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Been a hot minute...

Down and Down goes the drop, Lost within its own self-judge. I wish upon breaking out, and once again express myself, In a form in which I do not hurt, those I hope to secure.

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The day I realized I had a thing for dilf was the day I made this post 😭

Ok anyone else trying to figure out if they see Lucifer as a father figure or if you just attracted to him 😭 cuz y’all that’s the void I can’t get out of

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Ok anyone else trying to figure out if they see Lucifer as a father figure or if you just attracted to him 😭 cuz y’all that’s the void I can’t get out of

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I finally have that plot...

but this wasn't what I was hoping for. I didn't think it would hurt so much to find out about her attempt to set me up with someone else. I didn't realize how it would hurt when I heard the words, "I just don't like her that way." Every day I hope to see her smile, to hear her laugh, to grab her hands, and to know of her hopes and dreams. She'll tell me, "I wish I could give you all the plots that hit me" when I've been hit with the plot I can't even talk to her about because the risk of losing her is high. I found a safe place in her, a home, a love that I don't regret even if everyone else tells me that it was a mistake to fall for her and continue to support a relationship I advocated for to see her happy, to see that smile even if it hurts.

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When this song is your vibe😘 but everyone sees you as innocent

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😭😂 I love it

Spiderdads Tangled AU 🕷️✨

i was feeling silly im sorry

lylascal

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AAAAAAAAH! 😆

Matchablossom Cosplaying Kim Possible and Shego

Hi, hello, long time no see haha I'll try my best to get back to posting here!

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Go vote please I don't wanna feel lonely in this 🥲

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I never understand what it means to be in love...

Not until I got close to her. I always mistook love for a comfortable feeling when in reality it's a lot more than that. I find myself looking at her, my gaze following her from a distance or from outside of a room when she interacts with others she feels comfortable with. I find myself wanting her attention...her affection... in all honesty just everything about her. She knows me, she reads me, she's worried about me when I try to keep things from her. I want to be in her embrace, to feel her arms wrapped around me or just feel her close. She's on my mind even when I have so much going on. I find myself focusing on her over most people. She was the first to show me love even if it's not romantic, I love her. I love her personality, her honesty, her laugh, and everything about her that I have yet to learn. She changed my life positively; I now have someone I know I will and can depend on. So I shall do the same for her.

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I just got to say...

Love the whole MAMMON's design in Helluva boss be looks like if Halloween and Christmas had a child 😂

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I never understand what it means to be in love...

Not until I got close to her. I always mistook love for a comfortable feeling when in reality it's a lot more than that. I find myself looking at her, my gaze following her from a distance or from outside of a room when she interacts with others she feels comfortable with. I find myself wanting her attention...her affection... in all honesty just everything about her. She knows me, she reads me, she's worried about me when I try to keep things from her. I want to be in her embrace, to feel her arms wrapped around me or just feel her close. She's on my mind even when I have so much going on. I find myself focusing on her over most people. She was the first to show me love even if it's not romantic, I love her. I love her personality, her honesty, her laugh, and everything about her that I have yet to learn. She changed my life positively; I now have someone I know I will and can depend on. So I shall do the same for her.

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Unrequited love

I see two people I care about...one I've known for 3 years and the other most of my life. I look at one and feel soft and warm as if hearing her laugh lets things freeze for a moment and life doesn't feel so bad. The other however I think some care but not as strong...I feel awkward as we interact...their laugh doesn't feel the same...it never feels warm but it never feels cold either. I see them interact but a part of me feels it is wrong or that it doesn't make sense...they just met each other and know they're both important to me. The one who warms my heart has no clue that's how I feel about her, but she knows I love her. She knows that when I'm apart from her I feel the need to find her and seek to be with her. The other he knows I love her...he knows and points it out to her unintentionally but sometimes her responses to his "jokes" about me and her is simply the same as stating there is no chance...I don't have a chance....is this the feeling of being rejected constantly? She knows...she loves me too...she's told me when we're apart she misses me....we grew attached, but in two different forms.

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My Stalker I called Friend Pt. 2

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Any suggestions on posts?

Me: OoO Idea My brain: SAy bye because it's gone now Me: You son of a B-

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MHA 394 SPOILERS

I AM SCREAMING

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The stalker I once called friend…

I called him my friend. He deemed me his sister…little sister, as if I was younger than him just based on personality. We were the same age. I deemed him a brother for he protected me and listened when I felt others wouldn't...however, I never expected that he would need me...would want me as more than a friend....would lie to get me to change my mind about dating...I never gave in but to invade my space? "Don't touch me" I would come to say as I showed him anger for the first time. Others would get protective of me in his presence and yet I never understood why until he would try to get me to fall for him. I distanced myself...he asked about me. I'd try to avoid him...he'd find a way to be with me. I would fear him...and others would threaten him for they saw his true intentions and behavior before I realize. Nieve.

Nieve and Oblivious was what I deem myself after 2 years of him finally leaving my life. A friend? I didn't know anymore...