#( what do you mean it isn't diluc's birthday??? it is see )

[resolutepath]

The box left by the Fontanian courier is... big. Yet it is surprisingly light for its size, and there is a curious metallic rattle from within whenever it is jostled.

Upon opening, another box is revealed to lie inside, though this one is comprised of wood and metal, with an ornate filigree pattern upon its lid, bearing a likeness of a bird of prey in flight. A single crimson envelope sits upon the lid, bearing the name of the Winery's master in a script that should by now be familiar.

Diluc, I hope this arrives in time - if not, forgive the delay. Finding the time to work on private projects isn't always easy, as I'm sure you'll understand well enough. It saddens me that I can't be there to see you open this in person, but the work never stops. I'll have to make it up to you the next time I can take some time off. Give my best wishes to Adelinde and the others. Please let them treat you to something special today. I know it's not the easiest of days for you, but you have many people who love you and want to spoil you just a little. Let them. Sigewinne did want to send a cupcake with this parcel, but I managed to convince her it was a bad idea. You'll thank me later, when you actually taste one for yourself. Don't work yourself too hard tonight. Wriothesley P.S. Oh, and... it responds to voice. I could only program a few commands with my limited skills, but... it will fly, at least.

Inside the wooden box is a clockwork bird of prey - a hawk, specifically - made of shining crimson and silver metal pieces. Should Diluc speak, the hawk's eyes will blaze red, and its wings will stretch in preparation for flight. And, should Diluc look closely at its construction, he would see the small stamp of a three-headed wolf upon its clockwork heart.

The call from Adelinde regarding the package had taken longer than usual for Diluc to register. Unearthing himself from the piles of work he was hiding behind, distracting himself as the day dragged on around him, Diluc staggers to the lower floor of the Dawn Winery, seeking her out, stopping short when he sees the size of the package that is sitting in the entrance way. He approaches slowly, hearing the odd sounds that it makes when Connor and Tunner shift it so it sits more centrally.

His brow furrows, clearly not expecting anything, cautious as he approaches the package. Though he needn't be so worried. Drawing back the packaging reveals the most intricate and detailed wooden box, atop it a letter written in familiar script that has Diluc offering a short, but reassuring, nod towards Adelinde and scooping up the box, taking it up to his study. There he lets himself sink into his chair and opens the letter with meticulous care, smiling as he sees the familiar script of his distant lover. He may not be close, but the words narrow the distance, and it is a balm to what is otherwise a horrific day for him. He cannot help but recognise the thread of fondness in the letter and the undertones of concern, it seems his lover does know him as well as he alludes to, able to discern that without prompt, Diluc would allow the day to pass away in bad memories and the taste of ash in his mouth.

Perhaps, at least, a cup of tea with Adelinde and Elzer can be managed.

He even manages a soft chuckle at the comments about Sigewinne's culinary skills and he resolves to dive more deeply into this matter the next time he sees the other. It sounds like there are a few stories to tell.

Once it is read, he folds the letter carefully and returns to the box, admiring the dedication that has been put into creating the ornate design before he opens it carefully. A hitched breath marks his surprise as he sees what sits within, crimson eyes softening as he runs a gentle finger over a mechanical wing.

"Wriothesley..." he breathes, and watches as the eye glows and the wings stretch, enamoured with the beautiful design. He cannot take his gaze from it, studying every inch of the intricate craft work, surprised that his lover holds such a detailed skill. In his studies, he makes note of the internal mark, feeling a pang of sadness that he cannot thank the other in person for his stunning gift.

"Perhaps a trip is in order..." he murmurs, returning to his seat and placing his treasured gift upon the surface of his desk, of only so that he might fetch ink and paper. There he begins to scribe, etching his missive down, forgetting the piles of work that surround him. They are no longer a needed distraction for he has something much better to occupy his time, weaving his words together to offer both his gratitude and his affections towards the man who has asked him to not wallow in his sorrows, a feat made easier as he thinks of him in his kingdom below the waves.

Every so often he pauses in his writing, gaze drawn towards the metal creature upon his desk and a small, fleeting smile creeps onto his lips. It is not the joyous celebration that Wriothesley might wish for him, but for Diluc, this is a step out of the shadow of grief that has clung like a stubborn cloak to his shoulders since that day. A feat few others have ever convinced him to attempt.

Even into the evening, Diluc's mood does not dip so ferociously, aided by the letter that he holds in his breast pocket and the drifting gaze to his gift whenever he feels that slip approaching. It won't work forever, but it is enough to see him through till the dawn comes and the day is behind him for another year.

[captainjacklyn]

@Silverbard22 Special Birthday Occasion !

A/N : Happy birthday my friend ! Congratulations on being today years old, as my (late late late late LATE! really sorry about that) gift for you I'll be writing this headcanon with every character from Mondstadt to Sumeru celebrating your birthday ! And fun fact, you were born on the same day as my old cat ! (his name was 'little steps' and he passed away four years ago because he was old but now I have two new troublemakers to destroy my sleep)

Warning(s) : some bombs from klee, a lot of cake but idk if that's even some kind of warning, mostly fluff, it's kind of Sagau if you squint a little.

MONDSTADT

The moment Jean was informed she got a multitude of knights just getting the entire city ready for a huge celebration, at this point, it's a national holiday. She patrols around to check if everything is in it's rightful place, if anyone dares to sabotage or disrupt such an occasion they will get beheaded. Amber and Eula follow after their senior, wishing you the best when they see you, since the beautiful Lawrence maiden understands how important this day is for you she'll perform a wonderful dance for you.

The church also prepared a wonderful original song for you, and it was all thanks to Barbara and Venti (who was also the one that announced your date of birth) even if it doesn't match their usual tunes they will gladly change their genre just for you to enjoy their singing. It's kind of hard to imagine priests singing black metal but they'll do their best in doing it for you.

Diluc pretended not to care but the Dawn Winery had also been cleaned and decorated to the brim. Everything on the menu is just foods you enjoy, all that you dislike is BANNED from this place, they take your approval seriously and I mean it. When you come in, he has everything ready and perhaps even a huge gift. Though much to his dismay, Kaeya will tease him for it (not like he didn't plan grandiose things just to see your smile). Speaking of teasing, he starts to poke a multitude of pickup lines at you.

There is music, there is presents and decoration..what else are we missing? Oh wait who's the clown for this party-

I'm kidding I'm kidding Lisa is the magician, I know that her stans are out there to get me rn. Besides, the lady has a friendly, albeit a little explosive, assistant named Klee...And Albedo because we need a sane being around these two chaos inducing people. And don't think I forgot about the gifts- those are everywhere, they offer you presents all the time but they've out done themselves just for your special day.

All thanks to Sucrose who was more than overjoyed to be the one to get the honor of creating your main bestowal. Let's not forget Benny's Adventure team who crashed in halfway to celebrate alongside you. Bennett, Razor and Fischl ran like tornadoes to offer their own blessings, Rosaria pretended that she wasn't looking forward to give her own birthday wishes. But we can all see how happy your smile makes her the moment you thank her for coming.

LIYUE

Oh you are so spoiled for this one. Ningguang quite literally built a new jade chamber just for your birthday celebration and Ganyu worked faster than the speed of light just to get to spend some quality time with you, Keqing is no different with so much dedication nothing is stopping her now (her pen broke as she practically printed down files of tasks). No one has seen them more desperate than scaramouche wanting to become a god BUT that's just because she wants to spend as much time with you during these special hours, it's not everyday that your favorite person turns [age] years old !

Beidou doesn't seem like the type to throw a fuss during these occasions. And she isn't, you're absolutely correct, however she will bring you to any place around the ocean to go sight seeing and have her crew throw a party all evening. In addition to this wonderful proposal we got Hu Tao willing to unbury sixty dead people COUGH COUGH I MEANT INVITE I SWEAR GUYS DON'T ARREST ME-

Zhongli was also at the funeral parlor when his boss made preparations for your visit. He wanted to offer you a gift but with what money? so Childe had to take care of the presents instead. (Though he will go through the effort of offering you a dried glaze lily, accompanied with the marvelous yet oh so tragic meaning behind it, have fun falling asleep) Poof goes the northland bank money to the mountains of donations, his wallet is crying so many tears to the point where you'll need to name an entirely new river.

I swear if the river's name goes something like : 'spring valley view nice face' I say fuck that and call it 'broke stream' then we can get along. I just hope Xiao actually participates in your ceremony physically rather than alternatively placing a gift at your window and disappearing right after. It becomes a game for a while, just spend the whole day trying to find him to say thank you. He finds your tenacity so impressive but so confusing, why are you ripping both time and space HE'S HERE GOOD HEAVENS-

This goes for Shenhe too, be nice to her okay? it may not seem like it, but the young woman is trying very hard to please you, although it is evident that you truly enjoy her presence. Chongyun tagged along with his aunty, whilst Cloud Retainer would've been there, her bad habit of spilling the embarrassing memories of her beloved students made the graceful lady refuse the bird's company.

Have you ever seen Xiangling cook the worth of three buffets ? Well, now you have, she felt so ashamed for forgetting what you liked ! So she panicked and made every food known to their world, even those that didn't necessarily originate from Liyue.. I salute you, that much nutrition will probably be the end of it all. Xingqiu is no more after helping his good companion, winded and absolutely exhausted, I mean who cooks 149 recipes in FIVE HOURS?!

Honestly, I really jealous about the fact that YaoYao made you a custom plushy that resembled a mini you, she even added a small yellow bunny attached on the side as well as your birthday day sewed on it. Qiqi was the one with the responsibility to deliver it for her friend, of course Baizhu needed to remind her of doing so too. Speaking of that shady doctor, he hangs around you to make sure you stay healthy. Tho his coughing isn't really helping the process, he's trying to be of use. Let's not forget that Yelan most likely stole another fatui jacket just because she kinda...Forgot? I mean, she got the gift and she stylized it just to match your style...If only she knew it was Childe's present on its way to you.

INAZUMA

Boob sword, boob sword, boob sword- If that's what you want she'll whip out that weapon faster than lightning. get it? I'm such a loser. Ei turned your birthday into the new year festival, fireworks bigger than ever were organized thanks to Yoimiya. Look closely and you'll notice that the sparkling firecrackers spell out your name and create visuals of your favorite animal/food!

Itto is gonna bring you around town with his gang, if you want he can even carry you on his shoulders during the entire time he's showing you off with Shinobu by his side, his (unpaid) nanny who is continuously begging him to be careful. She smiles under her mask when she sees you laugh at their antics, but please don't encourage them too much, keeping them out of trouble is already hard enough.

Subsequently, you met up with Gorou and Kokomi who offered their heartfelt wishes, including an all out party with the army. Everyone was dancing, drinking and losing all of their remaining braincells..Thank goodness our gorgeous mermaid stopped you from consuming anything too strong..would've been as bad as taco bell- RING RING ! I have a delivery for the Birthday Star! Soft paws and double tails, it's none other than the speedy Nekomata, Kirara! Right on time as always for bringing a packet to the rightful owner.

The nice surprise ended up being a very cute gift box of many different delicacies along with...a birthday card from Yae Miko? Well, ain't that a new one. Seems like she gives you her sweet wishes and an opportunity to write a book with her. Gracious.

Smoke weed with the samurai Jk- Kazuha sends you a gush of wind with a bunch of leaves that end up spelling 'happy birthday' when they fall to the floor.

can he do that? It'd be fun if he could do that. He can do that.

Then you have the...Rich ones, I'll say it right off the bat, Ayaka and Ayato have prepared exactly everything from schedule to how many confetti will be thrown in your direction every minute of the day. Thomas is right behind them and he's cleaning up after said confetti, Poor guy. Someone help him...Yeah, definitely...Someone should.

... :)

Oh my archons is that? No way, La Signora's ashes flying all the way from Snezhnaya Kujou Sara what do we have here? A tiny figure of the raiden shogun, as a birthday gift? How adorable. Surely it'll be more eternal than a certain crimson witch HAHAHA- please don't kill me. This came from Sara's precious collectible collection so don't drop it. Ever.

SUMERU

Oh Nahida, she did say that your celebration shall be at least as grand as the Subzeruz Festival. So, don't be shy, let her pull you through and help you enjoy the sights! You wouldn't want to miss Nilou's pretty performance would you? Tighnari, Collei and most of the other forest rangers came along too! Now there's a table's worth of present for you, with very pretty mushrooms, some crafted trinkets, a flower bouquet that sprayed water in your face- CYNO! "What did one plate say to the other plate on their birthday?" "Cyno please-" "Lunch is on me."

"..."

"..."

"Good job, buddy. Good job."

If anyone makes me right down a joke like that again, I will kill myself. Luckily for you, Sethos swoops in to save you, maybe? All I know if that he's up for a new hairdo desert dweller style! But give him a second to catch his breath. He did drag hat guy all this way for a reason, surely it isn't because mister Wanderer thinks himself above wishing you a small happy birthday? No, he ain't that's why he's here, darling. Albeit a little against his will. His little auntie would've pushed him towards you anyways, he's a little shy, give him some time. *Cue the boss music.*

When Kaveh and Al Haitham finally arrive, they were willing to put their arguments to a pause and give you a well deserved happy birthday wish, including a long rant about how Al Haitham doesn't know shit about aesthetics and how Kaveh keeps losing his mother fucking keys- EHO WAIT A MINUTE! This isn't about you, *spray bottle* this is about [Name] so you better treat the birthday majesty, treat them well!

Oh! Dehya just arrived! Your very own bodyguard for the trip! She grants you protection as you make your way to Aaru village where Candace awaits. Birthday cake on a plate, and candles ready to place. You spend most of your time having fun with the people. And when the time for you to leave comes, Dehya thanks you as she brings you right back to Sumeru city. Where you encounter Dori at the entrance and she- Uh? Free gift? No there must be a catch, Dori doesn't give gifts! Ah right she wants to grant you a wish, which is technically a gift for as long as it isn't a lifetime of Mora...Cause that wouldn't work, no, no. Dori isn't a doner. "Happy birthday, [Name]-" "Could I have the Palace of Alcazarzaray?"

"...The what now?"

Well, guess that's everybody- Wait a damn minute where is Layla? Surely she isn't sleeping through your celebrations, the music is far too loud! Oh, never mind, there she is. Somehow awake and...She's with a gift, you now have your very own pocket astrolabe, I have no fucking clue how this thing works but you'll figure it out. I'm sure. And if not, well Miss faruzan is here to help, she'll also offer her own small toy for you. It's an assembly of a number of miniature puzzle mechanisms — you can find a button and lever here, as well as a roller to the side. I still have no clue on what and how, but it's the intention that counts.

Not me using her voice line to explain shit.

FLOWER CONFETTI ATTAAAACK-

FONTAINE

I do believe it was supposed to rain today, but monsieur Neuvillette did say that he would do something about it. Strange. Who could've thought he actually would- Wait no why is it starting, why do I feel sad, WHO DID THIS?!

It's okay now, Furina arrived just in time to distract him from the sadness. And! To remind him that a special someone was celebrating their special day today! Here's your ticket to 'Happy Day'! Don't make me spoil the surprise, there's a reason why it's called a surprise, don't you ask me what'll happen, don't you dare do it, don't-

She'll make sure you show up though since her dutiful Clorinde is never far away from you or Furina herself. She'll pop out of the blue, remind you of the time and disappear again, not before leaving a small birthday card at your feet. There is a letter along with...Mhm? Is that- a coupon for Furina's favorite bakery?!

You get to buy your own birthday cake! That sounds so sad but so good at the same time. And surprise, surprise! There's a surprise! From Sigewinne, Navia, Chiori, Chevreuse, Freminet, Emilie and Charlotte too! Even the whole of spina de rosula came along to celebrate before your attendance to 'Happy Day'! You receive a gorgeous outfit from Chiori, she insists that it was just an excuse to better your wardrobe but we all know she's looked forward to sewing something up for you, for a long time. Chevreuse's gift is a pile of the best selling Fontaine books, many of which are her personal favorite, but perhaps you'll take a liking to them too!

Charlotte got everyone to fit into the group picture, and with a snap! Collects the memory. She also gifts you your very own Kamera! Now even you can match her as a frenzied journalist! Just make sure you show her your future pictures, she'd love to collaborate on her next journal page! ft. [Name]'s photography.

Freminet was a little shy at first, but after a little encouragement from his siblings to face you without his helmet, you just had to gush over the Pers he gave you. He's more than glad you like it, though the way you seem so happy gets him a little embarrassed- And the helmet goes back on! Uh...

There's something tapping your leg, wait! The Melusines are all here! And they have lots of nice stickers! One here, and there, and everywhere! Sigewinne wanted you to spend time with as many friends as possible, though she regrets to say that Wriothesley couldn't come along, but he took the time to gift you an assortment of luxurious tea as well as a...Pair of...Boxing gloves? Oh well, better get to some sporty activities then. Fortunately for you, Emilie just created a new perfume made of your favorite scents that gets rid of any foul odor, and it's a limited edition [Name]-reserved product too!

Cue Lyney and his little magic trick, watch as he gives you a feather, observe how it pops and turns out to be a party popper. He grabs one of the floating paper streamers, drops it in the hat, imagine your gift, reach down and- Tada! Your very own mini Lyney the cat! And- What is this? His assistant, Lynette, takes the lead! She hands you a blank card, on it, write your wish before she places it in her own hat, gesturing you to reach within and- Tada! You now have a mini kitty Lynette! Wooo! Keep smiling, they don't have to know you imagined as well as wrote a thousand mora.

❤️🧡💛Happy Birthday💚🩵💙

[airyravenmaid]

As someone who's been secretly teetering around the SAGAU (that's "Self-Aware Genshin AU" for those who aren't aware 🥁) tag and works while thoroughly enjoying a lot of them, I think today's finally the day I put my own two cents in on it. Particularly, my two cents about how a certain redheaded owl stud would act in that verse. By all means, no hate to anybody who's written him any differently in their SAGAU stuff-- we're all here to have fun and junk; this is just how I personally think he'd be. You are free to disagree with any and everything I have to say under the cut, but I will have no badmouthing or the like.

Being perfectly honest, I haven't really seen much of Diluc in a ton of SAGAU works outside of him either being part of the "get the 'Imposter'" mob or individually attacking us if he comes across us solo and isn't in the know that we the reader are the real deal. Basically, he's more or less just kinda lumped in with the other highly devoted followers of the Creator without really standing out much in the plot. And, nothing particularly wrong with that, no, no, no, but here's where my hee-ho funny hot take comes in:

I don't actually think Diluc would really worship the Creator. In fact, I don't think he'd even like us at first. *Sojiro voice* Let me explain!

Diluc Ragnvindr is, in every sense of the word, a disenchanted young man. Now, we know he wasn't born as such, but we have the Knights of Favonius disgracing Crepus' death while the wound was still fresh and the falling out between Diluc and Kaeya upon the latter's revelation as a Khaenri'ahn spy to blame for that. Blah, blah, blah, that's right, we heard the story, over and over again, so, where does this tie into my personal interpretation of his thoughts on the Creator, you may ask? Well!

In the happier, more idealistic years before all hell broke loose on his 18th birthday, Diluc most likely did worship and revere the Creator per his upbringing since I think Crepus also worshipped them like a good chunk of Mondstadt does. No problems there. But, where was the "all-powerful, ever-benevolent" God of Teyvat when he'd lost his father and brother on that same, horrible night in different ways? What did they do when the Knights of Favonius openly spat on his father's name just to save their undeserved reputation? What did they give him during that four-year suicide mission he spent indiscriminately hunting Fatui agents before promptly getting the ban of a lifetime from the entire Nation of Cryo?

Nowhere, nothing, and radio silence.

Just another unreliable let-down added to the list, and another knife to his back.

(Imposter AU-wise) So, come present day, when the Great Big Phony™ drops and takes a throne that very much does not belong to them, everybody's over the moon and pulling out all the stops for their beloved God... except Diluc. Now, he's not so stupid that he openly badmouths the apparent Creator since that would get him some pretty unpleasant looks and land him in rather hot water, so instead, he shows no open reaction while rolling his eyes and scoffing at them wherever people can't see or hear. And, if we're going with the traditional portrayal of the Imposter being an uncaring tyrant, his already diminished opinion of the Creator's image is only further soured. He does nothing to damper or criticize anybody's faith since it's far from his place to, but they certainly won't see him joining in any day of the week, either.

And then comes the "Imposter", who's actually the true Creator that's been jiffy-popped into Genshin's world from the real one. Now, while he thinks it's beyond ridiculous that the people of Mondstadt and the Knights of Favonius (though, not as much surprise for the latter-- always so inefficient...) find it just to hunt down and torture somebody solely for looking like the Creator especially since nobody in town gives a shit that Venti and Barbatos look disturbingly alike for reasons only he (plus Jean and maybe Kaeya, if his Hangout implies anything) knows without actually presenting themselves as an active threat to humanity like, say, the Abyss Order or the Fatui, Diluc still can't help but secretly hand it to the alleged Imposter for being the first to have the guts to knock that "divine do-nothing" down a peg in some way, even if it is considered quite the risky move.

Should he encounter us while we're running for our lives worse for the wear for the above reason (and truly confirming that we mean no real harm and are just a victim of very unfortunate circumstance), Diluc is open to helping us get away safely under the radar and giving false info to the KoF like he did in his Story Quest since getting caught helping Teyvat's most wanted by the mob would not end well for him, either. And, he's pretty amicable when patching us up... but then he sees the dried gold blood and scars all over our body and realizes exactly who we really are. No, he doesn't do a full 180 and start blastin', but Diluc sure is now a lot colder towards us than he already is in general. Still helps us out, but we can taste the sudden mood drop. At some point, we discover his resent towards us for (from his perspective; can't exactly explain that we didn't actually make any of the characters' backstories since we're not HoYoverse and whatnot bc that wouldn't make sense to anyone in Genshin within the confines of the Creator!Reader AU without us sounding completely crazy) being seemingly nowhere to be seen around his and others' suffering despite being the God of All Gods capable of doing literally anything to help it, but simply choosing not to. Even if the Reader rightfully says they didn't do anything, Diluc's cold rebuttal is something along the lines of "No. You didn't.", and it's not the least bit reassuring.

If he were to stick around with us a bit longer during our escape from Mondstadt/whirlwind journey, then Diluc would come to understand that we really weren't as in control of everything bad happening to him or the world as he initially believed, especially if in his misguided blaming, it causes Reader to develop one HELL of a guilt complex feeling like they are responsible for fixing everything if it means putting an end to all the nonsense and abuse some of their once-beloved characters/acolytes are putting them through. Granted, the actual Imposter does have to be stopped and dethroned for all the shit they're pulling, but that's really all that falls on us as the unfortunate hero.

Other than that condition, though, we basically have someone that's thankfully not looking to hunt us down for absurd reasons and even helps us in our need, but at the same time curses us for letting him and many others down by not acting in some way when it mattered most.

[tenebriism]

Another year means another birthday; another bittersweet day to be avoided at all costs. She knows full well that for Diluc there is more grief here than joy; a deep rooted ache that has only ever dulled over time rather than faded. Perhaps it’s why Jean chooses to mark the occasion of his birth with a different kind of festivity this year, something calm and lowkey that can serve as a distraction more so than some ruse of a party or grand celebration. 

With coupon in hand, ungloved digits wiggle it before his nose - a cashing in of his own gift just one month prior to mark her own nameday. “I’d like to request your company today, Strawberry.” She thinks it’s what he needs as much as anything, even if he seldom wants it. Just someone to be there to chase away the darkness of his thoughts and help him survive until the sun rises again and heralds a new day. A person that believes in him. That loves, and cherishes him, no matter the turmoil he carries. 

Finally letting the coupon drop, with her free hand she reaches for that of her red haired paramour, tugging him along with a gentle but earnest insistence away from the safe confines of his own sullen isolation. Through Mondstadt’s streets she navigates with idle chatter, a careful but contented babble of whatever had dominated her thoughts that day until she could settle on the steps of the Ordo Favonius. 

Hesitation lingers as she ponders the rationale of her action. Today of all days, it’s a bold move to bring him here. To ask him, in no uncertain terms to trust her, even if not the Ordo itself. Fingers squeeze against his own, warm and encouraging even if uncertain of her own well intentioned plan as she asks for permission before guiding him up those steps and into a building that had been irrevocably tainted so many years ago. 

It isn’t a history lesson she has seeks to give though, as her boots click across polished floors up and guide him upwards through winding staircases to the highest point of the highest tower. High above Mondstadt, her vision becomes that bit clearer, a picnic laid out on the seldom used stone as two pairs of golden binoculars sit alongside it. 

“I know what today means and I know celebrations aren’t exactly…appropriate, but I wanted to do something for you all the same. Something that you’d enjoy; that would bring you peace and maybe even allow a little bit of that adorable Strawberry charm to see the light of day. So this is me, with my very minimal knowledge of bird watching, trying incredibly hard to find the perfect spot to see your feathered friends.”

At her feet there sits a freshly wrapped selection of gifts containing a new Falconry glove; a book of timeless poems translated from Liyuean, a compass to guide him home on his travels, and a single symbolic dandelion. 

Jean smiles; the nervous curve of her lips creeping into the apples of her cheeks as she stretches upwards onto her tiptoes to press a kiss to the silken skin of his cheek. “Happy Birthday Diluc." 

He's ASHAMED at the skepticism he greets her with at the door. The lack of fondness she so very deserves, the lack of affection or acknowledgement of all she has done to keep him on this earth. It's hard--- she knows this, and every year, he prays she does not take offense to the way he closes himself off, even to her. THIS ISN'T HIM... not entirely. It's a PART of him, an extremely UGLY part that rears its hideous head once a year on this very day, but despite how FAR he has come to not let it CONSUME him as heavily as it had in past years, it's the one day he CAN'T win against his own emotions no matter how hard he fights.

Can't swing a claymore at tears... can't set aflame his own bloodshot eyes. Can't rip out his own heart as it aches, relentlessly, within his chest and makes him feel one too-deep breath away from suffocating on the spot.

She's brought the coupon, though. An arts and crafts, signed, sealed, delivered CONTRACT, of sorts, that he'd encouraged her to use to whatever extent she felt necessary. She's nothing if not cunning and strategic, and, really, he should have EXPECTED this, but would it have changed anything even if he had? No... because even beyond the crayon covered contract she waves in front of his face, it's ultimately HER who encourages him to go along with this little plan. It's always the soft look she gives him, the purity, appreciation, AFFECTION so strongly reflected in her gaze... he thinks anyone would bend, just because it's Jean Gunnhildr.

It's when they get to the headquarters that Diluc hesitates. He stops at the very bottom of the stairs, and though the manner in which he tugs her backwards and into his arms is gentle, his grip on her has tightened ever so subtly.

' What are you doing, and why are we here? '

The question burns in his gaze, by no means DEMANDING of an answer, but rather, afraid. This is the last place he wants to be today, of all days; maybe any other day, he can somewhat stomach the smell of these halls and the sight of those vibrant, perfectly hung banners, but not today.

Gods, not today.

It's... Jean, though, and she has never given him a reason NOT to trust her, even since childhood. She has only ever wanted what is BEST for him, even if it meant bearing a pain most unrelenting in the period of time he'd felt it necessary to leave Mondstadt for years and years and years, lest he DROWN in his own anger and grief. No, this is NOT where he wants to be today -- the Headquarters, at least, but he DOES want to be with HER.

So, he surrenders himself to her in full, yet again, and allows himself to be guided up those stairs to wherever she deems fit to take him, and goodness, is the reward plentiful.

As the sun hits his skin and the wind plays in his hair, the tiniest of gasps slips through when eyes fall upon her carefully concocted plan. " You... remembered. " Of course she did--- has he, amidst this annual trauma, forgotten the woman he is so honored to be betrothed to? Jean could likely state, with confidence, the number of freckles on his body, the number of sugars he puts into his coffee in the morning, the specific brand of paints he prefers to buy for the little pockets of time he can dedicate to his own hobbies, WITH his favorite tea he likes to sip... whatever it may be, Jean will remember.

The little kid who used to play Knights of Favonius with a young Kaeya and young Jean shines through in this moment. Nay, he isn't tugging on suspenders and waving around a tiny, wooden stick at an invisible enemy, but there's a certain pep to his step as he excitedly hastens forth that's not often there. " You're just in time, too. Look, right out there--- " Finger extends, following the path of a gorgeous falcon as it soared past the buildings. " Native to Liyue... can't imagine what brought her all the way over here. Change of pace, perhaps... " Though his musings are mostly to himself, he keeps an arm curled 'round her waist. Keeps her close and up against him, where he prefers for her to be, and delights in the kiss she bestows upon him.

If she's looking for bits and pieces of HER Strawberry, it's certainly shining through now, right along rosy tinted cheeks.

" ... thank you for this. " He realizes he hasn't even said that amidst all his excitement, and flushes even REDDER at the onset embarrassment.

" You just... archons, you are perfect. Beautiful in every sense of the word. I just... I love you. I love you so much. Happy Birthday to me, indeed... "

@gunnhildred ;;

[defiedlife]

@geleum asked: out of all the time & places - he finds him now . to his horror ( having collected information for the knights ) kaeya had learned of diluc's fate. he'd never given up on on his brother - whatever lies had been snaked into his mind, kaeya would never give up on him . if there was any fury, any anger, it would be against that ninth. " how cruel. " words fall to the floor - they are lead, frozen with nothing but pain. hands rise as hatred finds him ; i mean no harm 'luc. " now, i do recall you spared my life last time . . . " eyes avoid him now. looking down to the floor . " won't you spare me on my own birthday ? " archons - the pain in his chest bears too much weight . " to see the grand fatui member - Master Diluc before me - well, what an honour isn't it ? " he hides the pain with ease yet he is aware that his brother would pick up on it within seconds . kaeya turns around to leave - and yet, before he does, he whispers a small sentence that he hopes reaches him : " i've never given up on you, 'luc. " after all, he would always be his brother . and as an after thought kaeya allows himself to mourn : ' happy birthday to me, i guess. how unfortunate has this turned out. '

Every fiber of Diluc's being is screaming at him to either draw his sword or turn and run straight to his Master. He has no desire to see or speak to his brother ever again, and yet here Kaeya is, bringing him a fresh onslaught of pain for the second time today. He doesn't need this, nor does he wish to deal with whatever such a traitor's presence implies, but unfortunately, running would be a display of cowardice that he will not grant Kaeya the satisfaction of seeing.

How cruel indeed.

"Don't you remember what else I told you that day? That was your only warning." He takes a step forward, and the delusion on the back of his hand pulses with an ominous glow. It's a final, unspoken warning of an otherwise impending death, and yet...

And yet Kaeya isn't even looking at him.

Oh, that just won't do. Not after everything; after all the pain and heartbreak, the utter betrayal twice over, and all the days he'd spent locked away because he'd struggled to accept the truth. Once, Diluc thought it impossible that Kaeya could have ever turned on him in such a callous fashion, but now he knows better. He knows what a monster his brother really is, and he can't let this end without forcing Kaeya to at least face it himself and own up to the awful things he's done. Maybe death would too merciful; too easy compared to true retribution.

Diluc takes another step forward; another step closer to wrapping his hands around his brother's throat, or maybe stabbing a knife right into Kaeya's stomach. In theory, with the Fatui's resources, the ways in which he could bring an end to the life before him are innumerable, and if Kaeya won't fight back, maybe he'll take advantage of that opportunity. Or maybe he'll just turn his brother over to Dottore when all is said and done. He hasn't decided yet, but from what he's seen and experienced, the Second is always looking for new test subjects.

His hand shoots out, chains cloaked in black fire swiftly mirroring the gesture and extending to wrap tightly around Kaeya's ankles. With a sharp tug, Diluc brings his brother crashing unceremoniously down onto the floor. The other end of the chains wrapped securely around his hand, he strides forward, one foot roughly digging into Kaeya's back. He leans in and over, his free hand going straight for a cryo vision now within his sights, and he snatches it away, shoving it into one of his jacket pockets for the time being.

But for all his burning, smoldering hatred and intent to kill—or worse—Diluc isn't entirely immune to the emotion in his brother's voice. He wishes he was, and yet his damn sentimental heart nags at him, so much so that he can't quite ignore it despite his instincts.

"Earlier today, I thought about killing you. Give me one good reason why I should spare you a second time, and maybe I'll consider it. Why would you be so foolish as to come here on your birthday, and what the hell do you mean by you've 'never given up' on me? You did just that on the day that you sold me!"

[heizours]

KISS IT BETTER

summary. the greatest lengths, that he is willing to do for you

tags. gn! reader, grammatical mistakes may occur

cw. scara's leak voicelines regarding ei, implied torture in dottore's part, kaeya lore spoilers (?), just those and over all a pure fluff abt what are this genshin men willing to do for you <3

feat. childe, albedo, pantalone, ayato, kaeya, scaramouche, dottore, diluc, zhongli, kazuha, cyno

CHILDE ── he never stops talking about you in front of his family. everytime he comes home to them, he would start going on and on about how such an amazing and loving significant other you are, and his family didn't have the heart to interrupt him because every word and confession that leaves from his lips, are all genuine and pure from his heart. the only way you will find out about this, is when he brings you to meet them for the first time, and in an instant his parents and his siblings are all smitten by you.

ALBEDO ── he has a journal dedicated to you, consisting of the little things and habits about you, when is your birthday, what are your likes and dislikes, the date of your anniversary, the promises he had noted while being in a relationship with you, such memories that he managed to capture and so on. sometimes, it would come to a point where he's starting to not mind of reading every single page of the book, over and over again - if you ever catch him doing it, he will just swiftly reply "well, i just find this more interesting and eye catching. do you want to read it with me?."

PANTALONE ── he spends all his fortune on you, whenever the both of you are out on dates and something catches your eye for more than 0.1 second, that product is in your hands in an instant. you, at least tried to tell him to lessen down his habit of buying everything for you when he almost bought a whole island meant for you, but all he ever tells you is "what should i do with this mora then? darling, this fortune isn't worthy to me when i have someone as you."

AYATO ── he will boldly break and reject countless arrange marriages for you. sure, it is his obligation to get married, but to be paired with someone he couldn’t see as his significant other? he would rather dispose it, than let his marriage suffer just like how his childhood was. why would he look for more if he has someone as perfect as you? if they prefer to not listen to his pleas, then so be it. he would cross that line for you, even if it takes for some of the citizens to turn their backs on him - after all, it’s you and him against the world. yes? right.

KAEYA ── he will always choose you, over both mondstadt and khaenri'ah without a single hesitation. sometimes, he just couldn't handle the pressure in his shoulders, that there will come a time that he will have to choose between his homeland and the nation he had considered where he lived in - that is until he met you. suddenly, his whole perspective of life changes and his mind was now unexpectedly on set. he had decided - if he can run away, then he would, with you and would live in a far away land where only the two of you would live in it and grow old together.

SCARAMOUCHE ── he is willing to change himself for you, to the point that he would take the risk to reset himself. resetting himself, where he would be back to his old wandering self again after being told to roam around, as free as he wishes like how his creator and mother told him. if he is going to do that, then he doesn't mind one bit - if it means that he's going to be destined to meet you again, but this time under normal circumstances.

DOTTORE ── he orders his clones to always keep an eye on you. knowing that he is always hibernating in his lab doing who knows what, he can't always be by your side all the time. if ever danger comes to you, that is too close from his liking, he would not hesitate to order his clones to protect you from it, and bring the said danger to him in an instant, who even had the audacity to lay a single finger on you. maybe, they would be the perfect test subjects for this mind blowing experiment he had decided to work on?

DILUC ── he would ask your parents' consent first before courting you, and he is more than prepared to prove himself worthy of being titled as your lover. he would also proclaim that you also do not have to rush yourself in answering him, he is willing to wait even if it takes forever. because if he could? then he would.

ZHONGLI ── he can give you the 5 love languages. words of affirmation? you bet, he's going to put a whole power point presentation on why he loves you so much. physical touch? he can be not clingy at all times, but expect lingering and soft touches with him every now and then. receiving gifts? he keeps every single gift you are giving him, whether it's considered to be given on a special or an ordinary day. quality time? this man is fit to be a househusband, he's going to give you all the quality time that you need when you are in need of one. acts of service? he's a gentlemen, and you bet he won't let you lift a finger.

KAZUHA ── he will not raise his voice at you when the both of you, are in an argument. he would scold you, but in a calm, gentle and soft spoken manner - and the respect and love for you is still there. he would point what was your mistake in that certain situation, but would also make sure that every word that comes out from him, wouldn't struck a nerve in your side or would do anything to make you more upset than it is.

CYNO ── he will take some time to explain what does his jokes mean. for other people, he just complains about how they can't understand the jokes that comes out from him, but for you? he'll spend hours and hours just so you can get it. and if he makes you smile or laugh in the slightest because of it? it miraculously cures the tiredness that he had endured all day long.

[thatoneidiotdts]

Sleeping (+morning routine) headcanons for some genshin boys

A/n: hello ladies and gentlemen I'm happy to announce that I may be back now that my life has decided to stop throwing endless shit at me. Now I also write for genshin so feel free to send asks in my inbox!!

Warnings: nightmares for xiao, favoritism in diluc's part, purposeful misspelling and slander in C*ilde's part,overall tooth rotting fluff

Zhong li

Sleeps like a rock (pun intended)

This man will not wake up unless there is an emergency

No matter how much noise you make or whatever is going on around him he'll stay there laying in bed completely silent

His breathing is so quiet you think he's dead half the time if not for his endless sleep talking

And you can actually have full on conversations with him while he's asleep

Also he sleeps in a solider position which leaves you to cling on him like a koala on a big ass tree

Sleeps in really soft bamboo pyjamas that you bought for him

Zhong li will only wake up at exactly 7:30 am no matter if it's a week day or a weekend/ his day off

He also doesn't stay in bed for more than 10 minutes unless as stated before its his day off and you aren't awake yet

The man will stay there taking in the sunshine rays from the window as he's looking at your peaceful face

After an hour or two hell rub your back and gently wake you up with forehead kisses while softly calling your name

When you finally wake up you usually start with the morning hygiene and whatnot

Also he will ask you if you want to take a morning bath together but absolutely respects you decision if you won't and you don't need to even give him a reason you declined in the first place but will make sure you know he loves you no matter what

After that he will sit down with you and drink tea and have breakfast with you for the next two hours

It's the only reason he wakes up so early

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After that he goes to do his usual shift at the wangsheng funeral parlor

Venti

Menace to society

He either sleeps sprawled out in a starfish position with his arm and leg over your body or in a fetal position with his face buried in your breasts/chest

He usually sleeps in your clothes or in his everyday clothes

His little snores are super cute tho

Venti's snoring isn't super loud, it's actually really quiet but still there

Since he's a bard he stays at the Angel's share until it closes which is usually very late into the night so he sleeps until like 2pm

He isn't a heavy sleeper so you usually accidentally wake him up if you have some errands to run early in the morning

Venti will cling to you and pretend that he's asleep so that you can stay in bed with him

After like 20 minutes of this he finally let's you go and makes you promise him that you'll be back quickly

When you returned to your shared house from doing commissions you found him still sleeping in the bed so you quietly took a shower and snuggled in with him for another hour or two

After he finally wakes up for real this time he has breakfast lunch with you and goes off to Angel's share but not before giving you a thousand kisses

Kaeya

He's sleep schedule is ON POINT

He always gets back from Angel's share at exactly 1:00am, showers, eats and does his skin care routine and gets in bed around 1:30am

He also wakes up at exactly 9am but stays in bed until ten

He trashes through the night, he also talks in his sleep but it really weird and it's mostly things that are in English but you can't understand them at all

Kaeya is also a blanket snatcher and will snatch your blanket if you aren't holding it tightly

I feel like he also sleeps with socks on but has a few special pairs of socks that have some cute patterns that he would rather be caught working with the fatui by his own brother than wear them outside once

Also sleeps in silk pyjamas, doesn't care if the cotton ones are easier to breathe through, he likes the feeling of silk on his skin

Kaeya loves his personal space and he doesn't like to be touched while he sleeps but makes up for it when he's awake but still in bed

The only exception is when it's cold outside, I headcannon he's naturally cold and he doesn't like it at all

His morning routine is 90% of him taking care of his face and showering

His skincare routine is also more expensive than some people's houses so don't touch his products plz

Kaeya will gladly teach you the basics of skin care and will buy you your own products that thinks will suit your skin better

He's also almost late to work every day so every day you see him put on his shoes calmly, take in a deep breath and then he kisses you goodbye and runs off like a mad man in order to get to the headquarters on time

Diluc

He has so much unprocessed trauma I would be surprised is sleep schedule is anything but a mess

Diluc doesn't sleep a lot, he would have a normal sleep schedule but since he has a lot of stuff to do all the time it stops him from sleeping property

Not only does he work as a bartender at Angel's share when Charles can't he also works as the Mondstat's one and only Dark Night Hero

He usually comes home around 4 or 5 am and will only sleep until like 8 and you will have to force him to have a nap in the afternoon

Also he sleeps in his everyday clothing and he's sometimes too tired to even take his coat off

Diluc sleeps on his stomach which causes him to have back and neck problems but it's the only way he can actually fall asleep

He's a really light sleeper which also adds up to his sleeping problem

Also he snores loudly, like really loudly, and he only snores at night for some weird reason

You discovered that because one day you accidentally woke up at like 6 am and you couldn't fall back asleep because of his loud snoring but you didn't dare to move since you knew how little rest he gets

He's not a morning person at all, if he didn't hate alcohol, he would be the person that chugs half a bottle of vodka in the morning just to keep him awake

Diluc usually starts his morning off with some personal hygiene and then starts doing the endless paperwork without even having breakfast or anything to drink

So out will have to force him to eat and drink so that he doesn't pass out from work

On the rare days he doesn't have any work to do he usually sleeps them off to make up for the time he didn't sleep

Albedo

Chalk boy over here also has a terrible sleep schedule

He's not really forcing himself to stay up but rather doesn't realize how late it is

You will have to pull him out of his work in order for him to go to sleep

Albedo has a special pair of pyjamas that he wears when he's sleeping and he only wears them because for his last birthday Klee has given him a pair of pyjamas that were originally grey but she hand painted them herself with the help of Jean and Lisa and he's been sleeping in them ever since

And when i say every day I mean every day

But don't worry he hand washes them every two days and takes special care of them in order to not wash of the fabric paint

His snores are also really quiet and quite cute, I recommend commenting on that if you wanna see him blush ^-^

Albedo usually sleeps on his stomach but unlike Diluc he is small enough to not crush you under his weight so he usually sleeps with his head on your stomach or buried in your neck

Pease touch his hair he melts when you do

Albedo can sleep for a looonng time if you don't wake him up so he relies on you to wake him up or else he'll spend the next 16 hours in bed sleeping without a care in the wold

When he wake up he does his usual morning routine, which is usually a quick shower, breakfast, brushing his teeth and his hair out, and then goes off to work

He will absolutely make you have a nap with him in the afternoon or whenever he feels tired

Xiao

He doesn't sleep much, hell I don't this man sleeps at all sometimes

Adepti don't really require sleep or food like normal humans do

It took a lot of time for him to trust you enough to sleep besides him

Xiao doesn't feel safe while sleeping at all, he also fears that his karmic dept might take affect on you so he keeps his distance for quite some time

For the first month or two he would wear his normal every day clothes but then you gift him a cute plain green onesie and at first he straight up refused to put 'that thing' on but he gave in and hasn't sleep in anything else since

At first he would be the big spoon so that he can protect you from any harm but when you spooned him for the first time he felt so safe and warm he never wanted to let go of that feeling ever again

After that he would ask you under his breath if you could spoon him more often, you barely understood what he was saying but perfectly understood what he wanted and needed.

He also regularly has nightmares which causes him to trash around and maybe whack you in the face once or twice but you're quick to calm him down

Xiao never really realized that he was hurting you until he gently hugged you and you winced because he accidentally touched the small mark he left the previous night after having another nightmare

Doesn't touch you or sleep with you for a week after that, he already hurt you enough but you don't really care so you coaxed him into sleeping with you again very easily since he missed your warmth a lot

He doesn't really have a morning routine but he does wake up every morning before you so that he can teleport to the Huaguang Stone Forest to pick some Qingxin flowers for you

He's also gets back into your arms right before you wake up so that it seems like he never left in the first place

But you always notice the new fresh bouquet of the beautiful white flower on your desk and thank him for it

T*rtaglia

Listen here ok I'mma be real with y'all

Turbulence sleeps exactly one hour less than normal people but makes it seem like he gets like 2 hours of sleep per night

"Ugh I didn't sleep last night at all😩😏" Like bro stfu

He also makes jokes about sleeping so little because he was with you last night or that he was training so hard or doing a mountain of paper work

While you know damn well he was with you entire night sleeping like a baby right by your side

He sleeps naked solely so that one day when a hypothetical intruder gets into your home he can scare them off by yelling at them while being completely naked 💀

But he will put a pair of pyjamas on if you're uncomfortable

He mostly sleeps on his side because he needs to hold something while he's sleeping, if you aren't with him that night he will hug your pillow and sleep like that

Tagliatelle also doesn't like to sleep when in a cold room so he will have one of those water bottles that people use for back pain and will put one in the pillow he's holding and two in the blanket itself

He's totally a morning person and has no problem with getting out of the bed in less than like 10 minutes unless you ask him not to

If he has a day off he won't sleep in that much but he will curl up beside you and 'accidentally' place his head on your boobs/chest

Y'all saying Terrorism is the caring older brother? WRONG he's the forgotten middle child. we ofc know about Tonia, Anthon and Teucer but he also has two older brothers and at least one older sister

I feel like he's the middle child that had to take all the responsibilities when the older three/four moved out

So yeah he can make a damn fine breakfast for you without skipping a beat

But don't let me even start on his personal hygiene

Like shower are fine ok and he baths once a week only because he can but like

I know damn well his back teeth are ROTTING

He only uses mouthwash and brushes the front and bottom part of the teeth so that they look presentable meanwhile his back teeth got their souls sucked out

Moving on from that Tellurium can't really spend the whole morning with you so he will have to leave you late in the morning.

Coffee? :>

[randoimago]

Hey, sorry if I do this wrong, it’s my first time using tumblr but I want to make a request if that’s okay with you? My gf’s bday is coming up (February 26) and I know she likes your writing a lot and we do read your stuff together. So I was hoping to request Vax (CR), Akira (P5) and Zhongli and Diluc (Genshin Impact) celebrating their S/Os birthday if that’s okay with you of course? If not, I understand and I also want to say I’m a fan of your work so keep doing what you do: Solar Anon

Celebrating S/O’s Birthday

FANDOM: Critical Role, Genshin Impact, Persona 5

Character(s): Vax’ildan, Diluc, Zhongli, Akira Kurusu

Type of Request: Headcanons

Note(s): You did great! And that's super cute of you to request something for your gf I hope they enjoy these!!

Critical Role

Vax

He'll definitely do his best to plan out something to do. Rather it's just going out into Emon on a walk or hanging around Whitestone. Just in a place that's comfortable and familiar to you two.

Would try to make you something that reminds him of you for your birthday. Probably screws up a few times. He's good with picking locks, making actual, physical presents are something entirely different.

Vax gets you flowers. At first he thought about stealing some flowers from someone's garden but then decided that he has some money to spend and you deserve something nicer and more legal.

He doesn't know how to cook or bake or whatever. He will burn everything. So he tries to find a nice bakery to get you a cupcake or something for your birthday. Would find a sugar free option if that's better for you!

Genshin Impact

Diluc

Would close up the bar for the day. That way no one can walk in while he and some others he enlisted the help of decorates the place for a surprise party.

I can see him wanting to do something small but it got out to Amber or someone that it's your birthday and now it's becoming a huge thing with the surprise party. Diluc still takes you out on the town to distract you but also because he likes this moment with you.

You get treated to a nice birthday lunch. If you try to complain about anything being too expensive then Diluc just gives you an amused look because he has money. He has so much money and he's happy to spend it all on you.

Does get you a nice, cute little gift like a necklace or arm brace. Just something for you to wear and hopefully reminds you of him.

Zhongli

Actually has money for once. It's all going towards your birthday celebration though.

Hu Tao probably is making a whole celebration at the funeral parlor (which isn't helping get customers) and so Zhongli is just taking you around Liyue.

Would tell you many stories of whatever historical event he remembers to also share the date of your birthday. He does keep it to lighter things. Or just tries to remember funny tales that happened around this time to tell you.

He has given you many gifts on many occasions and this time he tries his best to outdo himself. Of course his gifts always have a deeper meaning to them and hopes that you understand his love for you in this one.

Persona 5

Akira

Does ask Sojiro if he can do a mini party at Le Blanc for you. Let's Ryuji, Ann, and all of them set things up while he keeps you occupied.

Would take you to an arcade and does his best to win stuffed animals for you.

He'd also take you to the Underground mall if you'd like to do some shopping. He has a crap ton of yen thanks to his Persona's so he's glad to spend it on gifts.

Akira does his best trying to carry all your stuff for you. If you try to tell him it's okay then he'll object. His stats are maxed, he can carry a thousand bags for you.

[glowingbadger]

it’s my birthday today so i am feeling inspired to request something for your queue: some nsfw headcanonz for the genshin boys spoiling their partner for their birthday 😈 not fussy who you want to write for but would prefer gender neutral terms!! (but also pls don’t feel obligated to even fill this if it doesn’t vibe with you) 💜

Yeeeeah, happy belated birthday! Mine was recently too, so go us lol let's talk about celebrating with some beautiful boys~

((It's my birthday and I get to choose the boys I want so nyeh))

Kaeya, Diluc, Kazuha, Thoma x GN Reader

Birthday headcanons

NSFW 18+

Kaeya

- He's an absolute master of birthday surprises. The man could have half of Mondstadt involved in setting up a party for you and you'd have no idea. He's also more than ready to make this into an opportunity to get rowdy and messy with all of your friends together. Sure, he may steal you away for a more private day together- but the night will definitely end with drinking, singing and dancing until you're so exhausted he has to half-carry you to bed. Hopefully you're not too tired for the real birthday present he has in mind~

- Don't be surprised if Kaeya pulls you away during the festivities for a bit of alone time, though. He's been subtly watching for just the right moment to take you by the hand to an unused guest room or empty hallway and pin you to the wall, kissing you until you're a breathless, trembling mess. Then, when you're panting, blushing and needy for him, he'll smirk and say, "my, look at the time- we should get back to the party before people start to wonder, don't you think?"

- Honestly, Kaeya's more than likely to spend the entire night seizing opportunities to tease you- subtle hands along your body when no one can see, whispered words into your ear, until you're practically burning for him. By the time he finally has you in bed to really spoil you, you'll be putty in his skillful hands. Kaeya is a very sexually flexible type too, so you can bet he'll be happy to indulge you in any way you like on your special day.

Diluc

- private, romantic and intimate is the mood for Diluc. He doesn't see the need to make your birthday absolutely everyone's business, and he'd far rather be able to focus and the two of you having the day completely to yourselves. He'll even ensure that nothing work related is allowed to interfere with him dedicating himself completely to you and your happiness. Aside from which, he's not fond of PDA, but very much wants to be able to dote on you over dinner, feeding you a bite now and then, smiling warmly as he caresses your cheek with a gently adoring hand- he doesn't want to hold back his desire to be loving and tender with you today, which means staff and visitors are going to be kept to an absolute minimum.

- While Diluc isn't exactly the type to flaunt his wealth, he's certainly ready and willing to go all out for your birthday. He'll buy you any sort of tasteful yet clearly expertly crafted outfit you'd like, any sort of food you could want, and so on. That said, even with all of his gentlemanly propriety, there's no mistaking the heat in his eyes as you spend time together. Lingering touches and his gaze wandering your body make it very clear that he plans to make the most of your special day together.

- It's in his nature to be a generous lover, but on your birthday, Diluc goes all out. Once he's sufficiently wined-and-dined you, he'll carry you to his bed to kiss every inch of you and worship your body until you're sighing and whimpering his name. He'll delay his own gratification all night if he must- he wants you breathless, weak in the knees and utterly satisfied by the time he's done with you.

Kazuha

- He's absolutely going to overthink what to do for your birthday for weeks beforehand, only to land on a very simple solution. He'll find some hidden away and beautiful scenery for the two of you to enjoy together with some tea or sake- a quiet cove near the beach, or a small clearing surrounded by beautiful flowers by a brook. During your peaceful time relaxing among nature together, he'll confess that he's written a haiku for you in positively immaculate calligraphy.

- Kazuha is always more than comfortable lounging or even getting a bit intimate together out in nature, so he'll spread out his haori for you to lay on together and enjoy each other's company amidst gentle touches and adoring whispers. He's in no rush for any form of satisfaction, which is generally true to his tastes, but especially on a day like today, he wants to savor his time with you. Eventually, though, you'll both need one another enough that he'll dedicate himself to slowly and deeply making love to you until you're fully satisfied, lying blissfully on his clothing beneath him.

- Any sort of 'party' is likely to be Beidou's idea, frankly- she'll demand that the two of you make an appearance to celebrate with her and the crew, so once you and Kazuha have spent a relaxing day together, the night will be full of drink and revelry. Even among the chaos of the celebrations though, you'll sometimes catch him watching you, and he'll simply smile when you meet his gaze, then turn back to his drink.

Thoma

- Few people have resources and connections like Thoma does, so you can bet that he's going to have access to the best lesser-known places to eat and drink, and the finest local craftspeople to get just the right personalized gift for you. Honestly, finding out that Thoma is looking to celebrate his lover's birthday is likely to lead plenty of his friends and acquaintances to go out of their way to offer you extra goods and assistance- free pastries, drinks, etc. His good will has created no shortage of people happy to help you both have a beautiful and memorable day together.

- That said, any formal celebration is likely to be a small affair at the Komore teahouse, with only a few close friends invited for a shared meal and drinks. He can't keep his eyes off of you though- even when Ayaka tries to speak to him, he has to shake himself from watching you with an almost goofy, openly loving smile to focus enough to respond. When he suggests it might be late enough to turn in for the night, it's not hard for anyone to guess that it's mostly because he can't wait to have you to himself.

- Thoma is another fellow who I imagine to be an extremely generous lover- service is part of his job, after all. And I know at least one of my lovely Anons suggested Thoma in ropes, and I think your birthday is a wonderful opportunity for your handsome boyfriend to get ornately tied up for your pleasure. You can tease him, over-stim him, or demand any sort of service from him, and he'll be a perfectly good boy for you, obsessing over your pleasure until you're both a panting mess on his bed.

[witch-hazels-musings]

Contrary to popular belief, Diluc isn't rude.

What is it with others assuming that his reserved nature means he hates people? He prides himself in being assertive and to the point. Whether others enjoy small talk and idle chatter, that's none of his business, but it doesn't mean he's obligated to agree.

Which brings him to the current day, also known as his birthday.

It had been years since he had properly celebrated, let alone enjoyed it. No need to elaborate, it was common knowledge why. Still, it didn't stop his staff and the people he regularly passed by from reminding him.

He would thank them and go his way, the repeated process quickly growing tiresome as he walked towards the headquarters of the Knights of Favonius. It wasn't by choice that he was there, some audacious boy had been stealing his grapes for weeks and that simply wasn't a matter he could leave for anyone else to sort. His prized grapes, used as mere snacks? Preposterous.

He recognized a few faces in the halls, each greeting him gleefully. He was certain his displeasure was seen on his face, they were no longer his comrades in arms and he made a point of reinforcing it when Varka was still under the illusion that he would return.

He dreaded the upcoming conversation with Jean. He had nothing against the woman, he even respected her diligence (when it wasn't excessive), but they were far too similar in their inability to drop down their guards for their exchanges to be anything but awkward.

And, as expected, it was.

But at least, she gave her word that the culprit, as well as anyone assigned to patrol near the Dawn Winery, would be properly reprimanded. He couldn't ask for such patrols to simply not happen, and so he left.

There was a ruckus near the library, another sign of how disorganized the place was. It grew louder as he passed, as if-

The door was thrown open, followed by a group of...lively folks exiting the room. Amber was dragging a reluctant Klee away, which was common to see when the little girl found herself in trouble. He would have paid them no further attention had he not noticed Hazel('s beautiful hair).

"I trust you'll return them in time, Cutie?"

'Cutie'...?

Just how familiar were the two of them?

"Of course, Lisa. I'll take good care of them."

The librarian chuckled, as she often would for no reason.

"Good. Oh, Diluc? What brings you here?"

Great.

"Personal affairs, already sorted."

It was at that precise moment that Hazel chose to smile and put the overly bright chandeliers to shame.

"Hello, sir. Happy birthday."

Damn it all, he couldn't brush her off.

"Thank you, Hazel. Are you on shift?"

"Yes, in twenty minutes. I was just on my way to the tavern."

He nodded,

"Shall we, then?"

She turned, likely to part ways with Lisa, but the woman wasn't there anymore. When had she left? No matter.

Outside the headquarters, they were met with none other than Kaeya. Joy.

"Ah, the man of the day. My best wishes, Master Diluc."

Diluc cleared his throat.

"I'm sure they're genuine."

Sometimes, he wished Kaeya would erase the date from his mind to spare him from thinking for a second that this supposed care was real. Then again, it would be hypocritical of Diluc to pretend it was by coincidence alone that he was never at the tavern on November 30th, but he would take being a hypocrite over admitting that he too was incapable of forgetting.

He turned to extend a hand towards Hazel, who he knew to be carrying heavy books in her bag. He had offered to hold them, but she refused. The least he could do was prevent what could be a painful fall. Seemingly understanding his intention, she took his hand. He prayed it wasn't visible how much such a simple contact affected him. Especially in front of Kaeya. The latter laughed as he climbed the stairs.

"Have a good day."

Were he not busy looking down at the steps to make sure Hazel wouldn't trip, Diluc would walk faster.

She was fidgeting. Not literally, but there was something in her behavior that wasn't like the Hazel he knew. Granted, they didn't know each other that well yet, but Diluc was good at memorizing cues.

It seemed to grow worse the closer they were to the tavern, which led him to think that whatever she was hiding, it was related to him. Following that train of thought and knowing which day it was...there was a surprise waiting for him.

Charles knew he wasn't fond of them, as did his staff, so his birthdays were typically spent like any other day of the year. That could only mean that if he was right, Hazel was the one who came up with the idea.

It was even more obvious when he saw how empty the entrance to the tavern was. At that hour, there would be at least one table occupied by Wagner and his assistant taking their afternoon break.

Diluc mentally prepared himself for the onslaught of shouting.

Three...two...one...

He opened the door.

"Surprise!"

Other than Charles and the tavern staff, Adelinde, Elzer, Venti and even the Traveler and Paimon were present (the latter was salivating over the feast occupying two tables).

Even though he knew what awaited him, the gesture still took him aback.

"What is this?"

Paimon giggled,

"It's your birthday party, silly!"

Venti smiled proudly, though something told Diluc he didn't do most of the work.

"Pretty neat, huh? It was Hazel's idea."

Having his hypothesis confirmed did nothing to alleviate the swarm in his stomach.

"Is that so?"

Her expression was sheepish, and so very adorable.

"I...yes. I hope you like it, sir."

He smiled,

"I do. Thank you."

It had been a long time since Diluc felt deserving of such a gift, but the way Hazel gazed into his eyes was too good at convincing him otherwise. Even if his image of himself plummeted tomorrow, he wouldn't forget that day.

To get this today is such a gift!!! Thank you so much for this ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽

You take so much of your time to send me something incredible and I love how the story grows more and more -- don't burn yourself out okay, I am so appreciative of you kind human, please drink water ♥️

[ciaran-archive]

I just finished northbound, and I love your kaeya characterization so much. 😭 Thank you so much!!! I have seen way too much fic where kaeya is protrayed as way too sadistic. Like he helps people out and genuinely cares about a lot of people. (Like I never forget how jean asked kaeya to look out for Noelle. Would she do that if she thought kaeya was truly mean or sadistic.)

thank you so much for reading!! and yes i fully agree that kaeya is very helpful to other people around him in canon in ways that lie both within and without his duties as a knight! he asks the traveler to be nice to diluc, he looks out for noelle like you said, and he planned jean's birthday party, the entire way he behaves with klee... this is just the stuff we know of!

in canon, he goes to great lengths to pretend that these acts are irrelevant or unthinking, but he is genuinely a considerate sweetheart and i loved characterizing him like that in this fic. because he doesn't have such a burning need to pretend that he doesn't care and isn't good and so the depth of his kindness has a chance to actually shine and be a part of the story. that was something i really wanted for him.

it bugs me so much when kaeya is written as mean/sadistic. he teases people a bit but mostly he lies because he's afraid of telling the truth (remember what happened to him when he told diluc the truth? yeah*). and for that reason i never want to write him as cruel or taking pleasure in other people's unhappiness/pain, because i just can't see him like that.

* i have a whole theory about kaeya's wild doublethink wrt telling diluc the truth but this post is getting long

you know who's actually a bit of an unhinged sadist? diluc. that man tortures an abyss mage in front of you and does it twice more just for like?? fun??? he is so self-righteous and he also Kills Ruthlessly and i just. i love that for him. your fave tortures people.

[akirasgalaxy]

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#5

OC Intro: Camilla Aderlane-Chérime

Universe: Genshin Impact Vision: Hydro Weapon: Polearm Home: Fontaine, currently resides in Mondstadt Works as: Assistant Chief of Mechanics in the Knights of Favonius Basic Info: The Nation of Fontiane is well known for its arts. But this also includes its technology. As the second heir to a well known manufacturing company, Camilla often uses her bright mind to build intricate machinery. Though sometimes, she can get herself into trouble. Why she is in Mondstadt? That is is a story for another time. I plan on using her is a full fic, but for now, this is Camilla. I have some concept art of her, but it is quite sloppy.

6 notes • Posted 2021-10-23 19:52:07 GMT

#4

Self-Aware of Top Tumblr Tags for Genshin Impact!

So recently tumblr put out which tags were post popular (link to post here) and that got me thinking, what if the characters were aware of their ranking on Tumblr... I tried my best to do all 50, all as canon as could be I am doing 10 at a time and update as needed

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1. Zhongli - Would be flattered but you wouldn't know it. "Hmm. It is nice to know that I am perceived so highly by mortals of another world, regardless of my stature as a god." While he know it is just "a simple ranking", he does cherish this memory, as he does with many others

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2. Childe - As soon as he sees the results, he bursts out laughing, in pure joy and confusion. A villain of the story being one of the most loved... "What a great feeling to know I have so many comrades at my side!" Would absolutely write about it in his next letter to his family.

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3. Kaeya - This smug little- I mean, he would absolutely boast to everyone at the minimum of 3 days. And so help Diluc if Charles calls out sick. Diluc will absolutely not hear the end of it.

"My, my, how flattering! I would love to join all of you on your adventures as much as you enjoy joining in on mine."

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4. Venti - On cloud 18, 9 doesn't even count it. Surprised the block-head Zhongli earned a high ranking. "Oh surely ballads shall be sung of the most popular bard of two wonderous worlds!" Will absolutely use this to try and get wine from Diluc.

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5. Xiao - Being his Tsundere self, he doesn't care for "mortal" rankings but is happy, no, pleased, with the fact that his efforts keep his world safe and please others in another world. He considers this just an extension of his contract. It isn't but it's ok you little emo boy.

"Hmph, I have no care for these mortal rankings"

Translation: "Thank you, my Karma feels slightly better knowing that I am loved by so many, even with the blood others I have shed."

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6. Diluc - Pretty much ignores it. He already has Donna going on and on abut him. To imagine so many people are just like her- He rather not put that thought in his head. He rather stay at Dawn Winery during the day and go out at night until this whole hype blows over. Not totally trying to avoid the tavern. Nope. Perfectly normal not to even pass by like usual. "I do not see the point in such rankings, but thank you. Your admiration is appreciated."

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7. Albedo - Similar to Diluc, he glances at the ranks and moves on. But it absolutly on his mind all day. Maybe when he is alone and relishing the fact that he, the Chalk Prince, not even a truly human being, is loved by so many we get a small smile. "Hmm, the development of another world so closely intertwined with ours to have established such a ranking needs more research and thank you."

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8. Lumine - (Assuming that Aether is the missing sibling) She is glad so many people like her. And hopes that since we have another view of Teyvat, we know where her brother is. Probably some lore about it, for the most part, we only know as much, possibly less than she does.

"Thank you to everyone."

(Assuming she is the missing sibling) Confused as to how she is so popular, considering that she mostly moves in the shadows. "..."

(Assuming they are reunited and act like "normal" siblings) Rubs it in Aether's face so much. Brings it up at any chance.

This is her pretty much-

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9. Aether - (Assuming that Lumine is the missing sibling) Glad to know that Lumine is loved. Hopes this means that we know something about where she is, unfortunately, not really. More interested in his sister's ranking than his.

"Ok, but thank you for your support"

(Assuming he is the missing sibling) Isn't surprised. Obviously, he looks like the villain, so isn't surprised by the fact that he scored lower. Surprised that he was so close.

"Maybe our destinies are more closely intertwined and reaching their end faster than expected."

(Assuming they are reunited and act like "normal" siblings) *falls to the ground and punches it dramatically as Lumine laughs*

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10. Scaramouche - Everyone must run and hide if someone dares to ask him to do the Fandango. Honestly, annoyed. By the Fandango. By Childe.

(LORE SPOILER) Now that he has the gnosis, does that him soft again???? If so, he is more tsundere about the whole thing. (SPOILER OVER)

He is genuinely surprised by the ranking, considering that it is one based on popularity and he had never been one for interacting with people and being popular, like a certain ginger.

"I don't care about your ranking of popularity. If I truly wanted to be at the top, I could easily strike fear into your hearts with Electro. What? For the last time, I will not do the [REDACTED] Fandango."

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7 notes • Posted 2021-12-02 15:59:08 GMT

#3

MIKO- YOU ARE KILLING ME HERE!

Welp, now I have officially exploded- Gonna ascend to Celestia now

27 notes • Posted 2021-11-24 04:59:53 GMT

#2

HE WALKED TO DAWN WINERY! I WOULD TAKE A WALK WITH YOU ANYDAY!

27 notes • Posted 2021-11-30 20:17:03 GMT

#1

What if... (UndercoverMafia!Childe x CrimeJounrnalist!Y/N)

*Y/N is reading the newspaper on latest crimes*

Y/N: *accidentally asks aloud* How do you always get the perfect shot?

Childe: You just aim for the head. Make sure you always have the target in sight. Then when you are ready, pull the trigger.

*Childe comes to Y/N*

Childe: Wait, did you mean for photos?

Y/N: *stares intensely* yes.

34 notes • Posted 2021-12-02 16:38:59 GMT

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I started Tumblr practically a month ago lol

[tenebriism]

Communication is the key to a good relationship. That’s what they always say isn’t it? That you need to talk about the things on your mind and be open and up front instead of building a life atop secrets. It’s easier said than done of course, particularly when one of you is governing a nation and the other is a masked vigilante working outside of the remit of the law you are trying very hard to uphold - not to mention when schedules so rarely align and you can go weeks, sometimes even months between seeing each other. But there are certain things that need to be communicated. Things that deserve a sentiment and attention far greater than any letter or bedside note can convey. 

For a diplomat she ought to be better with words. Ought to be better at finding both the courage and poetry to spit out what she needs to say, but alas, when it comes to Diluc, Jean is often left mute. Often struggles to say half of the things she wants to, without the words somehow muddying. He makes her nervous. If truth be told, he always has - perhaps that’s part of the charm. That infectious little adrenaline rush that always seems to exist in his presence because she has never been able to truly predict the volatility of his response. 

This time in particular, she is more cautious than most, a faint air of uncertainty present in world weary limbs as she bestows upon him a cryptic gift wrapped in simple brown paper. ❝I brought you something. ❞ Beneath humble wrapping there sits a hand painted mug that she hopes will make the present situation abundantly and unmistakably clear. 

As painted in the familiar slanted cursive of her own hand, are three immortal words. 

World’s Best Dad. 

// One for Dadluc! in honour of the occasion.

If not his nightly escapades, his nightly SHENANIGANS, then surely, his exhaustion will do him in. He wouldn't put in the work with such dedication if he didn't truly, undeniably, love and ADORE what he did, even if his body, at so young an age, was beginning to feel the consequences of it. If it means those he employs may continue to have their days off, to see family and to rest their OWN weary, aching bodies, then he is fine submitting himself to this non-existent work / life balance.

--- besides, he has fallen for one who lives much the same lifestyle, so, to some degree, he supposes it works out. They both know -- ACCEPT -- that these long periods without one another are not for lack of desire to spend time together. She protects Mondstadt by day, and he, by night, and sometimes, she's in her OWN office with a stack of paperwork as her impending pillow in the absurdly late hours of the night, whilst HE is just coming back from a business trip just hours prior. There is no shortage of work on either end, and while saddening ( certainly unhealthy, too ), it . . . works.

It also makes the occasions they CAN make time easy to cherish. The DELIGHT he feels when he can see her, hold her, kiss her . . . it is unfathomable, unmatched. Father's Day had once been lumped in with both his birthday and Crepus' birthday as one of the HARDEST days of the year for him, but Jean has made it better. Easier. This year, he isn't drowning himself in his work to keep from mulling over the past, but instead, is peppering her jawline in kisses with arms wound tightly around her waist, showing her how much he MISSED her without need of words. He hadn't EXPECTED her to come over, made evident by the abandoned mug of half consumed coffee atop his desk, but she's a far better start to his day anyway, even if he's only managing to HALF register her words . . . and, apparent gift.

He gently turns the mug around in his palms, eyes SQUINTING as if the words are foreign. " I . . . think you grabbed the wrong gift, Dandelion, " he teases, holding up the mug with the words facing her, so she can see her mistake. Yet, when she doesn't hasten to snatch it from him in embarrassment, he stands there, confused, and reads over the words again, like maybe, THIS time, they'll look different. Maybe he truly IS so exhausted that the mug ACTUALLY said something like ' World's Best Strawberry, ' or something to that degree, but it doesn't . . . and she's STILL not taking it from him.

" Jean ? I'm not . . . understanding. What's . . . what's this mean ? " He knows what it means. The way his hands begin to somewhat shake, one intense jolt away from dropping the mug ENTIRELY make it OBVIOUS he knows, but he's not going to jump to conclusions. No, he needs it from her mouth, or in writing. PROPER writing, that spells it out, and not by way of a beverage holder that could just be nothing more than a gag gift. " If I didn't know any better, I'd think you were . . . " She's still not taking the damn mug. She's STILL not correcting him, or stopping him. She's just letting the pieces slide into place, patiently letting it all process, because she knows how OVERWHELMED he easily gets when it comes to strong emotions.

She nods. CONFIRMS it. They've been on the same page this entire time, and finally, finally, she puts him out his misery.

" You're pr . . . you're pre . . . "

He's watched his own father pass away in his arms. He's seen UNIMAGINABLE things--- dismembered limbs, blood splatter, grisly, inhumane things that would drive most other people absolutely insane, but it's THIS that has his knees buckling and his body hitting the floor. At least the mug doesn't suffer any damage, as it tumbles some distance away from his open palm, perhaps humorously landing right by his face that looks worryingly pallid. Adelinde comes RUSHING in not long after, seeing her Master's body laid out COLD on the Dawn Winery's floor, but then she sees the mug, and it hits HER faster than it had hit Diluc. Clearly, he's not in danger . . . hasn't been stabbed, poisoned, or worse, so it's Adelinde who hugs Jean with an excited SQUEAL, speaking for all of Diluc's loved ones who had only ever wanted this for him.

" He will be so happy--- oh my goodness ! " She knows him best, it's undeniable. And, indeed, he will be, when he can handle the big reveal without collapsing again. For now, there's a CHAT to be had after they move his body to the bed for proper recovery, which he will, no doubt, be sucked into the moment those glossed over, crimson eyes flicker open to greet reality again.

@gunnhildred ;; ♥

[defiedlife]

@rcgrator asked: a single blue rose is placed neatly outside diluc's door ( in honour of a certain cryo user ) . a written card next to it with his name : ' i know today may be rough . do keep in mind, however; your new life . and to whom you belong to . - regrator '

Diluc knows what day it is, and he's been dreading it.

His first days with the Fatui had passed by in a blur, constant captivity leaving him with the odd sensation that time was merely a delusion conjured up by some deranged philosopher. But those days are over, and he’s since seen the sun rise and set plenty of times while living in Snezhnaya, restoring his sense of reality. He’s also laid eyes on a calendar multiple times since then; often enough for him to have realized the current month and day.

It’s Kaeya’s birthday.

It’s this thought that immediately sours his expression upon waking, and for the first time in months, he feels torn. Once, this would have been a joyous day full of cake, presents, and all manner of celebratory activities in his brother’s honor. Maybe it still will be, except he won’t be there this year to see it. Entertaining that thought for just a second too long dredges up fond memories from the depths of his mind; memories that he’s been trying so desperately to lock away and forget:

Him and Kaeya playing amongst a multitude of balloons and streamers; him pranking his brother by relighting the candles on the cake over and over once he’d received his vision; the two of them enjoying each other’s birthdays to the extent that they felt so lucky to essentially have two birthdays each year, even if only one of them got presents on each day…

And then the unthinkable happened, and it was all downhill from there.

On the side of his bed, Diluc sits and stares out the window. He doesn’t want to keep his Master waiting, should Pantalone need or want to see him right away, yet it’s difficult to make himself move any further when he feels like bursting into tears. All of those beautiful, wonderful memories mean nothing now, bringing pain rather than happiness. The first betrayal, that sickening confession, had ripped that happiness to shreds. The second betrayal, selling him off and abandoning him entirely, had burned those shreds to ash.

No matter how much he wishes for those memories to still represent something good, they can’t anymore. That life is gone, and that brotherly relationship had been a lie all along. The thought tears a quiet sob from his throat, muffled by a hand hurriedly placed over his mouth. He can't let his Master or anyone else hear him like this; he just can't. One deep breath. Two deep breaths.

He hangs his head, taking a third deep breath and slowly lowering his hand to comb his fingers through his hair instead. A soft, gentle knock interrupts him, sounding from the door that directly connects his room to the Regrator's own. His back straightens in that same instant, and he exhales a shaky sigh, pushing himself to his feet.

"Master?," he calls out in a hushed tone, afraid to speak louder lest his voice betray his emotions. Yet when he opens the door, Pantalone isn't standing there. Instead, he finds the rose and the card alongside it, and his heart seems to ping pong from sinking to his stomach to jumping up into his throat.

He picks up both, carefully shutting the door and returning to his bed. The rose is placed on his nightstand, and he reads the note over and over, immediately latching onto the lifeline it offers his broken heart. A sense of warmth washes over him, providing much-needed relief from the pain, and he brings the card closer to press a kiss to the paper.

He does indeed have a new, better life, and he belongs to someone who truly cares for him more than anyone else he's ever known.

Diluc's eyes cut over to the rose, and he sets the note off to the side, reaching for the rose instead. It's a lovely shade of blue, an obvious nod to his brother, and he can't decide if it would be better to preserve the beauty of it as-is, or to erase all traces and indicators of Kaeya from his life in every way possible. It would be a shame to discard or destroy the flower before its time—and far too cruel, he realizes, seeing a little of his own journey in such an idea.

The realization gives him another idea, and he carefully holds the rose aloft in one hand, snapping the fingers of other. He won't discard the rose, but he can change it. A spark forms and ignites, and he holds the flame near the petals, but not so close that they burn. Instead, he keeps them within the stream of smoke produced, gradually letting soot collect and stain the petals black.

Much better.

Once all of the petals are blackened with soot, he finds a vase for the rose and returns it to his bedside table. Time to finish readying himself for the day; he can admire the rose more later.

He's kept the Regrator waiting long enough, and he ought to offer his thanks in person.