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I remember when I was a little girl listening to to this song 10 years ago I broke down crying. It was when my father started acting different. He cheated on my mom and my mom was ready to leave. I would cry every night because my family was falling apart. I was just 11 years old, I didn't know what was going on. Then one day everything got better. My father was back to his old self. Forward to 10 years later and my dad completely changed. He woke up one day and said he didn't love my mom. And apparently he never loved her. Its confusing to me because how can my dad just change his mind. I'm 21 years old now and i don't understand why he suddenly just changed. And even tho I'm grown, I cry because again my family is falling apart. And this time my mom did leave and my dad didn't care. He's also pushing me away and kicking me out. Saying "he doesn't need anyone" it breaks my heart cause my father doesn't know how much damage he is causing me. My mother cries everyday praying for my father to come to his sense. I cry in silent and wonder what happened as I keep my distance from him. Today I missed him so much. Seeing happy families passing by and I think to myself... "That's something I'll never have again" and it makes me upset because at one point before all of this happened I said to myself "I'm one of the lucky ones to have both parents together." But I'm not lucky. I lost that. There's just so much going through my head. I miss my family. I miss not crying everyday and seeing my mother cry and asking herself what she did wrong. I pray to God that my father can come to his sense. He knows I'm hurt and he knows my mother is in pain. If your parents are still together appreciate them. Tell them you love them & understand you are one lucky person.
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