playing as enki and trying to get him to join my damn team are two very different things. This fucker just took my protective thingy and told me to fuck off, come on!
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oh my fucking god i feel. SO stupid rn at How i didnt make the (super sane very normal just absolutely. Yes. Surely) connection earlier but uhh
so anyway im now like 89% certain that whatever the "traces" of the narwhal that remain on ajax and facilitate their (ever-growing) innate connection are like. an actually fundamental aspect of it (them?) more or less.
why? because if you consider its pov just for a moment. the narwhal was literally about to depart teyvat for good. it had nearly finished consuming the primordial sea and preparing to breach surface to finish the job by eating the french for the leftovers their human bodies were made from. its an interstellar voyager it does not linger on planets it devours. it goes glug glug and it leaves.
and like if it wasnt for traveler intervening its confirmed through narzissenkreuz and renes world formula that teyvat wouldve just been destroyed. no one could have stopped the narwhal not neuvillette not focalors not anyone.
so what was the one other thing it did right before going for that french brunch? calling for ajax. getting them reunited in the primordial sea. like all the possible implications aside bc theres many different ways to speculate on the exact reasons why and the nature of that link. the point remains.
it wasnt leaving teyvat without finding him.
like the narwhal is about to fucking Dip from this cringe planet and whatever part of it that ajax carries within himself his narwhal Absolutely wanted to be reunited with. what the fuck am i supposed to read from that. hoyo???????!??! answers?!?!?!
and its not only the calling from the narwhal side itself either bc this is ALL coinciding with the growth of a 'restless power' within ajax and his vision malfunctioning (the things celestia is literally confirmed to harvest energy thru to repair its damaged authority) and his connection with the narwhal reaching an actual conscious level (arguably subconscious n emotional too bc i find it Curious his mood is poor right as the narwhal is repeatedly described as positively malding to the point its boss fight mechanic is literally a rage meter). ajax' power is growing. his destiny is starting to shift and something is drawing him to fontaine... right as the narwhal is getting close to finished with the primordial sea. funny how it overlaps eh. how it aligns 🤨🤨 why are they orbiting each other like this (they should kiss)
(& not to even Mention how ajax just Happened to get that absolutely exponential and borderline unbelievable feat of power spike in extending his foul legacy endurance as massively as he did. while. within the primordial sea. with his narwhal. who had at that point all but incorporated the power of that sea into itself. i s2g if childe was getting passive home turf co-op bonus exp with a 4x multiplier automatically the whole 40+ days 💀💀)
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we wanted baekhong happy scenes not just them walking especially an old hyunwoo visiting haein’s grave that was so unnecessary
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Me ranking:
Get matched with a person with orphrick username.
Person picks novelist and be like "hello composer main" (and I'm the composer main).
The map is church.
Our hunter is Nightmare.
We lost but it's fine cuz it's Nightmare.
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when i think every day how if i was in charge of riverdale i simply would have written a whole coming out arc for the big bad gang leader and how hes always been in love with his best friend but was too afraid and ashamed to admit it after years of abuse from his father lowering his self worth but through his sobriety journey he was learning to come to terms with himself and find self love and be with someone who always represented positivity and wholesomeness and good in his life-
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Continues to ramble here since the thread is getting too long and this is getting off topic:
It's the idea that a love is incomplete when it's "one-sided", when two people doesn't feel the same way towards each other.
But I'd like to think that love in itself is already complete, whether it is requited or not, whether it is platonic or romantic.
Even when two people are involved romantically, I don't think people necessarily love each other the same way. Some love is affection and joy and some love is commitment and sacrifice.
I think loneliness and neediness make people feel like they're incomplete, and therefore their love is incomplete unless returned fully. When both of those are complete in itself, longing doesn't make it less so.
Society if perspectives on unrequited romantic love like this were normalised:
You're so right though. Honestly, I've never consciously realised this before but like. A huge amount of tension around the "should I confess or not" dilemma probably stems from this. There's this expectation that the relationship has to change. And I mean, it probably will change bc both parties have to figure out what a more comfortable dynamic will be. But the all-or-nothing, "either the love is requited or something is fundamentally broken" kind of mindset is pretty sad. I wonder how much of people being tormented about their unrequited love stems from ideas of what love should be (ie. requited). I think being lonely and needing someone to complete you might be part of the discomfort around unrequited romantic love, but I think another is also the knowledge that unrequited love is generally seen as incomplete and lacking. I've seen friends no longer feel comfortable being around the person crushing on them because they feel indebted or that they've failed the person somehow. I've seen friends regret confessing because they felt they put their crush on the spot and could no longer even be friends with them. They just ended up pulling away and letting the relationship disappear even though the love was there. It's really unfortunate that what you mentioned in the other post, about being happy when you love soneone regardless of whether or not it's requited, isn't the norm. Or at least what I've observed in my life.
I think the chances of people shaking off that all-or-nothing mindset increases when we grow older and mature, but damn it would be nice if it wasn't something people generally needed to grow out of. That sure would salvage a lot of important relationships and probably ease the loneliness pandemic.
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one time in my english class we were assigned groups to each make a short film over the span of some weeks. our classmate richard who was known to be pretty nerdy pretty blunt pretty edgy wasn't there the first week or so that we got assigned groups and so he went ahead to do the project on his own
cut to presentation day. richards movie is just him reenacting death note, him monologuing in his kitchen dining room about how how he's going to kill everyone and bring justice to the world and he spent like the last fourth of the video laughing maniacally. nothing happened beyond that
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