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I know y'all are feeling that moon though

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Complicated…

I just got out of a 6 year relationship. Long story short, it wasn’t working out anymore, he wasn’t ready to evolve. We ended on good terms and are still friends.

Not the complicated part

Towards the last month of our relationship I met someone online…. playing Friday the 13th and Dead by daylight. Ps4 games.

We had a team that we would play everyday, I’m going to be honest, I didn’t like him at first because of a snarky comment. Eventually we started talking via Snapchat and Facebook messenger.

I’ve told him about the darkness I have in me and everything I’ve ever felt and thought about. He has helped me emotionally get through my past relationship, and i have been there for him when his friends havent. We have become each others rocks. We’ve fallen in love with each other.

I didn’t plan this, I wasn’t looking for someone to talk to or be romantically involved with. It just happened. A part of me feels bad for moving on so fast but another part is happy to have met this person that is just too amazing. He has met me in the worst time in my life right now but still sees the person I am through all this madness and accepts me for me.

I kept telling myself maybe I’m unconsciously looking for an outlet, maybe it’s a phase, he’s going to ghost me, but everyday we message each other, video chat each other (he’s real) and we fall more and more in love with each other. He has become all that I want in such a small amount of time.

Only problem… he lives in the UK and I live in USA California.

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Him

He makes me feel like I’m not alone in my darkness, I don’t have to wear a mask when I talk to him…. I can tell him exactly what I’m thinking and feeling and I don’t feel the regret of telling him. He understands me and helps me get through it ♥️

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I can’t wait for our airport day <3

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I’m not scared to invest my emotions and time into you. I don’t know how it happened but I’ve fallen completely in love you. You’re everything I’ve been looking for and more. You’re the first thing I think of when I wake up and last thing I think of before I sleep. Time is no issue even though I would love to to meet you now. But I’ll always be here waiting for you. You’re worth every second of everyday. I’ve never wanted someone so much. I love you jack. You’re my foralwaysever ❤

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Hey..

So July 25th I’m going to meet the love of my life for the first time. Im flying from southern California to London. It will be the first time i leave the country and i am terrified and excited at the same time. I will get there July 26th and be there with him till August 12th. Wondering if i should make a video of our first 2 weeks together.

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Twice out of the week we just fall asleep and leave facetime on. Its the closest thing i can get to sleeping with him. I love him so much. 64 days till i meet the love of my life

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My sun and stars❤ Cant wait to meet you July 26 2018

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59 Days

59 days till i meet Jack. Out of the 60s and in to the 50s. We’re staying in 4 different parts of the UK last part i need to book is London. So excited. So nervous 😍😭 any suggestions!? Tips!?

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And you know id walk 5000 miles. If can just see you, tonight ❤❤❤

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I work 6pm-230am. When i get home its 3am i wait 3-4 hours when i get home so he can call me on his lunch break and tell me how his day os going so far ❤

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I just want the long distance part of our long distance relationship to be over

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45 days….❤