#[ my bby made a new bby & i'm absolutely / obsessed / ]

[butmakeitgayblog]

Can I just say I love how like, into revisiting and analysing this dumb show’s scenes you still are — with the rise in popularity of streaming (I’m sure this has something to do with it, anyway) it’s become more and more commonplace for people to consume a piece of media, enjoy it, get bored of it after a while and never touch it again after moving on to the next new thing. It’s so wholesome and refreshing to see people still be so passionate and always find something new to talk about a show that, for all many of us care, ended 8 years ago. I do move in and out of being obsessed and disinterested with the media I’ve enjoyed, but in a world where I’m constantly seeing people say “oh you’re a fan of [X]? But that’s old :/“ (mostly about something that finished like last year lol) your blog is a breath of fresh air :)

Well thank you 🥹

The thing is, I get it. I get why and how people move on to different fandoms so quickly, and I don't really think poorly of that or anything. It's been almost a decade and it's easy to fall out of love with something after so long. Hell, when you think about it, this fandom has outlived the lifespan of a lot of entire relationships people have had 🥴. People find new things to get excited over and the *gasp* feeling of finding this new /thing/ is always fun. So I do get it.

But for me, it's just not that way. It's not that simple. Not because I think I'm somehow special (maybe a lil deranged 😬), but rather that's just how I operate. Before Clexa the only other ship I ever really cared about was Willara from Buffy which I watched when I was a goddamn teenager lol (RIP to my fellow gays always falling for girls who get shot ✊😔). I just don't get attached much to characters and ships. Usually ai like them in passing, enjoy watching them, and then that's... it. Tibette from the L Word. Wayhaught. Brittana. I like them and I follow them, but there's no real desire to delve deeper beneath the surface.

And then something like Clexa comes around and just absolutely fucks me up. It hits me and connects with me in a way that I just can't shake. Watching the show isn't enough. Thinking about it isn't enough. I have to discuss it and dissect it and fill in the gaps that we didn't see, and read and (now) create more stories for them just to understand everything about them to a deeper degree.

So few characters really elicit that kind of connection, but Clexa do. Even for a lot of the people who have moved on, at one time they felt that connection. Clexa was a fuckin madhouse for years and I think the fact that even still to this day people keep discovering and rediscovering them and falling in love with them all over again speaks volumes about just how wonderful that relationship and those characters actually were.

Especially Lexa.

Now, I love Clarke. I make it known that thiiiisss is a Clarke Griffin apologist's blog. That feral little kitten has never done anything wrong in her life. Ever. Including all of the terrible things she's done, as well as the many, many things that were flat out wrong. She is still innocent. She is only a baby. A murderous, tormented, compassionate, complex babygirl. So never get it twisted that I'm saying Clarke is somehow lesser than, but when push comes to shove when we're talking about baseline complexity, there is no character like Lexa. There's just not.

This woman was definition of doomed by the narrative. A child stolen away to be used as a glorified sacrificial lamb for her people. A toddler wielding a sword made of wood taller than her own tiny body, trained to accept her own life as expendable for the greatest good of her people before even learning her ABCs. She took the throne at 12 bby slaughtering her only companions and made her death mask out of kohl and fallen tears. Every person she ever loved as a mother, father, brother, either died for her, or by her own hand. The only two people she ever dared to be weak for were torn from her in the name of politics and the weight of her own bloodied crown. Under all the regalia she was just Lexa. Heda, always surrounded by her people and yet eternally just a lonely soul. Born here on Earth, raised to eventually die for others, left to rule over the people on the ground as best she knew how.

And yet through the pain, she was strong. So fucking strong it emboldened the warriors around her. She was brave, and lethal, and unyielding in her pursuit of peace. Meeting every push against her forward march to change head on, never flinching in her own brutality along the way. She knew that she was born for this; believed the black of her blood to be every bit as much of a blessing as it was a curse. Even when people doubted her and did their best to end her reign, Lexa always came out swinging.

She loved hard and kicked ass even harder, is what I'm saying. And the fact that they took a character like that and ended her so fucking carelessly? I just... I'm gonna be pissed off about that for a very long time. And until I'm no longer pissed off about that, I'll be here running mouth about it 🥴 probably still trying to make it better by writing her and the love of her life in as many stories as I can, so they can finally get the happy ending that was robbed of them in canon 🫡

[tillthelandslide]

can i get something w george where like reader is famous and kind of has been for a while now like since her and george were teens and before they got together george was like a huge fan? right ok so here’s what i’m thinking. it’s a holiday or something maybe christmas or his bday and she goes to his childhood home w him for the holiday and spends time in his bedroom and lmao he has like posters of he in his room that he used to totally fangirl over and just him like internally freaking out in realization that she’s actually there in his bedroom idk i just want to feel fangirled over by a hot man rn hope this makes sense

Obsessed - George Daniel Instagram AU

As we spoke about... I made this into a Instagram AU. Hope everyone enjoys, I used charli xcx as a face claim just because she's fit af and the have some spicy photos with each other

Hope you like it :)

yourinstagram:

yourinstagram new songs coming soon, watch this space

Liked by bedforddanes75, yourbestfriend and 789,829 others

yourbestfriend fit af 🥵 p.s George from the 1975 has a crush on you

-> yourinstagram thanks bb and shut up

bedforddanes75 Jesus 😍

-> yourbestfriend told you

-> yourinstagram @yourbestfriend you need to stop. Hi @bedforddanes

-> bedforddanes75 hi 😳

yourinstagram:

yourinstagram I heard a famous man in a cool band fancied me and I think he's fit so I wrote a song about it.

Liked by bedforddanes75, trumanblack, yourbestfriend and 789,094 others

bedforddanes75 I don't just fancy you, I'm obsessed 😍

-> yourinstagram good to know

trumanblack this man has been obsessed with you since he was 16

-> yourinstagram thank you for that information

fan2 imagine someone as famous as y/n saying she fancies you over Instagram

-> fan3 i mean he is also famous

fanaccount:

fanaccount Y/n and George Daniel from the 1975 spotted looking loved-up in London yesterday

fan1 ever thought about their privacy? na? cool

fan2 omg but how cute do they look

fan3 this happened quick

-> fanaccount tbf think they started flirting over instagram like 6 months ago so its been a while now

bedforddanes75:

bedforddanes75 going home for my birthday, introducing the fam to my love @yourinstagram

Liked by yourinstagram, trumanblack and 81,873 others

yourinstagram we cute bby

-> bedforddanes thats all you bby

-> yourinstagram shhh let me love on you

yourbestfriend CONFIRMED?

-> yourinstagram CONFIRMED!

-> yourbestfriend thank fuck, i couldnt keep it secret anymore

trumanblack my parents

-> bedforddanes weirdo

yourinstagram:

yourinstagram as spotted in George Daniels room

Liked by bedforddanes, rass1975 and 758,189 others

bedforddanes75 you absolute menace

-> yourinstagram shouldn't have trusted me in your childhood room

rass1975 always thought it was weird

-> yourinstagram it's hot dont deny it

-> bedforddanes oi @rass1975 fuck off

bedforddanes75:

bedforddanes75 used to dream about grabbing your tit and now I can do it whenever I want

Liked by yourinstagram, jamieoborne and 56,819 others

yourinstagram you are an absolute nightmare

-> bedforddanes75 but you love it

-> yourinstagram absolutely ♥️

trumanblack how did you find the one girl who is not freaked out by your obsession

-> bedforddanes75 im great in bed what can i say?

-> yourinstagram true

yourinstagram:

yourinstagram get someone who is obsessed with you @bedforddanes75

Liked by bedforddanes75, yourbestfriend and 674,000 others

bedforddanes75 i love you sweetheart

-> yourinstagram i love you more

yourbestfriend help me find one please

-> yourinstagram i know someone who is single @trumanblack

-> yourbestfriend fuck off

yourinstagram stories:

[neonmetro]

HIIII school is kicking my ass so I can't send as many asks as I want to also because I still haven't gotten a replacement phone and I just don't know how to put it into words without fangirling but LKHSBFJSJGBKV

That being said this might be more fangirling sorry 😔

Ilya and Ulysses have been clouding my mind like A LOT, also Virgil, like Virgil has been there for awhile but now that I'm having like 4 tests every week they are DEFINITELY there now. So uh *holds cup* If you have anything about the Divine comedy trio or Ilya I would like to know about that

ALSO BTW I AM ALWAYS DOWN FOR ULY CONTENT THATS A GIVEN LOOK AT MY ANON NAME wink wink*Gets booed off stage*

I would LOVEEEEE content and info about Azazel and Moloch also because I love them smm OFC IF NOT TO MUCH SPOILERS FOR PROJECT MARTYR. heh....heh heh heh....Azazel and Moloch being happy 4k ultra footage

I know I'm asking about so many of your OCs but I CANT HELP IT THEY ARE TAKING TURNS CROWDING MY MIND ATP *sighs really loudly*

I just love your blorbos so much *sheds a tear*

PROPER FANART IS ON THE WAY !!!! I HAVE MANY IDEAS

Also so off topic from Novaturient but I really just love your art and I love seeing it, keep doing what you are doing !!!! can you tell I'm trying to not turn this into a fangirling ask, ik Ulyanon does that a lot HFKSKFFFHJJFK

By any chance do you like the reverb ensemble. . .those are my bbys and I love them SM KSDJGSGNFDJTKT the Ruina brainrot has also been kicking my ass as of late

Pls have a great rest of your day / night Neon !!!!

-Ulysses loving anon

HII ULYANON!!! IT'S ALWAYS GOOD TO SEE YOUUU!!!! handshake on school kicking our asses... (me w/ the several worksheets/docs i need to finish lmao...)

i haven't really been thinking of new lore but i can elaborate more on the divine comedy trio

dante is fun fact. banned from the recreational district. for having absolutely desecrated the capital of the district by killing every aristocrat and hanging their corpses as decorations on christmas. vergil still remains on the position that dante shouldn't be banned because she no longer has the memories to do so but the recreational corpheads Heavily Disagree.

vergil's last name is maro ^_^

originally dante and vergil met when dante found vergil in the woods and nursed them back to health, she was originally training to be a nurse an decided to become a wandering healer for the war (and was eventually killed by ulysses the first time)

dante's power is "the self embodiment of human perfection"

HOWEVER!!!!!! ILYA DOES HAVE SOME NEW INFO !!!

they've got an obsession with magical girls and their ultimate goal is to make the best/strongest magical girl in the century and they're willing to do it through fucked up means (stressing them out/overworking them) because they're only trying to make them better. they were a former magical girl during the illium war but their chronic illnesses just made them unable to really get back into it so they just project onto others. they usually fixate on one person/group for awhile before dropping them because they aren't meeting their expectations :melting_face:

during the war, all the bogatyrs were specifically contracted magical girls (i mean all magical girls have contracts but i mean like. they were actually tied to a company instead of freelance mercenaries)

+ back then it was a whole political thing, where smaller companies (like arthur's roundtable, charlemagne's paladins, and the achaeans (before they plotted to destroy the founding)) would hunt as many vagabonds as they can to prove that their magical girls are the best so the founding should give em more support

uly has so much content you have no fucking idea. it went from bad. to worse.

his relationships are so ... complex and definitely toxic. (diomedes: onesided romantically but mutual platonically. dio likes uly a lot more than uly likes dio. circe: um. its definitely the worst out of all of these bc circe doesn't even like uly and has tortured him. and he tortures her back. kalypto: also very onesided but started out as mutual, penelope: ULY'S ENTIRE REASON FOR LIVING)

(i think i need to dedicate another post about uly he just has way too much, (oooo you should definitely ask me about uly on his own oooooo))

MOLOCH AND AZAZEL [BURSTS OUT CRYING] its been awhile since i've actually developed their relationship so here's just the intro to their dynamic...... they will get better... prommy... and then worse but let's not worry about that

RAGHGGHGGJ THANK YOU ULYANON!!! THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME [BURSTS INTO TEARS ONCE MORE] this is why i make art.... thank you....

i fucking love the reverb ensemble you have no idea. its so dire being an argalia fan bc no one is normal about his mental illness and freakiness (tbh my fav members are elena, pluto, and greta... but they're all great. their gay orchestra swag.) GOOD LUCK ON BEATING RUINA... I BELIEVE IN YOU

HONESTLY SHOUT OUT TO ULYANON FOR MAKING WRITE AN ENTIRE ESSAY W/ ONE ASK ALONE /LH HAVE A GREAT NIGHT/DAY TOO!!!!!!!!!!

[rinhaler]

Hiii luxe bb 🫶,

Do you have any tips for like growing a following on here and stuff? I’ve been putting a lot of time into my writing but I’m just not sure how to get followers and stuff ? Like I know it’s not that easy but I’m pretty new here (lmao feel like such a dweeb being new to tumblr in 2024 😭)

anyways ily thanks 🥺👉🏼👈🏼

Hi love!!

To be honest since I moved blogs my following isn't that big. It's probably big to some and small to others, but I think it's quite intimate over here? I don't have much advice to offer I'm afraid because Tumblr is very fickle I feel. You can work yourself to the bone on something your proud of and get little interactions but then something else you barely put effort into can get thousands of notes. I'm really grateful to every bit of support I've received and I love my followers and I'm happy to be able to have interactions and stuff on my work but it can definitely be discouraging when you don't get the interactions you're hoping for.

I will say, the follower count doesn't matter in my opinion. Like sure it's nice but over time blogs might stop logging in and interacting so they're just like silent followers.

But if you are interested in growing your followers, posting more frequently helps. I just post when I want bc I used to post every single day on my old blog and my growth was crazy but I got so burnt out and just hated writing. Plus, the followers I gained from doing that weren't always active so it was really difficult not knowing why I was performing so poorly despite having a larger following.

People always say you should write for yourself and it's very true tbh. I used to be mega obsessed with my follower count and interactions and it made me so miserable but since I've moved I've not cared at all. The pressure is gone and I'm just genuinely having fun writing and posting whenever I want. And then if something doesn't do well, it isn't a big deal because I had fun writing a story and sharing it regardless.

I'm not saying I don't care at all when something doesn't perform well because it does absolutely suck when you work hard and you don't get the response you'd hoped for, but I don't let it ruin my days anymore like I used to. I just shrug and move on. There's always gonna be new stories to tell and you never know which one people are gonna fall in love with.

I think a lot of people have tiktok brain too, long fics aren't super popular because people just want a quick consumable story to nut to akdhgalkdsh. I love writing long fics but I definitely do those for me, and if they do well I'm happy and if they don't that's fine bc at least I know I've written something for myself and I'm proud.

My requests often do better than my actual fics bc they are easier to write. They're always shorter and therefore easier for people to digest!

Making friends here is hard too but that's always a good way to go. I love the friends I've made here because you get to gossip about what you're working on and you can brainstorm with them too. And more often than not your friends always wanna hype you up and share your work which gets it to more and more people y'know??

Sorry this is so long and probably super unhelpful. There's no magic trick to getting interactions and followers though otherwise I'd have worn the button out a long time ago 😭😭 just try and have fun with it :) take care bby!!

[millenialfanfictionaddiction]

🖤🐺 Being MSBY's Manager 🐺🖤

Relationship problems with Atsumu

MSBY featuring Time!Skip Miya Atsumu x Female Manager

Warnings: angst to fluff, Swearing, poor self-care, unwanted advances/touching , blood mentions, ITS SO LONG 😭

A/N: absolutely no one requested this 😃 wrong, I requested this 😃😃 because I like to feel pain 🥲 this is for Atsupremacy and all my angsty bbys 💖 also I kind of want make this a series 🙃 maybe Sakusa next??

I'm 110% sure I'm an emotional masochist when it comes to fanfictions

I freaking LOVE angst to fluff

I want someone to rip my heart out, pick it back up, dust it off

Because the ground is gross and I don't want a dusty heart 😬

And then put it back together again, piece by piece

And since I made myself cry for writing mean Bokuto (coming May 10th 👀)

I thought I'd do it again 🙃

This time, with Atsumu

Now 🤚🏻 I know what your thinking

#bullyatsumu2022

And you would be correct ✅️

But Atsumu is also one of my favorite characters in the series

Which is why I bully him so much

It makes no sense right 🥰

Anyways, since I've been obsessed with MSBY lately, I thought "why not?"

So let's break some hearts shall we 🤗

First off, when you found yourself at the doors to the MSBY gym, you were definitely nervous

You had been a volleyball manager in high school and had loved it

This couldn't be much different right?

You were super sweet, calm in chaos and absolutely stunning

"Ok I can do this. YN you can do this"- you, jumping up and down a little and hyping yourself up

"Are you talking to yourself?"- a voice sounds from behind you

You turn to see a giant man with yellow-blonde hair looking down at you

"Ummm-yes?"- you say nervously

"You know, fans aren't allowed in here but you are a cute one"- he said, smiling at you

"Ohh I'm not a fan- wait, I AM a fan but I'm here to interview for the managers job. By the way, my name is YN"- you, bowing

The man just stood there, with hair that desperately needed toning, smiling at you

"ATSUMU- leave that poor girl alone"- a giant dark haired man yelled

"I was literally doing nothing-" Atsumu 😐

"Yeah we know what your NoThInG includes"- another dark haired curly man says

You just stare 👁👄👁

Please they are all Titans

Someone call Levi 🗣⚔️

"You must be YN- I'm so sorry about him. I'm Meian Shugo and this is Sakusa Kiyoomi"- Meian said, bowing

"Oh no! Really it's ok! I was uhh- talking to myself? "- you shaking your hands, now feeling awkward you admitted that out loud

Atsumu is now smirking at you in that kind of cute way

This one 👇🏻

"Well ok then! Follow me YN and we'll get started"- Meian laughing as he escorts you to the office

As you walk, you turn around to see Atsumu is staring at you and STILL SMIRKING

Is he cute? Yes

Does him watching you make you blush? Absolutely ☺️

"Hey Atsumu- let's go before Bokuto and Hinata burn the gym down"- Sakusa, looking back at Atsumu

"Yeah- yeah I'm coming"- Atsumu still smirking as he sticks his hands in his pockets and turns to leave

The absolutely STUNNING YN weighing heavily on his mind

A week after your interview, you were offered the job 🤗

Please you were ecstatic

Side note: I hate you, just know that 🥰

Another side note: I mean that in a very loving way YN

You're first day and you are both excited and nervous 😓

Seriously, you're literally like a logger handling giant trees YN ✋🏻

You walk into the gym and find Meian whose talking to a very Owlish looking man and a red-headed man

"HOLY CRAP- IS THAT OUR NEW MANAGER?"- The owl man says, excitedly as he bounds towards you

You brace yourself for impact just as an arm snatches you're waist and pulls you behind him

Atsumu is standing in front of you- hand on the chest of the bouncy man

"Bokuto, please don't kill YN before she even starts"- Meian, as him and a red-headed man approach

"Hi I'm Hinata! It's so nice to meet you. You are so pretty! Atsumu said you were hot but I definitely didn't believe you were this hot"- Hinata

Please Atsumu is so freaking mad 😡

"Hinata shut your trap or I won't set to you"- Atsumu, glaring at Hinata 😑

"Hey YN you should watch me hit some wicked cut shots! They can get past all the blockers!!"- Bokuto grabbing your hand as you giggle and follow along the giant man

"Bokuto please don't break YN, she's literally half your size"- Sakusa, coming from the locker room

"Yeah Bokuto, we want our manager to last longer than 3 minutes"- another man says coming out with two tall players

"Nice to meet you YN, I'm Inukaki, the libero of the team"

"And I'm Thomas, a middle blocker and this is Barnes, he's a wing spiker"- Thomas says, smiling at you

"It's very nice to meet you YN"- Barnes says, towering over you

"Well I guess I know who to ask for help getting stuff off high shelves"- You, shocked by his height

Everyone laughs as Bokuto continues to pull you towards the courts

"Bokuto honey, how about I finish setting up and then I watch you? You are going to need a sports drink for all those line and cross court shots!"- you, hyping Bokuto up

"Wait 🤚🏻 you know about my line shots??:- Bokuto, shocked 😲

"Of course I do! Everyone knows about Kotaro Bokuto, the famous ace from Fukurodani!"- you, eyes shining

"HEY HEY HEY- THATS ME!!"- Bokuto, now squeezing the life from you

Atsumu watches in pure jealousy 😒

Everyone else just looks at you 👁👄👁

"Let me help you YN so you can watch me do liners!"- Bokuto grabbing the crate as you laugh following him

You walk past Atsumu and see your chance

You stop next to him, go up on your tip toes and whisper in his ears

"His information is on the website and I know all about you Mr. All Japan setter"- you, smiling as Atsumu looks down at you

You wink 😉 as you walk away, Bokuto leading the way with his bubbly personality

Atsumu just gapes at you as you walk away

Please, he totally does that fist biting thing 😫

Ugh it's so hot

From that day forward, it's safe to say Mr. All Japan had a big crush on you

You proved yourself a very capable manager from day one, your ability to handle Bokuto, Hinata and Atsumu was a feat all it's own 👏🏻

"Atsumu that was an amazing set! Nice kill Hinata!"- you screaming as your boys score another amazing point

"You know YN, I think the guys really work harder with you cheering them on"- Barnes, towering over you as you cheer the boys on

"I'm glad! They really are amazing! Even Bokuto when he gets in his crazy emo modes"- you smiling and laughing

"Emo-mode is down significantly with you around YN"- Thomas, standing on the other side of you

Atsumu watches you as you smile and talk with his teammates

He can't help but think about you constantly

It's been 2 months since you started and everyday seems better than the last

Having feelings is new for Atsumu

Sure he's had lots of hookups and a few short lived relationships, but never a person he felt so strongly for

In a way, it kind of freaked him out

"You know you stare at YN like she might turn into a pumpkin at any second"- Sakusa, walking past Atsumu to get a drink

"Ohhh does someone have a crush??- Inunaki, probing

"Heck I wouldn't blame him, YN's hot"- Hinata

Atsumu glares at him and it's not missed by Sakusa

The teams resident Nosey Nancy 💅🏼

"Yeah you've got it bad-" Sakusa walking away

That night, you are cleaning up the gym while the guys change

At night, a local team comes to practice in a secondary gym located in the same building

You are just putting away the mop, when you step into the gym and see two men looking around

"Hello, can I help you?"- you, being polite

"Well hello there doll"- one of the men says

They are both tall, but not Barnes or Thomas tall, but still they tower over you

"Can I help you find the other gym? This is MSBY's official gym and it's not for public use"- you, still being a professional queen

"Oh we know babe, we just wanted to come see the absolute stunner that is MSBY's manager"- the other one says as they both look down at you and smirk

"Well here I am. Now if you will please leave, I need to lock up"- you, now getting a little angry

As 👏🏻 you 👏🏻 should 👏🏻

"Oh come on doll. Hey what would you say to helping us out? We could definitely use a gorgeous girl like yourself to stare at and give us inspiration"- one of the guys says

First off, gag 🤢

Second off, Miss Manager doesn't work for free 💅🏼

Just as you are about to ask the men to leave again, one of then puts his hand up to push your hair behind your ears

You slap at his hand ✋🏻

"Hey don't touch me!"- you backing away

The men advance on you as you back up towards the locker room doors

If you can just get to the doors, you can get the teams help

"Hey hey pretty girl- shhh, we won't hurt you"- one of them says, grabbing your upper arm

"HEY FUCKERS"- Atsumu shouts as he barrels towards the men

The man holding you pushed you off, causing you to fall as Atsumu runs up and punches the man in the face

You scream as the team rushes from the locker room

"What the fuck happened?"- Meian shouts as he sees you on the floor, now crying and Atsumu standing over a now blooded man

"Fuck- YN!"- Barnes yells as him and Sakusa run to you

"He fucking attacked us-" the other man shouts as Barnes helps you to your feet

"No he didnt!! You guys came in the gym and I asked you to leave! Then you grabbed me! Atsumu saved me!"- you, now standing as Barnes holds you

"You two realize that everything that happens in this gym is recorded right?"- Meian now approaching the men as Thomas pulls Atsumu back

Meian looks to Inunaki who nodds and runs to check the tapes

The men's faces pale as Meian stands over them, arms crossed

Atsumu turns to see you staring at him, eyes wide and red from crying

He goes to you as you leave Barnes for refuge in Atsumu's arms

"Shh its ok baby- its ok"- Atsumu says consoling you, whispering into your hair as he hold you

"Hey captain, YN was right! These two idiots came at her"- Inunaki, standing next to Meian who is now pissed

Meian and Thomas grab the men, pulling them towards the doors to the other gym

You take off, shooting out of Atsumu's arms as you follow behind

Atsumu, Sakusa, Barnes and Inunaki follow as Meian and Thomas drag the men in front of their team

"These two fuckers are permanently banned for anything and all things related to MSBY"- Meian says, shoving the men to the floor

"I'd advise you all find a new place to practice from here on out"- Thomas adds as MSBY turns to leave

Back in the gym, Hinata and Bokuto appear from the locker room looking at the blood on the floor

"We saw the tapes- YN are you ok?"- Hinata, approaching you

"Yeah YN, we are so sorry that happened"- Bokuto

"Atsumu handled it"- you say, looking at the man whose now standing right next to you, a secured arm around your waist

"Damn straight he did! Dude I'm saving that tape forever! The look on their faces when you plowed out that door! Priceless 👌🏻"- Inunaki, hyped up

But Atsumu fails to notice because he's too busy staring at you 😍

"Are you two gonna kiss or something?"- Hinata, breaking the awkward silence

"Eww please not in front of the team"- Sakusa, walking to get a bucket and mop

"I'll help Sakusa"- you say as Meian stops you

"Let Atsumu take you home YN. We have it handled"- Meian looking at Atsumu and nodding

Atsumu grabs your bag as you both head towards the door and to his car

"Wow, I would have never pegged you for a Nissan man"- you, as Atsumu opens the door for you

"It's a fast car baby and I love going fast"- he says, smirking at you 😏

Pls say less sir 🥵

Atsumu pulls up to your apartment and walks you up

"Well this is me"- you say, super awkwardly

Hey I never said you won any social awards YN ok 😅

You turn to see Atsumu standing close you and studying your face

"God you are so gorgeous and I just want to kiss you right now"- Atsumu

PLEASE GOD YN PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST! IM BEGGING YOU 🙏🏻

"Then do it"- you say shyly but smug 😏

You know what your doing 💅🏼

Atsumu leans down, taking your mouth and OH SWEET MOTHER- 😫

The kiss to end all kisses 💋

Seriously MSBY Atsumu is an amazing kisser and you'll never be able to convince me otherwise

When he breaks the kiss, he rests his forehead against yours

"Perfect just like you"- Atsumu

God the man is good at laying it on THICCC- with 3cs

But he totally means it

"Dinner with me tomorrow night"- Atsumu, not even giving you an option

If I could have an ounce of this man's confidence ISTG-

You nodd as Atsumu kisses you lightly again, hand trailing down your arm as he whispers in your ear

"Go inside baby"- Atsumu

Freaking GOD when a man whispers in my eat I'm a literal puddle I CANT 😫

Atsumu watches you enter your apartment, as he waits for you

"Lock the door Yn and sleep well"- Atsumu, winking 😉 as he leaves your building

It's safe to say YN.exe has stopped functioning

After that night, Atsumu had you hook, line and sinker

You started spending more and more time together

Atsumu would pick you up every morning for practice

Unfortunately, that often meant getting yo at 5am

Because we ALL know this man would be at the gym bright and early

"YN- get your cute ass out of bed!"'- Atsumu, coming into your bedroom and pulling your covers off

You curl up and moan as you try and reach for the covers

"SUMU- IM TIRED"- you whine as Atsumu picks you up and takes you to the bathroom

"Here baby, I grabbed you a coffee"- Atsumu, handing a literal Gremlin her coffee

"It makes it really hard to hate you"- you

"🙃 you know you love me"- Atsumu says as he leaves to go into your kitchen

It wasn't the first time Atsumu had said this

The first time you thought nothing of it

Now the 10th time 👀

You began to wonder if perhaps he was feeling something more for you

Your routine continued over the next few months

When regular season games picked up, you noticed how the guys would become more tense

The match with the Scweiden Adlers was approaching and you could practically cut the tension with a knife 😬

You were tossing balls to Atsumu as Bokuto, Hinata and Sakusa went up to spike

You were tired, it had been a long day of meetings followed by training

You sent a ball that was a little too high, causing Atsumu to have to adjust and accidently hit the net

"Oh Im sor-" you started to speak, unfortunately for you, Atsumu beat you to it

"What the fuck was that YN? Can you try to get the ball closer to me please?"- Atsumu said, snipping at you

You were taken aback by his harsh tone

"I- I'm sorry Tsumu"- you, putting your head down

"Thank you. Now toss another one"- Atsumu said as you grabbed another ball and threw it up

Sakusa and Hinata watched your face fall when Atsumu scolded you

At the end of practice in the locker room, Sakusa spoke up

"You were kind of a dick to your girlfriend dude"- Sakusa to Atsumu who just looks at him

"Huh?"- Atsumu, clueless idiot 🙄

"It's not like she meant to toss the ball towards the net Tsumu. It happens, even in games. It's not like she did it on purpose"- Bokuto now interjecting

"I wasnt that harsh on her. Besides, it's good for her to learn. It is her job after all"- Atsumu, grabbing his bag and leaving the locker room

Sakusa, Hinata and Bokuto stare after him as he leaves

Atsumu catches up with you as you are walking to his car

"I'm just going to drop you off at your place tonight YN. I've got some footage of Tobio to review from last season and I'll probably be up late"- Atsumu

"Oh- umm I thought maybe I could cook for you tonight?"- you, hopefully

"Nah I'm good YN- Samu dropped some food off yesterday and I really want to get to those tapes"- Atsumu

You nod as you get in his car and head home

After that everything was fine and dandy 🥰

Just kidding 😂 we haven't had enough pain yet obviously

2 days before the match against the Adlers, a press conference was being held at the gym

Tons of reporters and cameras flocked the gym as the boys did interviews and photo shoots

You were talking with Meian and helping coordinate when you overheard Atsumu talking with a reporter

"So Atsumu, tell us about your personal life? What is the amazing MSBY setter up to off the court?"- the female reporter asks

You perk up, thinking about Atsumu telling the world about you makes your heart soar

Unfortunately your heart is then shot down and stomped all over

"Haha well- nothing too serious. Volleyball is my life and my passion. I live and breath this sport and my team"- Atsumu, smiling at the camera

Meian catches you watching Atsumu

Meaning he also catches you being utterly crushed by Atsumu's response

"Hey YN-" "I've got to go check on Bokuto. You know, make sure that big lug hasn't broken any cameras"- you smile, it's a completely fake smile and Meian knows it

He watches you walk, his mind working

2 days later, the match against the Adlers takes place

The crowd is excited and everyone is pumped

You and Atsumu had not seen much of each other the past few days, making your mood a little less enthusiastic

You tried hard to put a brave smiling face on for your team

As the match progressed, it was neck and neck the whole time

For every point MSBY scored, the Adler's added a point

Until Ushijima's final kill put the nail in the coffin ⚰️

MSBY had lost

The guys were down when they left the gym, Atsumu's face passive but his mood sour

After the match, you wait for Atsumu to appear

When he finally emerged, he walked past you

You ran to keep up with him, your legs working overtime

"It's was a good game Atsumu. You all played so well-" you, trying to help

"Yeah"- Atsumu

"Hey why don't you come over and I'll make your favorite?"- you, still running

"Nah I'm not in the mood YN. I'm just going to go home"- Atsumu, grumbling

"Atsumu, I don't think it's a good idea for you to be alone-" you, making complete sense

Atsumu stopped, looking over his shoulder at you

"And why would that be YN?"- Atsumu

"Well because I- I love you Atsumu and I care alot about you"- you, now with a soft smile on your face

Atsumu just blinks at you

Ok not the response we were going for-

"You are in love with me?"- Atsumu, half questioning and half repeating

"Yes- I really am"- you, still holding that smile

"And why did you think now of all times was a good time to bring your stupid infatuation with me up?"- Atsumu, his voice steady but still sharp

"Infatuation? What- Atsumu we are dating.."- You

"You know what YN, it's pretty sad and pathetic how much you lean on me for support. The fact that you need me to drag your ass out of bed every single day. The fact that you can't toss up a ball worth a shit. You really think I'd be in love with someone like that?"- Atsumu, now shouting

"Atsumu you don't mean that-" you, eyes now filling with tears as you try to remain calm

"I wish I wouldn't have saved you that day in the gym"- Atsumu muttered under his breath

"W-what?"- you, now completely shattered

Now Sakusa, Meian and Barnes have gathered behind you

"You fucking heard me YN- I wish I never would have helped you that day!"- Atsumu, now in your face as you cower back

Tears streaming down your face as your heart breaks into a million unmendable pieces

"I hate you Miya Atsumu"- you say below your breath as you ram into his shoulder, quickly running out of the building

Atsumu stands there, his anger radiating

Meian and Sakusa run past looking for you as Barnes stays behind

"Atsumu, man- what the hell?"- Barnes

"I'm going home" Atsumu says, turning and heading to his car

Meanwhile, the cold air bites at your skin as you walk home

Your tears stain your face as they continue in a non-stop stream down your face

You can't believe Atsumu would say those things to you

That he could even think anything like that

Your phone vibrates as you see messages and calls pop up from Meian and Sakusa

You put your phone on silent as you continue your walk home

"I couldn't find her"- Meian says running back into the gym

"She must have walked home"- Barnes

"She lives at least 5 miles from here! She'll freeze"- Sakusa

"Does anyone know the route she takes home?"- Barnes

"I think Atsumu takes her on the main road"- Hinata

"Ok let's go. Sakusa, you and Bokuto take the side streets"- Meian

"I'll wait here incase she comes back"- Barnes

"I'm going to her apartment"- Inunaki says as Thomas nodds

"What the fuck got into Atsumu?"- Meian

"Hes been pushing her away for a few weeks. He's been really hard on her. I just didn't expect it to end like this"- Sakusa

Meanwhile, Atsumu arrives at his apartment

He walks in, seeing the vase of flowers you had bought from the farmers market on his table

Filled with anger, he picked up the vase and threw it at the wall

"FUCK!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!"- atsumu screamed as he punched the wall, knocking a picture of you both down

The picture shattered as it hit the floor

Atsumu left, walking into his room and slamming the door

"Just one night miss?"- the lady at the front desk of the hotel asked

You nod as you take your key and head to your hotel room

You couldn't make it back to your apartment

The air was cold and your body was so tired from crying

You settle in, removing your clothes as you enter the shower

The water pelts your face and head as the memories of Tsumu come flooding back

The tears start as you sink to the floor of the shower, crying uncontrollably

Interjection time 🤗

This is super serious guys, I'm like super hella crying 😭

I wanted pain, gave myself pain and now I want it taken away 💔

Ok ok back at it 😅

You emerge from the bathroom to see over 50 missed calls from Sakusa, Meian and the guys

You decide its best to let them know your safe

You create a group chat and message

"I'm safe"

Turning your phone off, you roll over to try and sleep

The nights events replaying on your mind

"You really think I'd be in love with someone like that?" The words ring in your ears as your chest tightens

The tears you once had, no longer falling

The next day, Atsumu pulls up to the gym

He's exhausted and in a horrible mood

Good you asshole 🖕🏻

He thought about what he said to you all night long

The words replaying in his mind

He thought about you and how much he regretted every single thing he said

The truth was, he failed

He failed at being a setter, failed against the Adlers and in his mind, failed you

As he walked into the gym, his body tensed as he saw the team all huddled together

He looked around, noting you were absent

"Atsumu- I see you didn't get my text"- Meian, crossing his arms

"Text? No my phones been off all night. Why?"- Atsumu now looking confused

"No practice for you today"- Meian says, turning and walking away

The guys all follow suit, Bokuto shaking his head

"What? Wait- why? Where is YN?"- Atsumu, starting to get concerned

"She's not here. We don't know where she is only that she's safe"- Barnes says, jerking his head towards Atsumu

"What do you mean you don't know where she is? Didn't anyone take her home last night?"- Atsumu, being a dumbass

"You must be the stupidest fucking person on this earth Atsumu. Yn ran out when you absolutely shattered her heart and we couldn't find her"- Sakusa

Thank you Sakusa for your service 👏🏻

"She-she didn't come back?"- Atsumu, his bag now dropping to the floor

His head was pounding, thoughts of you alone in the city making his eyes burn

"Atsumu, we understand you were upset but man, what you said to YN. That was unforgivable"- Meian, looking at Atsumu who has tears filling his eyes

"Go home. Rest. Come back tomorrow"- Thomas says as the men turn

Atsumu doesn't even fight it

Honestly the first warning bell right there 👏🏻

In his car, he pulls out his phone and calls you

"Hi this is YN, Manager of the MSBY Black Jackels! I'm sorry I can't answer your call right now but leave your name and number and I'll get back to you! Have a lovely day! "- *beep*

The mere sound of your voice set Atsumu off, he slammed his hand on his steering wheel, screaming and cursing as tears flowed down his already damp cheeks

You woke up, your body cold and head pounding as you made your way out of your hotel room

You found a nearby taxi, making your way to your apartment as the numbness of your mind settled in

It's like when you finally come to terms with something and it just hits you again once 😭

You open your apartment door, entered and locked it

Not even bothering with your clothes, you fell into bed, covering your body up in an attempt to feel warm

Everything was so cold and dark

No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't get past the feeling

The next day you walked into the guy as the guys stared at you

Literally these goons are like 👁👄👁

Like how fantastic 😃

"YN, hey hey hey"- Bokuto says approaching you slowly

You smile a little at him, your mind and brain still numb

"Hey bo"- you say, walking past him to the office to grab your papers

Atsumu watched from afar, afraid to approach you

You didn't spare him a single glance as you made your way about your duties

Atsumu doesn't approach you just yet

He'll he's glad you showed up at all

He watches you from a distance as you interact with the team

At the end of practice, he quickly changes and waits to see you leave

You say goodnight as you walk out the gym doors, headed down the street towards your apartment

You're walking home? Shit!

Please Atsumu doesn't want anything to happen to you and the mans has had more than enough time to think

He watches you walk as he gets in his car and follows a ways behind

Creepy? Yes

Reassuring? Also yes

You know what he's doing and you can't help but feel a little bit of satisfaction knowing he's hurting

You wake up drained

You body hurts, your head is pounding and your exhausted

Admittedly, you haven't been taking care of yourself

You routine has consisted of work, home, shower, bed

It's been over a week and your manager uniform is loosening

"Shit-" you mutter as you opt for leggings and a MSBY t-shit

When you enter the gym, you greet everyone with a wave

Despite your exhausted state, you have a job to do

Again, Atsumu watches you from the sidelines as you head to the office

Meian comes in, closing the door behind him

"Hey, what's up?"- you

"YN you're miserable go home"- Meian

"And it's nice to see you as well"- you say, your hands now at your hips

"Hello YN, now go home"- Meian

"No, the Adlers are stopping by today and I need to be here"- you, sorting papers

"You need to rest"- Meian

"I'll rest when I'm dead"- you

Honestly mood 💅🏼

Just as Meian is about to say something, Thomas announces that the Alder's have arrived

You pick up your clipboard and make your way out to the floor

You stand next to Barnes as Meian and the Adlers captain, Hirugami speak

You notice Kageyama looking at you from the side of his eye

When you go to look back, he looks back at the captains... face awkward 😐

You can't help but smile at Kageyama's weird behavior

But you know who isn't smiling 🙃 yep

Atsumu is staring daggers at Kageyama

And of course, Sakusa notices and oh boy is he excited 🤪

"YN will help you guys get set up"- Meian says, gesturing to you as you nod and turn

"No!"- Atsumu shouts as he blocks the Adlers from your view

"Atsumu what-" you, turning to look at him

"Atsumu knock it off!"- Meian, growling

Freaking GROWLING 🤤

Please I'm such a Meian simp I can't ✋🏻

"Sorry-" Atsumu says, moving away as you look at him and turn to walk with the Adlers

"Well that was awkward"- Inunaki, breaking the silence

"Alright enough- let's get to it"- Meian, shouting

During the whole game, Atsumu struggled to focus

His eyes searched for yours as you wrote notes and talked with the teams

On your way back from the water fountain, you entered the gym to hear the sounds of volleyballs smacking the floor

"YN WATCH OUT"- Barnes shouted as a ball came at you

You quickly ducked as you braced of impact

Only it never came 🤨

You peer up to see Kageyama standing over you and offering you a hand

"Hey are you ok?"- he says, lifting you up

"Yeah thanks to you"- you smiling up at him

Atsumu watches as his body heats and his fists clench in rage

Without knowledge, he steps forward in your direction, only to be stopped by Bokuto

"Tsumu no"- Bokuto, the voice of reason

Never thought I'd say that 🤣

You turn to see Bokuto hold Atsumu back as you quickly smile at Kageyama and return to your duties

By the end of the day, you're exhausted

All you want to do is sleep

And to make matters worse, it's freaking raining 🌧

Like for real right now😐

You sigh as you pull your hood up and reach for the door

"Let me take you home Yn"- Atsumu says from besides you

"I'm good but thanks"- you staring out the glass door

"YN I know you know I follow you home every night. Just let me take you home"- Atsumu, practically holding his breath

You gulp and look out the windows, trying hard not to cry but a tear sneaks past

"Come on YN, please?"- Atsumu

You nod as Atsumu opens the door and you walk in silence to his car

Your body hurts as you move slowly, getting in the car and shivering

"Are you cold?"- Atsumu, concerned

"Yeah a little-" you say, quietly

Atsumu cranks the heat as he pulls off to your apartment

He can tell from your frame you've lost weight

The fact that you wore leggings and a t-shirt instead of your managers jogging suit concerned him

Your eyes were sunken in and your lips looked dry

Your normally perfect, beautiful hair was limp

Atsumu pulled up to you apartment

"Thanks"- you said, a small smile grazing your lips as you open the door

"YN wait- please can we talk?"- Atsumu

You gulp, trying hard to steady your breathing as the words come out

"I don't have anything to say Atsumu"- you, fiddling with your fingers

"Then will you listen while I talk?"- Atsumu

You sigh softly, nodding a small yes as Atsumu starts

"YN you can't imagine how sorry I am for what I said. I took out my anger the last few weeks on you and I'm so incredibly sorry. You've been nothing but supportive and I completely took you for granted. When you confessed to me, it just, it just didn't feel real. How could you love a loser like me? Someone who can't even win a game for their own team. I just- I just didn't think YN. But please believe me when I say I love you. And I think I've loved you from the first moment I saw you talking to yourself outside the gym doors. Please YN, please believe me"- Atsumu, tears now filling his eyes as he looks at you

Your vision blurs as your eyes lock on his

"Thank you Atsumu"- you say, opening the door as you exit his car and walk to your apartments entrance

Atsumu watches you go as the tears flow, his heart breaking like he broke yours

The next day, you awake with a headache again

Atsumu's words fill your brain as you make your way to work

The gym is busy as you enter, waving to your boys

Atsumu watches you as you go about your tasks

Only something feels off about today

He notices your rubbing your temples and decides to approach you

Unlucky for you, your headache has mounted as your vision starts to blur

"Hey YN- YN are you ok?"- Atsumu approaching you

Your eyes glaze over as you step forward, body failing as you fall

"Fuck!"- Atsumu shouts, catching you as your body completely fails

"Jesus christ YN!"- Meian says running to you

"I'm going to call an ambulance"- Sakusa shouts as Atsumu lays you down

"Fuck YN- baby can you hear me? Yn!"- Atsumu, shouting

Only, you are too far out of it to notice

Seriously why do I do this to myself 🥲

The ambulance arrives and secures you to the stretcher as Atsumu runs behind

"I'm riding with her!"- Atsumu

"We'll meet you there!"- Hinata yells as the men all rush to the locker rooms

In the ambulance, they hook up and IV to you as you begin to come around

Atsumu watches as your eyes open and look around

"Where- where am I? Tsumu?"- you, your eyes watering, panic setting in

"You collapsed at practice YN. An ambulance is taking you to the hospital baby. Just stay calm ok"- Atsumu says as he grabs your hand

You squeeze it back, making his heart flutter

At the hospital, the doctors wheel you into a room to begin an evaluation

"Sir will you please wait outside?"- a nurse

"What? No- I'm not leaving my girlfriend"- Atsumu

"Tsumu, I'm scared"- you whimpering as the doctors check you over

Atsumu runs to your side, kissing your forehead as he pushes your hair back

"Shhh baby it's ok alright? I'm not leaving you"- Atsumu

After a few hours, you manage to fall asleep with the help of meds as Atsumu walks out to find the entire MSBY team filling the waiting area

"Hey Tsumu- is YN ok?"- Barnes says as Meian heads towards him

"Severe dehydration and pneumonia"- Atsumu says, sitting down defeated

"Well shit-" Thomas says

"She's in the best place man. We should be lucky it happened at the gym when we were with her. She could of fell and hit her head"- Sakusa interjects

"It shouldn't have happened at all- and now I have to live with that"- Atsumu says, head down and arms rested on his thighs

"Tsumu"-

"I've fucked up so bad and I could have lost her! She could have died if that would have happened anywhere but the gym! And I'm the reason for it!"- Atsumu, his emotions now overwhelming him

"Atsumu stop"- Hinata

"The women I love, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with and I causes this. I'm such a FUCKING PRICK!"- Atsumu, now shouting and standing up

Please Atsumu we are in a hospital 🤚🏻 chill my dude

"Well it's nice to hear you finally admit it"- Meian says, crossing his arms over his chest

Please Atsumu is just like 👁👄👁 huh-

"You were the BIGGEST prick to YN and you finally admitted it. Good for you. But now, what are you going to do about it?"- Meian, smirking

"That girl in there loves you"- Thomas

"-even thought you're a fucking dick"- Inunaki

"And a selfish asshole"- Bokuto

"And a royal doo doo head"- Hinata

Please everyone looks at Hinata and he just shrugs 🤷‍♂️ 😭

"Now what are you going to do about it?"- Sakusa says

👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻

Atsumu wandered back into your room to see you awake and sitting up

"If it isn't me being a burden again"- you chuckle lightly

Pls YN my heart is already broken 💔 😭

"YN you were never a burden to me. You are the only one who can stand me half the time!"- Atsumu

"I'd say it's more like 80% of the time but proceed"- you

Please not YN taking stabs at Atsumu in her hospital bed 🤣

Atsumu laughed and nodded

"You know YN, I don't think I've ever been more scared than I was just a few hours ago. The thought of losing the woman I loved and it being my fault.. it broke me more than anything I've ever done in my entire life"- Atsumu, now sitting on your bed, soap opera style 💅🏼

Your eyes widen 😳

"You really love me Atsumu?"- you, tears now welling up in your eyes

"Yeah, I've loved you for a long time. And I know I was a total ass and I don't deserve you but I'd give anything to have the chance to keep loving you"- Atsumu

"I don't know Atsumu. I'll have to think about it"- you, trying not to laugh

Please he deserves to be tortured

The truth is you started to forgive him the night he took you home

"W-what??"- Atsumu, kind of shocked

Please he did not expect it to go this way

"Can you give me some time?"- you still trying not to break face

We make men suffer YN 😏

"Oh ok- I'll just leave then"- Atsumu, so deflated he looks worse than Bokuto in one of this emo moods

Please YN end his misery 😫

"Atsumu wait"- you, still trying hard not to laugh at how dejected this man looks

"I just wanted to let you know that I love you"- you, now smiling

Atsumu, so confused 👉🏻😃 whet-

"Get over here you big dumb idiot"- you, opening your arms

Please Atsumu is not so relieved, mand will RUN 🏃‍♂️ to your arms

"God YN!! Thank you! Thank you so much!"- Atsumu now crying on your shoulder

He stands up a little, kissing you lightly as he rests his forehead against yours

"*ahem* a voice says from behind them

"Miss LN, you'll need to stay overnight tonight for observation. I'm sorry sir but visiting hours are over"- the nurse says

"-but I didn't even get to see the team"- you, your eyes not filling with teams

"Ma'am please- its been a long day. Can she please see our friends?"- Atsumu, willing to do anything to make you stop crying

"Oh alright. You have 30 minutes. I'll grab them"- the nurse

Soon the team floods your room

And you soon realize you need a bigger room 🤣

"You two ok?"- Meian says, giving you a hug as he looks between you and Atsumu

"We're getting there"- Atsumu says smiling at you

"Hey hey hey YN!!"- Bokuto squeezing you

"Bo please your breaking my back"- you, patting his shoulder

Please Sakusa is double masking in the corner

"Hello YN"- he says waving at you

"YN maybe don't this again YN. As fun as it was to have a day off, I'd rather NOT be stuck in a hospital"- Inunaki

"I'll try"- you say, giggling

Soon visiting hours are over and Atsumu is refusing to leave

Please he turns literal child

"I'm not going!"- Atsumu crossing his arms and huffing

"And what good will it do you to stay? Yn needs rest"- Barnes

"Sumu I'll be ok"- you, sad Atsumu has to leave

"Atsumu, you can come back at 7am tomorrow. You both need a good rest"- Thomas

"I'm sorry gentlemen but it's time to leave"- the nurse

Your eyes tear up a little as you wait patiently for your team to leave

Atsumu steps close to you

"I said I'm not leaving"- Atsumu, squeezing your hand

The nurse looks at you, smiling at Atsumu and sighs

"Fine but the rest of you need to please leave. Visiting resumes tomorrow at 7am"- the nurse, now walking out

"You guys need anything before we go"- Meian

"Nah we're good but I-" Atsumu

"We know dude. Don't worry about it. Just take care of YN"- Barnes, knowing Atsumu wouldn't be in for training the next day

As the boys leave, you scoot over allowing Atsumu to lay next to you

He lays down, putting his arm behind you and holding you close

"You know, this isn't how I imagined our reunion to be"- Atsumu

"Yeah, I didn't expect to forgive you"- You, snickering

"Ouch- ok I deserve that"- Atsumu

"You do but I really do love you Sumu"- You

"And I love you YN"- Atsumu

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Who is your Favorite Whumpee?? day 5

I get to gush about my favorite characters- omg yes. The order is from ones I found years ago to ones now! @whumpmasinjuly

First of all, Bee's lovely Zee @deluxewhump

ZeeZee I first read about March 2020- wow when quarantine hit, coincidence?? I loved Zee immieditaly , he was the first whumpee I ever really read for! And ahhh. I loved coming back to check on him, even asked a couple anon questions, and was shook when Bee answered within the same hour. Like omg she could make time for an anon question like mine?? So thank you for that haha. But back to Zee. A broken, quick-to-please whumpee who I just wanted to give a big hug and I will forever recommend Zee's story for anyone looking for a new BoxBoy whumpee.

The only other whump story I found before making tumble in 2021 was Danny by @ashintheairlikesnow

Ok... where do I start... probably with the writing in general. Ash is such an incredible writer and wow. WOW. As a younger writer looking for scraps of writing I could get a hold of, I found Ash's writing absolutely addictive. I'd come back to it again and again, rereading everything from the series. (For reference I rarely reread books and have only done so with 3... maybe 4??) But Danny was such a defiant whumpee but he broke so beautifully. And his recovery with his loved ones makes my heart melt. 100000000/10

Ok I don't remember this story very well- but LOVED it and told everyone I highly recommended it- Martin, @redwingedwhump

Ok so from what I do remember (I need to reread it...) It's about Martin, who was the perfect enslaved man from a very rich family. But suddenly was thrown into a gladiator circle. The poor torment he had to go through, his trainer annoyed by his slowness and having to retrain him, made him understand this place wasn't for smiles but for blood. Again guys if you're at all interested in it go read the first chapter!! It's so so good and highly recommend!!!

Someone who kinda start at the same time as me and showed us lab whump, Subject 17 by @only-shadows-dwell-where-we-are

Pretty sure the first story I requested for a taglist because it was so good. Shadow's writing is so.. detailed?? Like I was so impressed at all the medical terms and just nodding along like haha ya I understand?? So incredible. Unlike other bbu stories, Subject 17 is VERY aware he's being tortured and doesn't like it. Love love love. SO so very much.

Ok, the best recovery series here- Coriander @maracujatangerine

Ya, I have yet to talk to you... but my goodness your writing. But y'all when I tell you I binged like 54 posts... I was so hooked I can't. I CAN'T. Their writing is so lovely and whenever I go to read the recent update on the story I have a stupid smile on my face. Coriander is the sweetest, sweetest boy ever and I love him so much and would kill to protect the bby I love him... too much.

Last but CERTAINLY not least... my newest story obsession favorite villain whumpee, Haze by @whumpwillow

Oh my gosh... oh my gosh... how do I begin. Willow... you're the reason I am able to say hero and villain whump is my FAVORITE trope because of the way that you write it. I haven't seen much villain and hero stuff around here, and when I do I always enjoy it, but your story just... the concept of it I've never thought of. Haze is not a meh villain but a downright evil villain now bowing at the whims of furious heroes. He's such a lovely whumpee, so perfectly broken and the half recovery half whump I'm sure is only traumatizing him more. Yes, I love him so much... and I love you *mwuah*

Y'all go read these stories, or at least check out one of them out, these authors deserve the hype

[captainmazzic]

Introducing Imperial Major-General Wyrren Harker, and former-Separatist-now-mercenary Falynn J’Kurra. Let’s get a little backstory going under the cut :D

Wyrren Harker is largely an insufferable man. Intelligent and ruthless, he has an obsession with always having the upper hand and of always being the one in control. Spoiled as a child but held to very high standards, he is driven and dedicated to his goals but extremely selfish, arrogant, and just a little vain. He is quite willing to manipulate and intimidate anyone he can to climb out on top, and this has made him more than a little domineering and short-tempered when things don’t quite go the way he envisioned. He is not often deliberately cruel, but his sadistic streak comes out in retaliation if he thinks he has been slighted or wronged. He is extremely confident in his abilities, and that occasionally can make him a little reckless. It also makes him very nearly fearless, and he rarely worries about backlash or the negative consequences of his actions. He is not totally without fear however, and when put in a position where he has no power or is helpless, he very literally has no idea what to do.

Wyrren was raised an only child in a hyper-pro-Republic, career military household. Both parents were higher-ranking officers in the Republic army, and their son got the finest education and training their money and privilege could buy. He graduated academy at the top of his class, climbed the ranks quickly throughout the Clone Wars, and was already one of the youngest officers to be promoted to Lieutenant Colonel by the time the Republic transitioned into the Galactic Empire. Like many in the upper echelons of the military, the change was seamless for him. He continued climbing the ranks, bolstered by affluence, staunch loyalty, and extensive connections. He was promoted to Major-General in 17 BBY, and was placed in charge of an IM-455 Imperial Modular Garrison, to be deployed on the foggy world of Nimat.

Nimat itself is sparsely populated, but its position made it of importance in securing the Imperial presence in the Outer Rim. Nimat is the primary access point of the Nimat Corridor in the Tharin Sector, along the Triellus Trade Route, one of the major trading hyperroutes through the Outer Rim.

Nimat is a dim planet with unusual topography. Much of the world is gently rolling lowlands, dotted with open forest, sluggish rivers, and shallow seas, all perpetually housed in a thick fog. There are occasional pieces of land, only a few dozen in number, that rise above the fog – all flat-topped plateaus ranging in size from a couple square kilometers to nearly 200 square kilometers. On these rare plateaus are the few spaceports and settlements that the planet has to offer. Every inch of these plateaus has been utilized for the tiny population, so the placement of the Imperial Garrison that our freshly-minted Major-General was to command was… tricky. It had to be placed nearly a hundred kilometers away from one of the more sizable spaceports, down among the lowlands and deep within the fog.

Wyrren wasn’t terribly happy with the arrangement, but the fragility of the already-overloaded plateaus and the restrictive topography of the planet prevented any other alternative aside from establishing an Orbital Garrison instead of a land-based one. But that would mean Wyrren would be forced to share commanding duties and power with an Admiral from the Imperial Navy, something he absolutely refused to do. So a land-based Modular Garrison it was, and that’s when all his troubles started…

Falynn J’Kurra is a former Separatist general and strategist from Annoo. He is private, aloof, and very patient, and rarely speaks unless necessary. His reserved and quiet nature often comes across as intimidation, as he has Resting Bitch Face™ and when he does speak his voice is gravelly and rough. But he is surprisingly even-keeled, and it takes a lot for him to actually get angry or raise his voice. Despite this, he does not abide anyone testing his limits and is uncompromising in his morals and tactics. Combined with his natural tendency to being a loner, this often results in a “my way or the highway” kind of mentality and it is difficult for him to take advice from others. This hard-line approach frequently caused him to be at odds with other Separatists while he was within their ranks, and he often went head-to-head with anyone who tried to force his hand – up to and including General Grievous and Count Dooku. Needless to say he was not often included in high-profile decisions or decisive battles. Which suited him just fine, as his focus is in the Outer Rim. His primary goal has always been the betterment and protection of his people, primarily against the Republic and the subsequent Empire. He was a primary associate of the revolutionary Ashaar Khorda on his homeworld. Falynn is an Annoo-dat, differentiated as a Ret or “Annoo-dat Blue” only by xenobiologists. (For reference, Adrestin is also an Annoo-dat, but by the time of the Galactic Empire the two species have long integrated their societies into one and do not differentiate amongst themselves). Being as they are a very long-lived species, Falynn actually remembers the conquering of his home planet of Gelefil by the Annoo-dat Prime and its subsequent renaming to Annoo. It doesn’t matter to him, however, as he is like most of his species and considers both Prime and Blue species of Annoo-dat to be one and the same.

After the Separatist Council was massacred on Mustafar and the Republic formed itself into the Empire, Falynn did not immediately seek out any of the fragmented Separatist holdout groups to join. Disillusioned and jaded, he turned to mercenary work instead, trusting more in his ability to get results on his own without any added people as a responsibility. During his new line of work, he would frequently encounter isolated Rebel cells (as the Alliance to Restore the Republic had not yet been formed), and would often take pay to strategize for them, or fight, or sabotage, or whatever else he happened to offer at the time. He would never fully align with the Rebel Alliance, however, as he has little desire to see the Republic restored back to its old position. He wants only for the Empire to fall, and firmly believes the galaxy would be better off without a centralized seat of power.

But he still helps Rebel cells if they have the credits to pay him, especially if it happens to be close to home. And it is one such Rebel cell on the planet of Nimat that hires him to sabotage a newly-established Imperial Garrison…

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I FINALLY MANAGED TO POST lol. So here's that Imperial OC I mentioned I wanted to make based on Wesker from Resident Evil a few days ago. Plus the hardass merc. I'm happy. :D

[msookyspooky]

OKAY HI SO THE NEW CHAPTER—

I AM NOT OKAY !!!

Literally what the hell is gonna happen ???? FUCK IF I KNOW !! WERE IN THE LAST PART OF THE STORY AND I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CLUE WHO GHOSTFACE(s) IS LIKE ???????

Here’s my play by play detecting - please understand im not very smart - also this one gets super long im so sorry

SO I don’t think Roman has anything to do with it fuck canon cause i mean we talked to him Once and the cast we’ve interacted a lot with has to include the killer right?

Dewey, Gale and honestly Billy are in the clear for me. Dewey is too much of a himbo to pull this off, Gale is too focused on finding B and Stu to - i think - plan this whole thing out and ACTUALLY murder ppl and Billy, honestly he looks the least guilty of the suspects cause he and Stu are in really bad terms abd I doubt he’d risk getting a partner AGAIN after how things went down with S, and i dont think he could pull that off on his own

NOW Angelina, baby, angel, please be part of this !!! She’s so weird and she has connections to Woodsburo - i think ! I also have a terrible memory !! - and I cant begin to express how gutted i was to knoe that the plan for her to be Romans accomplice in the movie was scratched, it would’ve been perfect

So Randy 🥺 Randy please bby, angel, please have NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS !! So yeah im very attached to your Randy and I’d be gutted if he was the killer - it would also be awesome to see a survivor “one of the good guys” go apeshit - BUT Stu’s speech really got to me, not only because yes, it makes sense BUT ALSO we’re like on the final stretch here, is it really time for a red herring? He does look suspicious, Stu has a point there

Speaking of Stu, THAT WHOLE SPEECH DIDNT FOOL ME FOR A SECOND - except for the part that it did - I could NOT get Tim’s monologue from the Curve out of my mind during that scene in the motel cause well yeah Randy could feel that way and want revenge BUT that’s not Stu’s actual point, he’s projecting a VERY REAL emotion he had/has to make Randy look sus, it doesn’t matter if he actually is guilty or not, cause either way Stu wins. If R is guilty BOOM Stu was right the whole time, see he cares, he was looking out for things we didn’t want to see, he’s “good” to us AND if R is NOT guilty he can get us so scared and distrusting of Ray that if something happens to him, Stu made “an honest mistake” to protect us. He gets what he wants, “everybody dies but us” ya know

I genuinely believe or at least hope strongly that theres 2 ghostfaces right, so my biggest sus are Randy and Stu AND I think Angelina could be an accomplice to EITHER of them. I genuinely forget if in your story we know her from Woodsburo or if im getting mixed up with the og script so this may be v off skskskks BUT imagine shes working with Randy cause they remember each other and she’s become a lil obsessed with the survivors (like she was with Syd in the movie) and thinks he should get his revenge OR she was really interested in the killers and when she saw “Dennis” maybe recognized him - i dont think he would’ve remembered her tbh - and offered to help, so from set on Stu was no longer working alone ? (With stu shes def an accomplice but with Ray she gives more mastermind vibes ya know? She “convinces” him thats what he wants and lbh she needs someone strong to do the murders shes v tiny)

Omg fucking Mcdreamy ???? I dont wanna sus him cause Boyfriend again 3 times a charm skskks but he’s way to interested in us, for me to trust them wholeheartedly but i have NO IDEA how he would play into all of this so Im saying red herring

Well to be fair Sid never interacted with Roman in 3. I'm js!

Good point about Angelina, red herring or jealous from HS and obsessed with the Woodsboro Massacre survivors for the fame she fought so hard for?

Good points about Dewey, Gale and Billy!!

Randy and Stu are definitely up there and both would rip us to shreds to know they did it (ESPECIALLY RAY. Ray would be fucking devastating) And both have really valid points that they could use as leverage.

And ngl...Kincaid did have our phone number from Dewey when Ghostface called...Again, IM JS-

[mistaeq]

I'd like to request a part 6 matchup then please 👀 I'm a scorpio, INFP, bisexual, usually quiet, bizarre gen z sense of humor, big savior complex haha oops, I struggle with depression and I love drawing, listening to music and writing ofc. I get anxious in big crowds so I tend to avoid them, or if I can't avoid them then I just hide behind the person I trust. Thx bby ❤️

Matchup

TW // depression is mentioned

Thank you for your request, Memory !! Hope you will enjoy this. Finally back with matchups ~♡

Stone Ocean Matchup

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My first matchup choice for you is...

Narciso Anasui!

When you first met, in Emporio's hidden room, Anasui asked himself how could such a quiet person like you be in jail. He genuinely couldn't get it. Narciso doesn't like too talkative people, since he moves, acts and listens to others for his own interests only. But your behavior really caught his attention. Someway maybe more than Kujo Jolyne did.

Since the first time he met anyone, that person would ask questions about his life, his mistakes, about the crime he had committed to be there. And he just didn't like it. That is why, the man had asked Emporio - or Weather Report - to be the one to inform people about his past before people asked him directly. But everyone always ended up asking him for more details. How annoying. You didn't, by the way.

Much to his surprise, though, you know how to me loud and chaotic too, above all when you and Foo Fighters laugh together over memes. He took a look at those too, just for the sake of knowing what you like. Might it be just because he knew that you were the one liking them, even if those memes were not his thing, he'll admit he's let out a couple giggles, looking through those along with you and F.F.

After he got to know you, it looked like Jolyne had completely slipped and gone away from his mind. Much to her happiness, to be honest. Narciso's undesired avances were on the verge of making her go completely feral. "It looks like it's your time to get his marriage proposals, Memory..." Kujo chirped, laughing at your shocked expression when she talked about marriage proposals.

Did you say savior complex? Narciso definitely cherishes this side of you. He's in love with the way you're always in the first row, when it comes to helping someone who needs your help. He even got the occasion to save you as well, when you happened to put yourself in trouble because of your will to absolutely help someone.

This exaggerated - but not negative at all - obsession about you made him wanna start to get all worried about everyone as well. Emporio always told you, Anasui never helped anyone, unless it regarded him or was for his own profit. You told him not to force himself over a behavior which didn't belong to him, since just like you do, he might have ended up in plenty of troubles. But he just wanted to conquer your heart.

Nobody would have dared to bet a single coin on it, but Narciso Anasui is an actual cheesy man, when he's infatuated for someone, who happens to be you. He won't even let depression get to you, the pink haired man is so ready to fight against it for you. In every hobby and passion of yours, you'll find him supporting you and complimenting your job.

This guy fucking loves reading. Please, don't be afraid to ask suggestions or opinions to him, when you're writing something and need someone to read it to comment it and maybe give you some tips. He didn't have many hobbies or things to do in prison, so he used to stick to reading books and letting his fantasy fly outside of the GD St. Jail. Plus we all know one if his all time favourite characters is Mickey... he's a hidden child.

He's never gonna bring you into crowded places, and even if he doesn't judge a place as "crowded", he's gonna ask you first anyway. The last thing Narciso wants is making you feel bad for a decision of his. He wouldn't forgive himself for such a thing. The man learnt to pay attention to your expressions of discomfort, and knows when he has to help you.

He doesn't like it, when he has to do it, because it means you're not feeling well, but he won't hide he feels pretty lucky, when you hide behind him, since it means that you really trust him. Don't tell anyone, but Jolyne and Foo Fighter overheard him bragging about this to an annoyed Weather Report, who just wanted to sleep and had to listen to Anasui's half-an-hour-long essay about you, instead.

My second matchup choice for you is...

Hermés Costello!

Hermés has been having a crush on you, a pretty strong one, for a good amount of time by now, but the thought of you probably not liking girls was haunting her, and she had no idea of what to do to not to make it awkward. She looked for Jolyne, to ask her for an opinion... and overheard you right in the act of revealing your bisexuality to your best friend. Lucky! She started to hang around you more, after that day.

The truth is, that Costello usually laughs over the bizarre gen Z type of memes, but just doesn't want to admit it. She's naturally calmer than you, or for example Foo Fighters, so she thinks that laughing over those might make her menacing woman façade disappear. She doesn't know whether it might be easier to conquer you by being serious and mysterious or by laughing with you.

When she finally chose to confess, she did it in the most cliché way ever. She just didn't know how to do it. She left a note with a confession in your prison cell, and waited for a reaction from you. If it was positive, then, good for her, she would have been able to love you. If it was negative, she would have made up an excuse to make you believe the note was just one of Jojo and F.F.'s pranks. Luckily, you accepted.

Good thing you have such a savior complex, because Hermés tends to constantly put herself in an ocean of troubles, and will definitely need someone to save her everytime, along with Jolyne and Foo Fighters. If it wasn't for you questioning where she is everytime, she probably would have died after not even a week. But luckily, she has such a good girlfriend thinking about her when she needs it.

Depression? Say no more. Your girlfriend will never leave your side on days when you feel it kicking in more than usual. It's true, you can't do much in prison, but the woman keeps on promising you that once you'll be out of there, she'll bring you to lots of new places to explore, wherever you'd like, to take care of your sadness and bad feelings. Damn, finding love in prison is wild.

She sometimes uses Kiss to duplicate herself and be able to take care of you, above all when you're feeling down and needs something to cheer you up. Two Hermés aren't just perfect for cuddling, but also to have fun, since it's comic to see her twice. Though, you tend to ask her to not to do it often, since going back to a single one after Kiss's effect ends, is sometimes painful for Hermés and you're aware of it.

"Yo, Memory... is that possibly... me?" Costello asked, staring at the drawing you were working on, sitting in your prison cell, the sketchbook on your thighs. You nodded, smiling. You enjoyed sketching her, she was like art to you, and couldn't help loving her body and facial featured. "This is fucking amazing. For real Memory." she sat next to you, and kept on staring at your drawing. "Am I that beautiful in your eyes?"

Oh god. Jolyne and Foo Fighters mock the two of you so much because of your habits. Hermés and you often happen to fall asleep, your head on her shoulder and her head on yours, while you're sharing earphones and listen to your favourite music. Such things aren't really appreciated in the middle of the girls in your prison section, so Emporio allows you and your girlfriend to rest in his hidden room.

Hermés doesn't mind big crowds, but she can't say she enjoys them. She'd rather be in peace, or at least with a bunch of people she enjoys staying with, like you, Jolyne and Foo Fighters. The four of you are like a squad, and perfectly know that they have to keep you away from big crowds. Your girlfriend usually take care of it, but if she's not around, Jojo and F.F. do it for her.

Even without you asking for it, if you can't avoid the crowd, Costello will grab your hand, to make sure you don't get lost or panic because of all the people, and pull you through the confusion of the noisy voices, to a place where the two - or four, depends on whether your friends are there too - of you can spend some quality time without having to worry about protecting you from crowds.

[hidden-otaku-stuff]

(1) Hello I am back!! I'm sorry it's been long, these past couple of weeks have had me swamped with homework :( and yet I still didn't do it all 🤡 also get ready for a bunch of messages because 1.) responses and 2.) my thoughts on Lockscreens. Spoiler: I am Emotional haha. Aww, thank you :') I used to think it was weird to give yourselves nicknames but I'm past that now haha. Another one I go by sometimes is "Lizard" because I stick my tongue out a lot when I'm talking??

(2) and people think I'm cold blooded because I get really cold easily and like to bask in the sun. I mostly just did traditonal sketches and a lot of screencap redraws. I want to get into art again, but I'm taking it slow for now and focusing more on my writing. And I feel that too LOL. I'm going to start a blog dedicated to reblogging x reader fics that I like because I'm too embarrassed to do so on my main blog (I tell all of your followers 🤡)

hey Honeymoon! as long as you’re taking care of yourself, that’s all I care about 💞 i’m gonna post my responses into two parts. a Lockscreens segment after you send in the rest of your thoughts and a get-to-know-you part for now!

(also I’M FROM CA TOO AND WHY ON EARTH ARE YOU SENDING ME MESSAGES AT 3AM OML)

ngl, i feel like the best person to give you a nickname is yourself! i jokingly gave myself the nickname ‘Daddy’ and that’s literally become my “rave” personality LMAO. but i can understand why some people think it’s weird 🤷 honestly lizard is a bad-ass nickname !! i’m the same way - being in the cold makes me sooo sleepy and i’d rather bask in the sun 😂

i’d love to see your artwork or writing sometime! please feel free to send it over 🥰

(3) Honestly even with all my issues it's kind of nice being a hopeless romantic! Like you said it gives me the chance to day dream haha. Maybe I have my head in the clouds a lot but sometimes it's nice to be there. There's so many, but I think it's a tie between enemies to lovers and friends to lovers. I love the drama and comedy from the former but I'm so Soft for the latter, and that's highkey how I want my relationship to start.

(4) I think building that bond with someone before you even start dating them is really sweet, and having that connection by the time you commit to each other is 💓 I'm sorry you've been having writers block, that's the worst :( if it helps, the past two chapters have turned out amazing, I love them so much!! I think the closest I got to hardcore shipping something that wasn't canon was RinHaru? But there was also a lot of tension and affection in their relationship so I could see it being canon

there’s nothing wrong with having dreams! just so long as you can ground yourself at the end of the day. 

enemies to lovers is always the funniest for me to read TBH. because it’s such an inevitable cliche haha. friends to lovers though -- oooo my heart. 

the best relationships start with friendship. it’s the most authentic imo. like for me, it’s exhausting bearing my heart open to new people each time i want to get involved with someone romantically. but having someone who already knows you inside out??? swoon. what about a trope you dislike?

ah tyty, i’m glad you enjoyed them! the writers’ block wasn’t too bad for these chapters. i’ve had them typed up for a few weeks now :’) 

rinharu is so cute though! but Harukoto (or whatever the ship name is tbh) is super cute too. but maybe i just really like the best friend to lovers trope LMAO

(5) I just looked at their insta and !!!!!!!!!! that's so cute! I like bokuaka but I've never looked into it as much as others, but their art made me have Feelings lol. I think that is a good view to have on family tbh. I've developed a relationship with my blood family and we're close, but there's something special about the relationships and love you have for people you choose to stay with. I love Tiana!! I think she's a really underrated Disney character :(

(6) She really encompasses Disney's message of working hard to achieve your dreams, and she's a strong, independent woman without being closed off and rejecting her feelings. I think it's so cute and cool that she had that much of an impact on you :D Oof, I get that 💀. Men are gross 🤢 I don't get it very often because I live in SoCal and tbh to a lot of other people brown just equals mexican lol. They're right but I really don't look full mexican. Portuguese and Islander people can tell though

bokuaka art makes me have ~ feelings ~ i also really like @/liann1009 and @/maddox_rider on IG! (tbh idk if they have a tumblr whoops) liann1009 does a lot of OiHina whereas maddox_rider does bokuaka which is ridiculously cute too 🥰 

DUDE OMG YES!!! Tiana and Kita (from Atlantis) are under-rated QUEENS who deserved better!! we need representation out here in this b*tch!!! 

idek why, but some people think i look hispanic 🙃 but yes bby, men are gross and should be better!! i have yet to meet a man who deserves to stand on equal ground to me, imma be real. (2d men don’t count but y’know). does it bother you when people mistake your ethnicity? 

(7) Thank you!! Ngl it's kind of scary wondering about what the industry is going to be like because I'm sure I will run into a lot of biased people and sources, but learning to navigate that is just part of the job. Of course there's people who will read biased sources and attack you too, but you can't always escape those people :/ and thank you love, you're so sweet 💕 That's really admirable! It takes a lot of work and creativity to start a business, I'm sure you'll be successful 😊

(8) what kind were you thinking of? and psych is super cool too! Having that understanding of people and the world can be really eye opening and fun :D It's okay, he was one of my favorite teachers but looking back he was an asshole. He had his good/funny moments and did a lot for me, but he also abused some of editors in my journalism class, and some friends of mine :/ He wouldn't appreciate their work, sometimes insult them, and even encouraged my friend to not sleep for the sake of the paper

i’m positive that you’ll do just fine once you get out there! it seems like you have a pretty thick skin :) 

i really wanted to open a business to help support under-represented groups receive an education - with major focus on minority groups such as orphans/foster children, veterans, and the homeless. there’s so much logistics that tbh i’m too ~stressed~ to think about so i’m tabling that for awhile :’) 

bruhhh fuck that teacher. drop his addy, i just wanna talk real q 💞   if you can’t support all of your students, then there is no point in being a professor!! there is literally 0 reason to be rude when you’re in a position of power, especially when it involves someone’s passion, career, and/or education.

(9) I just remembered that there's a limit to how many asks you can send in a certain amount of time so if these suddenly stop I'm sorry! I'll come back when I can haha. I wouldn't say I'm all that great tbh, but I'm proud of a lot of my works LOL. My favorite part about it is using makeup and tools to just turn into something else. Wounds are always fun, but making yourself a gargoyle or some other creature is what makes it so interesting to me.

(11) I'm OBSESSED with the makeup and costumes from LOTR. It's my biggest inspiration. I can go on about it haha. That's so cool!! Being a part of the whole production, especially all sides to it, sounds so fun. Do you have any favorite memories from your time in high school? I'd love to hear them if you have any :O Confession: I have never seen any of those asdfkljvk. I know I really should though and it's on my to do list ! I've heard really great things about all of them !

imma be real, i didnt know there was a limits on asks LMAO. i did hear that they sometimes get eaten though, so i really hope that doesn’t happen 😅 

we all start somewhere. your first step will never look like someone else’s, nor should it. as long as it’s something that you can look back upon and be proud of and know that you’ve grown from, that’s all that matters! 

just imagining someone using makeup to turn themselves into a gargoyle has my head spinning  🤣 like ya girl can barely do her eye-makeup, let alone anything as intense as that! what’s been the most difficult project? 

DUDE, I LOVE MEDIEVAL-HISTORICAL WORKS! like the dresses from that Mary from Reign wears has my heart so softtttt. dfsnosdf. please!! tell me some of your fav things about LOTR  💖

omg high-school was so long ago, i don’t think i have any favorite memories from it 🙃 i think the opening night of a production would be the best. listening to the audiences reactions as the performers left their hearts on-stage, seeing all the pieces fall together, that was always absolutely incredible. wbu, what did you enjoy about hs? 

i have very strong opinions on those musicals LMAO. i can talk about them forever  🤩

[tillthelandslide]

Same For You - The Love Of Thieves (2) Instagram AU

Series Masterlist

a/n: hello my loves. As you probably know, I love making these so thought Id' make another one relating to sfy. This kinda of fits in with part 9 (our secret). Hope you enjoy :) - Lou

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yninstagram drinks with my love @charli_xcx

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↳ yninstagram love you more bby

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↳ yninstagram oh shush you

clarabass you're hot but im offended i didn't get an invite

rass1975 pretty

↳ 75fan SIR? EXCUSE ME. I'm manifesting this relationship🕯️

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yninstagram the boys... its basically their album at this point @bedforddanes75 @rass1975 @trumanblack

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↳ yninstagram go away old man

trumanblack i've made it to the gram!!

↳ yninstagram dude... you're literally famous. p.s dont ever use the word 'gram' again

75fan guys i actually love her

the1975fan they're obsessed with her and I love it

rass1975 all yours love

↳ amazingabbie you or the album?

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TheLoveOfThieves last saturday was wild, thank you to everyone who came, if the crowd gets any bigger the bar manager might kick us out - Abbie

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loveofthievesfan @yninstagram this outfit is everything

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caption: drummer, producer, friend @bedforddanes75 ❤️ showing @jaythedrummer how it's done 🤭

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75fan replied to your story: is that g?!!!

Lovethievesfan replied to your story: the trio we didn't know we needed... although you can barely see Jay

trumanblack replied to your story: replacing me?

rass1975 replied to your story: well isn't this cute, I'm still your favourite right 👀❤️

charli_xcx replied to your story: I love you both

jaythedrummer replied to your story: he did tbh

yninstagram:

yninstagram 20,000 of you are following me WHAT!! thank you ❤️ and hi 🙋‍♀️ this was taken Saturday & what a night that was. Huge thank you to a certain @jamieoborne and @trumanblack to bringing literally everyone you know to our show! We love you ❤️ (and the rest of the band @bedforddanes75 @rass1975 @1975adam)

trumanblack smashed it love

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bedforddanes75 you legend

rass1975 proud of you

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charli_xcx pretty girl doing us proud

jamieoborne going to take the world by storm (as soon as you sign that contract as promised👀)

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dirtyhit:

dirtyhit DH01671

The Love of Thieves

@TheLoveOfThieves @yninstagram @jaythedrummer @clarabass @amazingabbie

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75fan why are they all so hot... it's not exactly fair is it?

trumanblack welcome aboard 🫡

rass1975 legends

1975adam sick news

yninstagram well hi 👋

amazingabbie the best band in the world

clarabass who are these legends then?

jaythedrummer don't know who these are but I heard they've got a sick album coming out soon

Lovethievesfan love our cocky band ❤️

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