#{{ i would ruin the surprise further but I won't. I'll practice restraint. anyway it's art and procrastination time.

[acoldsovereign]

{{ also i forgot to say that I got over the first thing that started my weird funk (consecutive panic attacks for four days straight about a specific topic I won't mention publicly).

but now I am feeling a weird form of Self-consciousness that Is Tangentially Related to the cause of said panic attacks and on top of that, my body is purging itself from the trauma associated with it so I just have to Wait until I'm feeling less side effects (which have been manifesting as lethargy + allergy symptoms because yes, the body Does That Apparently™).

All in all, aside from physical weirdness and some emotional upheaval (bc you know trauma stuff and processing it healthily), I'm gonna be okay. Sorry that I've been vague about my issues. 😅 I just have a THING™ about wanting to help myself first and foremost before I tell other people because What If It's Not a Big Deal After all? (Which has happened, and yes, I was embarrassed lmao gkhkkgkgn)

Anyway, I just wanna work on what my brain will allow as my body recovers and resets itself. Since I'm all over the place mentally, there's no way to tell what that will be so uhhhhhhhh, I hope y'all don't mind if you get random asks and memes from me--- (or just me commenting on your stuff because I still want to participate in the RPC culture). Also, I might be uh, posting some of the presents for people I promised a long time ago????????? So if you are a SAP who likes artsy stuff or receiving mushy, sentimental things like poetry and whatnot, I hope that's cool with you too????????? If not, oh well because I already fucking made them LMAO).