration you vocalize lmao) means there's so much i wanna do right away but my brain just can't yet. so that's where i'm at!!

#also i think i'm at a point in exhaustion where everything i write is like 5 times longer than it needs to be #i was about to vent to a mutual about one of the 2 low points of this past weekend #(neither caused by any KITH member dw both were just other friends being rude without thinking in a way that made me insecure)#but i realized just the setup for the vent was longer than any reasonable person would text so i'm gonna sleep it off for now lmao #even this post itself. i know it could be like 4 sentences but my brain cannot comprehend how to do that rn lmao #anyway yeah watching the snl movie with scott was the best. like idk how to objectively judge that movie's quality bc the experience #was so tied to just talking over it with scott the entire time. and that one wild moment where i was like #''holy shit did i just accidentally convince scott i'm the future of comedy?? i'm just a stoned 22-year-old saying shit''#fun fact i was actually super close to having scott join my family for american thanksgiving this year lmao #(actually idk if he was considering it but paul was 100% he would say yes and there was no reason not to lmao)#i did ask. he said no (but probably bc of travel times bc we were leaving at 8am and him doing a show on friday which i hope goes well)#and ngl with how exhausted i am i'm kind of glad i got the small amount of rest i had today #which i know i would not have let myself get if scott was here bc i'd want to be hanging out all the time lmao #BUT the fact that my parents went from joking about scott being at thanksgiving to genuinely asking him while in toronto #means that there's a high likelihood i could invite both paul AND scott to our american thanksgiving next year #especially if i invite them in advance rather than like the day before lmao #which like. can we just appreciate how fucking wild that is that it's even a possibility #anyway my grandma did tell me at dinner that she's gonna work on a quilt for paul bellini to support his recovery #and she's also gonna make one for scott bc she doesn't want him to feel left out lmao #so come on my honorary-uncles are already being considered part of the family even if they're not at thanksgiving dinner #hopefully i'll be living in canada by this time next year so who knows i might experience TWO thanksgivings lmao #i hope you enjoyed this very rambly post i need to get my brain working again otherwise every text is gonna end up like this

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