We could make Sqq a transformer in his past life. Like optimus prime sorta transformer. Cybertronian.
He'd be the only surviving seeker (winged guy) on the autobots side (I don't know all the canons but I don't think they have, like, any). Pretty young when the war started - unfathomably ancient for humans, the kiddie of the group to them.
And he arrives on earth. Discovers the Internet. Immediately gets hooked on critiquing stupid Web novels in every language, which being a sentient machine he can do at great speed without forgetting anything. Decides to read the final chapter during a battle because he's so close to the end and airplane had better pull SOMETHING good. Is so infuriated (distracted) by the ending he messes up and immediately gets killed by some low level decepticon. After FIVE MILLION years of war he gets offed by some loser over a stupid human story that wasn't even very good. He dies SO furious.
And then he gets reborn a human.
He is, as the kids say, big mad.
How by Primus do they do anything??
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This cold is still taking a lot out of me but I really want to do a workout because I haven't done one since I came back from the trip and I'm getting antsy about it.
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I’ve been selfishly doing some self-insert. Wanted to show the skelly hands uwu
The handssss
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Dear Diary,
Up for hours and every hour. Each second is pure agony and I end up crying myself to sleep for a few minutes. I miss sleep. I miss rest. Up for hours and every hour is no rest for my mind. Each second not sleeping is one more intrusive thought that makes me question everything in my life. Each thought adds another thought and a dozen scenarios. Each thought destructive. When I do sleep, all those thoughts play out like a movie. By the time I wake up for the day, all the residual thoughts and feelings linger. No matter what I do to try and redirect my thoughts, the anxiety nags. A constant state of chaos and pure tired and pain. Each word said and each action done, my mind over analyzes and twists until my body feels so heavy I can’t breathe. No matter how many deep breaths, or how long I stand outside in the fresh air under cool rain to sizzle my angst. I don’t feel relief. My mind spirals and it’s difficult to reach out for help from the one person who deals with my anxiety. Because I don’t know how to explain anything until it’s too late. My physical pain and lack of sleep flares my anxiety and it’s a never-ending tomb of chaos. I’m doing everything I can holistically to try and remain okay but it’s not enough. I want my mind to stop. I’m tired of crying myself to sleep. I’m the problem.
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@lieshou cont.
“You want to take me to dinner?” Brows raise in question, gaze lingering for a moment over Quanxi’s lips on bandaged arm before flickering away. Contact brings eyes back over, but despite attempts at making them meet they seem content to settle on everywhere except her face, staring at nothing and everything all at once.
Yes, maybe she was avoiding looking and seeing that worry she knew was there - did she even deserve that concern? After what she...
Ahem. Throat clears and she jerks her arm free, uncaring about the waves of pain that resulted in the motion. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Jaw clenched, tugging Quanxi’s wrist from her and considered, for half a second, smacking that away too... but then fingers intertwined, and she let out a heavy sigh. “And what if.... what if I say I only want the bad?”
There it was, out in the open. Hand raised, still holding Quanxi’s and it was there she pressed it against her chest, heart rate there for her to feel speed up.
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i have never been happier in my life than like 30 seconds ago as i was laying on my bed going "aahheemmhehhemhghjhmmm kiembgberrr :)) hehehmemhghgjjhehemmm kiingnnnerrrmmghghh :)))" why am i like that
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