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Life

I wish I can have more hours in the day to do stuff. Or to be lazy because this sucks!!!!

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Dealing with stress

After a busy ass week I couldn't wait for the weekend to come but, even during the weekend I'm busy with homework (even I don't do it sometimes). Im just trying to learn how to handle everything at once. Its ok, ill learn! I hope. How do you deal with stress?

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What the fuck?!?!

Warning, this is a rant! And if you dont like rants than dont read this! Its not like anybody is forcing you!

I dont know why people assume I have an attitude with them and then they tell me, " You don't need to give me attitude" and then they have attitude with me. Bitch! I didn't have an attitude until you said something!

Don't fucking assume shit the you dont even know!

If you can't understand my sarcasm than I dont know why you're fucking talking to me than!

I just answered your damn question which was honestly stupid in a way I would answer stupid questions.  With sarcasm!

Great, now in have to go deal with these motherfuckers at step practice!

Seriously,  what the fuck is your problem?

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I feel u girl!!!!

I’m an over thinker. I think way too much more then i should. But i mean everyone does right? Its just some peoples thoughts are worse then others.

I mean who can blame them?

Have you ever thought to yourself, and wondered if someone actually cares about you?

Well besides your family of course.

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Social Media Famous

I don't get why EVERYBODY want to be insta, Twitter, vine, facebook or tumblr famous.

Its just social media!!!!

I understand youtube famous. Youtube can get you pretty far if u know how to use it right. But everything social network is for just that, socializing!!!

Just because you can get 1000 likes on instagram in 20 sec doesnt mean a modeling agency is going to call u up and give u a job.

Just because you have over 19,000 "friends" on facebook for doing absolutely nothing doesnt make u better than everybody else.

At the end of the day, everybody that u think actually value your "fame" is actually caring about REAL famous people while are admiring the 50 likes for the pic you took of u smoking a blunt that u got from your "fans".

Honestly,  there are people who don't even strive to become social media famous. That many people actually like them and those are the people im NOT talking about.

Im talking about this thirsty ass ones!

Why can't they get their ass up if they really want to be famous and make themselves famous by actually doing shit!

Sorry, I got a little carried away there.

I think this just turned into a rant.

Maybe its just me who doesnt get it. I mean...

What's the point?

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Naps

Let's talk about naps real quick. Me and naps have a love/hate relationship.

Naps can be a beautiful way to re-energize yourself. Just a little cat nap would do. 10 minutes to an hour tops. And then were you wake up it feels like you've had a full 8 hours of sleep.

With me and naps, i woke up 4 hours later feeling worse than before and not knowing what year it is. 

The only way i can get out of a nap is by playing my music on blast.

Me and naps need to have a little talk.

How can people do it?

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Mama

A lot of my friends call me mama. And it doesn't help that I have been casted as a mom in my upcoming show and in previous shows! But the thing is.... I'm 17 years old!!! It kinda bothers me because it kinda makes me feel older. But I kinda like it because that means that means people respect me. They trust me, they look up to me. Kinda cool huh?

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Im Back!

Im finally back!!! Wow I need to really do something with this thing. Wish me luck! Also, I might post vlogs on here. WHATEVER!!!

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Trying out a new lipstick for fall!!!

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Is it my fault that this happens?

I’m so upset that he left. Not only do he leave the class he left me. Of course I never told him about my feelings for him but I always thought that if he had feelings for me he probably would have stayed, he would want to be around me right? Well, I guess I got my answer.

An older friend of mine said he couldn’t imagine being single in high school and that it must be so different since I’m single. I really wanted to say, “Well, its hard for unattractive people to be in a relationship.” But he’s that guy that has a lot of wisdom and I didn’t want to here that.

I’m not one of those girls that want a boyfriend just because everyone has one. I’m not thirsty,  I’m actually better on my own. Its just that when I get feelings for someone its going to stuck to me that that person doesn’t want me. I was told reasons we before and I relize they are all true. I want a guy that will be happy to be around me but not as their best friend. Its funny how a girl got friend zoned hahaha! I really don’t want to come off needy either. Like I said, I’m actually better off by myself but, sometimes I want some one to be with me

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Talking to him rite now makes me so happy!!!!

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They say beauty is the in the eye of the beholder, that maybe true but its also a lie

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Money fucking sucks

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@lolfisherprice random post!!

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Stealing my words is like stealing my breath

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Hi!! I don't kno wat I'm doin, so yea