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[priya-choudhary]

Somewhere I realize my comfort was gone

My inner child wasn't fully awake or maybe too tired to woke up for this world

Back in time, when I used to curse my childhood now I knew lost times won't come back

The time when my mother scolded me to not play a little longer with my friends changed from asking why I don't have any friends?

The moment when I used to cry a lot to let me go with u mummy for shopping changed from I don't want to go, I am afraid of meetings.

The days when I used to be happy after vacations to meet my friends changed from i feel left out even with my closest friends.

The times when I wasn't scared for talking back with others knowing my parents have my side, changed from what others will think, what others will say, why am I so scared of people judging.

The times when only few rupees given by parents made me feel rich changed from I don't want any money except some peace of mind.

The special days when I used to be happy for my birthday changed from is there anything to be feeling happy, me living a life?

The times when I used to say a lot without thinking twice changed from thinking too much and not saying anything.

The times when I used be proud of myself after getting a candy for answering a question changed from I don't have that much courage to speak out and judging myself for every mistake.

If only I knew life would be so difficult after growing up, then I want to go back to my younger self just to glance how much happy I was, how much brave I was and how much funny I was.

We only realize the importance of anything after losing the moment.

There are many things to cherish for, to be happy for, and to be loved for but anything comes at a cost after growing up.

If only I knew life would be so tired, expensive, exhausting then I wish upon a star to take me back to the times where I used to worry about nothing.

The first big mistake I did was in the childhood when I used to think being adult is a happy thing and life is easier when u grow up.

You can have friends, you will meet your soulmate, and you will have beautiful kids but can u compare the joy of your adult life from your childhood? Absolutely not, you will always be bound up with responsibilities.

When I used to splash in the water without thinking of getting wet, when I thought school holidays are the best thing to happen, when I used to run in the rain with my friends, when I start to cry for silly mistakes to avoid scolding, when I was fond of everything I did.

I wish I didn't knew everyone inner feelings, I wish didn't understand people fake words and intentions.

You will have a whole lifetime and there will be so much more u experience through your entire journey but being happy with little things u did in your childhood, the tireless soul can never be compared.

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[priya-choudhary]

There is nothing like unloving someone. The truth is, they never loved you from the start. They were just pretending all the time and now they are tired of being fake with you, so now they are ingnoring you and making a distance from you.

They know your love is pure and you are loyal so they can't see you loving someone else. They can't see someone else is getting attention from you that's why they choose to be with you but they never fall for you. They just want to see you being their side while they are looking at someone else and when their plan fails, they put their head on your shoulders and you thought they really loved you.

Finding true love is hard in this time and getting played is what nowadays relationship means..

Baby, know the difference between when you being loved or when you getting played. Because it's easy to step back from a relationship then being cheated on:)

[priya-choudhary]

You never choose to be alone. It's just you never got someone like your nature. Your friends meant everything to you but you was nothing to them. You always felt alone in the group of people. Deep in your heart, you always knew that there is someone else whom your friends will choose over you and this thought didn't let you sleep. You felt that you are just hanging out with them but you were not the part of their group. Your absence doesn't affect anyone. If you never ring a call or text them, they won't text you. You were initiating the conversations and if you stop, you won't see them messaging you. You were just their casual friend but you always think about them. And the moment you know their intentions, you choose to be step back and never met again.

And that's how your loneliness started. Then, u got a habit of not talking to anyone because u knew no one understands your words and no one cares. You were tired of being that happy and helpful friend who got nothing in return.

Some of us are lucky to have supporting friends and dearest besties but some of us had not received love from our friends or from the love of our life.

[priya-choudhary]

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