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PS;

I think that my second open love letter is going to be for both Nick AND Lauren and about how much I love them and admire their relationship, just to rub it in haters faces. 😘

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I just want to say, I have NO HATE towards Lauren. I think she's absolutely great for Nick. I honestly believe that she's even straightened him out too, in some ways. What's most important to me is that he's happy. He deserves all the happiness that she and Odin give him daily. I believe wholeheartedly that Lauren gave Nick the kind of life that he so desperately needed and very much deserved. So again, for the ones in back who didn't clearly understand me, I do not hate Lauren. I love her. In fact, I applaud her for being able to find it in her to deal with shitty ass fans who throw shade at her on a daily basis. God knows I wouldn't be able to do that. 🤦

LOVE YOU, GIRL.

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I'll never grow tired of seeing that flawless smile 😍🙏

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An Open Love Letter to Nick Carter, pt. 1

Nickolas Gene Carter. That's a name I'll never get tired of hearing. I cannot express how much I love you. I've tried to many times, believe me. It's frustrating to feel so much love for someone and not be able to put it into the right words. But I'm going to give it my best shot.

You're the sweetest, most attractive man on this Earth to so many people, myself included. It's unbelievable just how loved you are. I wonder now and again though, do you even realize how many women's hearts you've stole without even realizing it? Or knowing who they are or that they even exist? It blows my mind that people you've never met before and don't know exist have so much love for you and you'll probably never get the chance to even realize it. I'm one of those people, honestly. Only probably about 100x worse than everyone else. I know I'm probably going to get called "thirsty" by other people, but believe me, that is not at all how this letter is supposed to come off. I'm just trying to speak from my heart, how I feel about you as a person. I'm simply trying to find the perfect words to tell you just how perfect you are in my eyes. Not even just in my eyes, in all your fans eyes. Not even as a celebrity, to be honest. But just as a general human being because you yourself are what's most important. There aren't any words worthy enough to use to try and describe how beyond perfect you are to me, to us. I know you've met so many of your fans, but I wasn't fortunate enough to have that opportunity. I've built it up in my head though, a big image of how I think you'd be and I based alot of it off of what other people have said about you after meeting you - kind, caring, funny and the obvious one, gorgeous AF. Honestly, even just the thought of meeting you makes my heart race. That would be the best day of my life because I'd be meeting someone who I look up to greatly. I hope it happens one day because I know that if I ever did have the great honor of meeting you, my mental image would be proven true.

You're otherworldly amounts of special, Nick. For me, and I'm sure for many others as well, one look of your sweet face can instantly make everything better on a daily basis. It may be a little odd for you, knowing that there's so many women out there that love you the way they do. But you make it so easy for us to do so.

It's a privilege to be able to call you my "role model", if you will. I don't really have a better word for it at the moment.

I'm trying to use all these different words to describe my love for you, when really, I should plain as day just come out and say that you are loved, Nick. You're loved more than you'll ever realize. I love you, all your fans love you, and you deserve every ounce of love you receive.

In our eyes, you're perfect.

With all the love in the whole world,

♥️Ashley.