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𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 . 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐢𝐭

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An LT once said, “if you leave everything to last minute, everything only takes a minute” and while I wasn’t a part of that conversation, he was talking to me

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when people say my name im like.   cant believe i exist

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I dream of her

In gilded splendor

She marks me

As the ease of conquest

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aloneness

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It’ll be okay

Because you can’t run away

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She whispers ever so sweet

Of gold dusted burrows

And chests of treasures

She reaches for me

Pulling me through catacombs

And into rotted coffins

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That I’ll go to the bathroom one night to find something else already in my bed

That I’ll see a face right as I close my eyes. Do I open them confront its Schrödinger existence and presumably die painfully or do I remain possibly safe from that reality while anxiety eats my lungs?

That something stands atop my headboard and watches me sleep.

That something lays beside me while I dream.

That I am not alone in my house.

And underground parking garages.

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I gave you my armor

You left me to die

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I’m approaching my lifespan

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They returned it, now time to get bureaucracy to return my calls

I blame my missing items on the fae in hopes they will be so offended by the false accusation that they’ll find the items and return them

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I blame my missing items on the fae in hopes they will be so offended by the false accusation that they’ll find the items and return them

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It will be okay

Because there is no other choice

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It’ll be okay because there is no other way