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🧑‍🎨 James Lewis

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f/o who doesn’t usually receive compliments and finally gets one from you and their brain just. malfunctions on the spot and doubts your words… voice going a little shaky (asking ‘…really?’) and the redness on their face showing their embarrassment to be on the receiving end so suddenly. eventually they learn that this will happen way more often with how much you do care for them, though they don’t think they’ll ever get used to it…

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Listen. Steven Moffat listen to me. I need you to tweet "actually johnlock was always intended to be endgame" on the day after the 2024 presidential election and then turn your phone off. I don't care if it's true or not I just need you to do it, please, it would be so funny.

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selfshipping as an adult is kind of funny cuz it’s like yeah i have an imaginary friend and they rearrange my guts sometimes too

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Your f/o wouldn't be ashamed of you for what you've said or done, they wouldn't make you feel guilty or bad about yourself, and they most certainly wouldn't hold anything against you. If you're holding any guilt, self-hatred, or resentment, even regret -- Just know your f/o still loves you. They still support you. They don't see you as a terrible person. You are enough.

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when you have a hammer everything looks like a nail. and when you have a favourite character everything looks like . The Character

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if I'm not thinking about my selfships I'm thinking about my friends' selfships (my otps)

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Just to make a point, every time I finished a panel of this I would export it as a PNG on the perceptual setting and use it as a color reference for the next panel

IT'S BAD

PLEASE CHECK YOUR COLOR SETTINGS

EDIT: If you're still having problems, it might help to switch from "Save/Save as" to "Export (as a) Single Layer". Just. Make SURE the box labeled "Expression Color" is set to RGB. I've been messing with this all day, and it looks like this combination of settings will allow exported PNGs to maintain their colors perfectly. To you. So far both Discord and Toyhouse still only display desaturated images and I cannot for the life of me figure out why

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Poly self shippers--

Imagine sleeping cuddled up in a pile with your F/Os flopped together in a tangle of limbs like you were a pack of wild dogs.

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a small colored sketch of my s/i and haruhi :3

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went to loving you island and all your f/os were there

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no no see, domesticity IS hot. how intimate it is to make food with someone, to share a bed, to brush your teeth at the same sink, to shower and use the same towels and the same laundry soap, to grocery shop and hold hands through the aisles, to be cornered in the kitchen to make out while a pot of pasta boils over on the stove. to fall asleep and hear them snoring softly and laugh at the little trail of drool out of the corner of their mouth. to spend money together and share chores and pick on each other for your weird habits. it's not always perfect and beautiful, but it's comfortable and familiar and I just think it's neat.

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do u think in a world where there are giant people and tiny people that there would be discourse over the ethics of cross-size relationships

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make an au where all your f/os are nonsensically in the same universe and in love with you all at once

this could be you if you lost your chains

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maybe you could fix him, but I personally, don't intend to. i want to see him baring his teeth while covered in blood

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Seen today on walk peace and love on planet earth

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Fuck off im so in love with this fictional man it’s embarrassing