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I ended up over3at1ng. But I'm still proud of myself for going 2 weeks without over3at1ng

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what if I just do mountain climbers until I can't anymore?

that'd burn a good 360ish c@l0ries (120 per 10 minutes)

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I am tired. Might not be as active. I don't know. This shit sucks.

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Maybe if I 3at enough lettuce and drink enough water, I won't make a decision I will later regret 😀

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bro I just at3 but now I only feel hvngrier

gonna go insane rn like what do you mean lettuce, broccoli, mushrooms and cauliflower isn't enough for you, stomach??

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What I @te today (more r3str1ctive again)

Breakfast: Oatmeal with half a banana and an egg white - 210 c@ls Lunch: Lettuce - 10 c@ls Dinner: Tuna and veggies - 250 c@ls Tin of tinned apple - 100 c@ls Total: 570 c@ls 13,000 st3ps 370 c@ls burnt Total: 200 n3t c@ls

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reblog if you are an active 4n4 account and i will follow you back!!💙

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Real, like I feel like I can't tell anyone I have an 3d until I get sk1nny

i feel ashamed that i have an ed and i am not skinny

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How do people make themselves nauseous ? Like I know how to v0m1t but I want to feel sick to my st0mach. So far, the only way that works for me is drinking a bunch of vinegar before a m3al.

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if you’re an 3d account please reblog this!! i need more mutuals<4

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Nicesp0 bc I feel like a lot of people probably need a break from the meansp0!!

•you binged? eat less tomorrow, you've got this!

•feeling fat? youre beautiful and making progress internally!!

•you want to binge? keep fighting for what youve been working towards and it will pay off!!

•almost passed out? eat something with sugar and protein, keep your pretty self safe!

•too tired to exercise/run? if you give up once it becomes a habit and you'll undo everything youve worked so hard for!

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update: I pvrg3d some of it up ??? I just did it until my throat felt all scratchy and icky. I'm not usually one to pvrg3 and honestly, this is the first time I've successfully pvrg3d since May. I'd guesstimate I got up like 100 - 200 c@ls of stuff? It was mostly boiled egg and stuff.

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Parents made me 3at a bunch of stuff

I don't really know the cals of any of it but I'd guesstimate roughly 1500 (Realistically, it's like 1300 - 1400 but that feels too low for me so I rounded up) adding on my burnt 300 c@ls, that's 1200 again. I NEED to lock the fuck in. I did the math and realized that if I eat 300 c@ls per day, I'd reach my UGW in 4ish months. Ugh. I wish I could r3str1ct better. Like genuinely, I used to be so good at it. I might begin being more strict with myself again. I hate myself.

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I hate that I have no access to sc@les. Like literally, my mum won't let me get scales myself and I haven't w31ghed myself in 4 months

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I might begin skipping lunch and breakafst again. I dunno. I just really want to loose the w3ight faster. I need to be th1nner faster. I'm inpatient and tired and hvngry and I just want to curl up in a ball and 3at nothing and do nothing but sleep and go on 3dblr forever.

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If I don't loose w31ght, I'm going to go batshit insane and kms or something

I need to be sk1nny by February next year. I'm going to a new school and I really wanna be sk1nny and pretty for first impressions :(

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Alright. I'm asking 3dblr because I don't know what to do.