#'t quite cut it

[agios-rio]

[being a hater about AOS under the cut]

Currently watching St4r Trek (2009) for the first time... And I'm at a loss for words at that awful, awful, awful characterisation of Spock. What the absolute fuck. And Sarek. I get that it's an AU but there ain't no fucking way that makes sense in any universe. Heart-to-heart talks? These two? Spock & Sarek's relationship is so delightfully complicated in TOS and here they just... Got along? Spock talked about his feelings? With his father. Like that's a normal thing to do

Also I didn't think it was possible for K/S to have little to no chemistry, yet here we are. I'm not even gonna talk about the Uhura thing. I don't get how you can cast one guy who's gay and one who is Chris Pine and make the entire thing so violently heterosexual. They made it so straight that there's nothing left between Kirk and Spock and that destroys the entire point of these characters, doesn't it. And the whole "Star Trek is a love story" thing.

Also Kirk... Man. What did they do to him. The rebelliousness & daddy issues weren't even the problem, those could've been interesting, if there had been anything at all to contrast that. But there was nothing behind that facade, I don't know how he made it through the plot (or whatever you'd call that) without showing even one character trait besides 'cocky fuckboy' and 'guy who's just there for some reason.' Again I get it, AU, but...

I absolutely loved Pike tho. So I got that going for me, which is nice

[tetzoro]

eeep !! good morning friendz and happy happy monday ! it’s a brand new day !!! and a brand new week !! i’m waving my lil wand and spreading a lil magic in hopes that everyone has a good one ^_^ ♥︎

[talkorsomething]

I have Got to get more transgender

[officialpenisenvy]

you guys know i have what i can charitably call. Very Complex feelings about my own gender and presentation. but one thing i know and love about this bitch of an earth is that there's cis women with absolute washboards for titties. just nothing going on in the chest department not even a hint of a swell. which sincerely gives me so much hope for my ideal future presentation of "masculine woman with a flat chest who can easily be mistaken/pass for a guy"

[lemonadeslice]

oh yeah come do art fight with me pleeease!! my profile is mostly updated, and i spent like two weeks updating all my refs. attack me if u want to draw women with anger issues or lame gay guys

[girls-and-honey]

doing dishes isn't supposed to be a monumental task but you know what sometimes it is and I can't explain why. anyway today I did all the dishes in my apartment yay me

[transcicle]

who up getting autistic over a podcast theyve never seen

more under cut idk if theyll format or not... beware

some of these i just did some of these are old

some of these are the drawing style thing i did sooo.... in order... : FIRST THROUGH FOURTH IMAGE peter drew those :-) FIFTH rumi drew that one :-) SIXTH exandroth drew those :-) SEVENTH peter drew that one :-) self portait EIGHTH rumi [bad at art edition] both NINE and TEN i dont remember if they were ment to be peter or just me goofin... so picjk ur poison LOL ELEVEN thats peter LAST THREEEE meeeeee :3 9-10 and 12-14 are the older ones everything else i did last night / this mornin'

[bohemian-nights]

We’ve got Cregan casting, we’ve seen them pulling out the works for Addam claiming Seasmoke(and he's got dark hair too which while that’s okay he shouldn’t be replacing anyone), Hugh Hammer potentially gets a plot before the seeding, and we have the real Ulf White casting, but still no Nettles🫠 We haven’t heard anything official about the only female dragonseed, the girl who tames a wild dragon with nothing but her own smarts, and the only presumably non-Valyrian dragonrider🙃 We have nothing on her? Really HBO? Really 🙃

[pallas-cat]

coming to terms with desperately needing a drastic career change lest i do something even more drastic and i know a lot of people do that in their 30s and that it's okay but going back to school after earning a whole-ass master's degree feels so fucking daunting.

[cosmic-ships]

My f/o making a soft comfy spot for me on the floor in the living room for me to pass out onto is self care.

Imagining my f/o coming with me to the bathroom so I can squeeze their hand when I'm in pain and then reassuring me and not being grossed out is self care.

My f/o reminding me to drink a lot of water so it flushes out those nasty little bacterias is self care.

My f/o helping and reminding me to take my antibiotics in the morning and before bed is self care.

My f/o comforting and reassuring me when I'm having a break down because I'm so sick of this constant state of my body shutting down or having something wrong with it is self care...

I just want to be better.. :c

[ranger-kellyn]

you know, sometimes it really is genuinely for the best that you step back from a project for a while. reading all the avatar books and just finally getting back into reading fic all have helped me so much more than i could have ever thought it would.

[munch-mumbles]

ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on

[tam--lin]

Sometimes I am just so sad about the fact that I have to take a different job this summer because this place that I love, that I joined in its infancy, that I helped make what it is, where there are kids I’ve known since they were little, hurt me badly last year, and my nervous system straight-up can’t handle it. Sometimes even physically being on the property sets me off.

And I’ve talked about it with the head director, trying to get her to understand how destabilizing it is to work somewhere where things just change for no reason, constantly, on the whims of one person, how frustrating it is for foresight to be taken as a personal threat, how stressful it is to point out a looming problem, to have it be brushed off, and then have to deal with the eventual, inevitable fallout while quelling the “I told you so”s. How stressful it is to work somewhere where boundaries around work and life aren’t respected.

But ultimately it’s just sad, and an emotional mess, and I don’t have to deal with it this summer,. So I’ll be many states away, working somewhere with an established chain of command and incredibly well-scheduled programs where I can just put my head down and focus on my One Job, teaching kids about space, instead of feeling like I’m simultaneously the Problem Child Of The Summer and holding everything together.

And my partner will keep trying to fix the systems that hurt me (because they are fixable, just not by me) and taking care of the kids who I’ve known since they were teeny and the counselors I’ve known since they were kids. And we’ll cry about it on the phone, probably, but we’ll be together in the fall with Beatrice and with a nice vacation and the prospect of our very own apartment to look forward to.

I just wish I’d gotten an apology from the director.

A real one, not one that was about how she’s upset because I don’t think she’s a good leader, or because she wants to tell me what she’s projecting onto me that’s just baggage from her own terrible breakup with another director.

I’m sorry I hurt you. It shouldn’t have happened. I’ll work to make sure it doesn’t happen to anyone else.

I’m just sad this morning, I think.

[gopissbepis]

oh my heads gone bad again

[moldwood]

HHHHRGRREEAAAAAAAAAAHGHHHHHHH I HAVE GOT TO GET WEIRDER!!!!!!

[homoeroticvillain]

i once again am filled with the want to dress like an evil scientist