#//but also sorry for the lil trauma dump parties aren't his thing you see

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: ̗̀➛ @crue11; continued from here

Minsung wasn't exactly a party person. Even when he was studying in university, when other students went out to go crazy at night, Minsung much rather stay at home, pulling all-nighters to work on his assignments instead of doing one-nighters. Just the thought of being in a small space with people he didn't know at all and dizzying loud music sounded like a nightmare to him. And his very first time going to a "proper" party, it ended up in an even worse nightmare. That night when he was walking barefoot on the dark empty streets back to a home that never really felt like a home. That night he went straight to the bathroom when he was inside and submerged in the water of the tub... And then woke up in a hospital

He kept saying it was in the past, that life goes on, but it wasn't something one could forget so easily. But he wanted to give it a chance for Han given how his friends really seemed to want to meet him. He wasn't exactly sure of what to expect, but he figured that it wouldn't be too bad. At least with Han, he could be sure that the past won't repeat itself. Sure, the invasive questions from his friends were a little much, but they weren't the worst either, he could simply not answer them. And it wasn't like he was thinking about them that much when he asked that question in the car.

Minsung was never the type to jump to those kinds of things that fast, he wanted to know the person he was with before doing anything, hook-ups did not work for him. But the topic had come up, and they did have some time to get to know each other, so what's the worst that could happen? Plus, Minsung really wanted it for once and Han wasn't helping with the way he kissed his wrist and spoke to him; he was just a tiny bit embarrassed asking about it. He did a small gulp at Han's question, finally shifting his eyes to look at him. "A little bit, yeah." What was that one saying about living life without regrets? Minsung gave him a small nod while trying to keep his composure. Okay, but what if he's the one who messes up? Nope, nope, he wasn't going to think about that now.