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natexfitz​:

“You choose.” Nate obviously agrees on the wine, letting his boyfriend do the honors as he moves to his chair, unbuttoning his suit’s jacket as he settled and thanked the staff who led the way and offered the menu cards. They were both surely use to the special attention and the details but both of them had been raised to still be appreciative and grateful instead of expecting it. He knew there were still a few stares in the room despite the exclusiveness of the restaurant and the staff’s best attempt to remain professional. Nate simply focused on his boyfriend, muting the room around them. It was easy. He had been doing just that his entire life. “You think too highly of me, sometimes I worry I won’t be able to live up to your expectations.” He half joked, moving his eyes Nash’s to their hands on the table. He returned the light squeeze, the simple gesture reassuring and comforting. They were in this together. He could not think of a better partner, really, and it’s sometimes funny to think how he hadn’t seen it before. “Many reasons, huh? Here I thought it was all about my hot bod.” Nate adds, winking back at Nash to let him know he was kidding before tilting his head softly. “Well, I think you’re definitely biased but I’m not complaining because I’m very in love with you, too. And this entire weekend is just for the two of us. I don’t even know what else to do. I haven’t had a weekend off since I started the residency. What are those? What do normal people do on a weekend? Please enlighten me!”

"I mean, the hot bod certainly doesn’t hurt.” Nash jokes, smirking softly. “Hm...I think they sleep in, which I’m definitely going to let you do because you deserve it. I’ll make us breakfast in bed. Or brunch. We don’t have to get up early!” He grins at that, knowing how rare that a weekend that the two of them we’re at home together was a rare, special treat these days. “Other than that...we can do whatever we want. We can stay in bed all weekend or we can go out and do something fun. The weekend is ours to do whatever we want with it, babe.” Nash says with a shrug, pausing when the waiter returns with their wine. Reaching for his glass, the brunette smiles, lifting his in a bit of a toast. “To us and our weekend. And to many more. I know our schedules are crazy, but I know we’re both in this for the long haul. We’ll find our way. We always do.” 

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natexfitz​:

“We’re here.” Nate repeats softly through a smile, holding the door for his boyfriend and offering Nash his hand as they walked into the restaurant together. Neither of them had to provide their name as they were welcomed, both more than easily recognized from afar. Nate didn’t like making a fuzz of who he was or abuse the privilege of his name but it did come in handy every now and then, like making last minute reservations like this. His schedule was crazy and they were overdue a nice, relaxing date for a while now. The setting was perfect, just enough privacy to relax but not completely isolated either. It was a nice restaurant, one of their favorites in town, and they were in absolutely no rush. Nate smiled once they settled, putting the menu card down for a moment. “I know you don’t mind what we do, but this feels nice too.” He says, smiling at his boyfriend. “Someday, probably years from now after residency is over, we’ll be able to do it more often.” It was meant as a light joke, really, but it was also accurate. Nate’s schedule was going to get so much worse before it got any better. He was lucky Nash was so supportive. “Promise I’ll make it up to you then.”

Slipping his hand into Nate’s as they exit the car, Nash follows him inside and over to their table, smiling back at his boyfriend once they’re seated. “It is. I say we order a bottle of wine to celebrate.” The brunette says jokingly, though he’s totally serious about the wine. “You know that I’ll take any and all time with you, Nathaniel. Yes, we both lead busy lives, but at the end of the day, we’re together and we make time for each other. That’s the important thing.” Nash hums, reaching across the table for Nate’s hand, giving his fingers a squeeze. “You don’t have to, but I know that you will. That’s the kind of man you are. It’s one of the many reasons why I love you.” 

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natexfitz​:

Nate laughed quietly and shook his head with amusement when his boyfriend claimed he couldn’t rush perfection. He never really understood that saying or why Nash dared use it when, in his very humble opinion, Nash was already perfect in every way. Even if he thought he was being biased, he had plenty of tabloids that agreed with him on this specific matter. Still, he had know Nash long enough to know better than to hurry him so he patiently waited, playing with the cufflinks of his shirt as he waited in the backseat of the car. His face lit up when Nash joined him, taking him in, only speaking once the door was closed and the car started moving. “How lucky am I that I have such a perfect date for the rest of my life?” Nate didn’t really think much of his choice of words or what could be read between the lines. It was a given, really, to him and everyone else. Nash had been part of his life from the moment he was born, and he would be there until his last breath. “I’m sorry we don’t get to do this more often, or that I fall asleep on you half of the time when you’re home… so I wanted to make it up to you tonight.” He had used some of his privilege to pull a few strings here and there to make this happen so last minute. His name helped, too, and Nash’s. The reservation was easy once the restaurant knew who was asking, and though Nate didn’t typically mind the company, this time he tried his best to have some privacy. He reserved the entire patio of the restaurant for them, a fine, candlelit french dining experience outdoors with a string quartet to create an ambiance. It was over the top, maybe, but it was long due. 

“You have nothing to apologize about, my love.” Nash hums, shaking his head back at Nate. They both had busy schedules and time consuming jobs, though they always made sure to make time for each other. It wasn’t always easy, but they did what they had to do. They were too important to each other not to. “Babe, you know I’m perfectly happy letting you sleep on me whenever you fall asleep watching TV. It doesn’t matter what we do, you know that. I just like spending time with you no matter where we are.” Taking his boyfriend’s hand, Nash brings his knuckles up to his lips, kissing them lightly. “I love you, Nathaniel. I love our life together, however crazy and chaotic it may be. Though I’ll certainly take a fancy dinner date with you whenever I can. We deserve it.” Nash certainly wasn’t going to say no to some quality time with Nate. “And it looks like we’re here. Shall we?” 

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natexfitz​:

“It doesn’t need to be a suit and tie. I’m sure you can make anything you wear look nice — but we are going somewhere nice for a change.” Nate knew he didn’t have to make up to Nash about not having too much time as of late, but he still wanted to. He was also looking for the change in routine, get out of his scrubs. He wanted to make what little time they had together, truly together, special. Walking up to where his boyfriend stood trying to pick an outfit, Nate grinned and wrapped his arms around Nash’s waist, kissing his shoulder, his neck, before he took a step back to grab a shirt to wear. Plain white button down. Dress pants. Belt. Their styles differed enormously. While Nash could pull off all fashion styles, Nate leaned towards the slightly more traditional. Perhaps it had something to do with being the President’s son. All he was missing was the American flag pin on his jacket to look the part he couldn’t seem to shrug off even if he wanted to after all these years. “I called a car. Meet me downstairs when you’re ready?” Kissing him before leaving the room, Nash smiled. 

"Oh babe, I always look nice.” Nash teases with a grin, already flicking through the items in his closet. Leaning back into Nate’s embrace, he hums quietly, gaze following his boyfriend as he moves to get dressed. Nate always dressed so classically, so handsomely. He always looked so put together and perfect. It really was a bit infuriating, Nash thought. “I’ll only be a few minutes. You can’t rush perfection, but I’ll try.” The brunette teases, smiling into the kiss before Nate leaves. Finally settling on an all black ensemble, Nash slips his leather jacket on on his way out, climbing into the car to join Nate once he makes it outside. “Hey there, handsome. Fancy seeing you here.” 

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natexfitz​:

Nate had managed to score himself a day off and half a day on the weekend, which was already more than he had been able to enjoy since the start of his residency, so he could spend some time with his boyfriend. Even if Nash was understanding and fully supportive, he also wanted to take time and prioritize their relationship because it really did mean everything and he knew he wasn’t the only one who worked long hours. Nash did too. They both deserved the nice break and Nate meant to make it worth their time. 

“So I may have pulled a few strings,” He shrugged as he walked into their room, leaning against the door frame, grinning. “I’ll need you to change into something nice cause I’m taking you out on a date.”

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Looking up from his phone when he hears Nate walk into the room, Nash smiles, humming quietly at his boyfriend’s request. “Something nice? How nice are we talking? Do I need a jacket and tie?” He asks as he moves to his feet, walking over to press a kiss to Nate’s lips. “I think I might be able to find something in my closet.” Nash is joking, of course. His closet is filled with plenty of nice things. Nash was a sharp dresser. He liked to take risks when it came to fashion. It didn’t hurt that his aunt was a very famous designer too. Walking over to his section of the closet, Nash flicks though a few hangers pulling out something to change into. “Date night...it’s been a while since we actually went out. Color me intrigued, Nathaniel.” 

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natexfitz​:

“Especially when we’re not sleeping.” Nate turns, a cheeky grin on his face as his lips find his boyfriend’s chin, kissing the spot. He wanted nothing more than to not sleep right now except his entire system was about to collapse because of sleep depravation and mild starvation in the last over 24 hours. Cuddling closer against Nash, he nodded. “I think lunch actually has better probability than dinner lately but let me know and I’ll try to make it. I think your grandparents’ leftovers have saved my life more than once since I started the residency. I’m not exaggerating either.” Nate’s laugh was interrupted by an unruly yawn, closing his eyes to rest though he was still perfectly alert in the conversation. “I’ll make sure I get a day or two off this week, though, I promise. We can visit your grandparents, I’ll take you out to a nice dinner, do something fun out of the house. We can bring the fun home at the end of the night. I promise I won’t fall asleep on you like I am right now.” He yawned again. “I promise I’m still fun.” 

"Says the man about to fall asleep.” Nash teases, raking his fingers through Nate’s hair slowly. “We can figure out schedules tomorrow, babe. You should get some sleep. You’re exhausted. Don’t stay up for me.” The brunette murmurs, shaking his head. “C’mon. I’ll help you get undressed.” Carefully moving out from underneath his boyfriend, he moves to take off Nate’s shoes, helping him out of his shirt and pants after. “I know you’re still fun, babe. You’re even more fun when you’ve gotten a good night’s sleep, which is why I’m putting you to bed now.” Nash murmurs, pressing a kiss to his boyfriend’s forehead while pulling the blankets over him, an easy smile playing on his lips. “Goodnight, my love. Have sweet dreams.”

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natexfitz​:

Nate knew both their parents were extremely proud of the paths they had taken in life. They had both grown up with a lot of pressure bestowed onto them by the mere essence of their name and who their parents were. They could’ve rebelled and acted out but, instead, they had risen to the challenge. Nate was so proud of everything Nash had achieved and all he did for his family. The fact that they were a couple now didn’t change that. Bringing his boyfriend’s knuckles to his lips, Nate rested his head on Nash’s shoulder and hummed. “Our bed doesn’t feel the same without you. Too much free space.” He smiled to himself at the memory of the two of them cramped in his dorm room’s twin bed before graduation, how Nash had surprised him with a visit after their trip to the villa and their friendship took a turn to what they were today. He wouldn’t change one bit of it. “Did you let your grandparents know you’re in town? I’m sure they’ll also want to see you before you leave again.”

"Yeah. I’d much rather have you in bed with me.” Nash murmurs in agreement, smiling at the thought. Sure, Nash could sleep pretty much anywhere - a side effect from all of the travel he did - but he slept much better with Nate beside him. “Of course I did. I’m going to have lunch with them next week. You’re invited as well, but they understand if you can’t make it.” Nash’s grandparents loved Nate, but then again, who didn’t? It was kind of funny how the Scavo-Healy’s and the Fitzwilliam’s relationship went all the way back to Luca and Maggie, his grandpa and Nate’s grandma.  It really was a small world. “I’m sure they’ll send me home with leftovers though, so those’ll be all yours.” 

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natexfitz​:

“You say that now because I’m not all gray yet.” Nate shakes his head, laughing at his boyfriend’s teasing, fighting a shiver threatening to run down his spine at Nash’s touch. They had been together for a while now, and though intimacy came easy between them, Nate still felt that sensation of butterflies in his stomach whenever they had spent some time apart. “Well, that would’ve made my dad extremely proud but, I will say, I’m glad you didn’t. Politics is a ruthless game.” Nash was too pure for politics. Nate didn’t doubt he could’ve been successful at it, too. Nash could be successful at anything he set his heart to. Nate just didn’t want to see anything or anyone change who he was, because he was perfect being exactly and perfectly him. “I’ll work something out. I can spare some time for you, babe. I owe myself that, right?” He smiled. “I missed having you around. The apartment does feel too quiet and empty when you’re not here.”

"Politics are a little too cutthroat for me.” Nash agrees, nodding his head. He, of course, admired Nate’s dad, but he had never had the heart to follow in his footsteps. He was much more suited to run his family’s foundation. “You do, babe. You work hard. A night off would be nice...for both of us. I know I haven’t been around much and I know that’s on me, but I’ll always have time for you, babe. I promise you that.” The brunette says softly, reaching over to give Nate’s hand a squeeze. “I missed you too. I’ve gotten used to sleeping in bed beside me. Hotel room beds don’t feel the same without you with me.” 

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natexfitz​:

“I try, I promise. I knew what I was getting myself into. The question is, how much you’ll still like me when I turn all grey because I think that’s exactly where I’m headed by the end of this residency…” Nate half joked, clinking their glasses together before following his boyfriend to the table, watching him, listening. He loved Nash’s voice. He knew that voice from the moment he was born. It was soothing, calming. The fact that he came home to Nash just made him smile without effort. “I hope your dreams are not about work, though.” The med student grinned, resuming his dinner. “I’m sure they were. You’re the best at what you do, babe. Trust me, I’ve proofread enough of your speeches to know what I say is true.” Nate was so proud of Nash, the same way the Scavo-Healy were. He took on the heavy weight of carrying his family’s foundation as the lead and he was doing such an incredible job at it, too. It wasn’t easy, Nate knew that much, but he knew Nash put his heart to it. “So we just have to make these few weeks count then before you leave again. I can always cut on some overtime at the hospital. Some people owe me a few favors I can finally ask back. I’ll try to see if I can get a weekend off and then I’m all yours.”

"I will love you no matter what color your hair is, babe. Though I’m happy to help you color your hair too, if that’s what you want.” Nash teases with a soft laugh, reaching over to run his fingers through his boyfriend’s hair. “Ha. I did learn a lot about speeches from your dad’s speechwriter growing up. Maybe I should’ve gone into politics.” He’s joking, of course, shaking his head at his own words. Nash couldn’t imagine himself doing anything that what he was doing now. He loved working for his family’s foundation, and not just because it was his birthright. “Do what you need to do, babe. It’s okay if the hospital needs you, you know I understand. We’ll make the most of what time we have together, we always do.” 

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natexfitz​:

Nate felt slightly guilty for making Nash work when he was home instead of letting him relax. He kept it to himself for now, knowing his boyfriend would more than likely refute his protests. He was tired, too, the motion of the car making him fall asleep almost instantly despite his desire not to. The shower helped, though, smiling as he steps behind Nash. They had always been good together. They had an effortless and quiet understanding. Nash’s presence immediately made Nate feel comfortable, relaxed. He really was home. “Red or white?” He asked, following Nash to the table with their choice, answering as he uncorked the bottle. “Things are good. The long hours are brutal but you barely feel it while on the job but when it’s time to go home, I just pass out. It’s just a lot to take in cause I still have a lot to study for and the exams, but also–people’s lives depending on me which is nerve-wrecking.” Nate wasn’t really complaining. He loved what he did and he knew this is what he was signing up when he started. It was just exhausting. He took a seat across from Nash, reaching his glass to his boyfriend’s with a smile. “How was your trip? You probably have more exciting things to share. I did like the surprise, though, you showing up at work, being here. How long will you be staying?”

Accepting the glass of wine, Nash smiles, settling down with Nate and their takeout. “I bet. I know it’s easier said than done, but try not to work yourself too hard. Burning out isn’t fun either.” The brunette points out, noticing the exhaustion in his boyfriend’s features. “And I’m here for you evert step of the way, babe. Even when I’m not physically here, I’m only a call or text away.” Nash knew that Nate knew this, but still. A reminder wouldn’t hurt either of them. “The trip was fine. You know how it goes, presentations in front of investors that I could give in my sleep.” He chuckles, shaking his head. “It was good though. I had some good updates to give this time. I think they were pleased.” Nash hums, pausing to take a bite of his food. “At least for a couple of weeks. I have some meetings I can take virtually but then I’m heading back to the East Coast for probably a week or so.”

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natexfitz​:

“The fridge just missed you as much as I did!” Nate attempted to joke though he knew it had been his fault that there wasn’t really much at the house. He had made a mental note to get a few things before Nash made it back but his boyfriend had decided not to give him a heads up and catch him red handed. Now that Nash was here, though, Nate didn’t feel so guilty. He was too excited to have Nash home to think about anything else, especially since it had been a gruesome few weeks. His hand held onto Nash’s as they drove, resting his head back against the seat. He tried to stay awake on the ride back to the apartment but he realized he had failed on doing that when they got home and he had no recollection of stopping at the restaurant to pick up their food. Nate blamed the car motion, apologizing as he helped Nash with the bags on their way up. Kissing his boyfriend before heading to the shower, he returned feeling a little fresher and more awake thanks to the colder water, smiling as he walked behind Nash and wrapped his arms around his waist. “Hi.” He grinned, resting his chin on his shoulder, tilting his head enough so he could plant a kiss on his boyfriend’s cheek. “Let me help you with something. I promise I won’t fall asleep on you. That cold shower made sure of it.”

"I don’t mind doing the grocery shopping, really. I’ll buy some stuff for your lunches...if there’s anything else you want, let me know. I’ll make a list.” Nash promises, giving Nate’s knee a gentle squeeze. By the time he gets to the restaurant to pick up their food, his boyfriend is fast asleep, smiling affectionately as he gets out, returning a couple of minutes later. Shooting Nate off to go shower, Nash busies himself with getting their dinner out, grabbing a couple of glasses for wine. “Hey, you.” He hums when his boyfriend walks up behind him, smiling at the kiss to his cheek. “You’re fine, babe. Dinner will make you feel better too. I’ve got glasses, why don’t you pick out some wine?” Nash asks, stealing a kiss from Nate’ lips before stepping back, moving over to the table. “Let’s eat and you can tell me all about your day. How have things been going?”

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natexfitz​:

“Shut up.” Nate grinned in amusement as he brought Nash’s lips to his for a kiss. He couldn’t stop smiling, mirroring his boyfriend’s as he tilted his head back to take a better look at him. “And you got us food, too? What is this, my birthday?” He teased, wrapping an arm around his boyfriend’s waist, leaning against him as they walked outside. “It’s perfect, babe. I’m really happy you’re here. I’ve missed you. Works been draining but I can’t wait to hear everything.”

"I know how hard you’ve been working, babe. I thought you could use a little pick me up. And I promise I’ll do the grocery shopping tomorrow, ‘cause the fridge is looking a little sad too.” Nash says with a laugh, smiling back at Nate as they start towards the restaurant to pick up their takeout. “I’ve missed you too. FaceTime isn’t the same.” It felt much better to see Nate in person, to be able to hold him in his arms and kiss him. Still, Nash could hear the tiredness in his boyfriend’s voice whether they were in person or not. He was so proud of everything Nate was doing, and he wanted to make sure he was taking care of himself too. “Let’s get our food and then you can grab a quick shower and change once we get home, yeah? I’m sure you’re dying to get off of your feet.” 

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natexfitz​:

Nate eventually wraps up at the hospital, walking out with a few other residents in his class,   when he spots his boyfriend waiting in the front lobby. He’s not sure if he reacts first or some of the other residents who immediately recognized Nash but instead of making a big deal out of it—whether out of respect of exhaustion, he wasn’t sure—they all bid them both goodnight and let Nate turn to his boyfriend, shaking his head softly. “You’ve found him.” He didn’t stop once he found himself standing right in front of Nash, throwing his arms around him instead as he pulled him into a hug. “You were already here when I called, weren’t you?” Nate speaks into his neck, smiling, almost immediately relieved just by Nash’s presence. 

"Great. I have a terrible case of needing a kiss from my boyfriend. Do you think it can be cured?” Nash asks teasingly, giving Nate a happy squeeze. “You got me. I just walked into the apartment when you called. We wrapped up early so I thought I’d come surprise you. I’m glad I caught you in time.” He says, a smile moving over his face. God, he had missed Nate. Just seeing him and holding him in his arms again made Nash feel a thousand times better. “I ordered takeout from that one place you really like, we can grab it on the way back hone. I was thinking we could have a nice relaxing night at home, what do you think?”

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natexfitz​:

“Yeah, hopefully.” Nate laughed, quietly praying the rest of his shift went as planned and he wasn’t held back longer than necessary because he was really looking forward to getting out of his scrubs and under a hot shower. Despite what people thought, his life wasn’t really all that glamorous right now. He went from the hospital to his place and remained in his pjs until he had to do it all over again, on loop, for what felt like forever now even if it had been just a few months and he had years to go. “You’re good at both presenting and schmoozing, though!” He added, smiling into the call. “Not at all. I can’t wait to have a real cup of coffee. The coffee machines here are really bad but I’ll take whatever I can get to keep me awake through my shift!” Nate sighed, making a mental note to grab something to eat on his way back to the apartment. He was sure there wasn’t that much in the fridge and, if he was honest, he didn’t have the energy to cook anything either. He had been surviving off peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for a few days now. “I can’t wait either, babe. Soon.” A message came through his pager right then, sighing as he was needed at a patient’s room. “I have to go now. I’ll call you when I get home if it’s not too late for you there. Go get something nice for dinner. I love you.”

When Nate says he has to go, Nash sighs quietly, nodding into the phone. “Alright. I’ll talk to you later, babe. Go save some lives. I love you.” He still has a couple of hours before Nate’s shift is over so Nash busies himself with putting a load of his boyfriend’s scrubs into the washer, tidying up around the apartment a bit until it’s time to head to the hospital. Slipping his leather jacket back on, he makes a call to one of their favorite takeout places to pick up an order on their way back. Waiting for Nate in the front lobby, he smiles when he sees his boyfriend walking out with a couple of his coworkers. “Excuse me, I’m looking for a Dr. Fitzwilliam? About this tall, brown hair, very handsome?” He asks, unable to keep the amused smirk off of his lips.

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natexfitz​:

Crossing one arm across his chest as he holds the phone tight against his hear with the other, Nate sighs. He hadn’t been exactly sheltered for a while now. When he decided to take a gap year and volunteer with the Peace Corps in the African continent and different countries in Latin America, he learned what it was like to live without the privileges of being America’s First Son. It had been a wake up call. Residency was another. The hours were long and even if everyone still knew who he was, they all were treated equally. He was exhausted, but he was thrilled, too. 

“Everything’s alright. It’s just been a long day.” Nate smiled into the call, closing his eyes for a brief moment if only to rest his sight. “I need coffee but I also know I shouldn’t have any more caffeine for the next decade.” He chuckled in spite of himself. “But enough about me. How about you? Tell me something nice.”

"You’re almost done for the day, right? Not too much longer.” Nash offers encouragingly, wishing he could have Nate in his arms already. He’d see him soon enough though, and he was excited to surprise his boyfriend by picking him up at the hospital. He really missed his boyfriend. “Me? Um, hm...the trip went well, I think. You know how things go. I present, I schmooze...I will be happy to not eat banquet hall food though. Is it weird to be looking forward to your own home cooking? Because I kinda am.” Nash chuckles, peeking into the fridge to see what was left, making a mental note to go grocery shopping the next day. “I’ll be home soon. I can’t wait to see you. I’ve missed you, babe.”

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natexfitz​:

It had been a few weeks since the move and what Nate liked to call their honeymoon stage. Although Nate appreciated the chance to spend so much time together for the first time since they decided to make things official, it wasn’t as long as he would’ve wished. The level of exhaustion which he felt almost immediately after starting his rotations put to shame every single time throughout his entire life that he had used the phrase I’m tired. He was sure there needed to be a different word for what he felt right now. He felt awful for not being able to reply Nash’s texts sometimes until a day later, passing out before they could Facetime after his boyfriend finished an event or stepped out of a meeting. Above all, he hated how little they had seen each other since. 

Taking a break close to the end of his shift, Nate managed to grab his phone for a minute, sighing as a handful of messages from Nash came up on the screen. Instead of reply, he decided to give him a call. He wanted to hear his voice if only for a few seconds, resting his eyes for a moment as the phone rang on his ear. “Hey babe, I’m so sorry I missed your texts!” Was the first thing he said. “Is this a bad time? I can call you later, I just really needed to hear your voice.”

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Between Nate starting his program and Nash needing to go on another business trip, the two of them hadn’t spent as much time together in their apartment as either of them would like. They knew this would happen, but it didn’t stop them from missing each other.  They texted as much as they could between his meetings and Nate’s shifts, and when they had the time to call or FaceTime each other, Nash could hear and see the exhaustion in his boyfriend’s voice and all over his face. 

Nash had managed to fly back a day early and had planned to surprise Nate by picking him up at the hospital at the end of his shift, having just walked into their apartment when his phone starts to ring. “Hey yourself. No need to apologize, babe. I know you’re busy.” Nash says quickly, leaving his suitcase by the door as he walks inside. “It’s never a bad time to talk to you. Is everything alright? Hard day?”