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She’s a lady and I am just a Line without a hook w/ Dean Winchester. pt.1

☁︎︎ while he was at a bar in the town near the bunker, he saw you

☁︎︎ at first he thought of you as just a quick hook up he could have to relive some stress

☁︎︎ but when you didn’t fawn over his muscles or fall for his good looks, his interest was peaked

☁︎︎ “If you want to bed me, at least take me out on a date or two” you’d smirk

☁︎︎ and he’d take that as a challenge. 

☁︎︎ so he’d ditch sam and pick you up in the impala

☁︎︎ he’d take you back to the bar where you met and you’d shake your head.

☁︎︎“No”

☁︎︎ “No?” 

☁︎︎ “No! This is not a date!” you laughed

☁︎︎ “Do... do you take all your dates to bars? Are they really that easy?”

☁︎︎ “Well, I wouldn’t call them easy...”

☁︎︎ you scoffed and shook your head. 

☁︎︎ dean ended up taking you to a park where you guys spent the rest of the night

☁︎︎ he was contently flirting

☁︎︎ but in the middle of the date, he realized that he liked you

☁︎︎ he actually liked you

☁︎︎ but he couldn’t have you

☁︎︎ he couldn’t allow himself to be happy

☁︎︎ but he couldn’t help the way his mind went to you and the life you could have

☁︎︎ but after what happened to lisa and ben, he just couldn’t

☁︎︎ so after the date, after he dropped you off at home, 

☁︎︎ he ghosted you

☁︎︎ and you,

☁︎︎ you thought the date went well so you left a voicemail

☁︎︎ “Dean, hey! This is Y/N and not to sound like that needy person that calls like eight times after a date, but I thought it went kind of well, and it’s been two days without a word. After the first day, I kind of think you just forgot, then after the second day I had a suspicion that you were ghosting me, kind of like a one night stand but he hadn’t had sex yet so-”

☁︎︎ and you didn’t want to send another voicemail

☁︎︎ that night as you just got out of the shower, someone knocked on your door. 

☁︎︎ you opened it and saw dean standing there

☁︎︎ you let him in and listen as he tried to explain himself

☁︎︎ “You’re just... to perfect for me.”

☁︎︎ “No. No!” you laughed

☁︎︎ dean looked confused.

☁︎︎ “You’re not breaking up with me after one date! And definitely not like that!”

☁︎︎ “Well I-”

☁︎︎ “No, tell me the real reason why you don’t want to see me.”

☁︎︎ you said, totally prepared for some bizarre answer but you weren’t prepared for was, 

☁︎︎ “I’m a monster hunter.”

☁︎︎ “Right and I’m Barbie.” You nodded 

☁︎︎ but once you saw the completely serious look on his face, you knew that he wasn’t joking. 

☁︎︎ “Oh. Okay. Not really the strangest thing I’ve heard this year.” you shrugged.

☁︎︎ really?

☁︎︎ “And that big burly dude you’re almost always with? Is that your brother?”   

☁︎︎ dean nodded, he was shocked that you believed him

☁︎︎ you never told him why or how you believed him

☁︎︎ but he didn’t care 

☁︎︎ every time he wanted to talk to someone who isn’t sam or cass

☁︎︎ someone who wasn’t a hunter

☁︎︎ someone like you

☁︎︎ you were always there for him

☁︎︎ he swore to protect you

☁︎︎ so he told you how to protect yourself

☁︎︎ and he’d call every night if he wasn’t with you

☁︎︎ ‘to make sure you didn’t see anything weird’ he would say

☁︎︎ but really, hearing your voice calmed him down from a hunt and it brought him back to reality

☁︎︎ so when he came to your house one night, probably after a bad day, or week, covered in sweat and blood you hoped wasn’t his, you knew he needed you

☁︎︎ “We can’t do this anymore.” he said

☁︎︎ “And why not?” You asked, cleaning the cuts on his fingers

☁︎︎ “You’re too good for me. You deserve something better than this.” he wanted to say, but he knew you’d laugh

☁︎︎ when he didn’t answer you, you looked up at him. 

☁︎︎ “You’re being serious.” you said

☁︎︎ “I am.” he nodded

☁︎︎ “Why?”

☁︎︎ “Because of this! This is too good! Something bad is going to happen to you! I can’t have that.”

☁︎︎ “But you taught me to take care of myself, I can take care of myself!” 

☁︎︎ “That won’t be enough! I can’t.... I can’t lose someone else I care about.” he whispered

☁︎︎ dean stood up and walked out without a word

☁︎︎ you tried to stop him, but nothing you said would work

☁︎︎ so you left it, and he left you

☁︎︎ you went on with your days, pretending like you didn’t just spend the last few months with an amazing person

☁︎︎ and he watched you some days but made sure you didn’t see him

☁︎︎ you saw him, but you were too hurt to say anything

☁︎︎ you were too good for him

☁︎︎ he made sure you were safe

☁︎︎ because you were different

☁︎︎ and he loved that

[quicksilverscum]

Gamer boy cuddles w/ Peter Parker

You were scrolling through tiktok, laying on Peter’s bed while he was playing games with Ned, Harry MJ. You have been hanging out like this for the past hour and a half, you didn’t mind it, just having Peter in your presence was enough for you, but you were bored and your boyfriend was no where near done with playing his game.

So while on tiktok, you came across this video with a girl and her boyfriend, where the girl crawled under the boyfriend’s arms and sat on his lap while he played his game, so you decided to do it too.

You got up and sighed loudly, hoping that Peter would hear you. He didn’t. 

So you walked up next to him and shook his arm. Peter took one of his headphones off and glanced up at you. “What’s wrong, Y/N?” He asked, his gaze still focused on the screen. You sighed again and rolled your eyes. 

You got on your knees and started to crawl under his arms. “What are you doing? O.. Oh.” He looked down at you and opened his arms. “Come on, darling.” He smiled. You got up and sat on his lap, so that you were facing him. “Hi.” You said. “Hello.” He smiled again. 

“Peter! What are you doing?!” Harry yelled through the headphones. “Sorry!” Peter said, but the round was over already and they were in the lobby. Peter muted himself and smiled at you. “You made me lose, pretty girl.” He told you. “Sorry.” But you weren’t. 

He smiled and chuckled a little before he hugged you tight. “I love you.” He told you. “I love you too.” You smiled. 

[quicksilverscum]

Unrequited love w/ Peter Parker

✰ you are his best friend

✰ have been since freshmen year when he slammed his locker door into your face

✰ he fell in love with the way you smiled

✰ with the way you spoke

✰ with the way your eyes lit up when you talked about something you were passionate about

✰ then harry osborn came into the picture

✰ styled brown hair, bright blue eyes and a smile that was brighter then the city lights

✰ you were infatuated

✰ you used to gush about him to peter, while he just sat there taking it all in

✰ peter drowned in his own self hate

✰ he hated himself because you and harry started dating and he still had feeling for you

✰ he hid them as best as he could

✰ and for three years his feelings had been kept silent

✰ until one night when he was over at your place

✰ you two were about to have a star wars marathon

✰  and as much as he hated himself for it, 

✰ he’d been looking forward to spending time with you alone

✰ without harry

✰ just the two of you

✰ but you spent the last hour and a half laughing and texting harry

✰ “H... hey, y/n can we start the movie now?” peter asked

✰ you looked up at your phone for the first time in an hour

✰ 'yeah sorry petey, go ahead, start the movie’ 

✰ he didn’t start the movie,

✰ he just stared at you while you laughed and giggled and harry’s texts

✰  you looked up

✰ 'go on pete, I’m watching-’

✰ ‘I’m in love with you.’

✰ he didn’t mean to say that

✰ shit

✰ you stared at him in disbelief. 

✰ you set down your phone and sat up

✰ ‘repeat that?’

✰ ‘no’

✰ ‘I’m sorry.’ he would say

✰ ‘I’m sorry that I have these feelings, I know they’re wrong and I shouldn’t have them, and I’m sorry that I do.’ 

✰ there were tears on his eyes

✰ you could tell that he hated himself for these feelings

✰ so you moved closer and wiped his tears away

✰ you kissed his cheek lightly and rested you forehead on his

✰ ‘I love you, petey.’ you whispered

✰ ‘but not how I love you.’ he whispered back

✰ you cupped his cheeks and smiled

✰ ‘this won’t change anything between us okay?’

✰ his eyes lit up

✰ he thought you would hate him forever

✰ he thought you would leave

✰ ‘really?’ his voice was full of emotion

✰ ‘yes really petey.’ you nodded your head

✰ he hugged you tightly

✰ ‘now come on, you gonna play the movie or what?’ you smiled, turning to the tv

✰ peter stared at you for a few more seconds then started the movie

✰ this is why he loved you

[quicksilverscum]

Nightmares w/ Loki

It was late at night, Loki had slept over in your chambers that night and now his arms were wrapped around your waist. But his constant twitching kept you just barely awake.

Loki screamed, causing you to shoot up in bed. “Loki? Loki, my love, wake up.” You shook his shoulders, trying to wake up your sleeping boyfriend. He was sweating terribly, and tears were rolling down his face. “Loki, love! Wake up!” You tried again, this time, Loki’s eyes shot open.

He looked terrified. His eyes searched your face before sitting up. “Y/N?” He asked as he cupped your face. He couldn’t fully see you in the dark but the candle fire softly illuminated some of your features. “Yeah.” You nodded. Loki pulled you into a huge hug, pulling you both down back onto the pillows. 

“Are you alright, my love?” He asked. “I should be asking you that.” You smiled, trying to put him at ease. But he didn’t smile, he just continued to search your face as if searching for an injury that wasn’t there. “I’m fine, Loki.” You smiled. “Are you okay? Do you want to talk about your nightmare?” You asked.

You lightly ran the tips of your fingers down the side of his face. Loki places his hand over yours and lightly placed kisses on your palm. “I love you, Y/N.” He said. “I love you too.” You smiled at him. 

You guys were silent for a few minutes before he spoke up. “You left me.” He said. You stared at him and nodded for him to continue. “You finally saw how bad of a person I am and you left me... for Thor.” He said. “Oh, oh no. I would never do that.” You cupped his face and kissed it all over. “I love you Loki, no one else.” You told him. 

Loki sighed and closed his eyes. “I love you too.” He said. “Promise you’ll never leave.” He said. “I promise I’ll never leave.” You told him. Loki smiled at you and pulled you in close. “Can we just stay like this for a while?” He asked, burring his face into your neck. “Of course my love.” You say. 

“I love you.”