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okay, so some people think sam is “the boring brother” which is just so wild to me. like,,, his personality may not be as in-your-face as deans, but he has LOTS of personality and quirks!!! for example

diverse music taste, he’s into some pop (i think i remember there was  a thing about that in season 4), 80s “hair rock,” as well as the show’s Iconic Classic Rock songs

knows a bunch of languages? a little spanish, latin (well enough to recite an excorcism backwards???), i think i remember sumerian?, some french, enochian, a littel asl

Knows Some Arts Stuffs bc of college

also just randomly remembers things from his college classes over ten years later WTF HOWS HIS MEMORY SO GOOD

was good at creative writing in high school and probably still would be if given the opportunity 

genuinely enjoys history podcasts (he let mick listen to one bc he’d been meaning to listen to it forever in s12)

fascination with serial killers???? sam?????

strong phobia of clowns

likes farmers markets!

LITERALLY CANNOT LOOK AT A PERSON WHO IS SAD WITHOUT GETTING SAD HIMSELF THE BOY HAS HIGH EMPATHY LEVELS

wears the same type of clothes always (relatable), but can actually rock a cardigan

dreamed of marshmallow nachos as a child? iconic.

is lowkey kinda a disaster but has everyone convinced he’s the Functional One (examples of his disaster-ness: (not an exact quote) “didnt we have like half a bag of coffee left” “i killed it” and literally tries to ask a therapist what ‘catharsis’ is)

named a dog Dog once, presumably bc he didn’t want to get attached, before eventually renaming him Riot

likes soda!! THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME. like i know he’s known for being the healthy eater and he is for sure, but also once in s2 he left a bar to go back to the motel and gets a soda from the vending machine. adorable. ALSO SMOOTHIES

likes people but is also very introverted and lowkey socially anxious (imo)

when faced with God, wanted to ask him All The Science Questions

babbles when nervous

can do yoga

sits weird on furniture all the time (again, relatable)

used to insist on doing “honest work” rather than hustling pool and whatnot

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in conclusion: sam isn’t boring you guys are just biased

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A PSA About Sam Winchester

Can we talk about how amazing Sam is for a second? It doesn’t matter how tired he is or if he is dying inside (literally), he always is willing to help people. He also is always wanting to see the best in people. And how he is willing to be the bigger person.

Here is this man that, because of Lucifer: lost his parents, grew up in nightmare of a childhood, watched his girlfriend die, lost his brother several times, was shoved in the middle of a war unwillingly, went to hell, was TORTURED, lost his soul, and experienced severe PTSD. And is still haunted by him to this day.

BUT! He meets Lucifer’s son. LUCIFER’S SON! And instead of taking out the pain and suffering that Lucifer caused him on jack. He stood up for him, he protected him, he made sure Jack knew he was good, he cared for him, and he made sure Jack knew that he was apart of the family.

Now! In episode 14x01 he is literally looking in the face, At the vessel, of the man who broke him. And what does he do? HE IS HELPING NICK! he is making sure he is ok, he is cleaning his wounds.

Now I know, I know. It wasn’t actually their fault. Well that is easier said than done. Look at Dean! Lucifer killed Cas and he was ready to kill Jack! Lucifer has done a lot more damage to Sam than anyone. Yet Sam’s heart is so pure he is willing to put that aside and help these people.

Sam F***ing Winchester Everbody!

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He is such a little brother sometimes! Look at that I am innocent, I can do no wrong face!

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things that are never mentioned ever in supernatural now but had major psychological impact on sam:

- he watched his girlfriend (potential fiancée) burn to death (and he had nightmares about it in the first couple episodes of s1 and probably still to this day)

- he was forced to watch so many people die through his premonitions

- especially during the first couple seasons, he was constantly seen as a freak/monster (hunted by gordon, immune to croatoan virus, bullied by dean)

- meg used his body to assault the hunter, jo, and dean

- he had to shoot the first girl he opened up to romantically since jess’s death

- he carries the weight of dean’s demon deal and blames himself (and had to watch as his brother was ripped to shreds)

- HE!! HAD! TO!! WATCH!! HIS!! BROTHER!! DIE!! OVER!! 100!! TIMES!! IN!! MYSTERY!! SPOT!!

- he was on drugs and depressed and suicidal and basically a full-time alcoholic while dean was dead

- ruby (someone he trusted!!) manipulated him into becoming an addict and breaking the last seal (which he entirely blames himself for) (even though dean broke the first seal in hell) (and he was only in hell because HE made the crossroads deal)

- a ghoul who looked like adam, his newly found brother, sliced his arms open like he was an animal (this was LITERALLY never mentioned again)

- sam’s detox is almost never mentioned and it was extremely emotionally and physically painful

- lucifer is generally seen as evil, right? well sam was told that he is lucifer’s perfect vessel and he believes that he is inherently evil bc of this

- in ‘swap meat’ gary used sam’s body to have sex

- sam has to live with all of the people his soulless body hurt (and dean berated him the entire season for not having a soul) (which wasn’t his fault in any way, shape, or form)

- cas, someone else that he trusted, broke the wall in his head causing hallucinations of his centuries in lucifer’s cage

- non con with becky. i don’t have to say anything else.

- his lucifer hallucinations tortured him to the point of refusing to sleep and eat… he was in a mental hospital for crying out loud!!!!!

- the first girl he kissed after jess was killed was killed by crowley

- THEY NEVER TALK ABOUT THE TRIALS WHICH LITERALLY LED SAM TO SAY “SO?” WHEN HE WAS TOLD THAT HE’S GONNA DIE

- AND WHEN DO THEY DISCUSS GARDEEL NOW?? never!!!! dean tricked sam into accepting a being into him that he KNEW sam wouldn’t say “yes” to because of his past experience with lack of autonomy.

- and gadreel used sam’s body to kill people, including kevin who they thought of as a brother (and sam has said that he wakes up seeing his hands killing kevin)

- sam was willing to die when cas was extracting grace

- sam refused to give up dean’s location at the beginning of s10 to cole, even though dean was a demon

- SAM WAS TORTURED BY COLE. WHY IS THIS NEVER BROUGHT UP???

- sam was verbally abused by demon! dean (i know dean was a demon but sam was visibly shaken when he was talking about mary)

- once again, sam was willing to die in ‘the werther project’ and basically slit his own wrist

- sam obviously vomited after seeing charlie’s dead body

- dean wouldn’t even allow sam to speak at charlie’s funeral and was told that he should be the dead one

- sam was brutally beaten by his brother in “brother’s keeper” and was ONCE AGAIN ready to die

- sam was sick with the darkness virus at the beginning of s11 and cured himself + other infected people WITHOUT ANYBODY’S HELP

- sam willingly approached lucifer for help with amara, despite being tortured for centuries

- SAM WAS TORTURED FOR SEVERAL DAYS AT THE BEGINNING OF S12 (INCLUDING NON CON) and then worked with his abuser for the remainder of the season

- *whispers* and sam being killed by the vamp at the end of s13 will probably not be mentioned again :’))))))

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Best of 2019 – 2/3

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Dean (10) to Sam (6): Sam, If you get taller than me I will cut off your feet.

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No one:

Literally not a single soul:

Me: I could really use a hug from Sam Winchester rn

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚  sam realising eileen likes him  ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊

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Sam & Eileen ► S15E07 “Last Call”

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14 Lines from Love Letters or Suicide Notes

1. Don’t freak out. 

 2. We’ve both known this has been coming for a long time. 

3. I’ve been staying awake at night wondering if I should tell you. 

4. I bought the kind of crackers you like to eat, they are in the hall cupboard. 

5. Now that we have watched all the episodes of ‘True Blood’ I do not know what else to do next 

6. I always imagined this would happen without warning like suddenly on a ocean cliff side, but this is the kind of thing where waiting for the time to be right would just mean waiting forever. 

7. I’ve just been too afraid for too long 

8. I came home on Tuesday and found all of the chairs that I own stacked in a tower in the center of my kitchen. I don’t know how long they have been like that, but it could only be me that did it. its the kind of thing a ghost might do to prove to the living that he is still there. I am haunting my own apartment. 

 9. My grandmother was still alive when I was 5 years old, and she asked me to check and see if the iron was hot enough yet, so I pressed my hand against it and it was red and screaming for hours. 25 years later, she would still sometimes apologize. In the middle of conversations, “I feel so bad about making you touch the iron,” she’d say as though it had just happened. I can not imagine how we forgive ourselves for all the things we didn’t say until it was too late. But how else do you tell if something is hot but to touch it? 

 10. I keep imagining my furniture in your apartment. 

11. I wonder how many likes this would get on Facebook. 1

2. My dad always used to tell the same joke, but I can’t remember the punchline.

 13. I was 8 years old and it took 3 weeks – three 8 year old weeks, imagine – to gather everything that I would need to be Batman: Rope, boomerangs, a Mardi Gras mask with beads cut off. I couldn’t find a cave near my house so I buried them all in a bundle under the ivy. For years after, I tried to find that spot again. The ivy grew too fast, I searched in so many spots, it seemed impossible that I had missed one, but I never found it. How can something be there, and then not be there? How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? 

 14. I never had the courage to buy bright green sheets. I wanted them but thought they were too brash even with no one but me to see them. I bought a set yesterday and put them on the bed. I knew that you would like them.

Written by: Doc Luben

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Consider: next episode, Sam has another nightmare, but this time Dean knows what's going on, and he's all about being right there to tell him it's not real.

Oooh yes. Shades of season 7 and Dean pulling him out of his Lucifer hallucinations and taking care of him. I would love that. ❤

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sam winchester || it has to be you.

spoilers for 15x03!

I really love sam and I hate to see him sad :’(

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15x03 - The Rupture